She' knows that she's not much more than a slave herself ... I mean if you look at the bare facts. Her family…
@FrankieD
Thank you if i could write like this i wont need long paragraph
@grape juice
Very well said like i said i 100% get her bitterness and her own resentments
But what i dont get what i am trying to imply is how are things still so difficult for her she runs the lins household and her people are literally everywhere and she been at it fir 6years or more so why doesnt it look like she is actually close to freedom I know escaping is not easy too but there not even an escape plan despite the fact she has more than enough to do that
And when i said i dont get why she still so bitter is because she is not a character that take shit while lying down she strikes back and she is planning for a better life so why is she still so bitter maids or servants have to suffer her wraths every now and then
I just finished ep9 and now it seems things are going to end even more badly the tone of ep9 is so sad you could literally see nostalgia over her face i could literally feel her innerchild i think those times she spent with him must have been her happiest Its such a pity the guy she was willing to get hit for said she seduced him
And i still stand by the fact that the reason her plans or schemes didnt get her far is also because of her bitterness like she did everything right but also having to let others feel her wrath often most especially with her husband too like dont let him be suspicious of you have seen others pretend to be sick to avoid their husband since there are alot of estranged couples too that are just there because jinqi and xingtang would have killed eachother if they can To explain what i mean look at lanxiang personality if xingtang had it its just a matter of time before she leaves Like she should have lived like my bitterness is part of me but it doesnt control or direct my actions because why are the servants getting treated like that??
She didnt even do much for her own happiness other than cheating and still stacking money when she should have been gone Because just like jinqi did that mutual divorce wont happen unless they set eachother up.
I guess zhao xingtang life was just meant to end that way if she wanted to run way like she said she could have. i dont believe those money castle she is building around herself is not enough considering how much a single tael is worth.....with her money she already has more than enough for an identity, a house and shops
And even if she didnt run away she could have led a happy life so i dont really get why she is still so bitter but i do get it at first i do get her resentments she is not allowed to read, she didnt get to marry the man of her choice nor keep the baby but even without jinqi there's no way in hell her parents would still have let her get married to young master qian or keep the baby
The reason why i still dont get why she still so bitter till now even though she is already dead set on making that marriage never work her life doesnt sound pitiful to me at all the lins household was within her entire grasp even without her husband love she gets to do whatever she wants like actually read if she wants to like who would bully her no one dares to especially if her family is still the reason why there is still a lin family somewhere because why wasnt qingxiang sold untill now and she was even able to see her lover every now and then
Same with after some time if bitterness if she had learn to love jinqi or set her bitterness aside to use him till she is able to run away if freedom is really what she wants because they are both talking about divorce and no one is taking no real actions, she would still have been happy even more happy because his guard would be down around her she gets to move without suspicions their only problem will be the zhao family that want to turn jinqi into a puppet which shouldnt be a problem considering her bitterness she should be able to turn her back on them and she will just keep moving like that till she run away Though none of this will ever be able to heal her broken heart including her lost baby or her not being able to give birth anymore i still believe things could still have end differently
Thank you if i could write like this i wont need long paragraph
@grape juice
Very well said like i said i 100% get her bitterness and her own resentments
But what i dont get what i am trying to imply is how are things still so difficult for her she runs the lins household and her people are literally everywhere and she been at it fir 6years or more so why doesnt it look like she is actually close to freedom
I know escaping is not easy too but there not even an escape plan despite the fact she has more than enough to do that
And when i said i dont get why she still so bitter is because she is not a character that take shit while lying down she strikes back and she is planning for a better life so why is she still so bitter maids or servants have to suffer her wraths every now and then
I just finished ep9 and now it seems things are going to end even more badly the tone of ep9 is so sad you could literally see nostalgia over her face i could literally feel her innerchild i think those times she spent with him must have been her happiest
Its such a pity the guy she was willing to get hit for said she seduced him
And i still stand by the fact that the reason her plans or schemes didnt get her far is also because of her bitterness like she did everything right but also having to let others feel her wrath often most especially with her husband too like dont let him be suspicious of you have seen others pretend to be sick to avoid their husband since there are alot of estranged couples too that are just there because jinqi and xingtang would have killed eachother if they can
To explain what i mean look at lanxiang personality if xingtang had it its just a matter of time before she leaves
Like she should have lived like my bitterness is part of me but it doesnt control or direct my actions because why are the servants getting treated like that??
She didnt even do much for her own happiness other than cheating and still stacking money when she should have been gone
Because just like jinqi did that mutual divorce wont happen unless they set eachother up.
And even if she didnt run away she could have led a happy life so i dont really get why she is still so bitter but i do get it at first i do get her resentments she is not allowed to read, she didnt get to marry the man of her choice nor keep the baby but even without jinqi there's no way in hell her parents would still have let her get married to young master qian or keep the baby
The reason why i still dont get why she still so bitter till now even though she is already dead set on making that marriage never work her life doesnt sound pitiful to me at all the lins household was within her entire grasp even without her husband love she gets to do whatever she wants like actually read if she wants to like who would bully her no one dares to especially if her family is still the reason why there is still a lin family somewhere because why wasnt qingxiang sold untill now and she was even able to see her lover every now and then
Same with after some time if bitterness if she had learn to love jinqi or set her bitterness aside to use him till she is able to run away if freedom is really what she wants because they are both talking about divorce and no one is taking no real actions, she would still have been happy even more happy because his guard would be down around her she gets to move without suspicions their only problem will be the zhao family that want to turn jinqi into a puppet which shouldnt be a problem considering her bitterness she should be able to turn her back on them and she will just keep moving like that till she run away
Though none of this will ever be able to heal her broken heart including her lost baby or her not being able to give birth anymore i still believe things could still have end differently