daddy dan

This is the first episode in a while that was actually really good and really happy. Until the airplane boy showed up at the end (his name is Boeing, I think, which is why I am calling him that).So our first couple, because they were the ones to close out the show. Mew finally decides to forgive Top's dumb ass, and he pulls that shit. I would have thrown that fucking food right in his square ass face and ran for the hills so he would chance after me if he really liked me. I wonder why Boeing is there. I want to say sex, but I don't know why. Sometimes he is always throwing curve balls at us for no goddamn reason. Also, my AI DJ isn't working. Um, I am glad Mew and Ray got everything figured out, and Mew admitted that he was using Ray to get back on top, and they ended things there before anyone else got hurt. Goddamn, I am glad this episode didn't feel that long, and I finished two today, which is a win because I am really bad at finishing them. I knocked out during both of my frees today. I dont even know what is going to happen with Top and Mew, but Mew finally is willing to give him another chance after all of the troubles he has proved to get back with him, and now he is inviting exes to his house.Next up is sand and ray; finally, they had sex. Took them forever, god damn. Sand knows his worth, and Ray knows it too. Ray talking about death makes me scared that they are going to kill him. fuck. I am really nervous, and I don't know what I am going to do if he dies. Ray and Sand are my favorite couple, and I love them. Sand had his little thing with Nick, and he realized they could not even be friends with each other. I love them, though. Sand and Ray just need to hold on; they have been through the most shit in this whole show, and they just need to hang on. Even if everyone else is going to shit, they need to hang on as much as they can, please, for my mental health.Last are Boston and Nick. Boston is missing Nick; know that he is gone. I love the actor but always forget his name. He is also playing Savoy's brother in a dangerous romance, but I am trying to call him Daddy Dan too. He is very sexy, and I love him. And definitely better for Nick than Boston. I know I should root for my couples, but I would not be mad if Nick stayed a thing for a while just to get back to Boston and make him feel awful. How people feel around him, bro. Cheum's brother is going to be a problem. Boston now knows how it feels to be heartbroken and awful. Eat shit dumbass. that's it. Good episode. okay bye!

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An episode about friendship

Why this episode for me is about friendship: we have Mew and Ray, Sand and Nick, Top and Boeing, and Cheum and Mew being there for each other. I feel so relieved that Mew and Ray have talked about their relationship and what a messed up situation that was. So happy for them that they're still friends! This is actually what they're good at.Then we have Sand and Nick, who are just so wholesome! Kissing a friend because you might think it could work out is just something so accurate. I went through and really saw myself in this scene.Now we finally know who Boeing is, and who would have thought that Top still calls him to have cuddles, so that he can sleep? Is it only cuddles or more? And what is their relationship in general? So interesting. They did a great job in revealing him in the elevator with Mew!I might be biased, but I am a huge fan of Sand. I love how he's honest with his feelings towards Ray. He speaks clearly what he wants and doesn't want, what he is able to give or not give. He's crazy in love which he's aware of but just can't resist these puppy eyes of Ray. I'm rooting for them, but the talk about death from Ray made me worry. The next episodes won't be easy for them.One of my favourite scenes actually was the one of Boston and Nick in the bathroom, it was exciting to see Boston so quiet and receiving while Nick was talking. While I don't agree with Boston's friends loving him for who he is and that he has not to change, I fully believe that Nick feels that way. It's good that he was able to say all that and while I hope he's really moved on, I think now that Boston knows that there is someone who values him for more than just sex or because of his status, he will come crushing back into Nick's orbit.

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Calm before the storm?

Judging by the preview of next week's episode, this was an exception - one I loved. I really liked the conversations that took place this episode, and how open, vulnerable and sincere they were. Ray and Mew set things straight and put an end to that weird shit they had going on, and Nick finally let Boston go (honestly, seeing Boston be the one to go after him for once was so refreshing). LOVED Sand and Nick's friendship, they are so cute and if anyone dares to ruin what they have, I'll fight them. I still think Ray should face some consequences for being a dick to Sand and playing him almost until the end, and Sand should have a little bit more dignity and not let Ray in so easily. The actors have chemistry, though, and so do the characters. In conclusion, everyone is dumb as a brick, toxic, flawed and colorblind to the glaring red flags, but these peaceful moments they get humanize them amongst all the drama they've got going on. I'm specially hooked on Boston, he's so f-ed up but he's such an interesting character.

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