BL worshipper

Agreed

I would give it a 9 too, it's really good but not perfect for me, but i had to take 8.5 off because of the rushed ending, i need more closure than that

He definitely felt something for FX even before FX confessed, but no way in hell SL would leave ZZ for FX, at least imo he wouldn't because his character is precisely a loyal as heck person. SL would not have even considered the slightest attraction he might've felt for FX while he's still dating ZZ because he knows it's wrong. So frankly, FX wouldn't have stood a chance with SL if he was still dating ZZ

I guess it made it's point, cuz it's definitely meant to make you feel disgust and anger

ME TOO, I saw that ponytail the first time and went wtf is that thing on his head???

Soo genuinely curious, what did you not like?

I agree 100%, it's so raw and dark, no typical tropes or forced comedy, just pure emotions and pain. I wish we had more sweetness and not just 7eps of angst, that would've made it so much better

He's still kinda red in the end imo

Bestie, he's full on a black flag

Actually just from the first episode alone, we've already gotten hints at why FX was suddenly obsessed with ShuLang. First it's cuz it's fate that he saw him at the hospital after that car accident, and second (most importantly), he saw ShuLang's 'kindness' and became obsessively interested in this 'bodhisattva'

ME TOO

It's very very uncomfortable, he's probably the blackest flag character I've ever seen in a BL, cuz he's not only bad to everyone, he's also really really bad for the person he loves.

There were many times I was just screaming and yelling and cussing at him through the screen (and flipping him off) because I got so mad at how he's treating ShuLang, I swear if MC wasn't so strong-willed and smart and not as easily manipulated, any other guy would've cracked in ep1 under FX's manipulation

Not red, he's as black as the abyss haha. Yeah I do think FX's character is very pitiful. and he deserves redemption, but i found it a bit hard to accept him and SL being tgt again after all the horrible things he's done to him. But I kinda get it, with a relationship so complex and deep, it's basically impossible for them to not be entangled forever. As long as FX keeps at trying to change for the better, then ig he deserves a second chance with SL

I need some sugar to survive all that angst too

Oooo mind replying to this when it's released?

I binged it in 2 days too hahaha

It's soo good, but I need more fluff it's too damn dark - the number of times i was yelling and cussing out ML gosh

At ep13 - and honestly, I just cannot see any way how FX can be redeemable. I know he tried to 'atone', but he's done a whole lot of crappy things .. I guess when 2 people are so deeply entangled within each other's lives, you either hate or love each other forever.

I'm a bit confused tho, did ShuLang breakup with Bowen before getting back tgt with FX?

I think the brother may have been talking about when FanXiao went to visit the sea when he was 18, he had a serious case of whatever mental illness he has. Because the brother definitely said 18

Fan Xiao and Hua Yong need to have a competition to see who's the king of guilt-tripping and black flagness (but imo, FanXiao wins by far, just by the sheer number of times I've cussed him out and flipped him off, which I've never done for HY)