I HAVE NO WORDS, IT IS A MASTERPIECE, IF SOMETHING IS MORE THAN A 10, IT IS THAT!! ♾️/10, THE BEST SERIES GMMTV HAS EVER PRODUCED FSS!! i will process what i just witnessed and then i will write the review
the hugging scene from the past that they showed i guess that was 10 years after he left, so that father said i can't believe it's been almost twenty years? am i right?
what's even happening?? is He never gonna be back? is jiayi gonna end up with the other guy?? tff, they are just wasting the episodes atp, it was so cute before all this BS, ughh idk where this is goingg
ummm... maybe i am too dumb but what happened when the person searching his house ran towards the roof and then there was bike? were running to the roof or downstairs 😭 and also was the nc in episode 3 between the both people who were in car right? i am so bad with faces 😭
about kongdech.... in early episodes i somehow felt bad for him that if i were kongdech i would be sad too but ugh this episode he was pissing me off smm, like he had the audacity to say that i am mad you hid it from me and then saying that don't you wanna be ordained with me and all shit, WELL THAT'S THE REASON HE HID IT FROM YOU BOY!! and please let tanrak live, he has been in a prison his whole life and it's like other prisoners are telling him not to be free? i wanna hug my baby so bad and tell him that loving someone, and the fact it doesn't affect anyone, is not wrong, and that it's just a prison he was in his whole life and to be free!! i will be here next week to collect my happy ending because they deserve it, TANRAK DESERVES IT, BARTH DESERVES IT.
where do i even start? another episode, another experience of feelings which again i can't put in words... tanrak's fear of getting caught from the start of the episode when he told kongdech that "nothing's going on", i knew from there that this episode is gonna wreck me fs, i am out of words, i wish i could out what i am feeling better in words, this series is perfection and i say this every week, the direction and the screenplay and the crazy symbolism and shots, the chemistry that bleeds through the screen, the art of letting the audience feel everything they are feeling and the art of communicating half of the emotions with the eyes, and i can go on writing paragraphs.... the religion part is written so well and the impact of imposing things especially religion on people, and the way it is portrayed, it's so correct that it's making me angry, "if god teaches us to love, but we can't love each other, what's the point of having god in this world" this line will make me cry everytime i hear it. and anyone who says tanrak chose to be a priest and all before barth, HE WAS TOLD TO BE THIS SINCE HIS VERY CHILDHOOD, THAT WAS THE ONLY WORLD HE LIVED IN, HE WAS THERE BECAUSE OF HIS PARENTS AND ALSO HE DIDN'T KNOW A WORLD OUT OF THERE, so no, tanrak didn't choose to be this, he had NO CHOICE, the scene between the movie when they were secretly meeting, ohh that was so beautiful, the fear in tanrak's eyes after that and the way his whole personality changed and turned from full of love to full of fear, i was crying so bad, it hits home, and the fact that i can relate to both barth and tanrak at moments, i was crying so bad when he was burning the notes and the notebook, i could feel what he was feeling, and just like that nothing in this show happened randomly, the notes, the flowers, all of them just to be burned..... this show hurts so bad, i pause after every scene to process, completed this episode in 2 and a half hours or more maybe, and i will rewatch it whole week.
goodness.. I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND VEHA.. like okay.. if it was supposed to be like this.. why made him the worst…
exactlyyy, they aren't putting any thoughts in the character development of the characters like how did he change in a single night when nothing new or shocking happened to him???
GIRL I KNOW RIGHT. Like why are they like ommmmgggg veha liked Akki before and blah blah. Like pls, are you trying…
yess that veha akki storyline is so absurd and veha being a side piece knowing everything for a year and they are projecting him as LION'S VICTIM?? ughh
I also don't like the way they went suddenly with veha .. it's so forced.
yess like if they wanted to make him the good guy they could just make it that veha never never knew about kanit being lion's bf, istg they didn't put a single though in writing
I was expecting the type of NC Scene (Master and khemjira had) or the type (Prince khanin and Charan had in the…
exactlyyy and not to forget the nc scenes of love upon a time, and people think if we want nc and we should watch porn ugh, gmmtv doesn't know how to make nc and they suck at it, expecting a well done nc from a show is NOT wrong
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in early episodes i somehow felt bad for him that if i were kongdech i would be sad too but ugh this episode he was pissing me off smm, like he had the audacity to say that i am mad you hid it from me and then saying that don't you wanna be ordained with me and all shit, WELL THAT'S THE REASON HE HID IT FROM YOU BOY!! and please let tanrak live, he has been in a prison his whole life and it's like other prisoners are telling him not to be free? i wanna hug my baby so bad and tell him that loving someone, and the fact it doesn't affect anyone, is not wrong, and that it's just a prison he was in his whole life and to be free!!
i will be here next week to collect my happy ending because they deserve it, TANRAK DESERVES IT, BARTH DESERVES IT.
the religion part is written so well and the impact of imposing things especially religion on people, and the way it is portrayed, it's so correct that it's making me angry, "if god teaches us to love, but we can't love each other, what's the point of having god in this world" this line will make me cry everytime i hear it. and anyone who says tanrak chose to be a priest and all before barth, HE WAS TOLD TO BE THIS SINCE HIS VERY CHILDHOOD, THAT WAS THE ONLY WORLD HE LIVED IN, HE WAS THERE BECAUSE OF HIS PARENTS AND ALSO HE DIDN'T KNOW A WORLD OUT OF THERE, so no, tanrak didn't choose to be this, he had NO CHOICE,
the scene between the movie when they were secretly meeting, ohh that was so beautiful, the fear in tanrak's eyes after that and the way his whole personality changed and turned from full of love to full of fear, i was crying so bad, it hits home, and the fact that i can relate to both barth and tanrak at moments, i was crying so bad when he was burning the notes and the notebook, i could feel what he was feeling, and just like that nothing in this show happened randomly, the notes, the flowers, all of them just to be burned.....
this show hurts so bad, i pause after every scene to process, completed this episode in 2 and a half hours or more maybe, and i will rewatch it whole week.