scrap god

I just knew bael was the bitchiest of them all

i did this too! imo i cant really say this raised bar high up with like every aspect but they definitely are setting the demand for more queer shows in mainstream

im stopping at ep7, i'll save the heartache when the next new episode is out lmao

When the slow burn is slow burning too much im about to explode

thats fucking traumatizing. i dont even think i can ever face my mom if she did that to me and yeong literally took care of her when she got sick

his self sabotage tendencies due to his fears are so relatable

Yep I can see that now. I do think i feel more for go young rather than crying about their breakups🤣

One thing for me for sure is that the cps really didn't stick to me like how emotionally attached i am to wangxian, kurosawa & adachi, teh & oh-aew. It may be because of the length that i really didnt have that much time to digest and be that fond of them but one thing for sure is that show as a whole definitely left an impact to me.

1. It being the first mainstream bl, having a well established actor and 50mins 8eps.
2. It's very sexual and provocative, I was gagged every episode
3. Touches on the struggles of a person w/ hiv. Not ony the shame that it carries but it can affect ones future (required medical examinations at work)
4. Friendgroup are gay gays. They are very 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻 and not just for comedic purposes in a shows
5. Promotion is crazy, homophobics be choking themselves 🤣

Id say this wasnt perfect but still kudos to the actors and the people behind this show. May this be stepping stone towards a more open and inclusive media towards the lgbt community in their country

Each country have their own style with their shows and each has their own bad apples too. Others probably havent seen enough yet judge easily👌🏻

I heard from those who came to korea for clubbing that 95% of those attendees are there to find a hook up lmao

Lol a philosophy researcher for a reasonHAJAISJJAKAK. He's a irresistibly macho too, cant blame the gay🤷🏻‍♀️

He's using protection so he's fine. He can't even tell his friends, it's something very hard to open up for him

I think it being told later on the story pretty much helps sum up everything on how he handles his relationships. There's still so much stigma and shame for this disease that it became a hindrance for him to fully commit himself to a relationship. That's why when us as viewer get to know it, we'll be like "that's another burden he's carrying, that's he fucked up with his relationships a lot, that's why he dare not to dream of a true love or just even wish to have a future with anyone"

The internalized homophobia was down bad

A realistic bl is definitely a queer/lgbt film. Afterall, bls are usually painted in rose-tinted color, excluding the hard reality of what most of the community is actually experiencing focusing only on ideal romance

Lolz i almost cried with just them flying to bangkok because i just finished this series. I love them sm

yeah i felt like he was too scared to believe that he, as an hiv patient can have a future with anyone. it's really tied down to that circumstance of his

is ep 8 not mostly flashbacks? oh perhaps u havent finished. there's plenty of flashbacks, about his ex, ofc his bg story, and there's more to their bangkok trip too

yes

This started crazy and ended on his now mundane reality