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Strangled.....or beaten?🤪😉😉

Yes indeed. Why were you crying, YXW?
And YES! TTJ is really more afraid of YXW abandoning him...the "Could you not leave me again please?" broke my heart.🥺

...I wonder what NBY is thinking as he sends YXW away. Is he sympathizing with YXW, or TTJ? (Well, maybe because of loyalty, TTJ.)
...YBC serves TTJ, but is weirded out by his orders (is there any significance to the grinding of ink?). TTJ flashbacking to YXW again as she does his orders...and I am still confused why he tolerates her there. (Testing if he's really in love with her? But....what for? Being an intelligent being, surely he had already figured out that he doesn't?)
..as if having one is not enough, we have TWO YBCs talking to each other😱 To represent the duality of her personality?? When has she been an innocent, loyal person?😅
...KEEP YOUR CLAWS OFF HIM!!! Seriously, why and how can TTJ sleep with her in the vicinity?? NBY comes in the nick of time😮‍💨 and threatens her..but noooo don't leave him alone with her, NBY!!
....YBC only sees YXW as the original YXW..........and being sooo narcisistic again
.....YQY and PR❤ ALMOST KISS!🤣 at least PR was honest about how she would treat YQY, but is she saying all those things because of her lost love thread?
...Moonshadow guards being more invested in TTJ and YXW's romance🤣🤣they are as cute as NBY😅🤣
....but really, what was that look about? Just to show YXW how much TTJ is hurt? But couldn't he see YXW hurt too? Why.....does it seem needless?
....um, excuse me, miss, but have you forgotten how you rejected his offer of a coat? =suddenly felt so slimy all over listening to the B's monologue= KEEP YOUR HANDS TO YOURSELF WOMAN!
...EXCUSE ME, you two have NOTHING in common! What, being both loners? You killed the maid who was willing to keep you company, you left your husband for another man (that husband not being dead yet, even!) and you never spared a thought on your family...Being both foreigners in another land? You chose to be taken hostage, while TTJ had no choice! 😡😡 CHOKE HERRRRR. (That ....sort of slap .... ain't enough)
....really, is this keeping YBC by his side just an act to make YXW jealous?
....YBC coming to talk with YXW.. no, really, who's acting like TH now?? WHAT? HOW DARE YOU? YXW is MARRIED TO TTJ! And you're asking the WIFE to give up her HUSBAND for YOU, just because you're sisters???? WHY ARE YOU AGREEING YXW??? Omg, EXCUSE MEEEEEEE YOU ARE ACTING INAPPROPRIATE RIGHT NOW, BITCHANG!! Not YXW! What kind of power do you think you possess that you can dictate what TTJ does??
This entire scene made my blood boil😡 mainly because of the B, but also YXW AGREEING TO EVERYTHING SHE SAID!🤯
...TTML's scenes. I can't see the soldiers the warlocks/wizards(?) are talking about. I understand why he'd be frustrated🤣
...back to Jing Kingdom. TTJ dreams of YXW, but that dream YXW tells him about everything he must be telling himself. Then he wakes up to that B's face.😑🤢 ooooh, realizing that it's the first time he's dreaming
....YBC reminding TTJ she loved him in the Bo're Dream, only for him to snap back about how she was evil in that dream was soooo funny🤣🤣
YBC: I take it back, it's just a dream.
TTJ: Why bring it up in the first place?🤣🤣🤣
...that emerald robe is 🤩🤩🤩
...yep I felt that eye roll too. YBC doesn't make sense at all. Couldn't she see the point in TTJ's comparison of her and YQY's situations? She instead attacks TTJ's affection for YXW and sets her survival skills of leeching onto the next powerful person as something noble and comparable to what YXW did. Of course, TTJ doesn't fall for it....and she dares get angry at him for insulting her?? When she deserves it?😡 (why am I not fast forwarding her scenes???)
...the Ye family trying to comfort YXW❤
....there really is something against just being silent in a scene. TTJ's wonder about YXW still having a grudge is quite off. Why would he think that, when he himself doesn't talk to her, and has a grudge against her? Why can't the scene just be TTJ looking at YXW's things with longing, as he should?
....TTJ realizing that YXW wasn't writing to XL but to him was🥺 and WHO THE HELL TURNED ON THE FAN???
...YXW, why do you have to take out your anger on Little Jin? That rock didn't do anything to you😥🤣
...what long winding road did YXW take to get to the pond that TTJ was able to catch up with her in mere seconds?🤣🤣
...yes, TTJ, she was sincere to you. 🥺
....telling someone it's a secret is a surefire way of making it not a secret🤣 anyway. YXW now understands why TTJ left that night............and goes into the pond to find Little Jin???🤣🤣🤣
...TTJ hiding away in his mother's tomb🥺🥺🥺 "hatred, disgust and fear. Anyone can look at me like that. I've gotten used to it already. But how can you do the same to me?"😭😭
...when YXW asked him if he loved YBC, he should have countered with Do you love Xiao Lin?🙄 then they would have spared us a looooooot of trouble afterwards.
...follow up question: Why did you keep her close by your side???? It could have spared me a loooott time agonizing about it
....TTJ. that entire speech....that's too romantic🥺🥺❤
..."hao."❤❤❤ my heart is bursting
...yep, TTJ, your lady love can be soooo silly at times. Just like you.
....THAT ENTIRE THING WAS JUST ONE NAIL???? that's worth 9!!! No, let's not be hasty...🤣 but what if? Then she'd have to carry all 9 nails around and agonizing on how to use them.
....this entire sequence at the tomb alone is equal to ALL the cute scenes we've been shown so far.
....YXW, you're still thinking of sticking those nails in him after everything he said????😭 your duty really comes first than his love for you😭
...TTJ, the rank you're looking for is WIFE. WIFE!!!
...despite being so gallant, YQY clearly had a look at PR while wrapping that robe around her🤣
...PR challenging YQY to change is name is quite cruel. YQY defends well. And KISS!🤣
....TTJ being like PR's older brother this time is 🤣
This episode ends well.

