Nathan

ＡＢＯＵＴ ＭＥ 💫

Hi! I'm Nathanphil-Z9. 🖤A unique name right?😆 Contrary to what you'd expect, I'm a woman. If you'd ask me of the good of this name, well it makes me easy to remember (especially for those terrible with remembering names... like me! 😅). The bad? well its hard to decide a nickname out of it: think about it. nat? tan? phil? z9? LOL.

I'm 21, She/Her , and a College Student; I lean to No particular groups so I tolerate No fanwars, just here for the love of music and art. My favorite colors are 🕊️🎀💙💚  and my all time favorite Western Series is Dark and His Dark Materials.

As to what kind of fictional dramas I'm drawn to: I love supporting dramas where the writers and directors can make you feel empathy toward every character, each one unique, unforgettable, and alive. I'm drawn to stories where characters fight for others out of deep conviction. Loyalty and dedication are rare, lovely things, and dramas make them even more precious.

When I watch dramas, I don't want to feel like I'm being forced into an introduction on the first day of class, where you just roll with it. I want it to feel like choosing a new meal at your favorite restaurant, and the taste ends up being better than you expected. Or like meeting a stranger today who makes you feel like you've known each other for lifetimes, like soulmates, despite just having met. Now that you know me, nice to meet you~

― Kauru, Rurounin Kenshin ⚔️

“ᴱᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ʰᵃˢ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉⁱʳ ᵖᵃˢᵗ ᵗʰᵉʸ ʷⁱˢʰ ᵗᵒ ᵉʳᵃˢᵉ."

― Kenshin, Rurouni Kenshin ⚔️ 

“ᴰᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵖᵘᵗ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ ʸᵒᵘʳ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈᵉʳˢ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒⁿˡʸ ˢᵃᶜʳⁱᶠⁱᶜᵉ. ᵂᵉ'ʳᵉ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᶠʳᵃᵍⁱˡᵉ ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍˢ ᶜᵃᵖᵃᵇˡᵉ ᵒᶠ ᶠᵉᵉˡⁱⁿᵍ ᵖᵃⁱⁿ & ᵈᵒᵘᵇᵗˢ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᵛⁱᶜᵗⁱᵐˢ ᵒᶠ  ᶜⁱʳᶜᵘᵐˢᵗᵃⁿᶜᵉˢ."

― Hai Tang, Twelve Letters 💌

 " ᵂʰᵉⁿ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᴵ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶠᵉᵃʳᵉᵈ ᵐⁱˢᶠᵒʳᵗᵘⁿᵉ? ᴴᵃᵛⁱⁿᵍ ʸᵒᵘ ⁱˢ ᵐʸ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗᵉˢᵗ ᶠᵒʳᵗᵘⁿᵉ. "

― Yi Xun, Twelve Letters 💌

 " ᴵᵗ'ˢ ʳᵃⁱⁿⁱⁿᵍ. ᴸᵉᵗ'ˢ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᶠᵘⁿ. ᴼᵘʳ ᶜˡᵒᵗʰᵉˢ ᵃʳᵉ ᵃˡʳᵉᵃᵈʸ ᵈⁱʳᵗʸ ᵃⁿʸʷᵃʸ. "

― Lan Zhan, The Untamed 🎋

"ᴵᵗ’ˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʷᵉ’ᵛᵉ ˡᵒˢᵗ, ᵇᵘᵗ ʷʰᵃᵗ ʷᵉ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ʰᵃᵛᵉ. ᴼᵘʳ ᵐᵉᵐᵒʳⁱᵉˢ, ᵒᵘʳ ˡᵒᵛᵉ, ᵗʰᵉʸ ʷⁱˡˡ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶠᵃᵈᵉ ᵃʷᵃʸ.

― Wei Ying, The Untamed 🎋

"ᴵ ˡⁱᵏᵉ ᵃ ᵖᵉʳˢᵒⁿ ʷʰᵒ ⁱˢ ᵗʳᵘᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉᵐˢᵉˡᵛᵉˢ, ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ʷʰᵒ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᶜʰᵃⁿᵍᵉˢ ᶠᵒʳ ᵒᵗʰᵉʳˢ’ ˢᵃᵏᵉ.

― Hyun Soo, Flower Of Evil 🌸 

"ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ ᵒⁿᶜᵉ ʷᵃˢ ᶜᵃˡˡᵉᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵘᵍˡⁱᵉˢᵗ ᵐᵃⁿ ᵃˡⁱᵛᵉ. ᵇᵘᵗ ʰᵉ ᵈⁱᵈⁿ'ᵗ ᶜᵃʳᵉ. ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ʰᵉ ʰᵃᵈ ᵃ ʷⁱᶠᵉ ʷʰᵒᵐ ʰᵉ ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ ᵈᵉᵃʳˡʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ˡᵒᵛᵉᵈ ʰⁱᵐ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ. 

