Well I guess it's not for you. There are other Cdramas out there to try watching
I was like that when I tried to watch Goodbye, My Princess in 2019. Only March this year, I had managed to watch the entire series until I was so addicted to it.
Found the translated novel but dare not read it because of the corporal punishment of deboning the Prince. So sad to learn about him going through the execution for six hours.
This story is awesome :
https://www.wattpad.com/story/180549874-falling-dreams-of-fang-hua-%E2%9C%94
https://hui3r.wordpress.com/mo-bao-fei-bao/one-life-one-incarnation-beautiful-bones-completed/
I watched episodes 1 and 42 because of CXX.
https://hui3r.wordpress.com/mo-bao-fei-bao/one-life-one-incarnation-beautiful-bones-completed/