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Wind Chime and Fan Symbolism:
Wind Chime as Connection: The wind chime introduced by Jing serves as a symbol of connection and attempts to bridge the emotional gap between Xiao Liu and Jing. It brings a refreshing breeze, representing a desire for tranquility and understanding. In contrast, the fan represents a personal space and a form of self-protection for Xiao Liu.
Cooling Effect: The wind chime's cool breeze is juxtaposed with Xiao Liu's physical discomfort in the heat. This contrast symbolizes Jing's efforts to bring comfort and relief to Xiao Liu's turbulent emotions. The fan, used by Xiao Liu, represents a personal attempt to cool oneself, emphasizing the need for emotional independence.
Acceptance and Rejection: Xiao Liu's contemplation of whether to accept the wind chime or not reflects her internal struggle. The act of covering her eyes with the fan can be seen as a symbolic gesture of shielding herself from the emotional vulnerability associated with accepting Jing's overtures.
Gender Symbolism: The fan, traditionally associated with femininity, can symbolize Xiao Liu's desire for independence and control over her emotions. In contrast, the wind chime, a shared object between them, represents the intertwining of their lives and the blurred lines between personal and shared space.
Visual Contrast: The visual contrast between the wind chime and the fan highlights the conflicting emotions and desires of the characters. It becomes a visual metaphor for the push and pull within their relationship, where one seeks closeness while the other yearns for distance.
Mood and Atmosphere: The wind chime and fan contribute to the overall mood and atmosphere of the scene. The cooling breeze and the sound of the wind chime create a serene ambiance, while the fan, used in frustration, adds a touch of tension and resistance.
Emotional Resonance: These objects become vessels for the characters' emotions. The wind chime represents Jing's attempts to mend and connect, while the fan embodies Xiao Liu's internal struggles and attempts to maintain emotional boundaries.
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Wind Chime and Fan Symbolism:
Soothing Sounds: The sounds produced by the wind chime could carry additional meanings. The gentle tinkling might represent the potential for healing and resolution, contrasting with the harsh words exchanged between Xiao Liu and Jing. The delicate tones of the wind chime act as a counterpoint to the heated exchange, symbolizing the possibility of harmony and understanding beneath the surface of their conflicting emotions.
Wind Chime as Connection: The wind chime introduced by Jing serves as a symbol of connection and attempts to bridge the emotional gap between Xiao Liu and Jing. It brings a refreshing breeze, representing a desire for tranquility and understanding. In contrast, the fan represents a personal space and a form of self-protection for Xiao Liu.
Cooling Effect: The wind chime's cool breeze is juxtaposed with Xiao Liu's physical discomfort in the heat. This contrast symbolizes Jing's efforts to bring comfort and relief to Xiao Liu's turbulent emotions. The fan, used by Xiao Liu, represents a personal attempt to cool oneself, emphasizing the need for emotional independence.
Acceptance and Rejection: Xiao Liu's contemplation of whether to accept the wind chime or not reflects her internal struggle. The act of covering her eyes with the fan can be seen as a symbolic gesture of shielding herself from the emotional vulnerability associated with accepting Jing's overtures.
Gender Symbolism: The fan, traditionally associated with femininity, can symbolize Xiao Liu's desire for independence and control over her emotions. In contrast, the wind chime, a shared object between them, represents the intertwining of their lives and the blurred lines between personal and shared space.
Visual Contrast: The visual contrast between the wind chime and the fan highlights the conflicting emotions and desires of the characters. It becomes a visual metaphor for the push and pull within their relationship, where one seeks closeness while the other yearns for distance.
Mood and Atmosphere: The wind chime and fan contribute to the overall mood and atmosphere of the scene. The cooling breeze and the sound of the wind chime create a serene ambiance, while the fan, used in frustration, adds a touch of tension and resistance.
Emotional Resonance: These objects become vessels for the characters' emotions. The wind chime represents Jing's attempts to mend and connect, while the fan embodies Xiao Liu's internal struggles and attempts to maintain emotional boundaries.
In summary, the wind chime and fan serve as powerful symbols in the narrative, representing the complexities of Xiao Liu and Jing's relationship. These objects become visual cues that enhance the storytelling, offering readers nuanced insights into the characters' emotions, desires, and the evolving dynamics between them.
Let's delve deeper into the metaphoric representation of Xiao Liu and Jing through the shapes of the wind chime and fan:
Wind Chime:
Harmony in Complexity: The wind chime, with its interconnected and dangling pieces, reflects the complexity of relationships. Each piece contributes to the overall harmony, echoing the intricacies of Xiao Liu and Jing's connection. The varying lengths and shapes symbolize the diversity of experiences and emotions they bring to their relationship.
Interdependence: The individual elements of the wind chime rely on each other to create a harmonious melody. This mirrors the interdependence between Xiao Liu and Jing, suggesting that their individual qualities and experiences contribute to the shared dynamic. The chime may only produce its beautiful sound when all parts work together, reinforcing the idea of mutual contribution.
Fluidity and Change: The swaying movement of the wind chime in response to the breeze signifies the fluidity and adaptability required in relationships. Similarly, Xiao Liu and Jing navigate the changing winds of their emotions and circumstances, emphasizing the need for flexibility and understanding.
Fan:
Closeness and Distance: The fan, with its ability to open and close, mirrors the fluctuating dynamics between Xiao Liu and Jing. When closed, it represents a desire for personal space and emotional distance. In contrast, when open, it symbolizes moments of vulnerability and closeness. The fan becomes a tool for Xiao Liu to regulate the level of intimacy in their relationship.
Protective Barrier: When Xiao Liu uses the fan to shield her eyes, it becomes a metaphorical barrier protecting her from the emotional exposure associated with accepting Jing's gestures. The fan acts as a form of self-protection, allowing Xiao Liu to control the degree of vulnerability she reveals to Jing.
Feminine Symbolism: Traditionally associated with femininity, the fan may also symbolize Xiao Liu's assertiveness and independence. It becomes a tool through which she asserts her autonomy and control over her emotions, challenging traditional gender norms.
Expressive Gestures: The fan, with its ability to be wielded expressively, reflects the range of emotions Xiao Liu experiences. Whether used in frustration or as a shield, the fan becomes an extension of Xiao Liu's emotional state, adding depth to her character.
In essence, the author employs the shapes and characteristics of the wind chime and fan to metaphorically convey the nuanced aspects of Xiao Liu and Jing's relationship. Through these objects, readers are invited to explore the intricacies of harmony, interdependence, fluidity, closeness, distance, and individual expression within the Xiao Liu and Tushan Jing evolving narrative and relationship.
@Peng thoughts: "The wind chime represents Jing's attempts to mend and connect". By looking at it with a cold smile, Xiao Liu is determine to see if this connection is strong. the cold smile show that he sure that he will get a rejection from Jing, he is in fact ready for it. It will all rest on Jing hand again. It will be a make it or break it moment for them both. I my opinion, I find Xiao Liu here unfair towards Jing. How many time does one needs to prove himself for him? I guess we will have our answer when they finally meet and `Xiao Liu test Jing. It is important to notice that Xiao Liu so far has only been interested inn testing Jing's and only Jing's commitment towards him.
In the drama it's in Episode14, while they are catched by CX that Xiao Liu admit on testing him :
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@Winny Chapter 8:
My Analysis Part 2
Prince Zhuan Xu of Xuan Yuan
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Someone walked into the yard and Xiao Liu covered his eyes and said in annoyance “I’m resting, don’t bother me!”
The person didn’t speak and just sat down on the pallet being so still that if it wasn’t that his body didn’t have the scent of medicinal herbs, Xiao Liu almost thought it was Jing who left and came back.
Xiao Liu moved his hands and squinted, then his eyed popped wide open. It was Xuan!
Xiao Liu stammered “You…what are you doing here? I already removed the bug. You ought to have been able to feel it. If you don’t believe me, I’ll prick myself right now.” Xiao Liu looked around for something to prick himself but Xuan stopped him with a smile.
“I know the bug has been removed. I’m here for another reason.”
“Another reason.”
“My Master wants to see you.”
Xiao Liu’s heart raced and his body weakened but he forced himself to smile “Why does your Master want to see me? And who says that if he wants to see me, I will go see him.”
Xuan stood up “My real name is Zhuan Xu. Xuan Yuan Zhuan Xu. I am the eldest grandson of the Yellow Emperor of the Xuan Yuan Kingdom. My Master is the Grand Emperor of the Gao Xing Kingdom.”
Xiao Liu didn’t know how to react so feigned fear “Such lofty personages! I am from Qing Shui Town and not a citizen of either Xuan Yuan or Gao Xing Kingdoms.”Xiao Liu griped “If I don’t go to Gao Xing in the first place, then I won’t need your protection.”
Xuan said “There are two more hours until sunset and I’ve give you until then to pack your bags and say farewells. We’ll leave before dark, and if you try anything….” Xuan waved his hand and the entire pallet shattered into smithereens and Xiao Liu fell on the floor.
Last time when Xuan was in Qing Shui Town, he always tried to use Xuan’s side to solve problems. This time he was here as Zhuan Xu, and he was a Xuan Yuan Prince. Xiao Liu stared at Zhuan Xu as he stood there with his hands behind his back, an unwavering authority in his eyes. Xiao Liu suddenly felt a sense of comfort. It was good that Zhuan Xu was like this
Xuan said “When I was healing in Yang Valley, my Master came to see me. I told him about you and for some reason he was very interested and asked me to tell him every single detail about my interactions with you. After he heard it all, he asked to meet you. He specifically ordered me to come take you to Gao Xing to meet him.”
Xiao Liu immediately said “I’m not going!”
Xuan sighed “This is an Imperial Summons, you can’t refuse. Xiao Liu, don’t make it hard for me, I don’t want to hurt you.”
Xiao Liu immediately switched tactics and smiled “That’s fine, I’ll go with you to Gao Xing, but you have to give me half a day to pack and say my farewells.” Xuan knew Xiao Liu’s sneaky and slippery personality, and he also knew that a lot of people knew his real identity in Qing Shui Town so Xuan couldn’t stay long either.
Xiao Liu begged “I saved you twice. You are a Xuan Yuan Prince, how can you treat a savior this way?”
Xuan was too smart for that and laughed “The first time you saved me, it was after you plotted with Xiang Liu to ambush me. I let it go means I let you off the hook that time. If you didn’t plant a voodoo bug in me, then the second time wouldn’t have happened and there would be no need for you to save me. Ah Nian is the Gao Xing Princess, and you’ve insulted and shamed her multiple times. You know she is dying to kill you and I’ve been the one keeping her at bay. This time going to Gao Xing, if you fall into her hands and she tries to kill you, don’t you want me to protect you? Who is whose savior is not clear here. ”
Xiao Liu griped “If I don’t go to Gao Xing in the first place, then I won’t need your protection.”
Xuan said “There are two more hours until sunset and I’ve give you until then to pack your bags and say farewells. We’ll leave before dark, and if you try anything….” Xuan waved his hand and the entire pallet shattered into smithereens and Xiao Liu fell on the floor.
Last time when Xuan was in Qing Shui Town, he always tried to use Xuan’s side to solve problems. This time he was here as Zhuan Xu, and he was a Xuan Yuan Prince. Xiao Liu stared at Zhuan Xu as he stood there with his hands behind his back, an unwavering authority in his eyes. Xiao Liu suddenly felt a sense of comfort. It was good that Zhuan Xu was like this – at times warm and personable, but then able to flip a switch and be cold and ruthless. It was only this way that he could have survived in the precarious position he occupied.
Xiao Liu stood up and went into his room to pack but his mind was racing. There was no way he was going to see the Grand Emperor. He can fool Zhuan Xu, but there was no way he could fool the Grand Emperor. But how to escape when Zhuan Xu came specifically to get him and brought a lot of men. Plus he was under Gao Xing orders and could immediately call Gao Xing troops outside town. And if needs be, he can call on his identity as the Xuan Yuan Prince and use Xuan Yuan troops nearby as well.
Xuan had finally revealed his identity as grandson of Yellow Emperor of Xuan Yuan and disciple of Grand Emperor of Gao Xing.
His manners looked quite different than before. His command to Xiao Liu in such authority is intriguing. What I mean is he did not really care how Xiao Liu had saved him before. By his in here I felt like he could speak upside to get what he want. It appeared cold and ruthless indeed. But it made sense on how Xiao Liu had sided with Xiang Liu before saving Xuan with life. Therefore it is not surprising how Xuan or now Prince Zhuang Xu might think Xiao Liu was shceming. However, for me is it looks too obvious on Xiao Liu sudden change on helping Xiang Liu to help Xuan. Xiao Liu understood Zhuang Xu although she was in fear. She understood the political matters and wars that there was no simplicity and scheming and intelligence were needed. So she was sort of proud of him on how he was coming. But it's not because she would go with him. Xiao Liu surely did not want to meet Grand Emperor, who would able to figure out who she is after all. So Xiao Liu was sort of running away from her past.
In the drama, however, there was the scene of Xuan talking Grand Emperor and Ruso about who could be this Xiao Liu is sort of making him misunderstood that Xiao Liu might be the son of one of five princes who were rebel with Grand Emperor before.This scene came before Zhuang Xu coming to take Xiao Liu to Gao Xing/Haoling.
Five God Mountains/Gao Xing/Haoling
clearly misunderstood..but it makes us understand CX character more.
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Chapter 8:
Analysis Part 3
Wen Xiao Liu Thought Of Escaping Zhuan Xu
Even though Xiao Liu could change his face and form, but he was now under surveillance by a God and if there wasn’t anyone to block for him to avert their attention, then even if he changed forms he couldn’t escape.
Xiao Liu decided he couldn’t escape by his ability alone, he needed help. Right now he really missed Xiang Liu. Only Xiang Liu could care less about Xuan Yuan and Gao Xing authority, plus he could go hide in the Sheng Nong army base to run away from Zhuan Xu. But after their Gao Xing trip Xiao Liu hadn’t seen Xiang Liu and there wasn’t any time to summon him for help.
The only one left was Tu Shan Jing. The Tu Shan clan businesses blanketed the vast wilderness, including selling to the Sheng Nong resistance army. They had to have secret passages to move items in and out of town. But right now the Grand Emperor of Gao Xing and the Xuan Yuan Prince both wanted him. If Tu Shan Jing helped him, then he would be making an enemy out of the entire world. Would Tu Shan Jing be willing to make an enemy of both Xuan Yuan and Gao Xing for one little Wen Xiao Liu?
The moment this thought popped into his head, Xiao Luu suddenly wanted to know Jing’s choice even more than he wanted to escape Qing Shui Town. Xiao Liu looked at the ice crystal wind chime and smiled coldly. Whatever Jing chose to do, once Xiao Liu asked then he’ll know.
Wen Xiao Liu was thinking all the way to escape from Zhuan Xu taking her to Gao Xing. She even think of Xiang Liu whom she believed he could help her escape. But he wasn't in surrounding , and so finally despite her avoiding Jing, it seemed she still could not escape from him. It is mentioned she sort of wanting to know if Jing would choose her against the world. Because if he helped her Jing might be making enemies with both Xuan Yuan and Gao Xing. She wanted to know how much she was important to Jing. In the context, it is implied Jing 's choice is even more important to her than escaping.
Farewell To Hui Chun Clinic Family and Qing Shui Town
Xiao Liu walked out and saw Tian Er memorizing medicinal herb concoctions. He said to her “I’m leaving Hui Chun Clinic in your hands. If Lao Mu is sad, tell him people come and go and having traveled a distance together is already enough.”
Tears came to Tian Er’s eyes and she silently knelt down to bow to Xiao Liu “Be filial to Lao Mu, you are a smart girl so overlook Chun Tao’s pettiness at times. Life is unpredictable and Ma Zi and Chun Tao can only rely on you and Chuan Zi, and you and Chuan Zi can only rely on Ma Zi and Chun Tao.”
Xiao Liu turned and walked out quickly. Leaving Hui Chun Clinic, whether or not he could successfully escape town, he would never be able to return here again. Close to 30 years of companionship had ended. Perhaps the next time paths crossed would be in front of Ma Zi and Chuan Zi’s graves.
Xiao Liu walked down the street and greeted all the neighbors. In the past 20 some years he was a well liked person and everyone smiled back at him. One called “Brother Liu, a hot out of the oven meat pie, have one!” Another called “Brother Liu, thanks for the headache reliever last time.” Xiao Liu smiled back and responded to each and every person. Even if he walked down the same road tens of years later, even if the places didn’t change, no one would be greeting him at that time.
Wen Xiao Liu had made her Hui Shui family settled and able to live on without her. She had already planned to leave and wander again whether she would be taken to Gao Xing or not. It is already hinted here that she won't be coming back to Qing Shui town for a long long time and that next time she came back everyone might be getting old and leaving the world already.
Chapter 8:
My Analysis Part 4
Abstract
Xiao Liu arrived at Jing’s residence and entered through the back and immediately told the guard who he was. A guard went to get Jing Ye who arrived furious with a “you again!” glare.
Xiao Liu smirked “Sorry to bother you, I’m here to see your young master.” Jing Ye rolled her eyes and turned to leave and Xiao Liu followed. It was just like last year, with flowers blooming everywhere and lots of ice crystal wind chimes hanging along the corridors to cool the air.
