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On Payback 3 days ago
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Sun has been through so much that my heart genuinely aches for him. The guilt he's been carrying ever since losing his mother and brother is something I could never fully imagine, but I can definitely understand why it's consumed him for so long. He's spent so much of this series trying to shoulder everything on his own, and watching him slowly unravel has been heartbreaking.
I really hope that by the end of this series, he finally gets the happy ending he truly deserves because, at this point, he's earned it. He's lost so much and sacrificed so much, yet he never truly allows himself to grieve. Instead, he buries his emotions, convinces himself he has to keep pushing forward, and carries that guilt everywhere he goes. Watching someone constantly suppress that kind of pain is heartbreaking because you know it's slowly eating him alive.
That scene where he was lying on the floor, desperately reaching for his phone absolutely broke me. We've come such a long way with his character, so seeing him that helpless hit me harder than I expected. It was one of those moments where you just want to reach through the screen and tell him everything is going to be okay.
What really stood out to me in Episode 9 was how emotionally open Sun became. For the first time in a while, he stopped hiding behind that stoic exterior, and you could see every emotion written across his face. The way he missed Jay, the fear and worry he carried for him, and the desperation to know if he was okay—it was all so raw and heartbreaking.
Lastly, I have to give the actor who played Sun his flowers because he portrayed Sun's grief, guilt, and vulnerability so beautifully. You could feel every ounce of pain through the screen without him even having to say much. That's the kind of performance that stays with you long after the episode ends.

I’m actually so sad this show is ending in about two hours 😭😭💔
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On Payback 3 days ago
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I’m usually not someone who gets overly attached to side characters, but Sky is genuinely one of the few I don't play about. The moment he got kidnapped, I was in an absolute outrage. I can't even explain how fucking mad I was. I wanted to jump through that damn screen and protect him because he's such a ball of sunshine. He doesn't deserve any of the shit that's happened to him.
Even learning about his past made me absolutely sick. Watching those people bully him, assault him, and treat him so horribly was hard to watch. All I wanted to do was jump through the screen and protect my baby.
And don't even get me started on Sun and Sky's brotherly relationship. I loved every second of it. That last episode absolutely broke my heart, but it was also so beautifully done. Their bond was easily one of my favorite parts of the entire show. I really hope to see these two work together again in future projects because they were absolutely amazing. Honestly, I'd even love to see them play actual siblings in another series. Their chemistry felt so natural that they completely sold the brotherly relationship, and I'd watch them together again in a heartbeat.
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On Payback 3 days ago
Title Payback
Sunny, you sick, twisted bastard. Is staying at the top really worth paying a price like this? Then again, I shouldn't be surprised. You've already got blood on your hands—from indirectly causing Sun's mother and brother's deaths to all the other people in the industry you've fucked over.
At this point, I don't even want you to die because death would be too easy for someone like you. What you deserve is a slow, painful downfall, and I genuinely hope the next episode delivers exactly that.
It's been a LONG time since I've hated a fictional character this much, and honestly, that's saying something. So I have to give props to the actor because he absolutely killed this role. If you can make me call your character a sick, twisted bastard with my whole chest, then you did your damn job as an actor.
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Replying to _loveisloveeeee 8 days ago
I’m currently on Episode 10, and I’m almost finished with it, but I HAVE to rant about that absolute piece-of-shit…
I’ve said my piece for now, I’ll come back to rant about Yi Yuhao. I got plenty to get off my chest when it comes to that piece of shit.
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I’m currently on Episode 10, and I’m almost finished with it, but I HAVE to rant about that absolute piece-of-shit sister Changyang has because this bitch genuinely makes my blood boil.
Imagine trying to dictate two people’s relationship over a fucking ship when you don’t even know the reality of their situation. She’s literally going off of shit she’s seen online and has convinced herself that whatever she believes about this ship is the truth. Like, girl, you are DELUSIONAL as fuck.
And what really baffles me is that she doesn’t even bother trying to find out WHY Shi Yuhao and Qinglang broke up in the first place. You would think that before interfering in these people’s lives, she would at least try to understand what actually happened between them. But nope. Her immediate reaction to finding out that her favorite actor, Qinglang, is with her own brother is to try to BREAK THEM APART so she can push Qinglang back toward Yuhao and make her little ship sail again. She doesn’t care why Yuhao and Qinglang ended things, what either of them actually wants, or how Qinglang feels about her brother. All she cares about is preserving this fantasy she created around two people she doesn’t even fucking know.
This spoiled-ass brat is in college with the cognitive skills of a freaking five-year-old child—and honestly, that’s an insult to five-year-olds everywhere. I don’t even care that she’s spoiled; that’s not what pisses me off. It’s the fact that this grown-ass woman thinks her attachment to a ship gives her the right to interfere in actual people’s relationships. Girl, you are a FAN. You don’t know these people, you don’t know their relationships, and everything you think you know came from shit you saw online. Please be fucking serious.
And honestly, this storyline really triggers me because this shit happens in real life, especially in K-pop fandom spaces. There are grown-ass shippers who act exactly like her—convincing themselves that a ship is real based on clips, edits, interactions, and whatever else they’ve seen online. Then they get so attached to that narrative that they start attacking real people or treating anyone who doesn’t fit their fantasy like they’re somehow standing in the way of their ship. Like, at y’all grown age, it is EMBARRASSING to be this invested in a relationship you know absolutely nothing about. You are watching these people through a screen. You have no idea what happens in their private lives, and no amount of edits, theories, or “proof” makes you an insider.
Changyang, I know your relationship will beat the odds, so I’m always rooting for you. But that piece-of-shit sister needs to GO, like, immediately. I’ve had enough of her ass.
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On Love of Silom Jun 14, 2026
This episode was soooo goood. I was screaming at my screen towards the ending there, lowkey scared me a little. My favorite part of this whole ep was Singto snitching. I love his little ass. Wayu need to stay out that damn club, got mine and Krit’s blood pressure rising everytime he find himself in danger and it always leads back to that damn club😭😭. Only thing I didn’t really enjoy was the SA part. I felt so bad for Wayu, he deserve better!!
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On See Your Love Dec 28, 2024
SHAO PENG AND ZI XIANG ARE SO ADORABLE TOGETHER, LIKE MY HEARTT CANT TAKE IT. Also I need the AO3 and WATTPAD people to start WRITING about them please 🙏🏽, especially since we only have 2 episodes left. I NEED TO READ ABOUT THEM!!!

Also the Side ship is sooooo cute. Im literally gonna be so sad when this show comes to an end like my heart is already breaking knowing that I only have two episodes left.😭😭😭😭😭
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