time to update this thing.

HELLO. let me warn you first, english is not my first language. okay? ;a;
so, the name is Sam.. surprising, yes i know. 96-liner and from the Netherlands.
stupid country I live in.. okay it's not that bad.. but still.. /sob
i'm studying Tourism right now, i'm ruining my school tho because i'm a lazy ass. yup.
soooo, first i just watched anime.. then I found out about j-rock.. and I listened a bit of j-pop.
but the best thing came in 2010, that's when my friend introduced me to kpop (︶ω︶)
My first song was f(x)'s NU ABO, while finding other kpop songs I began liking Big Bang but..
MY FIRST LOVE WAS SHINee! okay tbh my friend and I made fun of them at first.. ;a;
and now I still.. I STILL FREAKING LOVE THEM <3 /fEEEELS
sorry, wasn't controlling myself for a moment.
but ok. I've always loved dancing so when I saw Taemin dancing.. haaahh.. I fell in love again.
how he moves.. it's amazing.. it's amazing how that boy moves. /sob
Taeminnie is my first and ultimate bias <3
so yeah, ever since then I was always like 'SHINee is the best, no one will ever replace them, blablablah'.
......
but.. 
that all changed. because there came an other love in my life.. 
those 12 boys are the reason why I'm ruining my school and future right now.
yes I'm talking about EXO -epic heaven music- .
I'm proud to say that I followed those boys from teaser 1 <3
yes i've always wanted to follow a SM group from the start
I'm not going to say which group is better, SHINee or EXO.. because I DON'T EVEN KNOW
I just love both groups, and i shall always support them <3 /sob
OH and this guy here is ruining my life right now:

just look at that smile.. huhu ╥﹏╥.. i could stare at this gif for hours.. heh.. /dreamy stare
LUHAN HOW CAN YOU BE SO BEAUTIFUL>?!!!!1111!@!1
oh my god i almost fell into staring at that gif for too long again. I SRSLY HAVE A SERIOUS ISSUE MAN OH MY GOD /slaps herself


okay let me finish this so that i won't be staring at that gif again. shit. 
so~ I love watching dramas and movies but.. I'm a suuuuupeeeeer slow watcher.. ;a;
like I still didn't finish Boys before flowers and I started watching that in... 2011 or something...... 
hehe.. DON'T JUDGE ME
I don't know either why I don't finish it.. 
I just.. start watching a lot.. but I almost never finish something.. XD
so yeah~ fuck this THAT GIF IS DISTRACTING ME TOO MUCH.
i know i put that gif there myself, yes. damn i hate you, luhan.
/clears throat/ okay.. so.. that were a few details about myself.
do talk to me, don't be scared. i can be normal too.
BYE~



HAHAHAHAH AAAWH. I HAD TO ADD THIS. /dead