Jing Ye brought Xiao Liu to a study and inside Jing sat at a desk listening to two retainers give a report. Xiao Liu stepped back and enjoyed the flowers while the conversation finished inside. Jing Ye went inside to announce Xiao Liu and Jing came out and asked “What happened?”
Xiao Liu smiled wanly that Jing knew he wouldn’t be here if there wasn’t something he wanted. Xiao Liu turned around “Xuan Yuan’s Prince Zhuan Xu is waiting for me at Hui Chun Clinic to take me to see the Grand Emperor of Gao Xing Kingdom.”
Jing said slowly “I will accompany you to Gao Xing. The Grand Emperor is a sage ruler, he would not be looking to harm you.”
“It doesn’t matter to me if he’s a sage ruler or not. I don’t want to meet him!”
Jing asked “You want to run away?” Xiao Liu smiled “Yes, I want to run away.”
Jing replied “It’ll be very difficult.”
Xiao Liu nodded with more smiles “It is very difficult, if it wasn’t difficult I wouldn’t be here with you. The Tu Shan clan must have a secret passage way out of town. You help me escape.”
“Fine!”
Xiao Liu’s smile froze and he stared at Jing “Once escaped then its resisting an Imperial Summons from the Grand Emperor. Zhuan Xu will send people to track us down, and if we continue to resist he won’t hesitate to kill. The road ahead will be perilous, and even if we escape, you will have made an enemy of both the Gao Xing and Xuan Yuan Kingdoms.
Jing took Xiao Liu’s hand and pulled him into the study and said to Jing Ye “Prepare clothes, I’m taking Xiao Liu and leaving Qing Shui Town.”
Jing Ye must’ve heard what they said and glared in rage at Xiao Liu but held it in “My lord there is no need for you to be in danger, I will have two men accompany Master Liu out of town. I will stake my life on protecting him.”
Jing gently said “Prepare clothes for us.”
Jing Ye knew Jing made up his mind so didn’t dare speak again and went to prepare the clothes.
Wen Xiao Liu had come to Jing after all. And Jing was fine to help her without any doubt at all. I think Jing's word, "fine" must had both surprised and touched her heart.
The Replica Dolls
Jing Ye brought two sets of clothes and the two changed into it and arranged their hair so they appeared like messengers traveling from place to place. Jing Ye took out a box and inside were two dolls. It wasn’t wood carved and was instead furry like an animal’s tail. Xiao Liu was curious and wanted to touch but Jing Ye slapped his hand away “This is a doll made from the fox tail of a ten thousand year old nine-tailed fox. It’s extremely rare. The nine-tailed fox is the best at transformation and the tail is where all the power gathers. These two tails have tens of thousands of years of power. Using it to make fake people, even if the dead former Emperors came back to life with their powers they wouldn’t be able to tell the difference.”
Jing pricked his middle finger and touched the doll and it transformed into the exact replica of Jing. The fake Jing handed the other doll and gently told Xiao Liu “It needs a drop of your blood.”
If Xiao Liu didn’t just see it with his own eyes, he would think that fake Jing was real and the sitting real Jing was fake. He pricked his finger on the doll which quickly got bigger and was the same size as Xiao Liu but its features were completely blank.
Jing Ye was stunned “How can this be, this was a treasure left by the Tu Shan ancestors and I’ve never heard of it transforming this way.”
Xiao Liu nervously laughed “Probably because I look so plain, the doll can’t recognize it.” Jing stood up and touched the fake Xiao Liu’s face and arranged his features until it looked just like Xiao Liu.
Xiao Liu sighed in relief “Fine, fine, it’s all fine now.”
The fake Xiao Liu doll laughed like Xiao Liu and spoke in the exact same voice as him “You don’t even know what you look like yourself, why blame me?”
Xiao Liu’s face turned white and he angrily threatened “You’re a dead fox so shut up now before I burn you up!”
The fake Xiao Liu huffed and walked over to the fake Jing, who actually patted him on the arm to comfort him. Xiao Liu stared in shock and Jing Ye said proudly “If it wasn’t so alike then it wouldn’t be a rare treasure, now would it.”
Xiao Liu asked Jing what his plan was.
“Let them pretend to be two servants and leave with a batch of goods. We’ll transform our looks and pretend to be messengers and leave town the other way with a group of departing messengers.”
Jing Ye immediately cautioned “That’s too dangerous. If Prince Zhuan Xu finds you guys missing, he will station men everywhere searching for people using godly powers. My lord’s powers are all recovered and can mask it, but Master Liu can’t.
Jing ordered “You take them to change.” Jing Ye knew he made up his mind and went with the two dolls.
Jing walked up to Xiao Liu “If you change your looks, can it avoid all detection?” Xiao Liu hesitated and then nodded. Jing smiled “Then we’ll go with the plan.”
Xiao Liu’s heart was thumping wildly “You….you always knew I could transform my face?”
The power of transformation wasn’t a very hard power to learn, but only those with great power using it can truly transform and avoid detection. With Xiao Liu’s power, no one would believe him using the skill could avoid detection using a magical object seeker.
Jing said “The Tu Shan clan aren’t simply from the God tribe. One of our ancestors was the far-reaching original nine-tailed fox. So the bloodline of the Tu Shan family can all transform. I have the spiritual eye and can usually see through all transformation and masking spells and powers. That was how I was able to see Ah Nian’s true face and knew to avoid her. But everything about you seems real even to me, except my instinct tells me your face is fake. So…..that is why I can’t leave you. If I leave and you disappeared, it would be without a trace.”
Xiao Liu was stunned. Jing knew all along that he was fake.
Jing Ye came back “Everyone is prepared but there are people already stationed outside keeping watch on the residence, likely sent by Prince Zhuan Xu.”
Jing Ye brought a carriage and she had transformed into an old man. The fake dolls got into the carriage first, and then Jing Ye opened a secret compartment underneath that could fit two people. Xiao Liu and Shi Qi squeezed in and when Jing Ye leaned in to close it she whispered “My lord, he only let you stay for 6 years. Tu Shan clan can repay him another way. Why put yourself in danger?”
Jing calmly said “In three days you go back to Qing Qiu, if I escape successfully then I will find you there. If not, you and Lan Xiang find a guy and get married.” He closed the secret compartment.
Jing Ye pursed her lips to restrain her sobs.
I really like this idea of having fake Jing and fake Xiao Liu. Even those replicas reaction to Xiao Liu was fun. It's a pity that the drama did not include this part. I also like the line how Xiao Liu thought that fake Jing looked more real than the real Jing. I am not sure about what the author intented. But sometimes in our society, people tend to think fake is real but ignore reality. It is already much revealing here that Xiao Liu's appearance was fake one. She was just stunned that Jing was no surprised with it and that he had known about it, maybe for a long time already. The loyal maid, Jing Ye could see, Jing chose to go with Wen Xiao Liu all the way Jing had given Wen Xiao Liu more than Jing Ye might have thought. And it was his choice. Even if she was sad, she would still have to help him. The fantastic carriage with secret counter part is all fun. (Although we don't have that in drama).
In this particular part I am glad to read more wonders about Tushan clans and their abilities. The fake replica is truly awesome. And again Jing proved that he understand and know about his Wen Xiao Liu more than she would ever imagine, more than we, readers know.
Jing mentioning to Jing Ye about getting married when he's not back, maybe indicating Jing may have already determined to get gone with Xiao Liu forever if fate has destined them. I mean when it comes to Xiao Liu, he did not care about other things much.
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Chapter 8:
My Analysis Part 5
The Longing In Xiao Liu's Heart Has Expanded
Abstract
The carriage started to move and it was dark and Xiao Liu and Jing were tightly pressed together due to its cramped space. When Xiao Liu went to look for Jing, it was a spur of the moment thing. He wanted to see Jing put in a tight spot, he wanted to hear Jing try to talk him into going to see the Grand Emperor and it was no big deal. Xiao Liu wanted to hear all of this with his own ears, so that he could use this cruel method to cut the final threads of longing in his heart, so that he could leave without a care, so that he could let Wen Xiao Liu vanish forever without any sadness.
But when Xiao Liu said he didn’t want to go and Jing never asked why he would rather risk death to escape than go, nor did he pause to think about his own danger before agreeing to help him escape, the longing in Xiao Liu’s heart expanded instead of being severed.
The carriage had an accident allowing Jing and Xiao Liu to sneak out disguised into the messenger group from town. Fake Jing and Xiao Liu continued on in the carriage while Jing and Xiao Liu went back to Qing Shui Town with the messenger group.
The group continued on until dark when they returned to the inn for dinner before sleeping outside to guard the goods being transported. It was Summer so it wasn’t cold out at night. The entire town was asleep and the stars out were especially bright. Xiao Liu raised his head to look at the stars and wished for a duck neck to gnaw on to make this feel like a trip rather than running away.
Jing said “If you’re tired, go to sleep.”
Xiao Liu replied “It’s crazy outside of town, isn’t it?” Zhuan Xu thought he left town so was searching outside but in truth he was still in town.
Jing explained “Tomorrow the messenger group will depart for Gao Xing.” Xiao Liu laughed, Zhuan Xu would never think that he was running away from going to Gao Xing would then be headed to Gao Xing. Xiao Liu said to Jing “I thought you were so honest, who knew you were this sneaky.”
Jing said “Tomorrow will be exhausting, you rest leaning on me.” Xiao Liu looked up at the stars and said nothing. A raspy voice said “I. Am Shi Qi.”
Xiao Liu still looked up at the stars and said nothing, but after a few moments his head slowly tilted and lightly rested on Shi Qi’s shoulder. Shi Qi didn’t dare move as if afraid he would scare him away. Until he heard Xiao Liu sleeping did he slightly turn his head to gently look down on the sleeping Xiao Liu.
I am really happy to read Xiao Liu and Shi Qi tender moments again. Jing was very happy to be her Ye Shi Qi again. Even though they were in chao situation, he was happy. Xiao Liu might have thought Jing would not follow her. But his being fine with helping her escape and being with her by all himself had expanded her wanting him even more. In other words, their bonds just got stronger.
I really like this metaphor of her looking at the stars. Stars could be metaphor of "Stars turn on as the day turn to night". The way I understand it is when the dark times come there will be little stars to see the light. Stars metaphor could be "something written in stars", meaning destiny is already written, a force of nature we can't avoid, and something we could not change.Stars can be metaphor for "Star Crossed Lovers" , such as Romeo and Juliet.
The reference for Stars Metaphors
https://symbolismandmetaphor.com/star-metaphors-idioms/
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PART 1 CH 8 - analysis
1. Zhuan Xu's Identity and Political Intricacies:
Textual Evidence: "My real name is Zhuan Xu. Xuan Yuan Zhuan Xu. I am the eldest grandson of the Yellow Emperor of the Xuan Yuan Kingdom."
Analysis: Zhuan Xu's revelation of his true identity introduces a layer of political complexity into the narrative. His royal lineage from the Xuan Yuan Kingdom adds an intricate dimension to the power dynamics that Xiao Liu is navigating. The stark contrast with Jing's steadfast loyalty emphasizes the political machinations at play, highlighting the intricate web of power that Xiao Liu finds himself entangled in.
2. Xiao Liu's Internal Conflict and Emotional Turmoil:
Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu stammered 'You…what are you doing here? I already removed the bug. You ought to have been able to feel it."
Analysis: Xiao Liu's internal conflict surfaces as he confronts Zhuan Xu. The palpable struggle between self-preservation and political obligations is heightened by Jing's immediate support. The emotional turmoil Xiao Liu experiences becomes evident, setting the stage for the intricate choices he must make. Jing's unwavering loyalty accentuates the emotional depth, portraying a stark contrast to the potential political motives behind Zhuan Xu's actions.
3. Jing's Loyalty, Love, and Reassurance:
Textual Evidence: "Jing said slowly 'I will accompany you to Gao Xing. The Grand Emperor is a sage ruler; he would not be looking to harm you.'"
Analysis: Jing's unwavering loyalty and love shine through as he offers to accompany Xiao Liu. This loyalty stands in stark contrast to potential political motives. Jing's reassurance adds emotional depth, emphasizing the genuine care he holds for Xiao Liu. The contrasting motivations of Jing and Zhuan Xu contribute to the nuanced exploration of loyalty, love, and the intricate interplay between emotions and political considerations.
4. Escape Plans and Political Intrigue:
Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu walked out and saw Tian Er memorizing medicinal herb concoctions. He said to her 'I’m leaving Hui Chun Clinic in your hands.'"
Analysis: The departure plans underscore Xiao Liu's resourcefulness and Jing's involvement, showcasing their ability to navigate the political landscape. This contrast with Zhuan Xu's political strategies hints at the characters' adaptability and determination to forge their own path. The juxtaposition of escape plans against political intricacies adds depth to the narrative, highlighting the characters' resilience and ingenuity.
5. Symbolism of Wind Chime and Fan:
Textual Evidence: "Soothing Sounds: The gentle tinkling might represent the potential for healing and resolution."
Analysis: In essence, the author employs the shapes and characteristics of the wind chime and fan to metaphorically convey the nuanced aspects of Xiao Liu and Jing's relationship. Through these objects, readers are invited to explore the intricacies of harmony, interdependence, fluidity, closeness, distance, and individual expression within the Xiao Liu and Tushan Jing evolving narrative and relationship.
6. Metaphor of Stars and Unknown Future:
Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu raised his head to look at the stars and wished for a duck neck to gnaw on to make this feel like a trip rather than running away."
Analysis: The metaphor of stars symbolizes the unknown future, emphasizing the unpredictability of Xiao Liu's journey. The desire for simplicity through a casual trip reflects the character's longing for a carefree existence, contrasting with the complexities of their current situation. The stars become a poignant symbol of hope and uncertainty, underscoring the emotional depth in Xiao Liu's quest for freedom.
7. Language - Words and Metaphors:
Textual Evidence: "Zhuan said 'This is an Imperial Summons; you can’t refuse. Xiao Liu, don’t make it hard for me, I don’t want to hurt you.'"
Analysis: The tension in Zhuan Xu's language underscores the power dynamic at play. Contrastingly, Jing's reassuring and supportive language highlights the difference in approach, showcasing the characters' distinct attitudes and motivations. The choice of words becomes a crucial element in revealing the characters' intentions and the intricate power struggles they navigate.
8. Foreshadowing Language and Anticipation:
Textual Evidence: "Xuan had finally revealed his identity as the grandson of the Yellow Emperor of Xuan Yuan and disciple of the Grand Emperor of Gao Xing."
Analysis: The revelation of Xuan's identity foreshadows future conflicts, creating anticipation for the reader. This adds complexity to the narrative and sets the stage for the challenges Xiao Liu and Jing will face in the upcoming chapters. The foreshadowing language enhances the storytelling, keeping readers engaged with the evolving political and emotional landscape.
9. Replica Dolls and Resourcefulness:
Textual Evidence: "Jing Ye brought two sets of clothes and the two changed into it and arranged their hair so they appeared like messengers traveling from place to place."
Analysis: The use of replica dolls showcases the characters' ingenuity in escaping Zhuan Xu's pursuit. Jing's plans and the introduction of the dolls provide a unique contrast to the political complexities, emphasizing the characters' resourcefulness. This adds a layer of depth to the narrative, showcasing the characters' ability to navigate challenges creatively.(not shown in the drama).
10. The Longing In Xiao Liu's Heart Has Expanded and Emotional Complexity:
Textual Evidence: The moment this thought popped into his head, Xiao Luu suddenly wanted to know Jing’s choice even more than he wanted to escape Qing Shui Town. Xiao Liu looked at the ice crystal wind chime and smiled coldly. Whatever Jing chose to do, once Xiao Liu asked then he’ll know.
Analysis: Xiao Liu's internal struggle and the lack of inquiry from Jing contribute to the deepening of Xiao Liu's longing. The emotional connection between the characters becomes more pronounced, highlighting the complexity of their relationship. The unspoken understanding and emotional resonance enhance the narrative, portraying a nuanced exploration of Xiao Liu's internal conflicts and the evolving dynamics between characters.
11. Xiao Liu's Internal Struggle and Lack of Inquiry:
Textual Evidence: -Xiao Liu turned around - "Fine!” +.Xiao Liu was stunned. Jing knew all along that he was fake.
Analysis: Xiao Liu's reluctance to divulge the reasons behind his desire to escape and Jing's decision not to press for an explanation adds a layer of complexity to their relationship. The unspoken understanding between them becomes a powerful element in the narrative, suggesting a mutual recognition of the weight of Xiao Liu's past and the emotional toll it has taken on him.
12. Symbolism of Leaning Head and Trust:
Textual Evidence: "A raspy voice said 'I. Am Shi Qi.' Xiao Liu still looked up at the stars and said nothing, but after a few moments his head slowly tilted and lightly rested on Shi Qi’s shoulder."