An analysis of TTEOTM really can fill a lot of books.🤣 I just read one review, and I agree on several points, and enlightened in some.........but man, the intensity of the review is 🤯
I look forward to the volumes of TTEOTM analysis in the later years.😅🤣

I comment as I watch😅 I won't be a good rewatch buddy irl with how loud I can get with reacting to what I'm watching🤣

Before you enter the Nether River of TTEOTM angst🤣

No wonder players would hate him with those songs😅🤣 those are INSANE level, not just hard😅🤣

I don't know if I want to cheer you up so you can get better, or console you because you're rewatching.😅🤣
Hope you get better😁❤ so you can continue rewatching🤣

It took me around a week to finally muster the courage to fully rewatch again.😅 I couldn't even touch the ending😅 Yeah, go for Love is Sweet before diving into this drama again.

😅 their faces were too close to each other that's why I said KISS ALREADY!!! But they didn't.🤣🤣🤣

Again, should have had a 💋count if they just kissed!!! (When TTJ finished putting the ointment on YXW's blisters)

ROFL at Spiderman landing🤣🤣🤣 and at the last one🤣🤣🤣

It's MY who got stabbed a lot of times in that chest area....oh wait, TTJ was in MY, experiencing his life, so through transference, he is stabbed a lot in that area🤣🤣

2. (Last part) Eyyyy, she already bathed by then!🤣🤣🤣

He can't wink.🤣 that's it. If he learns how, then let's scream again, WHAT CAN'T YOU DO, LEO???🤣🤣

