SandraNoLie

I think we all wanted end to be good and to finish this agony of pain now we cant without it. Who is happy. I know after that special I will feel like I lost something. I dont want to pose them. 😭

Damn she is really something special. She really have chemistry with all. Now my LYX has bigger opponent AR took forst place. ✨

Yeah I know. This dont exists I make.peace with it. But also.sad for that. What they are doing. Yearning for each otherm My heart will be done after one year... 60k years what the hell... 😭 Thats the msot painful thing and c industry know what to do to us. They found the key to make us want more even if it hurts so bad. 😭

Manifesting modern one! 🔮✨🔮

It good you coudl manage it. All for our lovely pair! ✨ How tou feeling about it now when it over. I think my depression will get worst. 😆😆😆

Haha and director said he isnt haha. 😆 Kisses are one of the most thing i like no fish kiss as rhey call it like that no peck real lips kissing finally. which last longer rhat 5 seconds.✨❤️‍🔥✨ Looks like AR is good kisser. 🔮

I must take breaks is too much also at home always someone interrupt me. I am about to finish it now. So lets go! You all watched it in one take...I dont know how tou do it my head hurts from crying and also from all of this whats happening. 😭

Will try! Thanks! 🥹Probably will scream in my pillow so no one can hear me but okay. Just let all apin goes away... 😭

If they aired one ep per day that would be pure torture but we would have time to proceed all of this. I will need time to put back myself together after finishing this. 🥹

I am aboutntomwatch last 2 eps inynbes now so i can cry as i want no one can see or hear me...I dont wan to let go... 😭😭😭✨💜🌙

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Indeed! Drama who make big point here! 😭

The yearning is on high level. I know why people.wouldnt liken to live forever. if somone die and they are immortal they will be in pain all die they cant and loom that i got that. But sometimes i would like i can be...Idk ehy we need to die. Is our purpose is like BS and FY to go torug some tributation for beter cause in haven. I wtite too much but i actually like those things to discuss about God and all. 🥹

The worst thing is i dont think that love like that exist9in this world. 💔

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If I could take all eps and out this drama on some card and seal it in my heart ilI would do it. Two more eps to go for me. Lets cry in bed tonight! 💔😭💔

YEAH. I just got to them and was asked why my eyes are big lol. I said inside you will see tomorow. Maybe i wont cry but i think i will aster special the msot we will see. I think I am crying on non crying scenes I really see every expression idk if thats gift or i just see it or what but sometimes i am cold as hell and sometimes one thing can make me so emptional. Mone are always home so imagine haha. Its good for you they weren't home. I was sad of TTEOTM but not thsi much. And my frist cdrama LBFAD... What cna I say. I watched it in october 2022 that i started to watch cdramas. I suddenly saw some photo idk i think God make me find it. I always fidn nic etings in life sudenly. If someone told me i will love cdrmas.thsi much i would never believe. I knowed they exist but i was like nah...Now from that october i forgot all usa things and all. This is just another level. Now I am thinking trouhg whole MM how Game of thrones is hit killing half and took idea deom xianxia...Hah rhey didnt see whats xianxia looks like. 😆 I cried after LBFAD 2 weeks repeated scenes. Was in depression I am sure i was. I fight with it really but i know that was it. Now also I am not so well but rhis is my safe haven. I dont want to let go. People say tou live in imaginary world. I know thats not good but i cant live without it. This is one thing that makes me happy. I know all drams i loved some emptions go away some not. I dont want for MM to happen the same. I eemember befor cdrams i watched turkish dramas i was obsessed with one so much and didnt was in rela world now i forgoted. But this is so much better i dont want to let go. I know all will pas as all in life but i want to remember them. I remember still that pair in turkish drama but dont have big feelings like i was then. Why that feelings must go away. But maybe its better for us to move on... They will definitely stay in my heartm If i can have some card out all eps on it and seal it in my heart i would do it to never go away. I hope for next 30 years or more i can remember liek yeah thats FY and BS i loved them. 😭 I thinked no one will overcome LBFAD becaus eits first dama make huge impact on me but now it is this is first one than LBFAD and TTEOTM. This one is forst because dont have borinf parts at all green pair is there. Idk what to say more. I write already too much. Even i love some drama i never rewatch it wholem Just parts. But this one i maybe would somehere in future rewatch. Even if not will watch scenes for sure! 🥹 Now it will be hard to overcome this. I think that after last 2 eps i paln to watch will take time to write comment. I think i will need time to process all. 🥹

I have 2 eps more too. Tahs my next one. I am bearing myself from last part of 38.. That was damn sad as hell. 😭

I am gald new people starting this i know some like all to air. Just prepare good mentaly and lot of tissues. I also have 2 eps more i will watch in bed to cry out all for the end. 😭

Yeah I always watching but necer got who is what amd what is what here i got i think all to understand... They are all into their bodies liek CZ into ML. I have 2 last ep to finish it but waiting in my bed to cry so hard because whole day i bear not to so much so my parents wont aske me why i cried lol. Now i cna cry ar night in my pillow as much as i want. Tomorrow i will be like shit but nevermind. Idk how then XY wont be in BS body when that stars collide. Yeah that was right thing to do. Because if he was more JY thas dont seems right. Now all is good. When he left from his body i think one part also left from my heart too...This drama is hard mentaly damn. The most for us wirh anxiety and depression. It will be hard next couple days... 🥹

He wanted BS is her so bad. Poor poor guy. 😭😭😭💔💔💔