still cannot move on from here at all... Im rewatching.. reading novel now Koala Playground. Im on chapter 5. long way to go.
and I start to think about why I ship YaoJing ultimately and no other ship.
Stolen Kiss, (the way she kissed his cheek remember!)
know their own feelings
they are both selfless people (although she acts more fierce than him)
cannot live without each other
a balanced romantic union
I can understand why they fell in her. She gave him a new life he appreciated more. And look after him. And he look after her. I think he appreciated her kindness. And she is attracted by his charm (foxy charm?). Moreover, they both give a very home feel which leads to devoting. But yep I can also see deep passion within.
I cannot ship XY with CX in romantic way because he's too doomed.
I cannot ship XY with XL because I have mixed feelings for this character. Not in a bad way. Although I don't like how his character sort of show romanticize abuser type and looks quite controling. And I thought if its real life , he may had killed us already. But it's not the way to watch this drama. So yep I change perspective to see him in different way. (I need to watch more bad boy tropes?). I kind of enjoy his scenes later on. His chemistry with XY is really good too. The way he looks at her like want to eat up her whole body. He really liked this woman (tomboy). I like this scene where he put his silver hair on WXL bed. (indicating this person is mine?) YSQ is so jealous that he exchanged the bed with new one. heeheehe ❤(CX is too late in this love game i guess tsk).
But then I still cannot understand on why he loves XY so much later on as to give her his lives and blood. I think it looks more fictional than her relationship with the other two men. I cannot feel it to heart But i have already come up with his character theory for the plot though. But not gonna discuss here because this is YaoJing thread.