...I love PR soooo much❤ she's so cute😍 and yes, YQY's head is already broken for her🤣
...the two lovebirds are reunited, with the overworked crow bringing in the news🤣🤣 the looks between NBY and TTJ😏😄 of course there would be a nail😰
...AWWW couple clothes🤣
...and because the lover's carry is sooo boring, let's do another kind of carry:the fireman's lift (of some sort🤣 how romantic(?)🤣 that would really hurt tho😅
...walking for miles will not only give you those cute blisters😅 JUST KISS ALREADYYYYY🤣🤣🤣
...that internal monologue about Sheng emperor feels so out of place just right after that sweet moment there. Should have just scratched that and left us with awkward TTJ.
...that spell casting is EVIL. Human sacrifices, and disturbing the remains of the dead is EVIL.
...sometimes, there are some moments where let's just scratch this and have some other scenes instead. YXW "acting cute" is it. I don't get this scene, other than BL being told to act cute. And she is cute, but it just feels so off. She didn't have to act cute when the dialogue was already good in itself.
...btw, as if a phoenix afraid of birds is going to follow a bird😅
...again, internal monologue is soo off.
....Poor PR, hijacked out of her own bed🤣but at the same breath telling YXW to go to TTJ's bed🤣🤣🤣 amd she really is the best wingman/woman/fox, quick to pick up YXW's true feelings
...so TTJ suddenly leaving camp makes YXW suspicious enough and jump to the instant conclusion that XL is in danger? Why XL immediately? And why didn't anyone stop her if the soldiers were supposed to be instructed to watch over her? Was TTJ just baiting YXW to betray him too? But....why???
....what's up with YXW's dialogue on XL's army being the last strong army, etc etc? I don't get the point of it...like, get to the point, YXW, what are you trying to say? Or are you being like PYZ and practicing divination?
...um excuse me XL, it's not TTJ that's the problem, it's your dad.
...XL being the level headed one and sending YXW back in case TTJ notices she's gone to him (too late on that
count)
...EXCUSE ME XIAO YI, how paranoid can you get to jump to those conclusions about your SON and your better version in the Jing Kingdom? He doesn't need to want to beat you, you're already beaten!
...the standoff between white soldiers and black ones made me think about how white doesn't really mean good (except in the case of Ming Ye) and black is not necessarily evil (except in the case of the ADG).
...Xiao Yi has no right to dictate what anybody's fate should be. Nobody is.
...WHAT DEBT?? XY cashing in on debts of gratitude when he hasn't done anything to deserve any. He's like that sperm donor...
......I'd call that petty tantrum if it wasn't the ashes of TTJ's mother that was thrown to the ground😭
.....WHY IS THAT CRAZY B*ST*RD TALKING SO MUCH????
(---interrupting this moment to say: LYX's hands are so pretty tho.)
---back to the show---
...like TH, Xiao Yi deserves a more painful death. Like the one TTJ's going to describe later on. For the evil he caused, he deserves no less than a painful death.
....YX going crazy and stabbing TTJ, with him letting her, to repay all the pain that he caused, and to end her suffering😭
...evil YBC. poor maid. She's now openly showing how ruthless she can be. That maid's loyalty was worthless to her.
...hmm. so just how crappy was the defenses around the capital that TTJ's guards could easily defeat them?
...YBC deciding to be a leech just to preserve her life. That internal monologue tho, is it only for self preservation that she leeches herself to TTJ, or is it greed for power?
...he said "hao ah," but to HER??? -not counting this-
...I hate it when insecurities come up suddenly just when you really think yoi've gotten over it. Seeing it playing out here in TTJ just reminds me how frustrating it can be.
...and of course YXW misunderstanding why YBC was there adds fuel to the stirring coals of trouble.
....TTJ asking if YXW was in the camp all night begs the question: what exactly did he want to hear? If she lied, he would get angry because she lied to him and feel betrayed that she had to lie to him, if she told the truth, he would feel angry and betrayed... sooooooooYXW dodges the question.😅
---interrupting again to sayLYX has the most gorgeous eyes. I'D LOVE TO LOOK INTO THEM AS LONG AS YOU WANT🤣🤣🤣🤣---
(back to the show)
...why does TTJ have to do this tho???😭😭 I get it, he's sad, and grieving the loss of his mother's ashes, and in a way Yingxin too, and he's making YXW feel the brunt of it by making her as miserable as he is. But........why did he have to do it? 😭 in the end, he hurt himself deeper with all that's happened that night.😭
....in another life, if TTJ could have only saved his mother's ashes, and maybe Yingxin too, YXW's "betrayal" would have passed by in a calmer way..
TTJ: why did you leave the camp?
YXW: I thought you were going to fight XL. Why did you leave?
TTJ: i went to get back my mother's ashes.
---the end---
...as it was, need I remind myself, this is not a rom com. This is beyond tragedy even.😭 so ok. Wallow in TTJ's pain.
...this only feeds into YXW's trauma with the DG, that she's seeing TTJ again as the DG and not TTJ😭 ok self, wallow in YXW's pain too.
...BL's face is soooo expressive, you really feel her disgust through the screen.
...really, it begs the question, what exactly did TTJ expect YXW to do, feel, say with everything he said? Instead of asking for comfort, he had to paint himself black for her to only see his darkness, and not the pain.
...but.... after hearing him say all those hurtful things again, while flashing back to their sweet moments, was he saying all these things because he didn't want her to be unfortunate like his mother and Yingxin? Because he really took Xiao Yi's words that he is a jinx too much to heart that he didn't want YXW to be the next one to suffer? Like he wants to push her away deliberately?
.....the nails retracting scene is soooooooo off.
...TTJ laughing all alone is....the saddest.
...that stab wound is not right... the stab was nearer the collar, right?
...those lonely eyes.🥺
...PR visiting YQY amd asking a soldier to give him her medicine. Is that soldier NBY's brother?🤣🤣🤣 they look so similar in being sooooo clueless about their orders.🤣
....YBC and PR meet. Return the love threads!!!
...pretty as her bangs are, it must be annoying SZN to always have them block her face🤣
....YQY stuttering🤣😍
....yes, let's please forget how annoying it is that XL doesn't even flinch when the soldiers report his wife went with another man.😑 I'll say his lines to him: "I'd rather marry someone who shows her/his emotions, than a saint"
...i really like the actor who plays TTML, and I'm fighting against the temptation to ff because of him.
....TTJ remembering YXW. I stand by what I think, he wants to send her away so she won't suffer because of him.
....how DARE that B try to bribe NBY?!
....TTJ orders YBC to serve him, just like how YXW served him. Is it because of loneliness, or to make YXW jealous? Or is it because he just wants to torture himself with someone he actually hated? And wishing that if he really was a jinx, then she'd suffer?😈
....again. thinking about the nails is sooooo off.
....ok that's a better ending to the episode. (It did not end in the middle of a conversation)

So we're back to having a roller coaster ride again.😑20s episodes are the best.😑

That's the question I'm trying to answer in the rewatch.😅

..what... what did you just make me watch?😅🤣🤣😍😍😍 MORE!🤣

Do they have to go out tho? LYX can cook up a storm, and he can entertain his dear Lulu with a lot of things, maybe interest her into gaming?......... and other stuff.🤣

It's not yet complete, but it's worth the wait... unless u like the google translated ones