Its me duh

This is the opposite of what my first impression was. It's not at all childish, cringy or boring. Sometimes I see amazing series and I just get disappointed by the low amount of watchers. I had a lot of struggle with the characters on this one. My main irritation being Nut. I have almost never had a bl where I disliked one of the leads this much.

Maybe this is just me but as a neurodivergent/autistic person I feel like I can related to Nueng a lot. Even though Nueng was a teddy bear he perceives things the same way as I do. Scanning everything one by one and associating them with each other. He often overanalysed ppl their behaviour as well and didn't really know how to react to certain information. Not saying he is autistic but I just see myself in him. What I hate about everyone around him is that they treat him as a therapy friend but end up forgetting his feelings. I don't necessarily hate Nut's mother but I don't like how she kept venting to Nueng all the damn time.

I cannot stand Nut. I can't remember a bl where I hated one of the leads in aside from only friends... Nut annoys me and even if his actions have a reason, I do not think his behaviour is ok. The first few episodes he was SOOO mean towards Nueng and his mother. Later when we found out his mom sided with his homophobic dad I still didn't think his actions deserved excuses. I feel bad for how he treated Nueng as well.. he bitterly slapped him and tried to report him to the police leaving him on the streets and I feel like he had 0 empathy for it either.

The relationship between Nueng and Nut is hella toxic. Nueng has no idea how he became a human nor how humans normally do stuff. He is already miss perceived as someone who lost his memory and used to be a normal human with a family. I just feel sooo bad for him because he really tried his best to be nice to Nut and he did everything including cooking etc just to be treated like SHIT. Also he obviously knew Nut already and my heart broke when Nut got so mad at him. What I also hated is how I finally thought their relationship was normal when it kinda turned out that Nueng was a replacement. I hate how Nut handled all of this and he couldn't even lie about not seeing Nueng as a replacement. You can SEE tofu/nueng loosing his spark and it makes me sooo sad.

My review is starting to sound like I dislike it, but that is far from true. Each episode is filled with situations and lore and it makes it fun, not confusing. I feel like this was amazing to binge watch and actually possible to binge watch without getting bored. The local aunties/uncs and grandpa's are amazing. I really love how they often comfort and give Nueng advice. The dates are also really cute, even if I don't like Nut and Nueng together. Can I admit actually preferring this ending over Nut and Nueng getting together? I think that Nueng would never be happy in a relationship with Nut. Especially not since Tatarn woke up. Him being turned into a teddy again made me so sad and I would feel so useless in their case. Also I don't understand why the creator never worked out Nut actually acknowledging that Nueng Is the teddy bear at the moment he was a human.

The production was okay but there was this weird blue and purple colour above their heads in certain shots. I don't know why it's there, might be lightning but it looks weird. I don't think this series is amazing cinema but it just looked a bit weird. I didn't know this series had the same writer as The eclipse aka Prapt. He's seriously talented!! Not sure what my opinions are on the director given this is my first ever series of his that I've watched.

This show is incredibly underrated and deserves more attention. It's great at rage baiting me and the rage I felt towards Nut has to be studied because it's crazy. I feel like the writing is amazing and the plot is original without cringy stuff. I would recommend to people who love angsts like me.