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strong start & that's saying something…

strong start & that's saying something given this a Thai BL, as have watched others in this genre (like Khemjira) which made me roll my eyes already in the 1st ep. so this one was interesting, creepy & entertaining... kept me wanting more - good start. the acting was on point & of course with Pavel around there is tons of eye candy. so no complaints so far. also i love his look here, more natural (unlike Pit Babe, where he felt a bit too "done up" for want of a better word) also like the "top" energy, takes me back to seeing him the 1st time in 2 Moons 2 - he was the best thing in that BL & he was the 1st Top that bottomed & made BL history. like i said, he was the most memorable thing about that BL. so even though his role here is nothing like his character there, i like this side of him. also (i know am repeating myself) dude HOT...lol - *****************************************************like also seeing Pooh's new character - that is kinda like Charlie (in Pit Babe) & yet i don't mind it so much, cause i like the fact that he's not a delicate flower, that needs hand holding & constant smelling salts cause he's so fragile - that in spite of living with his ability since childhood (& here i am throwing a ton of shade at Khem's character in Khemjira who is the opposite & my main reason for disliking that BL) he did develop a way to cope. ********************************************************************there more questions then anything after finishing this ep - but will wait as assuming will get the answers as this progresses. the only thing i want is that the rest is as good or better than this 1st ep. **********************************************************side note: not surprised at the chemistry between the leads, but was shook that already in the 1st ep u can feel the "heat" - but i guess that's why Pavel & Pooh got paired together.

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what i noticed is that Shizuma says 'i…

what i noticed is that Shizuma says 'i love u' all the time while Minato shy's away from saying the words. idk what happened to him as a kid that made his so weary of being in relationships, wanting to keep everyone at arms length so they don't end up eventually hurting him. but he head-over heels too - so it was sweet seeing him yearning for Shizuma, missing him & even admitting this fact. also like that he has warmed up to Shizuma's younger brother. ************************************************this whole ep was kinda wholesome & soothing, but given the preview i guess this was the clam before the storm. 3 more eps to go to i hope it doesn't get too rocky & he doesn't hurt Shizuma too much.

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i love Fourth, so i will hard pressed to not…

i love Fourth, so i will hard pressed to not like something he is in, but the sound effects in this & some of the lines r just cringe & really the reason this was on hold for over a yr. but giving this another try & hope this time i survive till the end & don't get stuck. as i already know how the plot will go, am just going with the flow. but i really wish they turned down the cheesiness of it all - sadly i get why this wasn't a success. "they" could've change subtle things to make this feel more Thai or more unique, even though this is a remake. but they just decided to bank on the main couples fame & cause of that it tanked - cause no matter how much u love Fourth & Gemini, u still want/need a good plot to "sink ur teeth in" make u stay till the end & bring u back for more, which this isn't - if anything it's a cringe fest.

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the mother always leaving her son all alone…

the mother always leaving her son all alone is so weird to me & she didn't teach him NOT to open doors, without checking who was on the other side?!? given how crazy Yamada acted in the previous ep, the younger brother letting him in was a disastrous move, which brought us full circle to the start of this BL & we see who the crazy person was, that drugged & tired to rape the MC. ***********************************************************************************************************************************the fact he reached out to his older sibling who ignored him, proves that his meant the words at the end of the previous ep & wasn't just lashing out. so i don't blame the MC for wanting revenge & found it kinda hilarious how easy the turn around was - lucky he got a 2nd chance to redo the whole scenario, just this time around he was a step ahead of his brother.... if only life gave us opportunities like this, would we fair better or make the same bad choices?!? same question applies here, will the MC end up in the same situation ?!? 2 more eps to find out where he is gonna take this & how this gonna develop. ***********************btw will he also get revenge on Yamada, the dude after all did assault him, causing his untimely death...

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the Yamada dude is whack - that whole scene…

the Yamada dude is whack - that whole scene at the start was weird, is he a friend? exchanging manga's doesn't happen between strangers & why he hanging like some psycho stalker around the younger siblings bins??? going through his garbage - like what?!??? weirdo - same with the pic he was taking of the brother's eating - only me thinking there was nothing suspect in that scene? even the drawing, so he drew two guys looking at each other, what's erotic or weird about that drawing??? & yeah i get the younger brother was drawing his brother & himself, but they look nothing like the drawing so he can say it's just something random he dreamt up. i don't get why that turned into blackmail material or why the younger brother would rush out to retrieve something he threw out & can't be proved as his. also that fool thinking blackmailing someone into a relationship, is the way to go?? is this how Chinese gay dudes woo each other?!? *************************************************& from the ending i guess the older brother new his younger step-sibling had feelings for him & decided to make him fall harder so he could get his mother (step mother?) to give him money so he would disappear.. i guess -

