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Heera

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by Heera
6 days ago
10 of 10 episodes seen
Completed
Overall 8.5
Story 8.5
Acting/Cast 8.0
Music 8.5
Rewatch Value 6.0
This review may contain spoilers

Everything is peak in this series—the acting, chemistry, bonds, and revenge!

I haven't read the manhwa yet, but based on what I've experienced, I claim that this show is a truly excellent, top-tier adaptation. They went through each panel to ensure a credible effort, giving the story the fame it deserves.

I admit the first two episodes felt a bit messy and unorganized in a few frames—specifically how they chose to show Sun's past—but that didn't stop me from watching further. The storyline wasn’t overly complex, and it was portrayed in a strong light, highlighting each character beautifully as the episodes progressed.

I have to thank this series for introducing so many gems. Minlee is such a versatile actor; I couldn't believe this is his first main series! The same goes for the rest of the cast. Toptap startlingly managed to appear older than his actual age, giving his character the rank it deserved. And Shogun and Khunnote—oh my god, they are so, so lovely.

This series really made me pause and think: Is revenge truly necessary? Does karma exist? Both of these concepts could have easily been rendered in a clichĂŠd or unfavourable way if not for the production's careful execution and its gentle, raw representation of life's toxicity and bad people.

I adored Sky and Kajorn for being the ones who welcomed Sun regardless of his revenge-driven mindset. They were soft, concerned, and open to being a family in the most profound way—a warmth Sun himself didn't believe he deserved. On that same note, the series hit me with the harsh reality that a person can be utterly broken, a failure in life, constantly falling, and desperately trying to find ways to get up and hold on. Yet, good things still might not happen. Life isn't like a feel-good movie filled with rainbows and sunshine. Sometimes, making our loved ones smile is hard or even impossible. Perhaps it is we who spoil and break everything while trying to make things work out—and that's just life.

Seeing Sun's life before and after his quest for revenge made me exhale, reflecting on these exact harsh concepts that most of us grow through. His own boyfriend, Sunny, lied to and betrayed him. The deaths of his mother and brother—which he might have contributed to and Sunny's meddling—ate him alive, and probably still do. He has been working nonstop just to stay busy and find a place in life, trapped in a stage of grief where he forgot how to feel a thing. Man!

I couldn't feel more seen, and I can't get enough of how beautifully Sun expresses the torture of feeling absolutely nothing:
"Just because I'm not dead yet means I have to live my life. Whether the goal in life or the meaning of life, I never had it. I've never understood the joy that other people experience. I don't understand why people can smile and be happy. It makes me question myself. Do I need to keep living just because I'm still breathing? Living without being able to feel anything is a deadly torture. That means suffering like this is the price I have to pay to keep me alive. I think there are only people who want to live who need a reason to be alive. Even if you suffer, try to look for something around you that makes you smile, and be thankful for it. If it's someone who can feel love even for just a little, then you have the right to have the reason to be alive. People whose hearts are not dead yet deserve to live on."

I also enjoyed seeing Boss play Pakin. Damn, he sure aces his roles! I don't think I am the only one who shipped Sky and Pakin; there is a one hundred percent possibility of this ship. Even though there doesn't have to be a love interest just because there is immense chemistry, I really vibed with that humour.

I have to talk more about Kajorn. He is THE manager! He's freaking adorable, funny, quirky, and at times so wonderfully awkward and dumb—just like me (crying). He is easily the most awesome character in the series. The care and effort he provides for his actors, the love he has for Sun and Sky, and the justice he seeks make him the sole good entity in that insane company. *hands up in admiration

OH, also—Jo (Jay's uncle)! He is a freaky man! He is cool in the sassiest way possible—like, girl! His aura and personality are unmatched; I really needed him in this series. Now I want him to have his own comedy spinoff. And what do you mean he's also in the Broken of Love series? I'm guessing he's that bad bodyguard who trained Arisa (Faye). What a versatility! What a versatility!
Likewise, I had so much fun watching Jay's mother's bodyguard. Why is everyone in this show so freaky?

The series poured so much potential and effort into its storyline. I was initially a little scared of how the final episode would handle the ultimate revenge plot; however, given Jay's remarkably high intelligence. There was so much tension, but thankfully, it completely lived up to it.

The brilliance of contrasting philosophies on revenge was illustrated admirably:
"If it's the price of getting revenge, then nothing is too expensive for me." — Jay
"Once I survived all that, I realized that revenge no longer matters to me anymore. Not as important as being alive, anyway." — Two-O

It wrapped things up so successfully that I have no complaints. I am content to see Sky healing from his camera fright, and Sun finally getting job offers (the manager is so happy, aww!). Finally, FINALLY, Sun is open with his emotions, and he and Jay are together. XD

P.S. Pawinee, Jay's mother, is so damn beautiful.
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