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I get your point, especially because I think that this was by far the most "realistic" adaptation of the Bdsm kink in a BL series I' ve watched so far.

I feel you 🙈 We will all suffer together tomorrow 🥺 even if there is a happy end it will be sad because we don't see FadelStyle and KantBison anymore 😭

For me I was enjoying every single scene and I hadn't mind if we gota 24 hours episode to watch their last day together in real time 🤣😅

Hahahaha I was thinkibg the same xD

Thank you so much for always sharing all the background tweets and Informations with us 🥰

I remember one interview or live where JoongDunk said that they've shot a scene which was "out of their limits". Do you know which scene they refer to?

And did I get it right that they shot ep 11 on August 22?

Ah okay, so at the Heart Killers the script came first.
I like all theories ☺ that's why I love the comment section of the series because here you get so many ideas how this or that could be and it fills my fantasy with new ideas ☺

Hm, that could be that the other hitman was a "victim" of the editing team 🤔 I've read in a comment somewhere that in the novel Lilly was shot by another "child" of her before being arrested. Perhaps the hitman she was talking about was that anpther child 🤷🏻‍♀️

Oh, I didn't know this! That might be a good explanation. I have already wondered why their was no other product placement in the series 😃

Oh no, don't cry! We have no Style who wipes our tears 🙈

I can totally understand you! I feel nostalgic too. I really loved the journey with these characters through the dark winter months (at least here in Europe they are dark and cold 😅) and I'm feeling sad that their story will end next week 😢

I like storys with red threads and little details which came up again here and there throughout the whole story and that's what is really well done in teh heart killers 💜

And I agree with you that especially the storyline and the character development of FadelStyle is very well written so that you can follow and understand their behaviour and thoughts and you can live their rollercoaster of emotions together with them!

I'm so glad that JoongDunk quit theit university era and have now good roles with well written caracters. i love Joong as Fadel and Dunk as Style. I would say that these roles finally show what both of them are capable of.

Here are my thoughts about episode 11.
First of all, I have to say that for me, episode 10 felt more like the cursed episode and episode 11 has the feeling of the finale episode (if they had made a little time jump at the end so that Fadel and Bison are out of prison and we have a happy end for all the four of them <3 )

What I liked:
- Styles dad and their breakfast scene. It was like Fadel being accepted and being part of the family now and on the one hand I felt happy for him because he hasn’t really had a family and on the other hand I felt sad when his dad proposed instead of Style and Fadel couldn’t answer happily because he has to go to jail first.
- Bison talking about Greek mythology and the birth of the milky way
- Fadel thanking Kant for taking care of Style
- Dunks crying at the end. Nobody can say anymore that Dunk could not act a crying scene! I was sobbing like hell while watching this scene and I believed every single tear he cried.
- Fadel being worried about Style and saying that he has to admit everything instead of being tortured.
- Fadel bringing Style to his own grave and talking only to Style about his thoughts about his death
Favourite funny scenes:
- Style wants to decorate Fadels grave with flowers and burgers XD
- The little kid who interrupted KantBisons kiss all the time and then Bison shooing it away with the Laika-Story :D Poor kid…
What I didn’t like:
- Similar to Ruerats closure, also Lilys arresting seems rushed and we didn’t get an explanation how she will be fined etc. On top it seems to be to easy to arrest her. She was a hitman herself and couldn’t bear down Kant and Style after Fadel and Bison had left?
But I liked that Kant and Style exposed her to the rich ladys so that Lilys reputation is damaged too.
- I’m not really sure what I should think about the prison-story next episode… Like I said, for me this episode could have been the last and I fear that they open up a big new plotline next episode which will feel rushed again because they can’t wrap it all up in one episode…

My personal highlight:
I really love the scene in the “rise up” setting when Fadel talked about his fears and Style listened and then their conversation while Style always took one step further towards Fadel while answering: F:“When I’m sad…” – S: “I will cry with you and wipe your tears”  He has already done it last episode when Fadel cried about his ex. F: “When I’m happy…” – S: “I will laugh with you.”  like they did during their last day. F: “and when…”  We all know what he was referring to :P And then their kiss! I had goosebumps! I could feel their longing for each other <3

My most emotional scene:
The last dinner of Fadel and Style. Firstly, they prepare their dinner together, flipping burgers which Fadel really like to do and then again Fadel is talking about his fear to be forgotten and then Style reassuring him that he will never forget Fadel as his first boyfriend and what they have already lived in such a short time. And then how they feed each other with their selfmade burgers while their eyes filled up with tears and they are trying to smile while eating and crying all at the same time Q__Q I cried with them T_T

