im just a gaerl

PLS TELL ME IF ANYONE KNOWS WHERE TO WATCH THIS WITH ENGSUB T^T idc if you found it already and it had been months or years, just tell me pls 😭

does she have insta account?

pls can someone add her new micro dramas? 🥹

just realized he was the male lead for the youngest sister in IYRS! that’s why he looked familiar in TYAL 😭

When I saw him in TYAL, my first thought was like “I think he’s an idol” then found out he’s part of an actor group 🫠 I hope they’ll give him more projects tho

PS. I think I also saw him in IYRS!????

watching him on TYAL, i see CEW in him 🥰

I feel so ashamed commenting about LF’s behavior after I read spoilers from the novel becs apparently THIS LU FENG is much much much SANE than LU FENG in the novel??????

I hated LF for graping/noncon, drugging, kidnapping xiao chen but it was much worse in the novel???? a really dark romance bl novel DAMN

HOOOOH ijk the novel is not for the weak coz i alr got agitated just in the series (which was toned down) T^T

anyway, ayden (and elio) acted their character so well that really made me agitated and frustrated while watchibg LOLS

ALSO, special mention to the OSTs! I def more enjoyed the series becs of it <“3 esp that song with Ultra Ultra ~ and Super Super ~ HAHA IT IS SO CATCHY

I DEFINITELY LOVED IT.

I just got frustrated, stressed, furious, angry, bawled my eyes, sad, mad, glad, and relieved—a roller coaster like emotion, yes.

What I don’t like about Xiao Chen’s character is running away to every problem that came, to every misunderstandings without knowing the full picture, to making “running away” as his only escape instead of facing it.

What I hate about Lu Feng’s character is making mistakes one after another, and he knows it. Still doing things eventhough it hurts Xiao Chen, his possessiveness, and his obsession of making Xiao Chen only his. In short, his crazyness. (He definitely needed that therapy)

Say, how the story goes if Lu Feng and Fan Xiao from To My Shore meets? I wonder who will win of being the craziest obsessive psycho top towards their bottoms? (my goal is just Xiao Chen and You Shulang to meet becs their kindness makes their top overly crazy LOLS)

PS. I dislike that Xiao Chen’s trait becs sometimes I do the same :)

EXACTLY 😭 A simple touch by a man already made me grossed and my anger issue would go crazy about it, and I hate being stressed since I do not function well when I overthink, but Wayu was like “There’s no time for that, I need to do this and that to survive the day” LIKE CMON U ARE JUST A COLLEGE STUDENT ENJOY YOUR LIFE DAMN IT 😭💔

That’s why I put close and open parentheses and a question mark 🥹 also, I stated “traits” not his character’s age 🫡

“He doesn’t want me anymore, mom”
“So what if he doesn’t? Your mom and your sister are here. And you’ve got Singto too, right?”
“I never thought things would work out this way, Mom. Nothing’s gone the way I wanted.”

broke my freaking heart, damn you Krit, damn you and your stupid father

I did not cry much when Krit asked to break up with Wayu in that scene but when Wayu saw Singto’s drawings on the walls (esp that family drawing), when his mother asked him “what’s wrong?”, and him answering “he doesn’t want me anymore”, collapsing on the floor and finally broke down beside his family, I bawled my eyes out then.

Krit, do you wanna die?

The cute detail I wanted to point out is Wayu’s Gen Z (or Gen Alpha?) traits—after his crush followed him back, he keep posting music on his stories that relates to his mood that day or a song with lyrics that he wants to tell to his crush because he knows his crush, Krit, no matter what, will see it 😭

Up until now, I am still hoping that Mind is a nice admirer and will never do bad things to Wayu and will eventually accepts Wayu’s choice. I am still giving you a chance Mind, pls don’t do something stupid.

