Double Helix Episode 9

people might be scandalized, me saying this…

people might be scandalized, me saying this - but IMO Fan Xiao from To My Shore is a way bigger black flag then LuFeng is & if he is a black flag, then Xiao Chen is a red flag too. ***********************************************************************************1st off Xiao Chen knows who LuFeng is & yet he chose to meet him at his place all alone - why? **********************************2ndly after waking up, realizing he was drugged he didn't look worried / scared if anything he rushed to meet LuFeng at the door, cause to him that was LuFeng's way of showing he still loved him. he didn't know how to deal with the cold, aloof demeanor, as it indicated that LuFeng didn't love him anymore & when LuFeng walked into the room with another man, did Xiao Chen wake-up? demanded answers to what had happened to him? ask for his phone & other belonging in front of the stranger, making it clear he was being held against his will - did he? nope. no matter how many men LuFeng paraded in front of him, he took it as his penance for hurting LuFeng & breaking his promise to him. **************************************************in this ep it's clear that both men still love each other & they r both suffering. doesn't mean i think this is ok in any way - but i think both made their own bed & r now lying in it. as adults i would want them to talk & not act this crazy. but i guess they don't know how to communicate... in LuFeng's case he cant believe/trust the words - given Xiao Chen's betrayal. in Xiao Chen's case i think he just not into talking that much. he tends to bottle things up & needs a bit of coaxing to get him to open up... given everything LuFeng is doing he is shutting up tighter then a clam - they both at a dead end, as neither will make the 1st move, not that i think either knows what that move should be.

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