CameronRoseMorgan

ok so if I remember correctly Sun stores away all his feelings, doesn’t let himself feel anything after everything that happened to him. As you could see when he was saying goodbye to his mother with the flowers and the sea he does not cry or show any emotion. In that moment with Jay for the first time he allowed himself to feel anything, which resulted in the crying. It had nothing to do with the sex but with being vulnerable and allowing his feelings to excist. He then proceeds to turn them off for another five years and focuses only on paying back his dept. In present day we can see his feelings slowly creeping back in from being unfazed by most things to him being worried about Sky and his managers camera. It’s subtle things but it’s really cool to see him gradually feeling more and more without himself realizing. Same thing with Jays first kiss, Sun thought about it afterwards cause it made him feel things, which in his mind he should not be allowed to since he was the person who “killed” his family. In his mind he blames himself for it and therefor doesn’t allow himself to feel anything.