Little flaws that I can overlook:
- The penguin looks too good to be Bisons first tattoo XD

Favourite side character of all time (besides the grandma in Jack & Joker):
- Styles Dad <3

The red thread:
I really appreciate the red thread throughout the whole series in general! There are so many threads that didn’t get lost and are reunited in this and the last episode.
- Ep 2/3: Style entering the rise up group annoying Fadel with his story of the dog and then him feeling dumped by Fadel so that Fadel slept with him for the first time  the circle closes now when Fadel talks with Style (not the whole group) about his fears and inner battle and they kiss with full of love.
- The puffin-tattoo referring to Bisons wish to visit Iceland together with Kant.
- The penguin-tattoo referring to the ‘safe-word’ “penguin” which they chose for their BDSM play and which Kant also used after being kidnapped by Bison.
- Ep 3: Now we know that Fadel was digging his own grave after his first sex with Style ^^°
- Ep 1: Fadels parting words for Style that Style shouldn’t drive too fast or being drunk or being at the phone while driving refer to their accident in the first episode and their first encounter.
- Ep 2: the waterhose: In ep. 2 Fadel took the water hose at the market and splashed water at Style because he annoyed him like hell. In Ep 11 they splashed the water at each other while playing around and laughing 😊
- Ep 1: the Heart-Burger-Button: In Ep 1 Style teased Fadel with the heart burger button that he kept after reparing Fadels car. For Fadel the button has a deeper meaning and he took it back (poor sensitive nipples xD). Now he gives the button to Style <3

Questions still unanswered:
- How did Fadel get the scar on his chest?
- Who is the hitman from 2 years ago who killed Fadels ex and has Lily already informed him again to kill Fadel and Bison?
- Is the Captain really trustworthy? For me, he is still shady and I was so stressed while he arrested Fadel and Bison. I expected something unforeseen to happen like someone who shoot them or being kidnapped so that Fadel and Bison will never arrive at the prison ^^°
- What happened to Keen and Nont after their reunion? Will Nont be okay after being kidnapped? Will he still trust Keen? And is Keen trustworthy like he said?
- And is there really a connection between the Boonterm which Lily met in ep 2 and Styles stray dog Boonterm???

Actually I love this breakfast scene with the father! Fadel experienced the feeling being part of a family. Styles dad accepted him and the fact that the father proposed to him instead of Style was funny 😄 but in the same time I felt so sorry. Fadel would love to marry Style but he couldn't. It was heartbreaking to see how Fadel and Style were searching for each others hand under the table to comfort the other 😢 and it must have been so hard for Fadel to talk about his future plans while knowing that he will spend the next years in prison 🙈

And the crumbs left on their mouth while the tears are falling down and while they are trying to laugh 😢 this was so sad 😭

And they were crying too during their diner 😭

I liked the silence during the NC scene of FadelStyle after the double date in ep 5 too. It felt more real, xou could hear the little noises from the outside, their breath and the sound of kisses. Silence could be a great choice of cinematography

Yes, i really liked the deeper meaning behind FadelStyles actions. The whole relaitonship feels deeper than KantBisons. Kant and Bison love each other in a "happy lovey dovey" way, but FadelStyles relationship has to overcome trust-issues right from the start, they fought for their love all the time. Fadel has experienced many bad things and Style hid his negative feelings behind his positivity like he said in this episode. FadelStyle are much more emotional and have made a stronger bond throughout the series in my opinion.

Exactly! I felt the tension all the time while watching!

I agree with you. First Ruerat ,now Lilly... it felt a little bit rushed beinh the main villains.
And yes , of course I liked the lovey dovey moments they had this episode but like you said, it's more a Finale episode feeling than the cursed one and i fear that they will rush the plot in the next episode because like you said, actually they could end the series after this episode

Hahaha for me it was the other way around 😆 but I like the whole series and wouldn't say any part of it was terrible. But I prefer the first 6 episodes when you're afraid all the time that they will find out the truth. And I like their inner battles while falling in love ☺

I agree with you concerning the feeling that they are just adding some new plot for the last episode. For me, ep 10 felt like the cursed episode and ep 11 like a final episode. I was asking myself what will happen in ep 12 when they show all the happy (but also bittersweet) moments already now? 🤔

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