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also find it kinda ridiculous with these BL's…

also find it kinda ridiculous with these BL's where the parents r never around & they r left to their own devises - which means they can develop a romance... artistic license is usually abused lol.******************************************************************it's obvious the younger brother adores the older, but i can't read the older brother is he flirting & teasing his younger sibling or am i imagining things?!? hard for me to tell - cause sorry but i have never occupied the same bath tub naked with my younger sister. never even though to suggest it. like why?!? unless u r trying to "do" something - the what is yet to be found out... ********the kiss caught me off guard - but i guess after the bath shenanigan's, i guess the younger brother just went with his gut or had enough of his brother's teasing & the older brother (who i think knew always that his younger sibling had more then brotherly feelings for him) returned the kiss. does this mean he also feels more for his younger sibling?!? **********************************the mother suddenly appearing quietly, is whack & i guess she heard them kissing - even though i couldn't lol - but from what they said, it didn't seem suspect so what was she eavesdropping on & why didn't make her presence known the sec she walked into the house?!?

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i think the MC is really pretty, love his…

i think the MC is really pretty, love his facial features. but don't get the family dynamic, is she their step-mother?!? or only the elder brother's. why he have to leave & why is he back now?!? this kinda short & the problem with short dramas/BL's there is so much that can't be included & it leaves u with so many unanswered questions hmmm.... not always a fulfilling watch. ***********also is he just fixated on a brother, that once was around & cause they parted, he missed him so much he develop deep feelings, that translated into more then sibling love? or is he gay?!? either way u can see that he really adores his elder brother.

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anyone that loved the main couples romance,…

anyone that loved the main couples romance, will love this - personally i though this was moronic. so both guys gonna just hope that some miracle keeps transporting them to each others side, forever?!? & while that may take a month, a yr or a decade, they will live in waiting... until their loved one pops up??? this the romance we supposed to root for?!? leave the lack of logic at how it happened this time around. who gonna put their life on hold for something that even if it happens again, might be for a short period of time?!? that can sustain whom on the long run??? this even worse then a long distance relationship - cause then at least u can try & keep in touch - here it's all hope based. *************************************************************************personally i just wanted to see if there would be an explanation as to how Yai popped-up in the present after Jom came back at the end, but this wasn't a continuation from the end of the series. **********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************also if they went there, couldn't Jom tell Yai about his sister - show her pic or even contact her & let Yai observe Ueangphueng's present day version??? he even mentioned her after all - oh well. thankfully this was short, so didn't invest too much time but this was redundant IMO.

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WTF was this ending?!? the writer really didn't…

WTF was this ending?!? the writer really didn't think this through ahh?!? Jom vaporized as if he was a freakin vampire. if he was a ghost haunting Yai i would get some of this, but there was so much that was just - idk even what to say. Jom time jumps to the past via the help of a version of Yai that's older, darker skinned with tattoo's. then he vaporizes into thin air as if he didn't pop-up fully clothed with a working body (in the past). then jump to the present he gets saved & yet he still got the white string Yai tied around his wrist & then the confusing cherry on top - Yai or some version of himself is in the present waiting for Jom after his recovery - yet when Jom started the work on the house, u never saw hide nor hair of Yai - WTF!!! this made NO sense. *****putting the weird romantic plot aside. why Jom need to forgive Ohm & Khaimuk??? cause of their past selves? what does that have to do with the fact that Ohm cheated on him & hurt him, when he had more then enough time in their 2 yrs apart to find a moment to inform Jom that 'he is sorry but he has fallen for someone new!??!?' - that was whack - who gives a f*ck that Ohm & Khaimuk past lives were messed-up, meant to be or not they could've found a better way to start their relationship. oh whatever.. idk what's the point. ******************************************************************************************************there were moments of wholesomeness like Jom's conversation with Khamsaen, like Ueangphueng's parents giving her their blessing & letting her leave to follow her dreams. like Somjeed being a sweet supporting sister. but on a whole this was whack & i wish i could say i loved this - i didn't. it was fine for a one off

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One Stars

as much as i dislike Jom this ep was well done. it was so sad & lovely how he chose how to say goodbye to all the people that came into his life. it was very touching & sad. even though i still don't get why he is disappearing, unless he is dead & somehow instead of only his soul time-jumping into the past maybe possessing someone, his soul also manifested into flesh & bone & now for-whatever-reason it's time for him to move on. hope it gets explained in the next few eps & isn't left a mystery that never gets solved. ********************************************************************************************************************also was wondering how Fongkaew never got pregnant, as Robert never left her alone. but am also wondering did Robert never "touch" Ueangphueng?!? then i kinda get his hungering for a new wife, that he didn't have to treat with kid gloves & even though it doesn't justify anything, it explains why he acted like a ravenous animal with both his wives. ***************************btw Khamsaen assuming Fongkaew was untouched, when she was married to someone is ridiculous - that normal, that someone marries someone else & threats her like his sister?!? maybe if she was a 'beard' - but Robert wanted Fongkaew from the sec he saw her, the other older dude that helped him hatch up the plan of burning her parents place was to get their land, but Robert wanted Fongkaew. so i don't get Khamsaen thought process... thank f*ck he came around by the end.

