dropp it or continue it ? i don't know what to do ?
So an update. I have again been offline. The volume of my ear ring got more intense and some of my body really started hurting from the injuries. Luckily now my body is doing well with the therapy. Most recently the ear noise and ringing has gotten to a quieter point. (Knock on wood.)
Sadly depression and anxiety really hit. When my first thoughts of suicide hit I was really freaked out. Then after that like a snake they kept slithering in and more often came to my mind. It scared me and I quickly told my mom. We promptly then addressed the situation by going to my homeopathic doctor and once I talked about it my chiropractor who has been treating my ear ringing. It was hard, but I'm finally starting to feel better. I'm on a lot of natural stuff that has been helping. Now I'm trying to treat my sleepiness where I constantly wake up.
It was scary because I've never been a super depressed person. I'm peppy and positive, so having those kinds of thoughts scared me. Soon it wasn't even about the ear ringing driving me crazy, it was about how worthless my whole life was.
Anywho I'm sharing so that no matter what is the trigger for these kind of thoughts that you talk to someone. Address it and climb your way out. I hope you can find a great support system because dealing with it on your own isn't wise.
Also, I came to realize how depression makes you just want to sit there and do nothing. Force yourself to do things. Just do it.