Analysis: The symbolic act of leaning his head on Shi Qi's shoulder conveys Xiao Liu's vulnerability and a subtle invitation to trust. This gesture serves as a metaphorical opening of Xiao Liu's heart. In the silence that follows, Xiao Liu communicates a willingness to share his burdens, hinting at the unspoken connection between him and Shi Qi. It contrasts with the political intricacies and power struggles, emphasizing the intimate and personal aspect of Xiao Liu's journey.
13. Opening the Heart in Silence and Emotional Richness:
Analysis: Xiao Liu's choice to remain silent yet lean on Shi Qi's shoulder becomes a poignant expression of trust and a desire for comfort. This silent exchange becomes a powerful element in the narrative, contributing to the depth and complexity of the characters' relationships. Jing's lack of inquiry may reflect his respect for Xiao Liu's privacy and certanly a shared understanding that some wounds are too painful to articulate.
Overview of Tones:
Tension: The political tensions between Zhuan Xu and Xiao Liu contribute to an overall tone of tension. The escape plans and the need for secrecy amplify this suspenseful atmosphere.
Emotional Depth: Amid the turmoil, there are moments of emotional depth, especially in the expressions of loyalty, love, and the deepening connection between characters. These moments add a layer of warmth to the narrative.
Symbolic Optimism: The introduction of symbols like the wind chime and the metaphor of stars brings tones of optimism and hope, even in the face of political challenges. These symbols suggest the potential for healing and resolution.
Silent Understanding: The silent gestures, such as Xiao Liu leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder, contribute to a tone of silent understanding and unspoken connection.
+ Drama cover ep.14 contribute to let us know what are Xiao Liu's feelings for Jing(pg349)
Fear of Emotional Entanglement:
- Xiao Liu's testing of Shi Qi could stem from a fear of emotional entanglement. He might be afraid of forming deep emotional connections, especially considering the circumstances of his life and the potential dangers associated with his identity.
Reluctance to Confront Feelings:
- By admitting to testing Shi Qi, Xiao Liu might be revealing a reluctance to confront his own feelings. This could indicate that he is struggling with internal conflicts, possibly arising from past experiences or traumas that make him hesitant to embrace emotional vulnerability.
Protection Mechanism:
- Testing Shi Qi could be seen as a protective mechanism employed by Xiao Liu. If he can create distance or discourage Shi Qi from pursuing a closer relationship, Xiao Liu might believe he can shield himself from potential emotional pain or complications.
Deep Feelings and Longing:
- Ironically, the act of testing Shi Qi could be an indication of deep feelings on Xiao Liu's part. The fear of attachment and longing in his heart, as previously explored in the text, might be driving these actions. Xiao Liu's internal struggle could be rooted in the conflict between his desire for connection and his fear of the associated vulnerabilities.
Character Growth and Evolution:
- This revelation sets the stage for character growth. Xiao Liu's acknowledgment of his testing behavior opens the door for potential self-reflection and development. It creates opportunities for Xiao Liu to confront his fears, understand the true nature of his feelings, and possibly move towards a more open and authentic connection with Shi Qi.
In summary, Xiao Liu admits to testing Shi Qi as portrayed in the drama, it say outloud how deep is the emotional turmoil within Xiao Liu. We already knew that some of his actions may be driven by a fear of attachment and a reluctance to confront his own feelings. However, this revelation also creates opportunities for self-discovery, and for a more profound connection between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi as the story unfolds. Xiao Liu admit to himself that he have feelings for Yeshiqi. It's a huge step foward!
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As Xiao Liu caresses Shi Qi's hair while admitting that he tested him, it adds a layer of physical intimacy to the emotional revelation. Here's an exploration of this gesture:
Tender Gesture Amidst Emotional Revelation:
- The act of caressing Shi Qi's hair while admitting to testing him adds a tender and intimate dimension to the conversation. Xiao Liu's touch is like a non-verbal expression of care and affection, contrasting with his testing harsh words he spoke to him.
- Seeking Comfort and Connection:
- Xiao Liu's gesture may convey a subconscious desire for comfort and connection. In the midst of revealing his inner conflicts and fears, the physical touch might be an instinctual way for Xiao Liu to seek solace and reassurance, both for himself and for Shi Qi.
- Vulnerability and Openness:
- The act of caressing someone's hair is often associated with vulnerability and openness. Xiao Liu, who might have been guarded or reserved in expressing his emotions, is momentarily allowing himself to be vulnerable. This physical gesture can symbolize a moment of emotional nakedness and authenticity.
4.Symbolic Sign of Affection:
- Hair caressing is a symbolic sign of affection and tenderness. It could indicate that, despite Xiao Liu's testing and reservations, there is a genuine fondness and affection for Shi Qi. The physical touch signify a connection that goes beyond words or tests.
5.Contrast with Verbal Expression:
- The contrast between Xiao Liu's verbal admission and his physical gesture adds depth to his character. It reveals a multi-faceted approach to communication, where words alone may not fully convey the complexity of emotions. The caress serves as a silent apology or reassurance, a way of saying, "Despite my fears, there is genuine affection between us."
6.Foreshadowing of Deeper Connection:
- This intimate moment could foreshadow a deeper connection between Xiao Liu and Shi Qi in the narrative. It sets the stage for potential growth in their relationship, as Xiao Liu begins to confront his fears and Shi Qi becomes a source of comfort and understanding.
In summary, if Xiao Liu caresses Shi Qi's hair while admitting to testing him, it enhances the emotional and intimate aspects of their relationship. This physical gesture becomes a poignant expression of vulnerability, affection, and the potential for a profound connection between them. Xiao Liu caress Yeshiqi's hair, but she also caress her own desires to let go on further and free, her own feelings toward him.
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My Analysis Part 6
Abstract
Jing Took Xiao Liu to Gao Xing (Five Gods Mountain)
At dawn, Shi Qi and Xiao Liu followed the group out of town headed due South. There was a checkpoint set up with very tight inspection and the lines were long to pass. Chatter about why turned to discussion that both Xuan Yuan and Gao Xing soldiers were joined in some sort of search.
It was Xiao Liu and Shi Qi’s turn and a woman held up a magical object mirror and shone it on their faces to show everyone’s true form. Those who transformed were pulled aside for further questioning. Xiao Liu walked up to his inspection and the mirror showed nothing so he passed. Same with Shi Qi as well.
After passing the inspection, Shi Q and Xiao Liu glanced at each other and continued on. Due to the inspection the procession was already late so the leader told everyone to quicken their steps. By nightfall they had arrived within the borders of the Gao Xing Kingdom. Two high mountains flanked a gate with an entry checkpoint. Because Zhuan Xu didn’t think Xiao Liu would come to Gao Xing, the checkpoint was not extra manned so Xiao Liu and Shi Qi entered easily.
That night the procession entered a city and the group checked into an inn. Xiao Liu asked for a hot water bath and after he walked out and changed into fresh clothes he saw that Shi Qi had already finished bathing. Shi Qi took a towel to wipe his hair. Xiao Liu asked “So we successfully escaped?”
Shi Qi answered “When we entered there was a very powerful being nearby so I completely concealed my power aura. I don’t know if he registered us.”
Xiao Liu said “Perhaps it’s a high ranking Gao Xing general that is stationed here.” But he didn’t feel all that at ease.
Shi Qi said “No matter who, we have to be alert. Rest well tonight.”
In the middle of the night Xiao Liu heard a commotion and immediately sat up. He saw Shi Qi pour all the water in the room on the ground around them before saying “The Godly army has surrounded the inn, and there are two very powerful Gods in the mix. I can’t even beat one of them.”
Xiao Liu chuckled “If we successfully escaped then I would be disappointed in Zhuan Xu. He is pretty capable.”
Shi Qi said “I let you down.”
“No you didn’t! Zhuan Xu used the power of two Kingdoms to chase us. You helped me all on your own. It’s a miracle we escaped this far.”
Shi Qi asked “How much do you not want to see the Grand Emperor?”
Xiao Liu thought “I would rather die than see him.”
Shi Qi put a fox shaped satchel in Xiao Liu’s hand “I can’t beat them but I can stall them. My winged ride is due Northeast. You run in that direction then raise the satchel and call like a fox. It will come pick you up.”
Xiao Liu grabbed Shi Qi’s hand “Will they kill you?”
“I am Tu Shan Jing, even if the Grand Emperor was here he would have to consider before killing me. Mere generals won’t even dare.”
Xiao Liu laughed “Then I’m going to abandon you and run.”
Shi Qi grabbed his shoulder with his voice slightly shaking “Let me see your true face.”
Xiao Liu smiled and shook his head “No.”
Shi Qi stared at Xiao Liu with unspeakable sorrow in his eyes. Once he walked out of here, Xiao Liu can become anyone else. Once Xiao Liu stopped being Xiao Liu, then Shi Qi would never be able to find him again.
Xiao Liu stared at him “Are you still willing to risk incurring the wrath of the Grand Emperor and help me escape?”
Shi Qi nodded.
Zhuan Xu’s booming voice reached them “Wen Xiao Liu, get your sorry behind out here! If you run again, I’ll break both your scrawny legs!”
“Change into one of their soldiers and run away” Shi Qi told him.
Shi Qi transformed the water into smoke and it became a mist surrounding him. He transformed into Wen Xiao Liu and walked to the window and opened it. Zhuan Xu said “Now you obediently come out here and I’ll consider not making you suffer as much.”
The mist gradually expanded from the room and floated outside and became so dense and thick it formed a maze. Zhuan Xu was furious and ordered the mist maze stopped immediately.
Xiao Liu could see in the maze thanks to the fox satchel Shi Qi gave him. He transformed into one of Zhuan Xu’s servants and silently slipped out of the inn.
Xiao Liu ran due Northeast and he raised the fox satchel high and a large crane descended. Xiao Liu climbed on the back of the crane and it took off continuing Northeast. Xiao Liu looked back and didn’t feel at ease.
Zhuan Xu’s angry thunderous voice reached him “Wen Xiao Liu, the person with you right now is Ye Shi Qi. I don’t have a problem with killing one Ye Shi Qi.”
Xiao Liu sighed – he really was able to be cold and heartless at the blink of an eye, thorough and unyielding. No wonder the Yellow Emperor liked Zhuan Xu.
Xiao Liu transformed back into being Wen Xiao Liu and turned back. After some time, he saw Zhuan Xu flying towards him and behind him Shi Qi was trussed up in a cage.
A servant came forward and Xiao Liu allowed himself to be captured. Zhuan Xu stared coldly at Xiao Liu and ordered “Break both his legs.” The servant kicked both of Xiao Liu’s legs and both snapped. Xiao Liu collapsed on the ground.
“Throw him in the cage.”
Jing had brought Xiao Liu to Gao Xing , in hope that Zhuang Xu probably would have just followed the fake dolls. Instead brought her to Gao Xing alongside with some messagers that were coming. And then at the entrance of Gao Xing, everyone talking about how Xuan Yuan and Gao Xing soldiers were joining to search for something. Jing and Xiao Liu still got to enter city and rested at inn. I have a feeling that Jing already knew they might not escape when he talked powerful being. Xiao Liu as well having bad feeling. So Jing just comforted her.
And they were right, in the middle of the night, they were surrounded by Zhaun Xu and his soldiers.
Xiao Liu accepted Jing tried all his best to help her, still lost to Zhuan Xu's power.
Again in the scene, we will feel sorry for Jing because Xiao Liu had really tell why she was all running away or even revealing her form, while she knew who he was already. Of course she did not reveal who she was to anyone else at all. And it seems like she was running away from it. Nevertheless she was still very concerned about Jing and that he would get hurt. We can see that her not being ease at all when Jing told her to run away. So many things was secretive about Xiao Yao so far. We already know she was actually Zhuan Xu long lost cousin. They really had a strong bond when they were kids. So why was she wanting to run away from him? What happened to her then that she got separated from him and her family? So I guess that we will get answers soon as her real identity is revealed and it should be soon. And she was not at all surprised or concerned Zhuan Xu coldness and ruthlessness in dealing with things or her. (He did not know it's her)
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Chapter 8
My Analysis Part 7
It's Safer To Hide In My Shell
Abstract
Xiao Liu was thrown in the cage and he crawled towards Shi Qi “Shi Qi….Shi Qi…..”
Shi Qi’s eyes were tightly shut and he was unconscious. Xiao Liu examined him and relaxed, Shi Qi had used all his powers as one to fight with many so he depleted all his energy and was passed out. He had no internal injuries and was in no life threatening danger.
Xiao Liu’s legs were in excruciating pain and he leaned on Shi Qi and murmured to himself “If I knew it was so painful to run, I would have chosen not to run. But if I didn’t run, then I would have never known that you would do anything for me. But what shall I do now? It would have been better had you not helped me. I could have easily severed my longing and hope. Or when we were surrounded back there, it would have been better had you not told me to run away by myself. Xan Tian Er’s life is a struggle, and when a man thinks he is helping her by easing her struggle, he is putting her into a different kind of struggle. She is now struggling with the fear that he would leave her one day and she’s left struggling all alone again. Which of the two struggles is harder? Perhaps most women choose to struggle with a man easing her load, at least there is some happiness, some hope that the man won’t let go one day. But I’m not like that! I would rather be roasted all alone, struggle all alone, because at least my hands are free. Pain makes me hope for escape, a man’s hands make me fear he’ll let go. I would then reach out and hold onto him tightly, collect all the happiness tightly. Right now Xan Tian Er is able to save herself because I helped her. But who will help me? The Gods can help humans, but who will help the Gods? No one! I still feel it’s safer to hide in my shell. I’ve suffered so much in my life already, I don’t want to suffer more, I don’t want to be hurt more…..”
After a day and night, Xiao Liu and Shi Qi reached Five Gods Mountain.
Zhuan Xu ordered them tossed into the dragon bone prison. Xiao Liu smiled, his attempted escape really riled up Zhuan Xu. This infamous dragon bone prison isn’t meant for just any prisoner.
The jailers were very rough with Xiao Liu and purposely kicked his broken legs. But they were very careful with the still unconscious Shi Qi and gently place him in the cell.
Looks like Zhuan Xu WAs also very pissed Shi Qi helped Xiao Liu escape so want to make him suffer a bit so he learnED not to defy the imperial authority that is the Xuan Yuan Prince. But he was still wary of his Tu Shan last name so he only locked him up and didn’t add any further insult.
The cell door closed and Xiao Liu crawled over to Shi Qi, hitting him a few times angrily before snuggling by his side. It was pitch black in the cell and Xiao Liu closed his eyes as he felt the waves of pain from his leg hit him. Gradually he also passed out from the pain.
When Xiao Liu woke up, he didn’t know how much time had passed but he felt someone holding his hand. He moved and heard Shi Qi “Xiao Liu, you’re awake?”
“Yup, I’m in pain for laying too long.”
Shi Qi sat up and wanted to help Xiao Liu up but touched his leg and Xiao Liu yelped in pain. Shi Qi held him “You’re hurt?”
“Yeah.”
“Where?
“My legs.”
Shi Qi felt Xiao Liu’s legs and the pain lessened but Xiao Liu quickly said “You’re also injured, don’t use your powers.”
Shi Qi ignored him and touched the other leg and Xiao Liu yelled “Be good!”
Shi Qi said nothing and after he touched the legs Xiao Liu felt the pain lessen a lot. Shi Qi helped Xiao Liu up AND let him rest on his shoulder to be more comfortable. Shi Qi asked “You don’t want to see the Grand Emperor, is it because he will kill you if he sees you?”
Xiao Liu understood that Shi Qi was not trying to probe but needed to know what the Grand Emperor would do to Xiao Liu so that he could think about the right plan for now that would ensure Xiao Liu’s safety. Xiao Liu was silent for a moment then said “He won’t kill me.”
With the way Xiao Liu desperately tried to run away, Zhuan Xu must have gotten the wrong idea as well. The Grand Emperor killed all five of his younger brothers and also their entire families and descendants. But rumor had it that the Five Princes had secret offspring that was wandering the world. Zhuan Xu likely thought Xiao Liu was a secret offspring of one of the Five Princes.
Shi Qi didn’t feel at ease “This world boils down to gain at the end, which is really just a business transaction. Even if it’s the Yellow Emperor or the Grand Emperor, I can make a deal with them.”
Xiao Liu laughed “I don’t want to see the Grand Emperor for a different reason. Shi Qi, don’t worry about me, I stake my life on it that the Grand Emperor won’t kill me!”
Shi Qi could tell Xiao Liu was being serious so relaxed. Xiao Liu couldn’t help but secretly smile, every person must feel happy to have another worried about their welfare.
Xiao Liu was in pain but by her speech. She was both happy and unhappy at the time. There was a mentioning she did not want to get hurt anymore. Because she might wish to hold on tightly to her man to get happiness. But then again she was scared to be left alone again. So she better not had anybody in life at all.
When Jing wake up, seeing her legs are hurt ,he used his power on her to lessen and ton.The soldiers treatment to Jing and Xiao Liu are very different. They were very rough to Xiao Liu.
Xiao Liu had already figure out why she was captured in this way. Because Xuan Xu thought she might the son of one of the rebel to Grand Emperor.
Somehow I have a feeling that there's serene feeling in this scene although they were in prison.
And Xiao Liu was happy Jing worreid about her.
