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 Pytheos:

Ooh oooh hugs hugs hugs!!! I am taking my time to watch the remain4.5 episodes …. 

I was suppose to take my time. Ended done at 4am in the morning.

 Pytheos:

Wahaaaa… I wouldn’t b able to zzz if I binged till 4am! 

Now my eyes feel funny from crying till 4am lol lol

 Megumi-H:

Just caught up with the chatting post here.

I feel for you @Fiona. This reminded me when I was grieving for Leslie Cheung and Anita Mui when they passed on. 

Of recent with the blooming age of social media, lots of cyber bullying happened without much punishment. But for someone to end their life via suicide is really a call for desperate help and attention to the severity of the issues again and again. Especially in Korea or Japan, suicide seems to be a trend for celebrities, which I really hope not and more support and help can be given to them. Virtual hugzzz with love.

Then  on FoF, I am hating the director now as I was just commenting on the page that, almost every ep., he made the casts have some sort of intense emotional scenes and made the viewers teary. Really so few happy moments. I am getting emo for the sake of emo. I am done with the series, not completely satisfied but I am moving on;)

I cannot say for sure that I am grieving. If I know him personally that I will be that level. Just sad….. I guess too many videos popping out in my IG about his death and all. Ended up I had that kind of dream. I had that experience before once but many years ago. I had a miscarriage and I dream a baby in the box. So this time in my dream I saw him sleeping in the coffin beautifully. Very scary though…. I mean who will have that kind of dream. Yesterday something funny happened. Before full force into FOF… I tried his last work. Normally when you play a drama that never been played it will lead to episode one. But it went straight to episode 8 and played his scene. I continued and feel weird why isn’t the starting I tried a few days ago where the drama was introducing about the queen. After that I tried playing The rising Ning and it went straight to episode 1. I try to recall no I didn’t click episode 8 before if I am not mistaken. So so strange suddenly I feel weird and went ahead  to watch FOF.

Man I have to say FOF made me cried so much till 4am even that extra scenes. They said open ending and he has a chance to be alive so can say is a happy ending. But the other characters who died? That can never be a happy ending. Sorry YingLei I scolded you once. Anyway I had followed all the remainder actors I did not follow in Weibo. Support support. I think I will rewatch till episode 29. That two scenes from 27,28 I had been playing and playing.

 Fiona_HOD:

I had put some eye drops hahahaha

Right? I mean why do you make such a drama (AJTL)? I cried throughout for that one too. My goodness. Life already so tough viewers want comfort from dramas. I really don’t mind all the tense/ intense, crying etc etc but do give me a happy ending even just 10 minutes I can accept that. FOF worst throughout almost all the episodes my goodness…..

I like Fangs from the beginning and anticipated awful endings. However, from the spoilers ( haha).. it’s not as awful as I thot.. The journey was a very good one. I haven’t invested dat great effort in period drama since Joy of life 2.. haha. This show worth a rewatch for me.  P.s will watch ep 34.5 shortly and then last night episodes heeheee.. whoops silly me as always

 Fiona_HOD:

As usual…. Bought the express and watched all till 4am something lol. I am confused some premium members said they need to pay for express and one said she doesn’t need to. So next year should I update to premium or not? 

High five I am rewatching too. Wonder will I cry the second time. After TTEOTM I rewatch immediately for cdrama this was the second one. 

No no no don't buy express. Keep strong. Fighting! 

Hi Fiona, it sounds like you have the strong characteristics of an ‘Empath’ someone who is attune to your inner experience and emotions, and with your past traumatic experience, you are highly susceptible to strong emotions. See link:

https://www.webmd.com/balance/what-is-an-empath

Do take care and find peaceful places in your heart.  Edward Guo’s drama not good for us;)