Ignore this comment if you will cos I just feel like rambling a little.
Diew reminds me of the me for half of my life but unlike him, I finally dated in my 5th year of university and it happened to be an extrovert who managed to convince me to hang out with him and his friends. Unlike Diew who is only just excited about trying different things now such as basketball, I tried to change my introverted personality because I was made to believe that it was a bad thing to be introverted. I worked the hardest to be outspoken and learnt how to mix with people. I tried to take people's focus from my personality by making jokes even though the jokes might not be funny. I started forcing myself to hang out with people, going to clubs even though all I wanted was to go home to my room where I feel safe. I really tried hard to be someone else. But alas, it only lasted a few years. Now, I'm back to my true self. Even more withdrawn that I was initially and I barely talk to people these days. Diew is so relatable and he's a winner in life to find someone like God. I find this show cute, fluffy and a big ball of greeness.
Is our girl Lucid is doing okay have not seen her on here for awhile I miss her. 🥹😭💖
Awwwn. Sorry. These days, I stay away from BL spaces and fandom. Too much toxicity and it was beginning to affect me. I went from being happy to be in the fandom to being deflated, angry and unhappy. I don't want my mental health to be affected by some online fandom. That's why I withdrew from it. But I'll always remember the good times I had when Playboyy was airing and some of the nice people like you who gave me a great time.
Overall, this show is good. There was so much negativity surrounding it that I withdrew from these BL spaces to just enjoy the show.
I think this is Mame's best work yet. I related to Rak so deeply that it was hard for me sometimes to watch because I felt bare and exposed. For some people, Rak's reaction this last episode might have been too dramatic but I understand him perfectly. I also understand Mut who have tried to love and be patient with Rak all this time.
To Rak, "The walls we build around us keep us trapped. A prison of our own making".
He got scared last minute when Mut confused his love because everything suddenly felt so real. He was suddenly bare and vulnerable and he made a last ditch effort to hide away from his own feelings and from Mut as a way to protect himself but alas! It's too late. He's all in already. His actions of self preservation hurt Mut.
I am impressed with Mut because not many would love and want to be that patient or would want someone with so much baggage. He's the kind of man I once dreamt of but reality is different.
Thank you Mame for giving me a show I can finally relate with. Thank you for reminding me that love is possible for all.
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Diew reminds me of the me for half of my life but unlike him, I finally dated in my 5th year of university and it happened to be an extrovert who managed to convince me to hang out with him and his friends.
Unlike Diew who is only just excited about trying different things now such as basketball, I tried to change my introverted personality because I was made to believe that it was a bad thing to be introverted. I worked the hardest to be outspoken and learnt how to mix with people. I tried to take people's focus from my personality by making jokes even though the jokes might not be funny. I started forcing myself to hang out with people, going to clubs even though all I wanted was to go home to my room where I feel safe.
I really tried hard to be someone else.
But alas, it only lasted a few years. Now, I'm back to my true self. Even more withdrawn that I was initially and I barely talk to people these days.
Diew is so relatable and he's a winner in life to find someone like God.
I find this show cute, fluffy and a big ball of greeness.
I think this is Mame's best work yet.
I related to Rak so deeply that it was hard for me sometimes to watch because I felt bare and exposed.
For some people, Rak's reaction this last episode might have been too dramatic but I understand him perfectly. I also understand Mut who have tried to love and be patient with Rak all this time.
To Rak,
"The walls we build around us keep us trapped. A prison of our own making".
He got scared last minute when Mut confused his love because everything suddenly felt so real. He was suddenly bare and vulnerable and he made a last ditch effort to hide away from his own feelings and from Mut as a way to protect himself but alas! It's too late. He's all in already. His actions of self preservation hurt Mut.
I am impressed with Mut because not many would love and want to be that patient or would want someone with so much baggage. He's the kind of man I once dreamt of but reality is different.
Thank you Mame for giving me a show I can finally relate with. Thank you for reminding me that love is possible for all.