scrap god

i want to watch other light hearted shows just to allow me to sleep peacefully tonight but damn i dont even have the energy. getting attached to a drama is a double edged sword, i love it when i get so invested because i found happiness in my mundane academic world lmao but now it has ended i now feel dead inside ASDFGHJKLKJHGFDSDFGFDSDFGHJKJHGFD KILL ME NOW

they freaking deserve it, us too after all that shit

i also want to say thank u for lilun existing because we get to see yan an's face card like eurgh he caught my eye so bad i just feel so blessed everytime he's on my screen

yan an needs a new pfp, it doesnt even look lik e him wtf

when they said return from the long dream, they did give us a return

i was just thinking how cruel it is for pei sijing to see her brother's death three times

xiao zhuo sobbing as he was late, picking up xiaojiu's burnt body, telling him he'll take him home hit the critical spot. xiao zhuo was so exhausted he even fell down carrying xiaojiu's little body. afterwards zyz comes to him saying he has to fulfill his promise. the way his voice broke as he asked him 'is there any other choice"', he looks so drained, like any moment he could break like a fragile glass. outstanding performance tian jiarui. the man you are.

u can check it on kisskh, it's around 20mins

it's really beautiful yet devastating, cant deny it's also a satisfying ending as i believe it will leave a long lasting impact for everyone. fof will definitely leave a mark in our hearts. they were parts that scarred me, but their friendship and love also healed a part of me

his soul was actually in that damn contract lmao made xiaozhuo so busy finding hi m in all directions for months

I have never cried so badly for a drama in my life. when xiaozhuo picked up xiaojiu and says he'll take him home immediately cried like a baby i was bawling my eyes out and even crying so loudly. my god i was never able to stop crying because wenxiao and her yifu's scene followed, and then by zyz's death. i only got a breather after seeing the special episode

IM NEVER RECOVERING FROM THIS

gf and ex gf

also, wen zongyu's death was nasty to watch. was that ever fr? im having trust issues

also aaaacckkk hei jiu dancing with li lun ahdhajkajaa do we have a picture of lester with yan an, w lester as little li lun? theyre so freaking cuteee

lmao totally no homo they had to get zyz and zyc fall for the same girl and li lun a little gf

wenxiao being the mom again asdfghgfdsa she's literally scolding zyz as she wiped off that blood on his mouth. the two had no choice but to apologize lmao

also lilun being weak and crying is another guilty pleasure

lmao ik i shouldnt be but i was kinda bitter seeing li lun's situationship with ao yin lol my broken lizhou ship asdfghgfds coz now zyz sees zyc as his soulmate to protect dahuang. but baaam ep 30 preview healed lol pls be real, lilun pls be good child

at this point im just waiting for the big reveal because fof keeps on scamming us, such as that acting scene and now this. zyc will literally jump on anyone who tries to get his soulmate's core, there's no way he'll stupidly chooose btween two important people in his life, not especially since wx loves zyz