Krit’s father is such a pain in the ass. Can’t he understand that his son is gay and not bi? He likes men, for goodness sake! Stop saying to marry him to a very nice and rich woman, that’s freaking useless. The only hope I have is Krit’s mother, her expressions says she accepts Krit for who he is and thinking of something that will help his son with regard to his father, I just rlly hope she IS a good mother and defend his son from his homophobic husband.

Ice, I just know he ain’t a good one, the fact that Wayu trusts him made me think he is one of the masterminds or is the mastermind, and the recent episode just answered me. If only I could punch and kick balls of a person inside the screen, I would have done it. Damn it!

Krit, you lucky bastard. Eventho Wayu’s heart is still aching from the heartbreak, you are still his first priority—emergency call person (ik he’s a police officer, so it’s more convenient), even his stories and posts are his way of saying “i’m fine, don’t worry”, and he was the victim who experienced nasty things but the first thing he said when he saw you was to asked if you’re fine, TWICE. Dang! don’t lose someone who loves you more than theirselves, that’s freaking rare.

My poor Wayu, don’t be too kind and trusting, you are always the target of evil people. I just hope you will have a very happy ending esp in your personal life, your studies, your dream in life, you deserved it. You had been through a lot, you have sacrificed a lot in your life that it’s your turn to rest and live life for yourself.

I’m honestly glad that Wayu’s character is well-written, he is a smart character and a strong one—physically and mentally, a power bottom who don’t depend on others, responsible, kind-hearted, and a beautiful person. He may be a people-pleaser and trusts people easily but he know how he would handle it, every situation, and that’s what differ him from other power bottoms.

I just love him so much, that’s why I rlly rlly hope they wrote a good ending for Wayu’s character, an ending he truly deserves.

Last two fridays, last two episodes. I can’t wait to see the end atst I can’t help but to get emotional bcos the ending is near, I only recently loved UpPoom, and I haven’t heard or read any news for an upcoming drama, so I will surely missed them too much.

Susu na, UpPoom!

EXACTLY 😭 I was literally crying for Wayu, my boy had been thru a lot already in his personal life, but a disgusting horny man (Ice, which Wayu trust and I dont cos Wayu trusts him, and I was freaking right!!!) just rly had to kidnapped him and be his next victim DAMN IT I was glad Wayu is a smart character and a strong one—mentally and physically 😭

And the first thing he always think whenever situations like this happened is to ask the people around him if they’re okay BUT himself 😭 he literally forgot that he is the hard-working student who has a dream in life and not like his cop boyfriend who has the duty to protect people

MY POOR WAYU, PLS HAVE A VERY HAPPY ENDING ESP IN YOUR PERSONAL LIFE 🙇‍♀️ you deserved all the good things in this lifetime :3

PLS GIVE ME MORE AND MORE AND MORE AND MORE UPPOOM SERIES TOGETHER PLS 🙇‍♀️ I CANT GET ENOUGH OF THEM T^T

I definitely did not expected the sudden dark romance, I was so shocked that I had to paused it LOLS anyway I SUPER DUPER ENJOYED THIS.

Their chemistry is oozing, I love them sm!

I definitely did not expected that to happen to Sky, GAWD! He aint my fave character but I literally enjoyed his annoying role (and also, he is so fine, I just can’t hate him, I’m weak to handsome guys, sorry). But when he said he’s quitting (and when that scene where his ears was randomly zoomed then Krit noticed his earrings) I got suspicious because at first I was thinking he’s part of those bad guys (like as a bridge or something they call), then when the scene a body was found, I got scared it would be him. DANG IT! I will miss his sexy performance and yelling and annoying character T^T

ALSO WARAHEL!!! I just knew that it would not go on Krit’s plan, why just his dad suddenly want that cctv video when Krit was about to close the case and confront his father. DANG! I don’t want another MingJoe painful break-up experience to KritWayu 😭 UpPoom’s life characters always end up like this hahahaha 😭

Some scenes remind me of MingJoe btw BYEDDDDD

Poom is so beautiful, my gallery is full of screenshots of his visuals 🙇‍♀️ OMYGAWDNES IM SO INLOVE WITH HIM