I just rewatched this and loved it as much and in a first round <33
You can say I'm sick but I'm completely fine with 'brothers' being together (they aren't even blood-related so where's the problem?). The only problem with them was that Yongjie like drugged and raped him and ???? like, they didn't even make it a big deal (they shold have), rape is never ever acceptable. But I kinda see myself in Yongjie (except I would never drug or rape anyone) but in a lot you know lighter version. I can't really describe it but I feel some kind of connnection with him. + I get the feelings he isn't all okay (daa, really??) but that just makes me feel more sympathetic to him. I don't know. It's also kinda stupid that Xingsi forgave him so easily after what he did but - but - I can't say sure but I dare to say that I would too. Because my personality is like that, if someone says sorry and if they mean (or sometimes not), I forgive (I've chose my friends wisely, so it's not a problem rn). But I'm kinda sure that after I forgive the person I wouldn't want to see them or at least I couldn't be in a relationship with them. Or Idk, how I ever know. But back to real topic --> Xingsi is very family oriented so I think it was one reason more to forgive him (I'm not saying that it was ok). I really get it since my family is the most important thing to me too and I would do anything for them. So, their love wasn't healthy, no. But I don't know what but something made me fell in love with their story (excpet the rape and drugging, yak, disgusting) and I don't know? If they're both happy, let them be? (once again, you can think I'm sick if you want to, it's okay)
I'm too lazy to write a review, but. Two things. It's an amazing movie. The ending just wasn't for me. But watch. I recommend. I feel like my heart is jumping out of my chest... The acting was amazing.
Btw, if you're interest, there's the list of BLs I've watched https://l.instagram.com/?u=https%3A%2F%2Fdocs.google.com%2Fdocument%2Fd%2F1e7zbde8k-cJM9H49jk7kWyyxFzmPNNvi0vWKinICvEI%2Fedit%3Fusp%3Ddrivesdk&e=ATP7VLPJjL17gHTh798B49RMNfSc-nHp9bECGauwe-5fOqevWm3rOqQ2Tprh2CYGE3lDqyqJT8Ez4tWZojucww&s=1
You can say I'm sick but I'm completely fine with 'brothers' being together (they aren't even blood-related so where's the problem?). The only problem with them was that Yongjie like drugged and raped him and ???? like, they didn't even make it a big deal (they shold have), rape is never ever acceptable.
But I kinda see myself in Yongjie (except I would never drug or rape anyone) but in a lot you know lighter version. I can't really describe it but I feel some kind of connnection with him. + I get the feelings he isn't all okay (daa, really??) but that just makes me feel more sympathetic to him. I don't know.
It's also kinda stupid that Xingsi forgave him so easily after what he did but - but - I can't say sure but I dare to say that I would too. Because my personality is like that, if someone says sorry and if they mean (or sometimes not), I forgive (I've chose my friends wisely, so it's not a problem rn). But I'm kinda sure that after I forgive the person I wouldn't want to see them or at least I couldn't be in a relationship with them. Or Idk, how I ever know. But back to real topic --> Xingsi is very family oriented so I think it was one reason more to forgive him (I'm not saying that it was ok). I really get it since my family is the most important thing to me too and I would do anything for them.
So, their love wasn't healthy, no. But I don't know what but something made me fell in love with their story (excpet the rape and drugging, yak, disgusting) and I don't know? If they're both happy, let them be?
(once again, you can think I'm sick if you want to, it's okay)
I have nothing more to say, other directors/writes; learn from example!!!
(Also I haven't ever cried while watching bed scene :'))