bootifulHoomans

~ BL is love, BL is life ~

I've come to realise that I enjoy hurting myself with suffering, misunderstandings and longing more than happiness. The beautifully twisted angst between people who slowly begin to care so much for one another, the slow burn of developing an almost obsessive love where they can't live apart. Their deep feelings hurt them through jealousy, possessiveness and pushing the other person away even though that's not what they truly want, but in the end of the day they'll always come back to each other - it's like an injection of dopamine straight to my brain. It's these reasons I love Haruhiko and Kijima, their turbulent relationship ingrained itself on my heart and won't leave.

My favourite thai ships are FirstKhao, PoohPavel and UpPoom - they give me such a special tingle when I watch them, their chemistry and acting capabilities are unlike any other I've seen. I wish I could erase my memory of all their dramas so that I could watch them again for the first time. SandRay, CharlieBabe, MingJoe, and VegasPete are my babies (so much so I recreated them in tomodachi life just so they could fall in love, marry and have children in my personal fictional universe <3)

My utmost favourites:

(TH):
♡ Pit Babe                                                                                                         ♡ The Boy Next World
♡ Only Friends (SandRay cut)                                                               ♡ The Eclipse
♡ My Stand-In                                                                                                ♡ KinnPorsche (VegasPete cut)
♡ A Tale Of Thousand Stars                                                                   ♡ ThamePo
♡ Love Of Silom                                                                                             ♡ The Heart Killers

(JP):                                                                                                                        (KR):
♡ The Novelist                                                                                               ♡ Thundercloud Rainstorm
♡ Utsukushii Kare                                                                                       ♡ The Time Of Fever
♡ My Personal Weatherman                                                                ♡ Unintentional Love Story
♡ At 25:00, in Akasaka                                                                             ♡ Close to You
♡ Fake Fact Lips

Queer movies that have my heart:                                                    Straight dramas I love 10/10:
♡ Present Perfect                                                                                       ♡ Lighter and Princess
♡ Night Flight                                                                                                ♡ Had I Not Seen The Sun
♡ Sing In Love                                                                                                ♡ The Sound Of Magic
♡ The Paradise Of Thorns                                                                      ♡ Somebody
♡ The Cornered Mouse Dreams Of Cheese                                ♡ Sounds Of Winter