1st off didn't like or enjoy the sex scenes,…

1st off didn't like or enjoy the sex scenes, they just felt intrusive & exploitative IMHO. which made me cringe & look away. especially when u see (hear) Masumi bonding & developing deeper feelings cause of the intimacy. *******************************which wasn't the case with Ritsu, in-spite of him saying "i love u" it just fell flat to me, it felt like he was parroting Masumi without any true meaning behind those words. *************************************************************************************that's why wasn't shocked he was sleeping around. he didn't think it was a big deal (even though he never had the talk with Masumi), defining their relationship. something that would force him to make it clear, up front that he wasn't a one person man, that a relationship with him would always/only be an open one. **************************************************************something he knew not one person (he was "playing" with), would knowingly agree too. so he acted oblivious, even after getting caught he choose to gaslighting Masumi by saying "i thought u understood". **********************************************************************************************************************************************get why Masumi went a bit cray cray, considering Ritsu was his 1st true love (still didn't like the stalking, which was driving him crazier). so even though Ritsu was in the wrong to document them together, but given the promiscuous life he led, he must've learned the hard way, that he needs a leverage against people who wont let go, when he had enough. so even though disliked the method, i understood the reasoning behind it. ********************************************************************************************************************************************btw Ritsu aint a good-guy so idk why anyone thought he was bad, only after seeing he had taken candid pic's of them together. given his narcissistic personality i doubt he can ever truly be in a healthy , mutual reciprocity relationship ＼（〇_ｏ）／ but from ep 1, i've stated that this a toxic 'ship' in normal circumstances `(*>﹏<*)′in these unusual ones, doubt they any less toxic lol but it is what it is(ノへ￣、)

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