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First let me share the 2 related parts from novel + 1 drama covering, before analysing further :)
1/chapter 5:
- Context-Xiao Liu learn that Yeshiqi is Tushan Jing, and further Xiao Liu is counting the stars :
Xiao Liu was arranging the cashews on the plate, first into a flower, and then into a crescent moon. The person next to him was ramrod stiff, his hand tightly clenching a cashew until it had been reduced to powder.
Xiao Liu drank his wine and teased “Hey, what is your name? When I see you later, I can’t act like I don’t know you but I can’t call you Shi Qi anymore! Even if you don’t mind, your wife will likely shoot an arrow into me.” After a few moments, Shi Qi painfully said “Tu Shan Jing.” “Tu Shan….how to write it?” Jing splashed some wine and wrote his name for Xiao Liu who laughed and asked “And what’s the name of your soon-to-be wife?” Jing’s hand froze above the table. Xiao Liu smiled “Six years, I let you stay for six years. Give me six years without rent and then we won’t owe each other anything!” Xiao Liu got up to leave but Jing grabbed his arm. Xiao Liu jerked a few times but Jing never let go.
Xiao Liu realized for the first time that the normally gentle Jing was actually quite strong and it was enough to subdue him. Xuan walked over with a laugh “Brother Liu is leaving?” Xiao Liu smiled “Yes, you have your big business, I have my little medical clinic. If I’m not leaving, shall I stay forever then? I can’t help you with what you’re doing.” Jing released his grip and Xiao Liu shook off his hand, handed money to Xuan, and walked out of the shop humming a ditty. The appearance of the Tu Shan family Second Lord caused Qing Shui Town to get even more lively as people jostled for opportunities and advancement.
Everyone was discussing him. Even Butcher Gao lamented to Lao Mu that all the shops on the street belonged to the Tu Shan family. Chuan Zi and Tian Er didn’t think anything of it since those people were like stars, so far above their reach. Lao Mu had his questions but one look at Xiao Liu’s calm face and it relieved him. It can’t be, it can’t be Shi Qi!
Xiao Liu refused to go to the river banks anymore. He locked the doors to the courtyard and laid on the pallet to count the stars. “Three thousand three hundred twenty seven……..”
2/Related screenshots-ep.8 of that scene in ch.5:
(falling stars for wishes -TSJ/Yeshiqi point of view) Fondu-enchainé (fade in) to Xiao Liu's POV of the same starry night and falling stars.
she is surprise to see them and...
Call out => Yeshiqi...
In the drama covering this scene (episode 8) we have Shiqi alone looking the stars by the river, and Xiao liu in the courtyard counting, the difference is that 1: we see them both under the starry night, 2. there are falling stars in the sky (symbol of wishes- it's in the chapter name by the way-Wish to Entrust Myself to the Mountains and Streams).
3. Novel scene from chapter 8 :
It was Summer so it wasn’t cold out at night. The entire town was asleep and the stars out were especially bright. Xiao Liu raised his head to look at the stars and wished for a duck neck to gnaw on to make this feel like a trip rather than running away. Jing said “If you’re tired, go to sleep.” Xiao Liu replied “It’s crazy outside of town, isn’t it?” Zhuan Xu thought he left town so was searching outside but in truth he was still in town. Jing explained “Tomorrow the messenger group will depart for Gao Xing.” Xiao Liu laughed, Zhuan Xu would never think that he was running away from going to Gao Xing would then be headed to Gao Xing. Xiao Liu said to Jing “I thought you were so honest, who knew you were this sneaky.” Jing said “Tomorrow will be exhausting, you rest leaning on me.”
Xiao Liu looked up at the stars and said nothing. A raspy voice said “I. Am Shi Qi.” Xiao Liu still looked up at the stars and said nothing, but after a few moments his head slowly tilted and lightly rested on Shi Qi’s shoulder. Shi Qi didn’t dare move as if afraid he would scare him away. Until he heard Xiao Liu sleeping did he slightly turn his head to gently look down on the sleeping Xiao Liu.
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NOW: Let's delve into the connections and analyze the significance of these moments!:
*** Scene in Chapter 5:
Setting and Tone:
- Xiao Liu arranges cashews into a flower and crescent moon, displaying a playful and carefree demeanor.
- Shi Qi's reaction is tense, clenching a cashew until it turns to powder, indicating the gravity of the revelation.
- Xiao Liu's teasing and casual demeanor create a lighthearted tone initially.
Dialogue and Interaction:
- Xiao Liu teases Shi Qi about his real name, engaging in a playful conversation.
- Shi Qi reveals his true identity as Tushan Jing, leading to a shift in the atmosphere.
- Xiao Liu sets a humorous condition for staying in the town for six more years without rent.
Xiao Liu's Reaction:
- Xiao Liu attempts to leave, but Jing grabs his arm.
- Jing's strength surprises Xiao Liu, revealing a different aspect of Jing's character.
Later Reflection:
- Xiao Liu, after leaving the scene, counts stars alone, suggesting a moment of introspection.
- Lao Mu's suspicions are alleviated after observing Xiao Liu's calm face.
***Scene in Chapter 8:
Setting and Tone:
- It's summer, and the night is bright with especially bright stars, creating a serene atmosphere.
- Xiao Liu wishes for a duck neck, expressing a desire for normalcy and simplicity.
Dialogue and Interaction:
- Xiao Liu and Jing discuss their journey, and Jing reveals their destination.
- Jing's explanation about Zhuan Xu's search adds a layer of tension to the conversation.
- Xiao Liu's laughter and teasing about Jing's sneakiness maintain a degree of playfulness.
Xiao Liu's Reaction:
- Xiao Liu looks up at the stars and reflects on the craziness outside of town.
- Shi Qi's revelation is made in a raspy voice, creating a sense of vulnerability.
- Xiao Liu's head tilts and rests on Shi Qi's shoulder, a gesture of trust and vulnerability.
Symbolism and Wish:
- Xiao Liu's wish for a duck neck and the metaphor of stars reflect his longing for simplicity and a carefree life.
- Shi Qi's revelation adds complexity, intertwining the desire for simplicity with the reality of their situation.
Analysis and Connection:
1. Symbolism of Stars:
- In both scenes, stars serve as a backdrop for significant revelations and introspection.
- The act of counting stars in Chapter 5 and looking at the stars in Chapter 8 symbolizes Xiao Liu's contemplation of his life's direction.
2. Xiao Liu's Internal State:
- In Chapter 5, Xiao Liu's playfulness contrasts with the gravity of Shi Qi's revelation.
- In Chapter 8, Xiao Liu's laughter and wish for a duck neck juxtapose with the impending challenges of their journey.
3. Themes of Trust and Vulnerability:
- Jing's grip on Xiao Liu's arm in Chapter 5 and Xiao Liu leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder in Chapter 8 both signify moments of trust and vulnerability.
- The contrast lies in the evolution of their relationship from a playful banter to a more intimate and silent understanding.
4. Desire for Simplicity:
- The wish for a duck neck in Chapter 8 echoes Xiao Liu's desire for a casual and carefree existence, mirroring his arrangements of cashews into whimsical shapes in Chapter 5.
5. Political Context:
- Chapter 5 involves the revelation of Jing's identity, impacting the political dynamics in the town.
- Chapter 8 introduces the political tension with Zhuan Xu's pursuit, adding a layer of complexity to Xiao Liu and Jing's escape.
Conclusion:
These scenes, though separated by chapters, are intricately connected through symbolism, character dynamics, and thematic elements.
They highlight Xiao Liu's and Jing's internal struggles,their desire for simplicity, and their evolving trust and feelings . The stars, initially a backdrop for playfulness and revelations, become a symbol of contemplation and longing as the narrative progresses.
*let's delve deeper into various aspects of these scenes to uncover different layers and highlights.
1. Symbolism of Arranging Cashews and Counting Stars:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu arranging cashews represents his attempts to create order and whimsy in the face of unexpected revelations.
- The flower and crescent moon shapes may symbolize fleeting beauty and the cyclical nature of life.
- Chapter 8:
- Counting stars reflects Xiao Liu's contemplation of the vast possibilities and uncertainties in his life.
- The act of counting stars becomes a ritual, emphasizing Xiao Liu's introspection and search for meaning.
- Chapter 5:
2. Playfulness vs. Intimacy:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu's teasing and playful banter with Shi Qi showcase their relationship's initial lightness.
- Jing's strength surprises Xiao Liu, hinting at the hidden depths of his character.
- Chapter 8:
- Xiao Liu's laughter and wish for a duck neck maintain an element of playfulness amid the impending challenges.
- The intimate moment of leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder signifies a shift toward a deeper connection and vulnerability.
- Chapter 5:
3. Transition from Mundane to Extraordinary:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu's daily task of arranging cashews contrasts with the extraordinary revelation about Shi Qi's identity.
- The ordinary act of arranging cashews becomes a precursor to an extraordinary shift in their relationship dynamics.
- Chapter 8:
- Xiao Liu's wish for a duck neck and the serene act of counting stars amidst the political tension emphasize the desire for simplicity in the face of complex circumstances.
- The transition from a mundane wish to the gravity of Shi Qi's revelation creates a nuanced narrative layer.
- Chapter 5:
4. Political Intrigue-world context:
- Chapter 5:
- Shi Qi's revelation as Tushan Jing introduces political intrigue and power dynamics to the narrative.
- Xiao Liu's condition of six years without rent hints at the impact of political factors on personal relationships.
- Chapter 8:
- The impending departure to Gao Xing and Zhuan Xu's search add political tension to Xiao Liu and Jing's escape.
- The wish for a carefree existence contrasts with the political complexities they are navigating.
- Chapter 5:
5. Themes of Trust and Vulnerability:
- Chapter 5:
- Jing grabbing Xiao Liu's arm and Xiao Liu's realization of Jing's strength signify trust and vulnerability in the face of change.
- The humorous condition for staying in town reflects a mix of trust, friendship, and the need for practical arrangements.
- Chapter 8:
- Xiao Liu leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder symbolizes a deeper level of trust and vulnerability, transcending the playful banter.
- Shi Qi's revelation is made in a raspy voice, emphasizing vulnerability and the weight of the shared secret.
- Chapter 5:
6. Desire for Simplicity and Freedom:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu's wish for a duck neck and his whimsical arrangements express a longing for simplicity and freedom.
- The condition of six years without rent suggests a desire to break free from entanglements.
- Chapter 8:
- The wish for a duck neck persists, symbolizing Xiao Liu's continuous yearning for simplicity despite the complexities of their journey.
- Counting stars becomes a ritualistic expression of longing for a carefree existence.
7. Evolution of Xiao Liu and Jing's Relationship:
- Chapter 5:
- The playful banter and teasing lay the foundation for a deeper connection between Xiao Liu and Jing.
- Jing's hidden strength hints at the unexplored facets of their relationship.
- Chapter 8:
- The transition from laughter to a silent and intimate moment signifies the evolution of their relationship.
- Xiao Liu's vulnerability, leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder, adds emotional depth and complexity.
8. Impact on Qing Shui Town:
- Chapter 5:
- Lao Mu's initial concern is eased by Xiao Liu's calm demeanor, highlighting the impact of the revelation on the town.
- The introduction of Tushan Jing alters the town's dynamics, reflecting the broader consequences of personal revelations.
- Chapter 8:
- The political tension involving Zhuan Xu's search adds a sense of urgency and risk to Xiao Liu and Jing's escape.
- The decision to lock doors and avoid the riverbanks signifies the impact of external factors on their daily lives.
9. Nature Imagery:
- Chapter 5:
- The arrangement of cashews into a flower and crescent moon brings nature into the narrative.
- Nature serves as a backdrop for Xiao Liu's attempt to find order in the chaos.
- Chapter 8:
- The bright stars and Xiao Liu's wish for a duck neck connect nature with Xiao Liu's yearning for simplicity.
- The ritual of counting stars underlines the timeless and natural aspect of Xiao Liu's contemplation.
10. Foreshadowing and Reflection:
- Chapter 5:
- Xiao Liu's counting stars alone foreshadows moments of introspection and reflection in future chapters.
- Lao Mu's initial suspicion sets the stage for the town's evolving perception of Xiao Liu and Jing.
- Chapter 8:
- The political tension foreshadows the challenges Xiao Liu and Jing will face on their journey to Gao Xing.
- The wish for a duck neck and the act of counting stars become recurring motifs, reflecting Xiao Liu's ongoing struggle and journey.
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Chapter 5:
- Context: Xiao Liu counts the stars alone, emphasizing his solitude and contemplation.
- Observation: Xiao Liu's counting of stars is a silent form of making wishes or expressing inner desires.
- Interpretation: The act of counting stars serves as a personal ritual, possibly encompassing wishes and reflections on his situation.
Chapter 8 (TV Serie Episode):
- Context: Both Xiao Liu and Shi Qi are under the starry night, reacting to falling stars.
- Observation: Xiao Liu, seeking Shi Qi's presence, calls out his name during the falling stars moment.
- Interpretation: Xiao Liu vocalizing Shi Qi's name during this auspicious moment suggests a desire for a connection or an acknowledgment of emotions.
Leaning on Shi Qi's Shoulder:
- Chapter 8:
- Context: After Shi Qi reveals his identity, struggles and past, Xiao Liu leans on his shoulder while looking at the stars.
- Observation: This gesture signifies a moment of vulnerability and trust, a departure from their earlier playful interactions.
- Interpretation: Leaning on Shi Qi's shoulder is a non-verbal expression of Xiao Liu's emotions. It indicate a letting go of reservations and a willingness to share his burdens.
Emotional Release and Connection:
- Chapter 5(TV Serie Episode 8):
- Context: Xiao Liu calls out Shi Qi's name during the falling stars moment.
- Observation: This moment aligns with Xiao Liu's acknowledgment of his feelings, expressed through Shi Qi's name.
- Interpretation: The vocalization of Shi Qi's name can be seen as an emotional release, a moment where Xiao Liu lets go of his reservations and openly acknowledges his connection to Shi Qi.
Shift in Dynamics:
- Overall:
- Observation: The progression from counting stars alone to vocalizing Shi Qi's name during a simultaneous, even if physically apart - falling stars moment signifies a shift in Xiao Liu's emotional state.
- Interpretation: Xiao Liu's actions suggest a growing emotional connection and a willingness to express his feelings. The falling stars act as a catalyst for this shift in dynamics.
Conclusion:
The falling stars become a powerful symbolic element in the narrative, representing moments of introspection, wishes, and emotional release. Xiao Liu's transition from counting stars alone to calling out Shi Qi's name during the falling stars moment in the TV series episode underscores the evolving emotional landscape. It suggests a deeper connection and the acknowledgment of his feelings for Shi Qi. This shift opens avenues for their further connection under the stars.
In the quietude of Qing Shui Town, where starlight painted the night sky with its ethereal glow, Xiao Liu found solace in the rhythmic counting of stars. His fingers delicately arranged cashews, forming patterns that mirrored the celestial display above. It was a scene of solitude, marked by the gentle hum of a ditty escaping his lips, a melody that seemed to echo the secrets held within his heart.
Little did he know that this night, painted with the brightness of stars, would become a thematic thread connecting two chapters of his life. In Chapter 5, Xiao Liu's musings unfolded in the presence of a rigid companion, one who bore the weight of an unspoken truth. Tushan Jing, unbeknownst to Xiao Liu, grappled with a revelation, clenching a cashew with a tension that mirrored the complexities of their intertwining destinies.
As Xiao Liu playfully teased about the impending change in his companion's nomenclature, little did he fathom the twists fate had in store. The name "Tu Shan Jing" etched in wine, the revelation of a soon-to-be wife, and a profound agreement sealed silently – all painted a canvas of anticipation and complexity.
Fast forward to Chapter 8, the narrative unfolded beneath the same star-studded tapestry. This time, however, the stars bore witness to a different scene. Falling stars, traditionally regarded as vessels for wishes, adorned the heavens. Xiao Liu, now accompanied by the enigmatic figure of Tushan Jing, experienced a moment of shared wonder beneath the celestial cascade.
The TV series adaptation breathed life into this celestial dance, capturing the characters' reactions to falling stars in a synchronized ballet. Xiao Liu, aware of Shi Qi's presence, could no longer contain the emotions that rippled within him. As the falling stars painted streaks of brilliance across the night, he called out the name "Shi Qi" into the quietude.
The adaptation, with its visual poetry, added nuances to this moment. Falling stars mirrored the wishes held in Xiao Liu's heart, while he, under the starry night, called out to the figure who had silently inhabited his thoughts for years. It was a convergence of destinies, a celestial acknowledgment of emotions that transcended spoken words.
And then, in a quiet revelation, Xiao Liu leaned on Shi Qi's shoulder. The once playful banter and teasing undertones gave way to vulnerability. The act of leaning, of resting his head on Shi Qi's shoulder, became a silent dialogue of trust and unspoken emotions.
***As the falling stars continued their descent, Xiao Liu's head tilted, finding a gentle perch on Shi Qi's shoulder. In this intimate tableau, unspoken words hung in the air. Shi Qi, careful not to disturb the delicate equilibrium, gazed down at the slumbering Xiao Liu, witnessing a moment that transcended the political intricacies and the tumultuous currents of their shared history.
