guess after everything that happened in the…

guess after everything that happened in the previous ep this one came to calm thing down - which was much need after the drama and over reacting. yeah there was the mini-issue with Lolly and Ju - who until now was cool, calm and collected - the voice of reason - which was good to see. even him being understanding and supportive of Rocky didn't feel like it came at his expense. but as Rocky has already told Che (his ex) guess Ju doesn't really have a reason to fret. ******************************* so the mini-breakdown at the end was like "oh, Ju's back" lol - know mean of me, but this is the Ju i know, and even if he is justified. but breaking down in tears at every turn, is draining to view. life doesn't get easier if u cry - u for sure don't find solution's to problems, or get over obstacle's. it's when u stop pitting urslef, wipe ur tears and decide to face them head on, u can get over almost anything... ***************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************but back to the ep - the start lol (was wondering at Ju's mentioning "the incident" to Beshie, few ep's back) was it the issue of Rocky moving out to support his family - wasn't that the reason they fought and he moved out?!? so until this ep, was sure that was it. until Ju reinitiated his question/ request(?!?) for Rocky to offer him his V-card, as Ju had offered his up to Rocky (well he didn't put it in those terms) but that was hilarious. not in a funny way, more from embarrassment and also irony - ***************love the fact that this is addressed, think seen more then enough BL's where we get the cliché of the more effeminate, or the smaller in build and height partner - who is automatically assigned the role of "wifey" - this is a weird carry through from the straight world, where that works. but makes Zero sense when we talking about people of the same gender!!! so loved that it is addressed here and Ju emphasizes that the fact he "bottomed out" doesn't make him less of a man - it for sure doesn't take anything away, or demean him in any way - and this "hetro" way of viewing "making love" is ironically bigoted and very close minded. so bravo! ****************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************the rest hmmm... read more then enough comments about people wanting Kulas to end up with Beshie - and this another cliché in BL's. if u in a BL - ur gay! no matter the gender or how u start off (married, with a gf, a widow) u gonna end-up with ur own gender, by the end of the drama - if ur a guy that's doubly the case. and while i kinda get wanting a gay universe, as until now in the straight one, there was no real representation of anyone that was deemed "different". and yet it's not logical and idk i just don't see it - not with that kiss that happened between Che and Kulas the night before (and yeah he can be bi) but considering everything i've seen, it seems more like he has just opened up and befriend a new friend. not a potential love interest - ******************************************************************************************************************************plus Beshie's apology was halfassed - and the "i was bullied" argument - while i get having a biased towards anyone straight - let alone prejudice and being guarded cause of the past. his saying "i was defensive" why? how he connected to Rocky?!? i would agree if Ju was the one who intervened, as that his bg. but Beshie did so, just cause Kulas was someone he had marked for take down - so halfassed apology, that only cause Kulas was a better person - he let shit go and didn't hold a grudge. so for it to turn into "love" meeh - nah - hard pass

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