@WinnyAye
Chapter 26
She missed him! Her longing for Jing exceeded anything that anyone could have imagined, and it even shocked herself.
That's a great description of missing someone. Love how deep it is! every word feels like a heavy foot step {haha what a comparison} when I was reading that part, I was also like 'yeah XY, it shocked us too how much you missed Jing'?.
She thought she controlled everything so perfectly. Even if Jing left she could candidly accept it. But when it happened she realized that she thought too highly of herself. She could use her willpower to handle everything and control her behavior so she wasn’t angry, wasn’t upset, didn’t act out of turn, didn’t go see him, continued living as if nothing was the matter. But every night she couldn’t control her missing him.
my my... TH's good at breaking the hearts of her readers?
One time she dreamed about Jing kissing her and it was as sweet as dew in her dream, but when she woke it was only bitterness in her mouth, even drinking honey water it turned bitter.
Honestly, somehow, when I was going through this chapter, I was like 'Jing, no worries, XY realized how much you meant to her' and I was comforted too, felt good for him?.