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Unveiled a deep sky of emotions, woven with the threads of solitude, revelation, and the shared wonder of stars and falling stars. The drama adaptation, with its visual storytelling, elevated these moments into a symphony of wishes and unspoken confessions, painting the narrative with hues of intimacy and connection that surpassed the boundaries of mere words, her head leaning on his shoulder.
It was a celestial dance, where the stars bore witness to a story written in the silent language of Xiao Liu and Yeshiqi's hearts.
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Chapter 8
My Analysis Part 8
It's Just You and Me
Abstract
Shi Qi quietly held Xiao Liu and Xiao Liu quietly listened to his heartbeat. In this place of death, separated from the world’s enticements and entanglements, it made the complicated relationship between a man and a woman so very simple. It was just him and her. Xiao Liu suddenly felt right being here and that was calming.
Xiao Liu said “How about we never leave here.”
“Fine.”
“What’s fine?”
“It’s fine staying here.”
“What’s fine about it?”
“Just you. And me.”
Xiao Liu laughed knowing that Shi Qi also understood. There was so much that made life complicated purely due to circumstance. The old married couple living in the far off secluded mountains, they were actually the envy of so many who live glamorous lives of conflict.
Xiao Liu asked “Shi Qi, are you so good to me because you are repaying a debt?”
Shi Qi’s body stiffened and he said nothing for a long time. Xiao Liu was leaning on him so could feel his heart beating so fast it might burst out of his chest. Xiao Liu casually added “I saved you, let you stay for 6 years, and now you’ve done everything and more for me. When we get out, we’re really even. You don’t need to worry anymore, I will never go ask you for anything and get you in trouble. I promise to stay far far away from you……”
Xiao Liu’s mouth was suddenly shut by Shi Qi’s hand. Xiao Liu struggled but Shi Qi wouldn’t release his hand. Finally Xiao Liu naughtily licked the center of his palm with his tongue and Shi Qi was like being hit with an electric shock and released him. Xiao Liu was also shocked by what he just did and his mouth was gaping open and his entire face was flaming red.
The two of them remained frozen in silence.
Finally Shi Qi spoke “I won’t leave you.”
“Why? Why not leave? Because of gratitude? I told you that you’ve repaid it.”
Shi Qi didn’t answer and stubbornly repeated “I won’t leave you.”
“What? Do you want to stay with me for the rest of your life then?”
Shi Qi was silent for a moment and then said with absolute certainty “My entire life.”
Xiao Liu sighed “I’m a man, don’t you think you’re being weird.”
This time Shi Qi’s response was immediate “You’re a girl.”
Xiao Liu actually felt Shi Qi had known for a long time that she was a girl, but how did Shi Qi know? “Why are you so certain? Even Xiang Liu being that smart can’t be absolutely certain I’m a girl.”
Shi Qi softly chuckled “That’s because he hasn’t seen you……” He suddenly shut up.
“Seen me what?”
Shi Qi refused to explain so Xiao Liu got more curious “Seen me what?” Xiao Liu shook Shi Qi’s arm coquettishly and wheedled “Not seen me what? Tell me! Tell me!”
Xiao Liu was always acting like a loutish man and this was the first time showing a pouty girlish side. Even in the darkness and Shi Qi couldn’t see her face clearly, he was already defeated. He said “The first time I bathed after I was strong enough, you sat to the side and I saw…..when you saw my body…..I knew you…..to me…..”
Xiao Liu yelped and then covered her face “You’re lying! I didn’t, I didn’t!”
“I’m not lying.”
“You’re lying, it’s totally a lie. I never blush.”
“I’m not lying.”
Shi Qi usually gave in to whatever Xiao Liu wanted so this was the first time he was so absolutely stubborn and unwilling to concede to her. Xiao Liu turned around and refused to face Shi Qi or talk to Shi Qi anymore, using action to show that Shi Qi was lying and until he admitted it then she wasn’t going to talk to him.
Shi Qi called Xiao Liu but she didn’t acknowledge, he tugged her a bit but she ignored him. He was afraid her leg hurt so didn’t want to use any strength.
Shi Qi was silent until Xiao Liu felt all wronged and grumbled “Such a little matter and you won’t even give me in to me.”
Shi Qi replied “It’s not a small matter.”
Xiao Liu pouted, if this wasn’t a small matter, then what counts as a small matter?
Being in the dragon bone prison, it felt like the world had only Ye Shi Qi and Wen Xao Liu, even if they were taken here as prisoners.
It's in here that Jing/Shi Qi was finally able to let out his feelings by starting out with him knowing of Wen Xiao Liu being a female. And promising what he wanted to do most which is to never leaving her in his entire life. I really like this intimate tease scene between Shi Qi and Xiao Liu when she licked his hand because he shut her mouth.
According to him, her shyness as a woman was no small matters. While Xiao Liu was too shy about it and pouted.
I have so many feelings towards this scene. It certainly is romantic. It feels like the couple caught in a prison, yet able to make the time of warmth and the time to confess true feelings. So this prison became their uniting place.
Chapter 8
The Rest of Dragon Bone Scene
I will be only pasting the the part of the novel and post my analysis in another reply because this scene is long and I can't cut, and my analysis is also long..
Abstract
Shi Qi slowly spoke “From birth I was the prized child, the perfect one. A woman once learned ten years of dancing just so I could spare her one glance. A famous chess master came from far away and lived for seven years just so I would play one match with him. I was offered tens of thousands just to paint a portrait. Some called me a Master if I wrote one character. I thought that was who I was. That person locked me up and tortured me for two years, every day cursing me, that I was nothing. I didn’t care to argue back and silently endured his torture. He was so upset he said that he could prove it to me. He took me to all the places I once lived and put the me who was crippled, filthy, in rags, couldn’t speak, smelly, in the middle of the bustling city. People walked past me and not a single person looked at me just like he said. Often I saw people I knew and wanted to crawl over to ask for help but they just tossed money at me and immediately walked away in disgust. I finally understood that other than the expensive clothes on me, I was nothing. That was when he succeeded in completely destroying me. He tossed me in the river not even bothering to kill me because he knew he killed me inside already. I floated for a long time until I was laying in the logs. I knew I would die like this, and all I wanted was to feel the sunlight one more time. So struggled to climb towards the sun and then passed out knowing that I wouldn’t see another sun and wouldn’t wake up again. But the Heavens, let you appear…..”
Xiao Liu had long forgotten to be angry and slowly turned around and rested her head on Shi Qi’s shoulder to listen to him talk. Shi Qi’s forehead was resting on Xiao Liu’s hair “I couldn’t open my eyes so I couldn’t see you. I could only sense. You didn’t want me to be afraid so told me your name. You didn’t want me to be shamed so told me jokes. You lightly wiped away my sweat and held me in your embrace and washed my hair which hadn’t been washed in three years. I knew how disgusting and horrific my body was, but you treated it like a treasure and tended to it with care. The three years of torture and degradation, the body even I couldn’t face and I couldn’t bear to walk out the door, that day you helped me bathe and when you saw my body you blushed beet red. In that instant I was truly reborn. In your eyes, I was still a man…..a man who affected you…..”
Xiao Liu yelled “Don’t you dare say another word!”
Shi Qi’s eyes misted with tears and it splashed on Xiao Liu’s hair, but his voice was filled with mirth “When you carried me out of the tub, you didn’t even dare look directly at me before placing me on the pallet. You ran off even before you were done talking. How could I ever think you were a man?”
Xiao Liu hit him on the chest and groused “You are so sneaky! And here I thought you were the most honest! I was hoodwinked!”
Shi Qi continued “That day, I put on my clothes and walked out the door, standing under the sun feeling the outdoors I hadn’t seen in a long time. In the eyes of others it was just a normal thing to do, but to me it was a rebirth and a new chance. Xiao Liu, I decided right then and there that I would never leave you.”
Xiao Liu said “A reborn phoenix must first be incinerated. But you cannot ever escape your past as Tu Shan Jing.”
“My father died shortly after I was born. I have an older twin brother named Tu Shang Hou. He is different from me since birth, he likes raising beasts and is a very active person. I liked the arts and was very refined. But we were both very good at business even if our methods are different. We were equal and neither was better than the other. Because we were twins, we learned everything together and people couldn’t help but compare us. I was better at the classic arts but he was stronger at the spiritual powers. But our mother was always very cold towards him no matter what he did. Because of her attitude towards him, people around us complimented me and derided him as well. My brother tried hard and kept trying to win our mother’s approval, but she not only didn’t give it, she did everything in her power to keep beating him down. No matter what I did she complimented me. Under our mother’s control, the power in the family ended up in my hands. She found for me a fiancee in the powerful Fang Feng family daughter, but only gave my brother a maid for a wife. I raised a fuss for my brother but he continued to try and win her affection so married the maid. But our mother continued to be cold towards him. When she was dying, my brother gave her medicine but she tossed it in his face and told him to scram. She said he disgusted her. My brother finally broke down and cried and asked why she played favorites. She raged at him and said that he could not match up to me, that he had a disgusting heart and mind, that he couldn’t even compare to one toe on my foot. She died shortly thereafter and I was very sad, but felt my brother was even more sad. He didn’t just lose a mother, he lost any chance of getting her acceptance. When she died he started to drink and told everyone that it was enough there was one Tu Shan Jing in this world, there was no need for a pathetic useless Tu Shan Hou. Our grandmother didn’t want him to kill himself so finally told the truth. He wasn’t my mother’s son, he was born of our father and a maid. The maid killed herself after she gave birth to him. Because he was born 8 days before me, our grandmother made the announcement that we were twins. After he heard this he stopped drinking and started getting a grip on himself. I felt very bad towards him so treated him very well and that made our grandmother happy and she complimented me often for being so caring. She told my brother to help me always. After my mother died four years, grandmother decided to have my wedding and announce to the world that I would be the clan leader. One day, my brother came to see me and asked to talk. I went with him without any suspicion, and when I woke up I was in a deep dark jail cell, my powers sealed, my limbs in dragon bone chains.”
Shi Qi talked nonstop to get to this point, but the painful torture, the endless degradation, it all came rushing back and in the darkness his body clenched tightly. Xiao Liu quickly pressed on his heart and softly murmured “This is not that prison, I am here, Shi Qi, I am here.”
Shi Qi buried his head in Xiao Liu’s hair and after some time was able to calm down. “When I was being tortured and shamed, I thought about making him pay when I got out. But if that happened then even if I lived a part of me would still be dead. I would never be a complete person, I would only be someone tormented by shame and vengeance. Thankfully the person who saved me was you, no matter how broken down and scarred I was, you only saw me as a treasure and cared for me tenderly. No matter how many horrific scars were on my body, you would always…..blush…..” This time Xiao Liu didn’t interrupt Shi Qi and quietly let him finish.
“Xiao Liu, when I see you, I have no hatred and vengeance in my heart, only gratitude. I am grateful the Heavens let me live, let me have a still whole body, let my eyes still see, so that I can see you pretend to be stupid, let my ears hear, so that I can hear you complain, let my hands still work, so that I can help you dry your hair, let my legs still move, so that I can carry you. Xiao Liu, I don’t want revenge, I just want to be Ye Shi Qi.”
Xiao Liu lowered her head.
Shi Qi said “I don’t want to go back because my brother is very capable and much more ruthless than me. He’s actually a more suitable leader of the clan than me. If he’s there, the family will be fine. As long as there is no Tu Shan Jing, then Tu Shan Hou will be the best. But that day I went with you to the jewelry store without knowing it belonged to the family. Jing Ye recognized me and the entire store saw me, word would soon get back to my brother that I was alive. I don’t want revenge, and I want even less to be Tu Shan Jing, but once my brother knows he will hunt me down no matter where I go. I was afraid he would hurt you and Lao Mu and them so I had to go back to being Tu Shan Jing. If I am in the open, then my brother will know where his target is and not aim wildly.”
Xiao Liu sighed “You don’t want to hurt him but he wants to hurt you. For your own safety you ought to kill him, but if you do you can’t have a peace of mind. His death is an instant release but you’ll carry the guilt your whole life. I guess you really can’t kill him.”
Shi Qi was so happy “I knew you would understand and support me. Jing Ye and them cannot understand why I don’t want revenge.”
Xiao Liu said “I’m different than you. You are kindness, I am practical.”
Shi Qi said in a low voice “You are being practical for my own good.”
Xiao Liu huffed but said nothing.
Shi Qi’s breathing was erratic and his heartbeat was also fast. Xiao Liu knew what he wanted to say but was embarrassed to say. So she didn’t rush and instead nestled like a cat on his shoulder waiting patiently.
“Xiao Liu….I……I know I am engaged and have no right to say this to you…..and I never dared to….but…….I will call off the engagement, I will call off the engagement! You wait for me for twenty years….no…..no, fifteen years. You give Tu Shan Jing fifteen years, and after fifteen years I’ll give you back a Ye Shi Qi.”
Xiao Liu asked “How do you want me to wait?”
“You…..you won’t let another man……into your heart.”
Xiao Liu was silent.
In the darkness, Shi Qi couldn’t see Xiao Liu’s expression and he was so nervous he forgot to breath.
Xiao Liu suddenly burst out laughing and Shi Qi didn’t know if her laughter was mocking him for daring or….
Xiao Liu said “You, you really don’t know me at all. My heart is cold and there is a hard shell encasing it. Forget fifteen years, likely in fifty years there won’t be a man who goes inside.”
Shi Qi asked “So you’re agreeing? Let’s make a palm promise.”
Xiao Liu lazily raised her palm and Shi Qi felt where it was and then solemnly pressed his palm on hers. After they joined palms, he didn’t release and instead tightly held her hand “Xiao Liu, I’m, I’m so happy.” His voice was quivering as his heart soared.
Xiao Liu couldn’t help but smile “You said everything boils down to a business transaction, so why do I feel like I’m not getting the better end of the bargain here.”
Shi Qi shook her hand “That doesn’t include love, only love can never be measured by profit or loss. Family love, sibling love, friendship love, romantic love, it seems so easy but is a rare treasure that cannot be bought with any amount of money.”
Xiao Liu giggled “They say Tu Shan Jing is a shrewd businessman and great at conversation. I didn’t believe it since you’re always so stupid looking around me and rarely talking. Today I finally believe it.”
Shi Qi laughed lightly and his laughter was just like his personality – gentle, peaceful, pure.
Xiao Liu said “Shi Qi, I’m not like you. I’m not a businessman but I know that I am a ruthless person. I am ruthless towards others and even more ruthless towards myself. Do you know that?”
“I do.”
Xiao Liu laughed “Do you really?”
Shi Qi said “I know you never give yourself hope so you don’t trust first and won’t give first. You have a true heart but if the other doesn’t appreciate it, then you won’t give it. I’m willing to wait, wait until you’re willing to hope.”
“What if in my entire lifetime I’m not willing?”
“Then I’ll wait an entire lifetime. As long as you don’t disappear, then even if it’s an entire lifetime it will still be happy.” Shi Qi smiled – Xiao Liu was ruthless and cold to herself, but to everyone else in her life she was so good. Lao Mu, Chuan Zi, Mai Zi, Xan Tian Er, these people were just passing by in her life yet she gave them everything they needed for their own lives.
Darkness like death, silence like death, the most infamous jail cell in the vast wilderness made any prisoner seek death, but to Shi Qi and Xiao Liu, as they talked they didn’t even feel like time was passing. Shi Qi was so grateful that Zhuan Xu locked him up in the same cell as Xiao Liu, and only here did he have the courage to reveal his greatest wish. He even wished now to never leave, he was willing to spend an entire lifetime here with Xiao Liu. When the footsteps of the jailer sounded, Shi Qi felt like it was much too short.
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My Analysis Part 9
Please see the highlights. If I said anything wrong, of course you can point me out.
About Tushan Jing
According to Ye Shi Qi the former self as Tushan Jing was prized man, born wealthy with refine talents in arts. Since childhood, he was spoiled by his family. He was an expert of expert whom several smart beings had to look up to. The only unfortunate matter was that he had the brother who looked at him as the product of the suffering. The brother did everything to let out his anger and downgraded feelings on Tushan Jing. Only after three years of torture and humilations, and he realized that Tushan Jing was a lie. It was just a title after all.
A Reborn Phoenix
Tushan Jing was nearly dead, both his body and soul. Nevertheless he approached to the warmth of the sun before he thought he was going to die. But his time was just not over yet and his savior appeared. Even with scars and on body and soul, he was very much alive. If we recalled chapter one, his torture was specific cuttings and not one chopped death. The past torture and hatred were never very far away. However, Ye Shi Qi/Tushan Jing knew he could never reborn completely if he embraced the hatred. Because it is not him, who would rather be glad that he still had his whole body to live.
Graditute and Taking Chances
Tushan Jing was grateful to be reborn as Ye Shi Qi. In the last seven chapters, we could see the development of attraction between Ye Shi Qi and Wen Xiao Liu. If I was not spoiled before I would really have thought this story was a BL (Boy Love). After reviving the life, the human attraction and romance was also there for him. Probably at that moment he took what was offered to him with graditute and taking chances on this new growing feelings.