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well the big revel was shocking - i was sure…

well the big revel was shocking - i was sure Jom was gonna exposé his relationship with Yai, or maybe confess his love anything but throwing a powder keg that would blow open the whole Robert, Bussabong's father, Fongkaew issue up & in everyone's faces. that was one hell of a way to stop the engagement. it for sure shamed Luang Thep Nititham into realizing that his greed for power almost destroyed both his children's lives. what i loved was how Khunying Khaekhai didn't shame him until they were all alone. she is a good wife. she could've blown up around everyone, but she supported him until it was only the 2 of them to make her point & tell him he not gonna rule with an iron fist anymore. smart woman. ******************************************& as much as i am enjoying this, i can only do so if i just ignore the romance - cause Jom hasn't grown on me & i like Yai, but the romance just isn't for me. ************************************************************************************************************as an ep back we saw that a woman was divorced, am wondering if that is the route both Fongkaew & Ueangphueng r gonna take (even though it wasn't discussed in this ep) just Ueangphueng's situation got complicated given am sure she is pregnant. but given her parents r rich & powerful - that will help keep Robert away. *********************************************************with Fongkaew i have a feeling she lied to Khamsaen, she cause of her statues - can she divorce Robert? & either way i think cause of what Khamsaen's mother told her, she might keep away from him. *******************************************************regarding Jom - he isn't dead time jumped into the past - so why his image disappearing?!? weird -

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idk what Jom was planning at the end, but…

idk what Jom was planning at the end, but everyone conniving so whatever. also Luang Thep Nititham has trained his family wel l- no matter how they truly feel, he says jump & they ask how high. no matter how bad his decisions for them turned out, not one has come to confront him with the reality of his self-centered, hard handed "rulings". idk for whom i feel sorrier; Yai, Ueangphueng or Bussabong. they have little to no say in how they want to live their lives. this such a sad reality & no i didn't forget Jom - i just don't feel sad for him. *********************************************************************************************on the other hand Fongkaew has surprised me in this ep, she is too good to be true. when she saw Ueangphueng with Mei she realized that Ueangphueng wasn't any different from her & that made her come to make peace. she even helped Mei & tried to save Ming & the other guy that was supposed to guard Mei. all while she is trying to find evidence showing Robert was behind the arson, that took her father's life & forced her into this hell / marriage. one would think she had enough on her plate, to care for others that didn't show her the bare minimum of kindness, when she came into that house & yet she still went out of her way to help them. kinda impressed.

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dude, i get that the patriarch decides &…

dude, i get that the patriarch decides & the family follow orders, but he never even told his children 'i am thinking to marry u off'.... 'this a potential spouse - what do u think'. guess they r told on the day of the wedding to dress up & come down to get married - so weird & soul crushing, that this happened to people in some point in time - well there sadly countries where this sh*t is still going on & worse, we talking about child brides. so idk why i am shocked. anyway poor Yai & Ueangphueng. *********but also feel sad for Bussabong, as in Luang Thep Nititham case he suspected that both his children had developed unnatural affections, that wouldn't serve him & his ambitions, might even bring shame to his name. not just cause they had fallen for the help, but cause they were of the same gender. not exactly acceptable then. so marring them off in his mind solved that problem - nipping it in the bud. but what is Bussabong's fathers problem - why do that to his own daughter? i don't get the mindset - ********************************************************************************************************************************************also was worrying about both couples in the previous ep, given how Yai & Jom were acting i was sure that they would be the couple that gets caught. but nope it was Ueangphueng & Mei. poor girls to get outed like that. am shocked Robert didn't fly into a rage & beat the living day lights out of Mei. but he did what he does best, assault his wife. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************with everything going on, i think the scene i really enjoyed & loved was Khamsaen's mother telling Fongkaew to leave her son alone. that was such a wholesome scene, where u could see proof of a mother's love. i get why Fongkaew can't let go of the past & maybe she still dreams that once she finds evidence, she can resume her life with Khamsaen. but that is after the dust has settled. she's really was being selfish, she needs to leave him be & not put a target on his back, while she is still in the same situation. as he would be put in danger, where as she might just get a beating, as doubt Robert gonna toss her out. i think -

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