Kathy_UBTTRWRK

This ia a hot mess... and I am here for every second of it. I can't even defend them. It is giving "good d**k" energy which leads to "can't say no" vibes. Patiently waiting for the next episode.

I am thoroughly annoyed by SM and now realize that he actually is very selfish & self centered. I think back to the room assignment and the reasoning he gave where he wanted to isolate Hwi. I think if he was serious about Hwi dating someone else then he should have placed him in the quad room. SM basically placed Hwi in his back pocket as a safety net. From the room change he should have been honest about how interested he is in other people and told Hwi that he was an option and not a finalist. I am not even going to discuss that kitchen scene (where SM was wiping the sweat off Hwi, had the fan on him but then got all self conscious when JS walked in).

I really hope Hwi is open to the idea of SJ. We already know that they get along and their personalities fit each other.

MK and YJ are both delusional as it's giving 'I still like you but' vibes to me.

Dai is an extrovert so I think Ikuo offers the social interactions that Dai probably has on a regular basis in his normal life. Which was visible at his birthday party with his friends. I think Shun is playing it safe but you don't come on a reality show to play it safe. Shun needs to take Usak's words to heart as this is a great opportunity for them to open up and have real conversations about their feelings. I would have been satisfied if Shun had explained what turned him off from the date with Dai and said he is not sure if he could deal with it on a daily basis. They might not be endgame but I am here for whatever (appetizers, main course, dessert and cocktails).

I think that Shun is so focused on the negative that he misses all the positives with Dai. The naked picture did not bother me as much because I would need more context. Dai is an extrovert yes but he shows a lot of attention to Shun and expresses himself well. I think their energies match (opposites attract) and Dai has enough energy to compensate for Shun in social settings. I fell in love with Dai when they showed all the clips of him greeting Shun and interacting with Shun when they are alone (especially after the 'lets be friends'). That peek he took at Shun when he was getting the water at the picnic was it for me.

For some reason I think if it was just Shun and Dai (and not the house mates and crew), Shun would be more receptive to Dai's advances. Just by the way he is behaving now, I feel like he might have thought that Dai would pick him until the very end regardless of how Shun treats him. Shun did not account for Ikuo joining the house and seeming to get along with Dai really well. Shun might have thought Dai was his even when he said "lets be friends". The removal of the pillow so that his head could be directly on Dai's thigh is a tease to me. Shun might be panicking internally. Saying "I am not jealous or anything" and "I am annoyed by him" is actually the opposite of what a 'friend' would say. A friend would be happy if someone came and matched with you so that you could be happy. Just my 2 cents.

I am thoroughly annoyed now with Shun. I love Dai and hope he finds someone eventually who he wouldn't have to change himself for (someone who compliments/matches his personality). Usak, Usak, Usak (why am I crying). I think Alan and Ikuo might match as Alan seems like he would spoil his partner and shower them with attention. I should have waited until the show was completed before watching. Now I have to wait...

I think Ming is actually in love with Joe although it is toxic. To me, it was the fact that Joe would be paired with Sol that sent Ming off the deep end. Ming was already angry that Joe didn't come home the night before and assumed that Joe spent the night with Sol. So when Tong called he was already fuming and jealous. Also, the fact that he was willing to switch and bottom for Joe felt like he wanted to prove to Joe that he loves him. Ming saying all that about providing Joe with anything he wanted and even paying for the production of a movie seemed more like keeping Joe away from Sol and not about helping Tong. It reminded me of the movie 'Misery' where the goal is to keep them with you by any means necessary which included breaking their legs. Obsessive even.

There are no words for Tong.

I was very happy to realize that he actually fell in love with Joe but thought is was Tong. Then Ming's verbal vomit occurred and I am now glad that Joe actually ignored/distanced himself from Ming when he woke up in his new body. Sometimes losing is winning. I am looking forward to Ming pursuing Joe in their second chance storyline.

From the ending... i looks like she is alive but in the chamber (the cylinder with the blue fluid) that she had built for her sister but her sister died before she could put her in it. So all is well and they both survived. Now waiting for season 2 for the true revenge era.

I am sorry but I think I have to wait until the series is completed to watch the rest of it. I am suffering with Zhi Yuan and already want him to have his happy ending with Qian. They are both talented actors and I feel their commitment to their characters. Therefore, I have a strong urge to hug Zhi Yuan with every new episode. Which means I am failing at 'Adulting' and have reached my limit for anxiety, nervousness and patience. I will try to do better! See you all on May 4th (May the fourth be with you)!

I appreciate the 'machine' translate to get the eng subs up faster but it seems to be losing something in the translations. These characters are so toxic, selfish and vile that it makes no sense to me. But it is going to be so much more satisfying to see them get the punishment they deserve.

I love Bobo and love how much he has opened up during the show. I am actually excited by the fact that Susu is now shy around Bobo. I love his friendship with Eri and thank God that they were roommates. Eri is precious! I want Bobo to find someone who makes him cry for all the good reasons!

I feel this show lingering in the air... I am ready to watch the same plot (I don't care) just in a different time for season 2, I need to see more.

The 10 million dollars - to save the orphanage and for Marco's mom's surgery (he thought he was terminally ill so he wanted to do something really good as he was also raised there). As he is an expert (his words), it was a solid plan for him since that family was filthy rich but all bad.

Justice for Nina! Well played and a devastatingly tragic story.

Their chemistry reminds me of another great BL series couple, where they would lean into each other so closely and pause. As if they would be thinking about kissing, struggle with the idea and then say "no, bad idea". Grandma has already accepted that Charn is her second grandson.

Yessss, same. I thought I was reading too much into them in the first episode but it is here again in the second episode.

I think it might have something to do with the original ritual and the evil spirit. The second born died first and then the evil spirit was created when they killed the older sister (after they killed the younger sister). Each person it possessed only had one child which might be more of a curse/punishment by the evil spirit (she will not allow them to have more than one child). I might be wrong!

Then again, this is new because "the most cherished" was only introduced in episode 10 and it is hard to apply that to the Yeom's because, they died trying to vanquish the evil spirit. Honestly, the Mafia Grandmother with her "ride or die" motto, is really responsible for all of this.

I just want to erase this from my memory. Purge this mess, forgetting that I wasted my time on this. Sorry but the twist in the last episode made this torture chamber worse for me. Now I just want to drink wine and find my batteries, good night.

I wasn't sure what was going on with this series so I turned to my imaginary friend, who has been following along, for some guidance and got no response... It seems we are both lost.