The Promise of Entire Lifetime Against All Odds
The couple was in the prison. In fact, Wen Xiao Liu and Ye Shi Qi were imprisoned by Zhuan Xu. Yet they both were at peace and joyful. This is explained with the line "They did not even feel like time was passing. " Especially Ye Shi Qi, who wished this moment was forever. He felt like he did not want tomorrow anymore. He was grateful of Zhuan Xu. In here, he finally confessed his feelings. There was no words of "I love you". However, Wen Xiao Liu knew it and felt it by his heartbeat. He promised her to get himself free from loveless marriage and and be with her as Ye Shi Qi forever. He talked of the timing 15 years, to keep herself for him, and not to fall in love with another man.
I felt the need to explain here a little bit more. Because this is the area many are critizing the character for which many facts and reasons I sort of disagree. One have to understand that the love between Ye Shi Qi and Wen Xiao Liu is like first love, there is passion. Ye Shi Qi was not flawless. He had his own insecurities, because of his imperfections and family ties, and he was taking this chance for himself to be with her, and so that she would not disappear from his life. In the last couple chapters , he had seen her trying her best to get away from him. (Yes, he also knew he had possible rival). That is why I take this action as a sincere challenge and call out from a man in love. (One has to admit jealousy is common in couple when one is likely to go out with another? Or at least feeling you wish your partner doesn't go with another ? I am say to get a clear view of romantic&passionate love, that is not pure saint love. There's many kind of love). Because everything had exception. Sometimes in emotion matters, right or wrong were not as it seems. The wrong can be right and the right can be wrong. Surely the love between Xiao Jing is commitment. By revealing all about himself, Jing surely is commiting to her. He understands her that he needs to take this first step. Because Wen Xiao Liu would not initiate this chance even if she really wanted it. The tone that was written in the scene, both of them calming. It's surely is not one sided from Ye Shi Qi.
Because of the phrase here, "Shi Qi quietly held Xiao Liu and Xiao Liu quietly listened to his heartbeat. In this place of death, separated from the world’s enticements and entanglements, it made the complicated relationship between a man and a woman so very simple. It was just him and her. Xiao Liu suddenly felt right being here and that was calming."
There is a mentioning of " relationship between a man and a woman" when separated from the world. It is just him and her. By hearing Ye Shi Qi's heartbeating, Xiao Liu was calming. All in all, this promise was heartfully made and accepted by both parties.
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Let me try to capture all of her motives, as I guess there is not only one motive.We saw that Xiao Liu prepared her run away for long, so why is she so eager to run away? ***Xiao Liu's eagerness to run away is rooted in a combination of deep-seated motivations and a carefully calculated response to the challenges and complexities surrounding her. Let's explore the underlying reasons in depth:
Political Intrigue and Unwanted Attention:
- Xiao Liu finds herself entangled in a web of political intrigue, especially with the revelation of Zhuan Xu's identity and the mention of an Imperial Summons. Her reluctance to be involved in political matters and the potential unwanted attention from powerful figures like Zhuan Xu create a sense of urgency to escape.
Protection of Secrets:
- Xiao Liu carries significant secrets, including her knowledge of Tushan Jing's true identity. The need to protect these secrets not only adds to her emotional burden but also presents a constant threat of exposure. Running away becomes a strategy to distance herself from situations where these secrets might be uncovered and imply him further in a more vast and political implications.
Fear of Repercussions:
- There's a palpable fear of the consequences Xiao Liu might face if she stays. The mention of Zhuan Xu's pursuit and the careful planning of departure suggest a proactive approach to avoid potential harm or repercussions. Xiao Liu is aware that her actions and the secrets she holds may have significant consequences.
Longing for Freedom and Independence:
- Xiao Liu's desire for freedom, symbolized by her wish to run away, reflects a longing for a life unburdened by political complexities. The metaphor of looking at the stars and wishing for a carefree trip underscores her yearning for independence in the vast world and a break from the constraints of her current circumstances.
Emotional Turmoil and Past Trauma:
- Xiao Liu's internal struggle and the lack of inquiry from Jing hint at deeper emotional turmoil. The reluctance to disclose her reasons for wanting to escape suggests a history of trauma or experiences that have left a lasting impact on her. Running away becomes a means to distance herself from painful memories or unresolved issues she can't yet face.
Avoidance of Emotional Entanglement:
- The drama highlight the portrayal of Xiao Liu avoiding Jing due to fear that her and his identity might lead to emotional entanglement , it further emphasizes her desire to maintain a certain emotional distance. This avoidance may stem from past experiences or a fear of being vulnerable and emotionally attached.
Preparation and Resourcefulness:
- Xiao Liu's long preparation for her escape underscores her resourcefulness and strategic thinking. This is not a spontaneous decision but a carefully planned move, indicating the seriousness of the threats she perceives and the importance of securing her freedom.
Very brief summary: Xiao Liu's eagerness to run away is a response to a complex interplay of political threats, the need to protect secrets, fear of consequences, a longing for independence, and underlying emotional turmoil with her feelings for Jing, and later includes CX (gege). Her decision is a proactive attempt to navigate a precarious situation and shape her own destiny in a way that minimizes risks and preserves her autonomy.
=> Further:
Forethought and Anticipation:
- Xiao Liu's preparations suggest a high level of foresight and anticipation. She has likely been monitoring the political landscape and assessing potential threats for a considerable period. This foresight allows her to plan her escape methodically, taking into account various contingencies.
- Understanding Political Dynamics:
- The involvement of Zhuan Xu, the revelation of his identity, and the Imperial Summons all point to a complex political scenario. Xiao Liu's ability to grasp the intricate political dynamics indicates a keen intellect. Her preparations are not just about physical escape but also about navigating the political intricacies surrounding her.
Potential Dangers of Bugs Connection:
- Xiao Liu could also wanted to run away from xl controlling through bugs . She has witnesses XL using her and bug to take Xuan's life. And said she have a "bad feeling about it". She saw the bug worked through a certain distance(CX removal). As a physician, Xiao Liu had awareness of bug transfering between her and XL that there's potential surveillance and so she said "I had bad feelings about it!" This is showing that Xiao Liu sensing of controlling through bugs connection. She could need to distance herself from it's activity.
=> It demonstrates a shrewd understanding of the importance of who is in control.
Strategic Departure Plans:
- The decision to leave Hui Chun Clinic in Tian Er's hands and the overall orchestration of her departure showcase Xiao Liu's strategic thinking. She ensures that her absence won't leave a void in the clinic and that her departure will be executed smoothly. This level of planning reflects a desire to minimize the impact of her absence on those she leaves behind.
- The decision to leave Hui Chun Clinic in Tian Er's hands and the overall orchestration of her departure showcase Xiao Liu's strategic thinking. She ensures that her absence won't leave a void in the clinic and that her departure will be executed smoothly. This level of planning reflects a desire to minimize the impact of her absence on those she leaves behind.
Emotional Preparedness:
- Beyond the practical aspects, Xiao Liu's preparations may also include emotional readiness. The decision to distance herself emotionally, as seen in her avoidance of Jing, indicates a proactive effort to mitigate potential emotional entanglements that could complicate her escape. She sees her feelings as a tie, not having control on her jalous reactions is burdening her. In particulary when she is not aware of all the manipulation setting around jing's engagement.
By distancing herself emotionally, especially from Jing, Xiao Liu aims to create a necessary detachment to navigate the complexities of her situation. The burden of uncontrolled emotions, particularly jealousy and the emotional ties she perceives, could potentially hinder her ability to make rational decisions.
Xiao Liu's awareness of the manipulation surrounding Jing's engagement adds another dimension to her emotional preparedness. It showcases her keen understanding of the political machinations and the potential emotional toll they could take on her. Thus, her decision to create emotional distance becomes not only a means of self-preservation but also a strategy to maintain clarity and focus amidst the intricate web of political and personal challenges.
- Beyond the practical aspects, Xiao Liu's preparations may also include emotional readiness. The decision to distance herself emotionally, as seen in her avoidance of Jing, indicates a proactive effort to mitigate potential emotional entanglements that could complicate her escape. She sees her feelings as a tie, not having control on her jalous reactions is burdening her. In particulary when she is not aware of all the manipulation setting around jing's engagement.
Long-Term Planning:
- Her long-term planning hints at a sustained effort to carve out a path for herself, indicating a commitment to a future free from the constraints of her current circumstances.
- CONCLUSION
Xiao Liu's eagerness to run away is rooted in a complex interplay of political threats, emotional entanglements, and a deep-seated desire for freedom. Her meticulous preparations, spanning both practical and emotional aspects, highlight the gravity of the challenges she perceives. Beyond the immediate political dangers, Xiao Liu recognizes the emotional ties that bind her, particularly her jealousy and the emotional burden of her feelings for Jing.
Her avoidance of Jing and the creation of emotional distance underscore a proactive effort to disentangle herself from potential complications that could arise during her escape. Xiao Liu sees her own emotions, especially her jealousy, as a potential hindrance to her plans. The lack of awareness about the manipulations surrounding Jing's engagement adds another layer of complexity, fueling her urgency to distance herself emotionally.
- However, the narrative takes a nuanced turn with Jing's unwavering determination to accompany Xiao Liu. His willingness to help, despite the risks and challenges, reflects a genuine love and loyalty. Xiao Liu's acceptance of Jing's presence in her escape signifies a profound shift in their relationship. It suggests that, amidst the political turmoil and personal struggles, Xiao Liu finds solace and support in Jing's companionship. The unspoken understanding between them becomes a source of strength, offering Xiao Liu a counterbalance to the uncertainties of her journey.
In essence, Xiao Liu's eagerness to run away is a multidimensional response to both external threats and internal conflicts. Jing's steadfast commitment to accompany and support her adds a layer of emotional depth to the narrative, highlighting the evolving loving dynamics of their relationship in the face of adversity.
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`Part 2 chapter 8
The escape of Xiao Liu
[The group continued on until dark when they returned to the inn for dinner before sleeping outside to guard the goods being transported. It was Summer so it wasn’t cold out at night. The entire town was asleep and the stars out were especially bright. Xiao Liu raised his head to look at the stars and wished for a duck neck to gnaw on to make this feel like a trip rather than running away.
Jing said “If you’re tired, go to sleep.”
Xiao Liu replied “It’s crazy outside of town, isn’t it?” Zhuan Xu thought he left town so was searching outside but in truth he was still in town.
Jing explained “Tomorrow the messenger group will depart for Gao Xing.” Xiao Liu laughed, Zhuan Xu would never think that he was running away from going to Gao Xing would then be headed to Gao Xing. Xiao Liu said to Jing “I thought you were so honest, who knew you were this sneaky.”
Jing said “Tomorrow will be exhausting, you rest leaning on me.” Xiao Liu looked up at the stars and said nothing. A raspy voice said “I. Am Shi Qi.”
Xiao Liu still looked up at the stars and said nothing, but after a few moments his head slowly tilted and lightly rested on Shi Qi’s shoulder. Shi Qi didn’t dare move as if afraid he would scare him away. Until he heard Xiao Liu sleeping did he slightly turn his head to gently look down on the sleeping Xiao Liu..................................................
Shi Qi answered “When we entered there was a very powerful being nearby so I completely concealed my power aura. I don’t know if he registered us.”
Xiao Liu said “Perhaps it’s a high ranking Gao Xing general that is stationed here.” But he didn’t feel all that at ease.
Shi Qi said “No matter who, we have to be alert. Rest well tonight.”............................
In the middle of the night Xiao Liu heard a commotion and immediately sat up. He saw Shi Qi pour all the water in the room on the ground around them before saying “The Godly army has surrounded the inn, and there are two very powerful Gods in the mix. I can’t even beat one of them.”
Xiao Liu chuckled “If we successfully escaped then I would be disappointed in Zhuan Xu. He is pretty capable.”
Shi Qi said “I let you down.”
“No you didn’t! Zhuan Xu used the power of two Kingdoms to chase us. You helped me all on your own. It’s a miracle we escaped this far.”
Shi Qi asked “How much do you not want to see the Grand Emperor?”
Xiao Liu thought “I would rather die than see him.”
Shi Qi put a fox shaped satchel in Xiao Liu’s hand “I can’t beat them but I can stall them. My winged ride is due Northeast. You run in that direction then raise the satchel and call like a fox. It will come pick you up.”
Xiao Liu grabbed Shi Qi’s hand “Will they kill you?”
“I am Tu Shan Jing, even if the Grand Emperor was here he would have to consider before killing me. Mere generals won’t even dare.”
Xiao Liu laughed “Then I’m going to abandon you and run.”
Shi Qi grabbed his shoulder with his voice slightly shaking “Let me see your true face.”
Xiao Liu smiled and shook his head “No.”
Shi Qi stared at Xiao Liu with unspeakable sorrow in his eyes. Once he walked out of here, Xiao Liu can become anyone else. Once Xiao Liu stopped being Xiao Liu, then Shi Qi would never be able to find him again.
Xiao Liu stared at him “Are you still willing to risk incurring the wrath of the Grand Emperor and help me escape?”
Shi Qi nodded.
Zhuan Xu’s booming voice reached them “Wen Xiao Liu, get your sorry behind out here! If you run again, I’ll break both your scrawny legs!”
“Change into one of their soldiers and run away” Shi Qi told him.
Shi Qi transformed the water into smoke and it became a mist surrounding him. He transformed into Wen Xiao Liu and walked to the window and opened it. Zhuan Xu said “Now you obediently come out here and I’ll consider not making you suffer as much.”
The mist gradually expanded from the room and floated outside and became so dense and thick it formed a maze. Zhuan Xu was furious and ordered the mist maze stopped immediately.
Xiao Liu could see in the maze thanks to the fox satchel Shi Qi gave him. He transformed into one of Zhuan Xu’s servants and silently slipped out of the inn.
Xiao Liu ran due Northeast and he raised the fox satchel high and a large crane descended. Xiao Liu climbed on the back of the crane and it took off continuing Northeast. Xiao Liu looked back and didn’t feel at ease.
Zhuan Xu’s angry thunderous voice reached him “Wen Xiao Liu, the person with you right now is Ye Shi Qi. I don’t have a problem with killing one Ye Shi Qi.”
Xiao Liu sighed – he really was able to be cold and heartless at the blink of an eye, thorough and unyielding. No wonder the Yellow Emperor liked Zhuan Xu.
Xiao Liu transformed back into being Wen Xiao Liu and turned back. After some time, he saw Zhuan Xu flying towards him and behind him Shi Qi was trussed up in a cage.
A servant came forward and Xiao Liu allowed himself to be captured. Zhuan Xu stared coldly at Xiao Liu and ordered “Break both his legs.” The servant kicked both of Xiao Liu’s legs and both snapped. Xiao Liu collapsed on the ground.
“Throw him in the cage.”
Xiao Liu was thrown in the cage and he crawled towards Shi Qi “Shi Qi….Shi Qi…..”
Shi Qi’s eyes were tightly shut and he was unconscious. Xiao Liu examined him and relaxed, Shi Qi had used all his powers as one to fight with many so he depleted all his energy and was passed out. He had no internal injuries and was in no life threatening danger.
Xiao Liu’s legs were in excruciating pain and he leaned on Shi Qi and murmured to himself “If I knew it was so painful to run, I would have chosen not to run. But if I didn’t run, then I would have never known that you would do anything for me. But what shall I do now? It would have been better had you not helped me. I could have easily severed my longing and hope. Or when we were surrounded back there, it would have been better had you not told me to run away by myself. Xan Tian Er’s life is a struggle, and when a man thinks he is helping her by easing her struggle, he is putting her into a different kind of struggle. She is now struggling with the fear that he would leave her one day and she’s left struggling all alone again. Which of the two struggles is harder? Perhaps most women choose to struggle with a man easing her load, at least there is some happiness, some hope that the man won’t let go one day. But I’m not like that! I would rather be roasted all alone, struggle all alone, because at least my hands are free. Pain makes me hope for escape, a man’s hands make me fear he’ll let go. I would then reach out and hold onto him tightly, collect all the happiness tightly. Right now Xan Tian Er is able to save herself because I helped her. But who will help me? The Gods can help humans, but who will help the Gods? No one! I still feel it’s safer to hide in my shell. I’ve suffered so much in my life already, I don’t want to suffer more, I don’t want to be hurt more…..”]
During the escape we see Xiao Liu accepting Jing's support of comfort. `Xiao liu hesitated but finally accepted it by resting his head on Jing'shoulder. The hesitation is due to him still battling inside his mixed feeling of severing tie with Jing versus the growing longing feeling he has towards Jing. This is understandable as he did not except Jing to pass his test. This little moment between then remind me of the embrace they shared at Jing residence, when he has been injured during Xiang liu and Xuan battle. Jing later on is kind of worried that he may have let Xiao Liu down but he is reassured by Xiao Liu of the contrary. We see Xiao Liu worried about Jing fate aka being killed when Jing reassured his that nothing like that will happen to him, Xioa Liu then replied: "Then I’m going to abandon you and run.”. `I think the choice these words by Xiao is deliberate by the writer . Xiao Liu could have said for example, `I am going or anything similar but used the word "abandon "an "run". This is because here it is exactly what Xiao Liu is doing and he knows it. After all who normally would run away when the feeling of longing for someone one intensify? bare in mind that I am nott dismissing Xiao Liu fears of abandonment when I am doing this analysis. Another point is Xiao Liu strong word regarding how much he does not want to see the grand emperor. Xiao Liu is runing away rather than facing his fears.
