scrap god

I cant really remember but i think it's around ch 110

it's the baize token

zyz prolly feels undeserving anymore because now everyone saw him in his darkest times AAGJHLJSJGSJGSG and now they torture us with this two day break

what comforting words are we refering to? i didnt mention one. again i interpret those words he said he wouldnt feel pity for him was actually a reminder for himself that he SHOULD NOT FEEL PITY FOR HIM because he already very conflicted and his eagerness to kill zyz has already long wavered. they pretty much highlight how everyone is living with contradiction, being pulled apart by decisions and wavering beliefs. people like it to simplify things, it's either to hate or love, to fight or forgive. this is my own understanding of zyc true intentions behind those words.

also he's asking for accountability, although obv that wouldnt change that much either coz death is irreversable, he wants zyz to fight li lun because their conflict resulted in the baize token's destruction and yinglei's grandpas sacrifice. he shouldnt just die with sm mess left around. perhaps that's his way to let zyz continue, giving him more time, giving everyone more time to process.

we only see them subdue demons and seal them, aside from that there's nothing. i totally get it now why they need a powerful demon partner lmao because theyre easily killed off

an actor who can deeply understand his character can embody it as if they were their another selves. neo did so good in those heavy scenes ugh im crying

i doubt that li lun has the capacity to possess co-demon who is more powerful. it was really just bad timing. yuanzhou prolly does go on a yearly killing spree that's why he's so infamous. also those 8 year = 8 scars must be those

im already suspicious of the snow scene where it's only him with wen xiao. it feels like it part of the finale where theyre both dead and someone is reminiscing them. and im sus it's zyc's pov argh ALKFJFHALFHAFHALH

theyre literally crying themselves out too just like zyz. at least zyc although was harsh, still wanted to know what grandpa mountain god mentioned about his self-inflicted punishments. he feels so conflicted and hurt that's why he said it out loud to zyz that 'do you think i'll be moved by your sad story' kinda. because actually he was telling that to himself that he shouldnt be--however, has already long cared and even perhaps forgiven zyz.

35% is already downbad but still with the tsundere facade. i wonder how can he keep up with that facade once it goes even higher ASDFGHJKJLKJGS

everything that unfolded was way too heavy for everyone. they all need time to heal and process. it's already so hard to contain being overwhelmed with grief, i dont think i myself would have the the energy to comfort my own perpetrator. although they understand it, but they still dont really know how to deal with each other's broken selves.

i love it when female leads brag about their tenacity but xiao jue still gets her and his suspicion towards her identity keeps me on the edge OHFAHFAFHALFH anyways it'a a very green flag relationship that's why i love it

they just straight up justify it that theyre only humans and as they are only dependent on the baize ling power, unlike demons who can cultivate and gain more power. tbh the goddess title feels not worth it for them to be named

agree with me hating those tropes but how can they make her so useless there, the fl is not doing an fl job

ANYWAYS, HOU MINGHAO THE MAN YOU ARE

lmao i was wondering why are they covering his good figure. stupid censorship!!

it was easy for her to side with zyz when she knew the fact he was controlled by malicious energy. but when the truth came light about her own beloved master's death, grief took over and she can only blame herself because of her contradicting feelings. can't forgive yet could not hate either

idk with yall but for me zyc handled it the best for me. him saying those was like some kind reverse psychology so this guy doesnt kill himself soon. i think he's pretty reasonable saying that his death although thought to be better as it can perhaps quel their griefs and avoid another blood moon tragedy, but there's no denying that his existence is already not just binded by hatred but with empathy and companionship. just like wenxiao said that she can neither forgive him nor hate him. they just need more time to process, just like how zyz needs to resolve his own pain

i have officially lost my sanity

just like what u said that it's good that satan and j serial killer, i was also pointing out how satan's offer was a temptation and he sunk deeply into his evilness