Double Helix Episode 3

that ending was sweet, even though i guess…

that ending was sweet, even though i guess after all the gaslighting Xiao Chen has lived through, he can't see that Lu Feng is still the same guy, who loved/loves him. which kinda breaks my heart, cause if they communicated, they could save themselves all the heartache & misunderstanding in the future, that will turn their relationship into a toxic one - but then this wont be what it's meant to be. ****************************************************************************************************************
but before that, guess i am the only one that is really pissed at the whole messed-up triangle at the start, where poor Xiao Chen was getting manipulated by his younger brother & the guy his younger brother wasn't ready to accept (yet) as his words & his actions were contradictory. also he was up in arms when his brother was with Lu Feng, but now he's A-ok that his brother is gonna date Qin Lang - how that work?!?? ******************************************************************************************
& Qin Lang telling Xiao Chen his brother really loves/cares for him, cause he puts him before even himself - i laughed out loud at that farcical statement - the f*cker is acting out of guilt!! he lied & gaslit his brother into believing Lu Feng was just paying with him & has moved on. now he feels guilty that he hid the message - he sees his brother is still suffering ,his way to make penance is to give him Qin Lang??? kinda give him... cause he really wants Qin Lang to himself, but how can he accept him / accept being gay after how he treated his own brother?!? insulted him saying he wasn't normal, didn't allow him to contact the one he loved..??!? while Qin Lang only has eyes for him & might as well treat Xiao Chen like air, when the younger brother is around(!)the fact Xiao Chen isn't catching on, is cause he is in a world of his own (a world of pain) not even half way through this ep & i wanna knee both the younger sibling & Qin Lang in the balls - they acting like they r making this grand sacrifice - like they r the ones suffering, when the one who is being played & insulted is Xiao Chen - they treating him like a moron. ************
the scene where he finds out & doesn't even react/care - like he is numb - little wonder, given how his world got shattered when he was ripped apart from the only one he loved. this so sad, that i really have no place in my heart for the 2nd couple. the younger sibling is the worst, at least in Lu Feng's sisters case, she didn't lie to her brother & kept trying to manipulate him after the fact, like Yi Chen has done to his older brother all to appease his own guilt

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