Back to Jing and Xiao Liu. We see that Jing asked `Xiao Liu to show him his true face to which `Xiao Liu declined with a smile and this brought sadness to Jing. This shows us that Jing did not pay attention to the words of the fake Xiao Liu doll earlier on : [ The fake Xiao Liu doll laughed like Xiao Liu and spoke in the exact same voice as him “You don’t even know what you look like yourself, why blame me?”.. ] Xiao Liu does not remember his true face so cannot fulfil Jing wish anyway, even if he wanted to or not. Therefore the NO here has more than 1 meaning : ' No " =he does not want to ( which we do not know for sure since Xiao Liu was going to use a new face anyway once he has successfully escaped ) or 'No"= he cannot( which we know. thanks to fake Xiao Liu ).
Xiao Liu again asked if Jing is still willing to risk incurring the wrath of the grand emperor for him to which again Jing nodded = yes. To me it makes no sense that Xiao Liu be asking this again after all he has now known the extend of `Jing. commitment to helping him. Here Xiao `Liu is still kind of in disbelieve regarding what Jing has been doing for him even though he has been demonstrating it. He wanted an extra confirmation as he is indeed leaving
Xiao Liu changing his features and leave. Jing urged him to run away since it is what Xiao Liu has said he wanted to do. Xioa Liu turned back when `Xuan threatened to kill Ye she Qi. his leg got broken and he is put in thrown in the same cage as Jing who has been captured and is unconscious. Xiaol Liu is released that Jing is indeed not dead. What Xiao Liu murmur tohimself as leaning on Jing is important and I love them:
"If I knew it was so painful to run, I would have chosen not to run." Here Xiao Liu is not just referring to the excrutiating pain of her broken legs but of the expanding feeling of longing is has been experiencing since Jing unexpected reply : Fine without any conditions.
"if I didn’t run, then I would have never known that you would do anything for me". This is not true because Xiao Liu has knows that Jing said he would do anything for him and has done so several times already.
"It would have been better had you not helped me. I could have easily severed my longing and hope.". here Xiao Liu is putting the blame on Jing. We know that he went purposely to test Jing. He could have run away without having to see Jing and this would have helped severing the longing and hope even though not immediately.
" it would have been better had you not told me to run away by myself. "Tian Er’s life is a struggle, and when a man thinks he is helping her by easing her struggle, he is putting her into a different kind of struggle. She is now struggling with the fear that he would leave her one day and she’s left struggling all alone again. Which of the two struggles is harder? Perhaps most women choose to struggle with a man easing her load, at least there is some happiness, some hope that the man won’t let go one day. But I’m not like that! I would rather be roasted all alone, struggle all alone, because at least my hands are free. Again Xiao Liu is putting the blame on Jing, the underlined in red word show again Xiao Liu fear of abandonment. the green part to me showed Xiao Liu lie to himself. because we have seen that Xiao Liu thought multiple times regarding his longing for companionship and someone who would hold his hand not letting go. This is a true cased of what is in his heart is different to what he is stating right now.
"Pain makes me hope for escape,"Xiao Liu is not just referring to the pain like when she was with the 9 tails fox but to the pain due not his feeling of longing and hope hence he want to escape it by running away, be free from it. I also think he is referring the the physical pain he had suffered by Xiang Liu. ( there is a lot of things Xiao Liu does not know about the bug). Xiao Liu has before said to himself that he was tired of the pain inflicted by Xiang L when Xiang L used him to hurt Xuan and at other instance he had implied as much.
"A man’s hands make me fear he’ll let go. I would then reach out and hold onto him tightly, collect all the happiness tightly. This is contradictory to what Xiao Liu has actually been doing since he has been leaving, running away rejecting any nice moments he could have with Jing.....
" Right now Xan Tian Er is able to save herself because I helped her who will help me? The Gods can help humans, but who will help the Gods? No one! I still feel it’s safer to hide in my shell. I’ve suffered so much in my life already, I don’t want to suffer more, I don’t want to be hurt more….] Xiao Liu is forgetting that Tian 'er 1rst gave the chance to herself to be saved hence why he Xiao Liu was able to help her. Xiao also is forgetting that when he had been captured by the fox years ago, he gave himself the chance to free himself . No one help them both `tian'er and him 1rst. Xiao Liu rather hide in his shell than help himself because he has suffered a lot already and does not want to suffer anymore ( abandonment issue here and physical pains ). Xiao Liu is forgetting that nothing in life comes free. One has to give himself a chance. for example he had to kill the 9 tails fox to be free. He had to do it himself. WXL is as far as `I see his own worse enemy so to speak because he does not give himself chances / hope anymore.
We will see later on in the chapter that Xiao Liu will give himself a chance.
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This is my 2 cents regarding how I understood chapter 8 so far.
I have also updated my 1st part see page 349 again today as I noticed some thing that I needed to mention. please bear in mind that it is only my analysis of how I understood the chapter.
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Chapter 8
@Winny :My Analysis Part 10
The jailers politely welcomed them out with a changed attitude, and even brought a stretcher to carry Xiao Liu gently. Shi Qi didn’t want them to touch Xiao Liu so picked her up and carried her out of the jail cell. It was midday outside and the sun was so bright it hurt Xiao Liu’s eyes and she quickly closed it.
Xiao Liu heard Zhuan Xu ask Shi Qi “How do you want me to treat you here. Ye Shi Qi or….”
Shi Qi’s answer was direct “Ye Shi Qi.”
Zhuan Xu said “Follow me.”
Xiao Liu opened her eyes and they were walking along the edge of the cliff. To the right was the vast ocean, waves and waves were pounding the black rocks. Xiao Liu suddenly felt her heart sense, she sensed someone was calling her. She said to Shi Qi “To the edge of the ocean.”
Shi Qi carried Xiao Liu down stone steps, through the forest, to the edge of the ocean. Standing on the cliff, Zhuan Xu didn’t stop them and instead silently followed behind.
Another set of waves rolled towards the cliff and as the blue waves rose higher and higher, at the top a white shadow rode the waves towards Xiao Liu. The white shadow stood steady on top of the wave, white robe and white hair, wearing a mask. He stood in the middle of the waves like a white lily, pure and untouched, extraordinary and beautiful.
All the servants rushed forward but Zhuan Xu stared in bemusement and asked “Xiang Liu, you want to kill me that much that you chased me all the way to Five Gods Mountain?”
Xiang Liu laughed “This time I’m not here for you, Prince.” He looked at Xiao Liu “You got your legs broken? What did you do that sent all the Gao Xing soldiers running around like headless chickens?”
Xiao Liu suddenly remembered that Xiang Liu had the bug in him so when her leg was broken, he must have felt it. Xiao Liu laughed “With my little measly ability? Nothing, it’s just a misunderstanding.”
Xiang Liu said “Underneath you is the ocean.”
Xiao Liu understood what he was saying. If she jumped into the ocean then Xiang Liu would take her away. But this was Five Gods Mountain, and the Gao Xing tribe had a lot of generals who were water-based powers. Xiang Liu could come and go if he was alone, but if he had to take another person along, it would be a death sentence. And if she left, what would happen to Shi Qi?
Xiao Liu smiled “Thank you, but I’d rather not owe you too many favors.” Xiao Liu said to Shi Qi “Go back.”
Shi Qi stepped off the rock and walked back. Xiang Liu merely smiled at Xiao Liu turning down his offer “Don’t forget, the debt you owe me, a dead person can’t repay it.”
Xiao Liu laughed “Don’t worry, I’m a coward, I’ll be around for you to collect.”
Xiang Liu’s eyes glanced across Shi Qi’s face and then landed on Zhuan Xu. He said “Farewell!” before disappearing in the waves. The servants wanted to give chase but Zhuan Xu said “No need, he came from the sea and he’ll leave from the sea. In the future, strengthen the guards along the edge of the mountain.”
Xiao Liu stared at the breaking waves on the jagged rocks and felt rather dazed. Xiang Liu traveled tens of thousands of miles, just to ask her two questions?
Xiang Liu and the Bug Connection
We can see that through their bugs connection, Xiang Liu could call on Wen Xiao Liu. He had travelled all the way to save her or get her.
Probably it was late.
Wen Xiao Liu thought if he went with Xiang Liu. They probably could not escape. She could not believe he could beat Five God Mountain. And she thought about Shiqi, and thought about might happen to Shiqi. Wen Xiao Liu was stunned about Xiang Liu travelled all the way here and asked her those two questions.
The way Xiang Liu looked at Zhuan Xu and Shiqi is something. I don't know. There's some feelings there. Could Xiang Liu probably know that those two men are important in Wen Xiao Liu's life?
Their bugs connection between them was acknowledged again.
Xiang Liu was again described as being beautiful again. I wonder if it was Xiao Liu thinking or just the context! Nevertheless, Wen Xiao Liu had turned down Xiang Liu's offer to escape. If we could recalled Xiao Liu had said to Jing that she would rather die than to meet King of Gao Xing/Five Gods Mountains/Haoling. But did she say that just to test Jing/Shiqi? Probably. However, we all know she did not want to get back to Gao Xing. But right now the tone of the context is calmer. She probably was more reasonable. She suddenly did not want death to come. Then she thought about how Shiqi would be if she left. (Actually, in Thai version, it's translated "what will Shiqi do if she left"). It surely showing her bond towards Shiqi that she did not want to leave too. (Showing concern).
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Replying on winny's :Chapter 8
My Analysis Part 8
It's Just You and Me.
************************** Dragon scene in Chapter 8***********************************************(ep.14)
Symbols:
Dragon Bone Prison: The prison itself symbolizes confinement and despair. However, for Shi Qi and Xiao Liu, it transforms into a unique space where they can share their deepest thoughts and feelings. It becomes a metaphorical cocoon for their emotional connection.
Darkness and Silence: The darkness and silence within the prison are typically associated with death and despair. However, for Shi Qi and Xiao Liu, these elements create an intimate atmosphere where they can be vulnerable and open with each other. It symbolizes the contrast between the external appearance of their surroundings and the emotional warmth they share.
Heartbeat: The heartbeat serves as a powerful symbol of life, connection, and intimacy. Shi Qi holding Xiao Liu while she listens to his heartbeat reflects their emotional closeness. It symbolizes the pulse of life within the seemingly lifeless environment of the prison.
2. Tone:
Intimacy and Warmth: The overall tone of the scene is intimate and warm. Despite being in a grim environment, Shi Qi and Xiao Liu find solace in each other's company. The tone is marked by a sense of emotional closeness and shared vulnerability.
Reflective and Contemplative: The characters engage in reflective and contemplative dialogue. They share personal stories, fears, and hopes. This adds a layer of depth to the tone, making it more introspective and philosophical.
Romantic: The romantic undertones are evident in Shi Qi's declaration of wanting to spend a lifetime with Xiao Liu. The palm promise and the willingness to wait for each other contribute to the romantic atmosphere of the scene.
3.Words and Language:
Metaphors and Imagery: The language used includes metaphors and imagery that convey the depth of emotions. Phrases like "place of death" and "separated from the world’s enticements" create a vivid mental image, highlighting the stark contrast between their emotional world and the harsh reality of the prison.
Poetic Elements: The prose includes poetic elements, especially when describing the impact of Xiao Liu on Shi Qi's life. Phrases like "In your eyes, I was still a man… a man who affected you" contribute to the emotional and poetic quality of the writing.
Dialogue: The dialogue is crucial in revealing the characters' true selves. Shi Qi's admission of vulnerability and Xiao Liu's responses are characterized by a unique blend of humor, teasing, and sincerity. The dialogue captures the essence of their relationship.
Overall Impression: The dragon scene in the prison is a poignant exploration of love, vulnerability, and shared intimacy. It transforms a seemingly desolate setting into a space where emotions flourish. The symbolism, tone, and language work together to convey the depth of Shi Qi and Xiao Liu's connection, making it a pivotal and emotionally charged moment in the narrative.
It showcases the resilience of love in the face of adversity and the transformative power of genuine emotional connection.
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1.Tushan Jing's Transformation:
Illusion of Perfection: Tushan Jing's initial identity is portrayed as an illusion of perfection. Born into wealth and talent, he was the prized child who garnered admiration from others. However, this perfection was shattered through years of torture and humiliation, revealing the vulnerability beneath the facade.
Reborn Phoenix Metaphor: The imagery of Tushan Jing approaching the warmth of the sun despite expecting death symbolizes his rebirth. It signifies a new beginning, a chance to embrace life and love. The scars on his body and soul serve as a testament to his resilience and the transformative power of genuine care.
*****Transformation and Rebirth:
- Tushan Jing's journey from a tortured soul to Ye Shi Qi represents a transformation and rebirth. His ability to let go of hatred and embrace gratitude and love signifies personal growth. This transformation, rather than a sign of weakness, underscores his capacity for change and redemption.
2.Gratitude and Taking Chances:
Development of Attraction: The story beautifully navigates the development of attraction between Ye Shi Qi and Wen Xiao Liu. Beyond the initial survival aspect, genuine feelings of romance and affection blossom. The gratitude Shi Qi feels for being reborn extends to the newfound emotions he experiences with Xiao Liu.
Taking Chances on Love: Shi Qi's decision to take a chance on this growing affection is a poignant aspect. It reflects the human tendency to seek love and connection even in the most unexpected circumstances. The acceptance of what is offered with gratitude resonates with the theme of embracing opportunities for happiness.
The Promise of an Entire Lifetime:
3.Prison as a Paradoxical Haven:
The prison, though imposed by Zhuan Xu, paradoxically becomes a haven for Shi Qi and Xiao Liu. The silence and darkness, typically associated with despair, create an environment for them to share their deepest emotions. The desire for this moment to last forever reflects the intensity of their connection.
15-Year Promise: Shi Qi's promise to free himself from the loveless marriage and return to Xiao Liu after 15 years is layered with both passion and practicality. It's a commitment made in the heat of the moment, fueled by love, jealousy, and a genuine desire to be with Xiao Liu. The time frame adds an element of challenge and waiting, emphasizing the depth of his feelings.
Sincere Challenge and Commitment: Imperfections and Insecurities: Shi Qi's imperfections and insecurities, stemming from his past and family ties, add depth to his character. His decision to take the first step toward love is a sincere challenge to himself and a commitment to Xiao Liu. It showcases vulnerability and a willingness to confront personal demons for the sake of love.
****Commitment to Love:
- Tushan Jing's promise to Ye Shi Qi is a commitment to love, and love is often associated with vulnerability. The willingness to wait 15 years and the sincerity in his words demonstrate a genuine desire for a meaningful connection. It takes courage to express such feelings, especially given his complex past.
Complexity of Romantic Love: The scene beautifully captures the complexity of romantic love. It's not portrayed as a pristine, saintly emotion but rather as a passionate, imperfect journey. Shi Qi's and Xiao Liu jealousies, insecurty, and the emotional challenges they face make their love story more relatable and human.
4.Relationship Between a Man and a Woman:
Simplicity Amid Complexity: The mention of the relationship between a man and a woman being simplified in the prison setting highlights the purity of their connection. In the midst of life's enticements and entanglements, their relationship becomes a simple yet profound bond, stripped of external complexities.
Heartbeat as a Symbol:
The emphasis on listening to the heartbeat signifies the authenticity of their connection. It transcends words and external factors, becoming a symbol of the unspoken understanding between them. In conclusion, the dragon scene not only advances the romantic plot but also delves into the characters' vulnerabilities, desires, and the complexities of love. It beautifully navigates the transformation of Tushan Jing into Ye Shi Qi and the evolution of their relationship in the most unexpected of circumstances. The sincerity and commitment expressed in this scene lay a strong foundation for the emotional journey ahead.
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*** As Ye Shi Qi is portrayed as a rising phoenix—symbolizing his rebirth, resilience, and transformation from the ashes of his past—then Wen Xiao Liu could be likened to the nurturing flame or the guiding force that facilitates Shi Qi's renewal and growth. While Shi Qi undergoes a process of rejuvenation and transcends his painful history, Xiao Liu plays a crucial role in providing the warmth, support, and care necessary for his emotional healing.
(Nb:You can relate to ch.6 THua co-relation of Tushan Jing/Yeshiqi and the Sun:https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/119991-tushan-jing-and-xiao-yao-here-s-to-a-happily-ever-after&page=7?page=341- where the text of Jing's arrival, coinciding with the description of the bright sun, suggest that his presence brings light into Xiao Liu's life, possibly indicating a positive turn of events or a moment of happiness. Also the choice in that ch.6 scene between them, to add the blossoming flowers in the sun lighted yard. See even Tushan Jing first appearence out of his bandage in front of Xiao Liu......)
In this metaphorical sense:
Phoenix (Shi Qi):
- Represents resilience, rising from challenges, and a symbolic rebirth.
- Embodies the transformation of Tushan Jing into Ye Shi Qi, shedding the old self and emerging stronger.
- Experiences a rebirth not only in terms of personal growth but also in the realm of love.
