SkyJao

he didn't die. he's being ordained as a monk.

Man where to even start.....ok....Por: piece of shit plain and simple. I saw at times we were supposed to feel kind of bad for him for not being able to do anything it seemed without his father's influence but his attitude and the way he treated Non was inexcusable.Top: omg. Couldn't stand him. I don't get why they had such resentment towards Non when he was literally asked to help them out but. Top was one of the worst bullies towards Non for literally no reason.Fluke: I hate this kind of person the most. The 'I don't know anything I don't see anything' type that thinks they can avoid repercussions by simply 'not being involved.' Mister 'I want to be a doctor.' His morals went out the window from day one.Jin: oof. For a bit I thought he was the only nice one but my opinion of him changed as it went on. While he seemed to be the only one sticking up for Non, he also let them bully Non for a bit before jumping in. He literally stood there and watched Non get pushed around before saying something. I get it's hard to stand up to your friends, especially those kinds of friends, but if he really liked Non he needed to be a bit braver. I also got where he was coming from with filming Non. He felt slighted. He could get over Non having a bf but not Non having sex with Keng at the same time. He also didn't mean to post the video. He was going to, stopped, and then it must have posted when his computer fried. That's the way I remember it, correct me if I'm wrong.Tee: so much back and forth with my feelings. I felt he was a pos when he was bullying Non, seemingly for no reason. After seeing his back story I can see he was just trying to survive to help his dad. He saw Non as an easy target to set up the horse accounts and thought it wouldn't get out of hand. Unfortunately though it did and that ultimately led to him indirectly killing Non. I didn't like his methods but, in the end, I do feel for Tee.New and family: ok their parents were awful. They were complete assholes to Non and then were surprised when he went missing. Don't keep saying your son is a disappointment to his face and then expect him to stick around. New is such a complicated character. Don't really know much about him other than he felt like he wasn't there enough for Non so it seems he was trying to redeem himself by getting revenge for Non. There were some characters I'm glad he got revenge on but some not so much.......Phee: one of the few innocents in my opinion. He was always there for Non, at least he tried to be. As far as him telling Non to get lost and die, how was he supposed to feel? He saw his boyfriend having sex with Keng after Non assured him there was nothing going on. Judging from the video, Non didn't look too unpleased (I'll touch on that in a minute). He had every right to feel betrayed and yet he still came back to help New get revenge.White: my poor baby boy. Literally the only completely innocent character in this whole series. I felt so sorry for him getting involved in the mess that he had nothing to do with. I wish he and Tee had just stayed home 😭Non: Wow! What a character. Another one that I had alot of ups and downs with. I felt so bad for him. Bullied for no reason. Parents seemed to resent him. Died from working off a debt that wasn't his fault. So many times I wish he hadn't gotten involved with them in the first place. The situation with Keng lessened my feelings for him a bit though. I know he was trying to pay the debt but he seemed a little too willing to jump in to Keng's arms. I had a really hard time telling if he was enjoying it or just going along with it because he knew that was what he had to do to get the money. I won't judge too hard because I don't fully know what was going through his characters mind. In the end, I'm glad he got his revenge. He was mistreated so horribly. And wow! Barcode came alive in this series! From playing a minor role in kinnporsche to this?! Blown away. Overall I have to say this series went from 0 to 100 with me. I struggled with the gore at the beginning but I'm so glad I stuck with it and saw it till the end. Definitely different from your typical romantic bl. Hope to see more like this in the future and I'm excited to see Barcode's career take off!

elaborate?

I wouldn't judge based on ratings. some people give low ratings just to drag a show down for no reason.

to each their own but I find it pointless to overanalyze dramas. if dramas followed 'the way things should be' and had characters not make rash decisions, it would get boring real fast. First love always tends to move fast. pretty sure the montages was to show them falling in love over the course of time. much longer than 20 minutes. anyway, I could go on forever but I prefer watching and enjoying the ride to picking these shows apart. I think the actors did an amazing job and I'm excited to see more of MaxNat!

also, ton constantly saying 'but they're both guys' constantly was not him being homophobic. he wasn't saying it like he was disgusted. he was saying it like a fact because that's the way he was raised to think. you can see the confusion on his face. he didn't understand why it was ok for other men to hit on chon while he himself had to forget his feelings.

I think they were all friends for a really long time so the feelings were there but the audience just didn't see the build up.

thank you so much for this! I was so confused at the poor ratings because I thought this was an amazing series with a wonderful message for couples. this story was so close to what real life relationships face. it's not always going to be perfect and there needs to be work put in from both sides to make a relationship thrive. An amazing series all around that I look forward to watching over and over again!