― Ji Won, Flower Of Evil 🌸 

"ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ'ˢ ᵃ ᵈⁱᶠᶠᵉʳᵉⁿᶜᵉ ᵇᵉᵗʷᵉᵉⁿ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵒⁿᵉ ⁱᵐᵖᵒʳᵗᵃⁿᵗ & ᵖʳᵉᶜⁱᵒᵘˢ. ᵂʰᵉⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ˡᵃᵗᵗᵉʳ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉˢ, ⁱᵗ ʷᵒᵘˡᵈ ʰᵘʳᵗ ᵇᵃᵈˡʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ʸᵒᵘ ᵐᵃʸ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳ."

"ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ᵇᵉᵉⁿ ˡⁱᵛⁱⁿᵍ ᵗʰⁱˢ ˡⁱᶠᵉ ᶠᵒʳ ᵃ ˡᵒⁿᵍ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ,

ˢᵒ ᴵ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ˡᵒᵒᵏ ᶠᵒʳʷᵃʳᵈ ᵗᵒ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᵈⁱᶠᶠᵉʳᵉⁿᵗ.

 ᴵ ʳᵉˢⁱˢᵗ, ᵖᵉʳˢⁱˢᵗ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵇᵃᶜᵏ,

ᵇᵉᶜᵃᵘˢᵉ ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ᵐʸˢᵉˡᶠ

ʷᵒʳᵗʰʸ ᵒᶠ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸ ᶠˡᵒʷᵉʳ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ᵉⁿʲᵒʸᵉᵈ

ᵃⁿᵈ ᵉᵛᵉʳʸ ᵇⁱᵗᵉ ᵒᶠ ᶠᵒᵒᵈ ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ᵗᵃˢᵗᵉᵈ. 

ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ˡⁱᵛᵉ, ᵃⁿᵈ ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ˡⁱᵛᵉ ʰᵃᵖᵖʸ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠʳᵉᵉ.

ᴮᵘᵗ ⁱᶠ ⁱⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵉⁿᵈ ᴵ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵍᵉᵗ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ,

ᵗʰᵉⁿ ᵗʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ᵐʸ ˡⁱᶠᵉ. 

― Jiǔ Lù Fēi Xiāng, The Blue Whisper 💙

― Neal Shusterman, Scythe ⚖️

“ᴹʸ ᵍʳᵉᵃᵗᵉˢᵗ ʷⁱˢʰ ᶠᵒʳ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿⁱᵗʸ

ⁱˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵖᵉᵃᶜᵉ ᵒʳ ᶜᵒᵐᶠᵒʳᵗ ᵒʳ ʲᵒʸ.
ᴵᵗ ⁱˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʷᵉ ᵃˡˡ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ᵈⁱᵉ ᵃ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ⁱⁿˢⁱᵈᵉ

ᵉᵛᵉʳʸ ᵗⁱᵐᵉ ʷᵉ ʷⁱᵗⁿᵉˢˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰ ᵒᶠ ᵃⁿᵒᵗʰᵉʳ.
ᶠᵒʳ ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵃⁱⁿ ᵒᶠ ᵉᵐᵖᵃᵗʰʸ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᵘˢ ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ. 

ᵀʰᵉʳᵉ’ˢ ⁿᵒ ᵛᵉʳˢⁱᵒⁿ ᵒᶠ ᴳᵒᵈ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ᶜᵃⁿ ʰᵉˡᵖ ᵘˢ

ⁱᶠ ʷᵉ ᵉᵛᵉʳ ˡᵒˢᵉ ᵗʰᵃᵗ.”

“ᴵᵗ'ˢ ᵉⁿᵒᵘᵍʰ ᵗᵒ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵈᵒ ʷʰᵃᵗ ᴵ ʷᵃⁿᵗ.

ᶠᵃᵗᵉ ᵉⁱᵗʰᵉʳ ⁿᵉᵛᵉʳ ᵉˣⁱˢᵗᵉᵈ ᵃᵗ ᵃˡˡ

—ᵒʳ ⁱᵗ'ˢ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ᴵ ˢʰᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵗʳᵃᵐᵖˡᵉ ᵇᵉⁿᵉᵃᵗʰ ᵐʸ ᶠᵉᵉᵗ. "

"ᴰᵘᵐᵇᶠᵘᶜᵏ ᵃᵘᵗʰᵒʳ, ᵈᵘᵐᵇᶠᵘᶜᵏ ⁿᵒᵛᵉˡ!” 

―Mò Xiāng Tóng Xiù, Scum Villains' Scumbag System 📜 

― Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower 🌻 

“ᵉᵛᵉⁿ ⁱᶠ ʷᵉ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒʷᵉʳ ᵗᵒ ᶜʰᵒᵒˢᵉ

ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᵉ ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ,

ʷᵉ ᶜᵃⁿ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ᶜʰᵒᵒˢᵉ ʷʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᵉ ᵍᵒ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ.  
ᵂᵉ ᶜᵃⁿ ˢᵗⁱˡˡ ᵈᵒ ᵗʰⁱⁿᵍˢ.

ᴬⁿᵈ ʷᵉ ᶜᵃⁿ ᵗʳʸ ᵗᵒ ᶠᵉᵉˡ ᵒᵏᵃʸ ᵃᵇᵒᵘᵗ ᵗʰᵉᵐ.” 

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