Nurturing Flame- The Blooming flower (Xiao Liu):
- Symbolizes the supportive and nurturing element that enables the phoenix to rise.
- Represents the emotional and caring presence that helps Shi Qi heal from his past wounds.
- Acts as the loving force that kindles the flame of romance and passion in Shi Qi's renewed life. Express the fuel of her further grow/transformation (further in story).
Text extract: "Xiao Liu’s mouth was suddenly shut by Shi Qi’s hand. Xiao Liu struggled but Shi Qi wouldn’t release his hand. Finally Xiao Liu naughtily licked the center of his palm with his tongue and Shi Qi was like being hit with an electric shock and released him. Xiao Liu was also shocked by what he just did and his mouth was gaping open and his entire face was flaming red.]"
1+2 = Loving Connection (It's Just You and Me):
- Emphasizes the intimate and exclusive bond between Shi Qi and Xiao Liu.
- Highlights the simplicity and purity of their relationship in the face of external challenges.
- The phrase "It's Just You and Me" signifies the depth of their love and the unique connection they share, free from external entanglements.
In this metaphor, the narrative not only portrays Ye Shi Qi's personal transformation but also explores the romantic dimensions of his connection with Wen Xiao Liu. Their love becomes an integral part of Shi Qi's rebirth, symbolizing the power of love to heal and rejuvenate the human spirit.
Together, they form a complementary relationship—a dynamic where one undergoes transformation and renewal, while the other provides the necessary conditions for that transformation to occur. "The phoenix and the nurturing flame-blooming flower" work in harmony to create a powerful and meaningful connection between themselves.
In Lost You Forever , XiaoJing's Love is Simplicity Amid Complexity:
- In the complexity of their respective pasts and the challenges they face, the simplicity of "It's Just You and Me" captures the essence of their relationship.
- The scene conveys that, even in the most complex and difficult situations, the purity of their connection remains unclouded.
******Tong Hua raw words resonates deeply=>
Authenticity and Intimacy:
- Simple words often convey a sense of authenticity and raw emotion. In this intimate and vulnerable moment between Shi Qi and Xiao Liu, the use of uncomplicated language makes their exchange feel genuine and sincere.
Focus on Emotion:
- The simplicity of the language allows the emphasis to be placed on the emotions and sentiments expressed by the characters. Readers can more readily connect with the feelings of gratitude, love, and vulnerability conveyed in the scene.
Clarity in Symbolism:
- The symbolism in the scene, such as the phoenix metaphor and the contrast between life and death, remains clear and impactful due to the straightforward language. Complex words might have obscured the underlying messages.
Subtle Power of Simplicity:
- In some cases, simple language can carry a subtle power that complex words might not achieve. The unadorned words used by the characters in this scene add a layer of authenticity and sincerity to their declaration
Universal Themes:
- The use of simple language aligns with the exploration of universal themes such as love, rebirth, and resilience. These themes transcend linguistic barriers and resonate with readers on a fundamental level.
Reflecting Characters' Personalities:
- Considering the personalities of the characters involved, Xiao Liu and Shi Qi, the choice of simpler language may align with their straightforward and genuine natures. It reflects their personalities and how they communicate with each other.
In essence, the decision to use simple language enhances the emotional impact of the scene, making it a poignant and relatable moment in the narrative. It allows readers to fully engage with the characters' emotions and the profound nature of their connection.
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@Wynny Aye
"Graditute and Taking Chances
Tushan Jing was grateful to be reborn as Ye Shi Qi. In the last seven chapters, we could see the development of attraction between Ye Shi Qi and Wen Xiao Liu. If I was not spoiled before I would really have thought this story was a BL (Boy Love). After reviving the life, the human attraction and romance was also there for him. Probably at that moment he took what was offered to him with graditute and taking chances on this new growing feelings."
I love that you are pointing that Jing is like a reborn phoenix. indeed he is . What caught me in your analysis is that you are highighinbt the difference between Xiao `Liu and `Jing. . He is the one who is not scared to take the chance that life is giving him. He is taking chances with his feeling. He is not scared to confess regardless of his disfigured body. I love this about him. ~When Tu Shan Jing ewnats something he will do everything to get it. " This was about his business skills. this now applies to love for the 1rt time for `Jing.
the part in read is what Jing represent to Xiao Liu and to himself. This is what we will see later on made `Xiao liu longed for him.
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....mentioning of " relationship between a man and a woman" when separated from the world. It is just him and her. By hearing Ye Shi Qi's heartbeating, Xiao Liu was calming. All in all, this promise was heartfully made and accepted by both parties."
this is indeed Xiao Liu and Jing 1rst love as a man and a woman. I. totally agree with you. Jing has his insecurity and there is nothing wrong in him asking that for 15 years Xiao Liu does not let another person in her heart. He himself does not have another in his heart. And yes WXL agreed to the promise understanding what it involved. For the 1rst time she made a promise to someone knowing fully what she had to do before accepting it. She was not threatened at all , nor physically abused, nor forced to agree to the promise. Jing did not withhold information from her. he had "laid everything on the table " so to speak and had let Xiao Liu make her own decision. I love this about him.
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@Wynny Aye
"We can see that through their bugs connection, Xiang Liu could call on Wen Xiao Liu. He had travelled all the way to save her or get her....Probably it was late. "
nice catch here. XL did came later. He has the bug connection now. so he must have known instantly her pain when her leg was broken. I wonder where he was and how far.
I like that she turned down his offer to escape. for me it showed that she was maybe ready to face grand emperor while caring about the safety of the SQ, XL as well.
Regarding Xiao Liu calmness now, I think maybe because Jing is now be by her side so she will not be alone and he will offer her emotional support if she needs?
I like that you caught this shift in Xiao Liu behaviour .
Symbolika1:I like that you caught this shift in Xiao Liu behaviour .
(continue)@Symb.reply to @Peng:
Xiao Liu - shift moment analysis:
Let's try to dig this point....trying to understand her motives and behavior shift.
There is a significant Xiao Liu's shift in behavior, particularly her decision to turn down Xiang Liu's offer to escape, reflects a nuanced evolution in her character and priorities.
Key aspects of this shift:
- Testing Jing/Shi Qi:
Xiao Liu's earlier statement about preferring death over returning to Gao Xing could have been a strategic test, a way to gauge Jing/Shi Qi's reaction and commitment. By refusing Xiang Liu's offer, she demonstrates a more reasoned and measured approach, indicating that her initial declaration might have been a tactic to assess the depth of Jing/Shi Qi's feelings for her....
- Calmer Tone:
The calmer tone in the current scene context suggests a certain level of acceptance and pragmatism. Xiao Liu might have realized that an impulsive decision to embrace death is no more a solution. The presence of Jing/Shi Qi has likely influenced this shift, providing her with emotional support and altering her perspective on facing challenges.
- Concern for Shi Qi:
The mention of Xiao Liu thinking about how Shi Qi would fare if she left underscores a deepening bond and concern for his well-being. This shift in focus from her own fate to Shi Qi's reflects a growing emotional connection and a willingness to prioritize the safety and happiness of her loved one.
- Xiang Liu's Bug Connection:
With Xiang Liu having the bug, he instantly feels her pain when her leg is broken. This connection might have influenced her decision to reject Xiang Liu's offer, as escaping with him could endanger Shi Qi. It showcases her consideration for the potential consequences of her actions on the one she cares about. She could have left. She choose Yeshiqi.
- Emotional Support from Shi Qi/Jing:
The presence of Shi Qi/Jing by her side likely contributes to Xiao Liu's newfound calmness. Tushan Jing/Shi Qi is like as a stabilizing force, influencing her to approach challenges with a clearer mindset and a willingness to confront rather than evade.
In summary: Xiao Liu's shift in behavior can be attributed to a combination of factors=> her testing of Jing/Shi Qi's commitment, a calmer and more reasoned outlook, a deepening concern for Shi Qi's well-being, the immediate connection with Xiang Liu through the bug upset her for Shiqi, and the emotional support provided by Jing/Shi Qi. It's show the evolution of Xiao Liu's character, portraying her as someone who navigates challenges with a quick strategic thinking, emotional depth, and a growing understanding of the importance of her relationship with Yeshiqi.
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Symbolika1:*****
Chapter 8
Part 3- Dragon's Bone prison - the crucial steps in their journey to forever never parting.
Jing and Xiao Liu have been put in the drago's bones prison.
[The cell door closed and Xiao Liu crawled over to Shi Qi, hitting him a few times angrily before snuggling by his side. It was pitch black in the cell and Xiao Liu closed his eyes as he felt the waves of pain from his leg hit him. Gradually he also passed out from the pain.
When Xiao Liu woke up, he didn’t know how much time had passed but he felt someone holding his hand. He moved and heard Shi Qi “Xiao Liu, you’re awake?”
“Yup, I’m in pain for laying too long.”
Shi Qi sat up and wanted to help Xiao Liu up but touched his leg and Xiao Liu yelped in pain. Shi Qi held him “You’re hurt?”
“Yeah.”
“Where?
“My legs.”
Shi Qi felt Xiao Liu’s legs and the pain lessened but Xiao Liu quickly said “You’re also injured, don’t use your powers.”
Shi Qi ignored him and touched the other leg and Xiao Liu yelled “Be good!”
Shi Qi said nothing and after he touched the legs Xiao Liu felt the pain lessen a lot. Shi Qi helped Xiao Liu up AND let him rest on his shoulder to be more comfortable. Shi Qi asked “You don’t want to see the Grand Emperor, is it because he will kill you if he sees you?”
Xiao Liu understood that Shi Qi was not trying to probe but needed to know what the Grand Emperor would do to Xiao Liu so that he could think about the right plan for now that would ensure Xiao Liu’s safety. Xiao Liu was silent for a moment then said “He won’t kill me.”]
{meaning of to snuggle by someone side:
to lie or press closely, as for comfort or from affection; nestle; cuddle: When I wake up early, the children will often come and snuggle beside me when they hear me moving.
SNUGGLE Definition & Usage Examples - Dictionary.com
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Xiao Liu tried to wake Shi Qi up, but was angry that he could not. This shows that though angry, he is worried about Jing. Xiao Liu end up nestling close to him. He is now comfortable with Jing and has accepted him as his support, his comfort. There is a level of intimacy that it is important to note because it has been initiated by Xiao Liu himself just it like earlier on in this chapter. Jing did not force this on Xiao Liu before and here Jing was unconscious. Xiao Liu, then gradually passed out due to the pain from his broken legs. I ended up disliking what Zhuan Xu did here. I understand Xiao Liu transgression but it still pains me because not long ago, Zhuan Xu wanted to consider Xiao Liu as his first friend and we saw earlier on Xiao Liu has surrendered himself.
Xiang Liu has the voodoo bug now, he must have been feeling Xiao Liu's pain the moment his legs got broken. I am assuming that a few hours have passed from that moment till now. Where is he? I know he never explained why he took he bug in the first place but is he not worried? After all Xiao Liu is his personal medicine and he cares about him. Then again why should he be? We know that Xiang Liu only comes on his own terms aka when he wants something from Xiao Liu, when Xiao Liu calls him ( he did this once) and when Jing asked him to help saving Xiao Liu from Xuan prison. We see that Shi Qi did everything within his power to lessen Xiao Liu's pain even at the expense of the little power he has left, at the expense of his own well being. In order to achieve this, he did not listen to Xiao Liu words as he had promised in chapter 1.
Xiao Liu showed here that he knows Shi Qi's behaviour very well and that he is not asking the question because he is curious but because he needed to plan to ensure Xiao Liu safety. This quality has been demonstrated in thus far by Tu Shan Jing. I guess since he is dressed as Shi Qi, he is therefore Shi Qi. Regardless of him being Ye Shi Qi or Tu Shan Jing, his personality is the same, he never pries. Xiao Liu admitted that the grand emperor will not harm him. One cannot help but wonder why then was he so categoric about in his refusal to meet say emperor. (We know why since the drama of course).
[Xiao Liu laughed “I don’t want to see the Grand Emperor for a different reason. Shi Qi, don’t worry about me, I stake my life on it that the Grand Emperor won’t kill me!”
Shi Qi could tell Xiao Liu was being serious so relaxed. Xiao Liu couldn’t help but secretly smile, every person must feel happy to have another worried about their welfare.
Shi Qi quietly held Xiao Liu and Xiao Liu quietly listened to his heartbeat. In this place of death, separated from the world’s enticements and entanglements, it made the complicated relationship between a man and a woman so very simple. It was just him and her. Xiao Liu suddenly felt right being here and that was calming.
Xiao Liu said “How about we never leave here.”
“Fine.”
“What’s fine?”
“It’s fine staying here.”
“What’s fine about it?”
“Just you. And me.”
Xiao Liu laughed knowing that Shi Qi also understood. There was so much that made life complicated purely due to circumstance. The old married couple living in the far off secluded mountains, they were actually the envy of so many who live glamorous lives of conflict.
Xiao Liu asked “Shi Qi, are you so good to me because you are repaying a debt?”
Shi Qi’s body stiffened and he said nothing for a long time. Xiao Liu was leaning on him so could feel his heart beating so fast it might burst out of his chest. Xiao Liu casually added “I saved you, let you stay for 6 years, and now you’ve done everything and more for me. When we get out, we’re really even. You don’t need to worry anymore, I will never go ask you for anything and get you in trouble. I promise to stay far far away from you……”
Xiao Liu’s mouth was suddenly shut by Shi Qi’s hand. Xiao Liu struggled but Shi Qi wouldn’t release his hand. Finally Xiao Liu naughtily licked the center of his palm with his tongue and Shi Qi was like being hit with an electric shock and released him. Xiao Liu was also shocked by what he just did and his mouth was gaping open and his entire face was flaming red.]
These are the important effects of Jing having pass the test had on Xiao Liu. This is where the shift in Xiao Liu's behaviour takes full effect. This where their relationship officially start and we see why in the red highlighted part in the extract above and tin part 4 as we progress:
1- We are witnessing Xiao Liu smiling whilst admitting to himself that it is nice to have someone worried about ones well being = it is nice that Jing is worrying about his well being .
2- In the this place of death, way from the worries and burden of the world and their life, it is just them : Shi Qi and Xiao Liu. Their relationship looks so easy and simple there as a man and a woman. They are sharing an intimate moment as Shin Qi is holding Xiao Liu close to his chest: whilst being held by Shi Qi, Xiao Liu is quietly listening his heartbeat . The writer is showing us that they do not need the help / use of an external factor to connect . Xiao Liu longes for her Shi Qi and Shi Qi longes for his Xiao Liu.
"Xiao Liu felt right being there and it was calming". Here is not only referring to where they are but mostly to `Xiao Liu being in Jing arms. It felt right for Xiao Liu to be there and it is bringing him a feeling of calmness. He proceeded to ask Shi Qi if they stay there (in that moment as they are) and never leave=forever. Shi Qi agrees. Xiao Liu wants to make sure that Jing understand what he meant to with he replies " Just you and I".. Xiao Liu is happy that Jing understood him. No explanation needed. The communication is clear between them and does not need much words. They both wants the same thing : to be together and without worry and care only about each other in a quiet and simple place, free from obligations, duties, family back ground. they would grow old being the envy of all though they would not have much.
Xiao Liu shared his fear about why Shi Qi is treating him with so much TLC (tender loving care). This fear has been there as we saw in previous chapters. Xiao Liu explain himself further in a casual way . Here we see him again trying to pull himself away after having stated what he wants a few moments ago' He makes a promise :" I promised to stay far far away from you" . We know it is actually the opposite of what Xiao Liu really want.( see red in the extra and bold in my analysis). Again we see that Xiao Liu is again trying to deny himself due to his fear abandonment. He knew that what he was saying was affecting Shin Qin very much. He could feel how fast Shi Qi's heart was beating. Shi Qi stopped him from saying any further "none-sense ", shutting him up by placing his hand on his lips. When Xiao Liu tried to free himself but could not, he proceed to do an intimate/ sexual act as a tease : he naughtily licked the centre of Shi Qin palm with his tongue. This is beautiful because it was not plan, it was an authentic reaction revealing his feeling for Shi Qi. He wanted to taste Shi Qi and did so. Xiao Liu automatically blushed intensely. and was chocked by what he did. This naughty act from Xiao Liu made Shi Qi feel like he received an electric chock. This tells us that the feeling between the is ELECTRIFYING .
Here is my 2 cents . hope e you enjoy.
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Symbolika1:If Xiao Liu didn’t just see it with his own eyes, he would think that fake Jing was real and the sitting real Jing was fake.
Symbolika1:. I also like the line how Xiao Liu thought that fake Jing looked more real than the real Jing. I am not sure about what the author intented. But sometimes in our society, people tend to think fake is real but ignore reality. It is already much revealing here that Xiao Liu's appearance was fake one.
Because the doll replicated the fake Jing using his blood (DNA) meaning it transformed to "original" Jing with the aura and spirit of the gentlement, noble guy. That was how Tushan Jing was supposed to look like in Xiao Liu's opinion.
The sitting Jing - was the one who had suffered torturing, who wanted to be YSQ and acted as YSQ in front of Xiao Liu.
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