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but wasn't Bank/Sunny always a wh*re?!? like maybe in the spot light he was a "star" but i am 110% sure he wasn't any different then all the other nameless wanna-be actors he served up to the "sponsors". he just didn't get abused or deleted cause he knew how to play the game.
so personally his downfall isn't that big of a punishment, cause given his personality he might be down now but he will find a way to not just survive, but thrive & after everything he has done idk not a satisfying ending IMO 🤷‍♀️

without spoiler; yes it's red to pitch black (there maybe 2 character's that r green flags) & the mains get better character wise - but they never really green.
but more importantly this needs a trigger warning.... so good luck

but then why did he tell Wen Shu to give him time?? that made it clear that he knew that Wen Shu was quietly supportive of him, cause he loved him & by saying what he did, he made it clear that he wasn't yet in a place to move on - but he would in time... that's why everyone is so confused as to WTF happened in the span of few hrs 😫🖐

if anything what u wrote makes the "leaving the clean shoe” more understandable, cause what Cy meant was that he couldn't bring anything of his back, cause it was destroyed /covered in blood or worse & the only thing left clean / untouched / presentable that CY could bring back as evidence to finding QT & his passing, was the clean shoe.

of course i am not sure it was a wild animal (or maybe i don't want to believe it, cause that would be a brutal way to go, especially when he finally wanted to move past his pain & grief & there was a chance he would find happiness with CY's brother. that would be a cruel turn of events) but from the start we have heard a lot about bears 🤷‍♀️ so who knows.

yeah even i am confused about what really happened to him, but from what i did understand Chang Yang is the one that took the pic, Qing Tian didn't find the flower or take the pic.

i enjoyed this, this wasn't perfect & usually with this type of short BL, i binge watch & it's like watching a movie that's been chopped up - which gives me a chance to take a break if & when needed. this time there were weird edits & jump cuts between one ep to the next (not always) but it happened enough to make it annoying, cause it felt like there was an ep/scene missing.
but on a whole good acting, liked the mains & the plot was interesting enough to hold my attention from start to finish. cute enough for a rewatch.

hope u r right, just Chang Yang's father keeping tabs on the mains adds to my worry. but if u / Kuma says so then.... 😅🤞

this BL has taken such a dark turn, now i am starting to dread the ending OMG - what is planned in the next 2 eps 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

also i feel like A LOT has been lost in translation & we r missing out on clues that would help us understand what's going on better. still we i saw was enough to make me worried that this not gonna be a happy ending for anyone....🤦‍♀️

at least Sangnuea & Naphitch holding my interest... Sangnuea legging it the sec he saw Naphitch outside the café, here i thought he targeted him at the club cause he knew who he was & was planning to get bitten by a "Devathitirat" - i.e money, status, that even if there wouldn't be love between them, he could live in luxury as his mate.
guess there was more to whatever went on between them (as am sure the girl who approached Naphitch 1st & spilt the drink on him, was intentional/planned) now the big question is why, what were they up too?!??? & why Sangnuea running now - which i found hilarious given how laid back & flirtatious he was with Nakhin a sec before 😂

btw kinda over Phatsa & the pity party he keeps throwing himself, it's like he is so bored in that house, he keeps searching for reasons to get butthurt & it's kinda tedious the amount of handholding both Nakhun & his mother gotta do with this 'baby' & if that wasn't enough, the water-works r a major turn-off & now that he's preggers... 😫🖐 he will be even more of a headcase emotionally, Aish 🤦‍♀️

hmmm & the plot & acting isn't amateurish?!? idk about u but for a while now i feel like everything is relying on the actors "chemistry" & as long as they deliver in the NC scenes, everyone will be/is happy... no? all in my head?!?😫🖐

maybe he should realize he needs to cut ties with his family, not just the Lu's... but i don't think that's ever gonna happen

what about - gets into an accident has a personality change, then goes back to wreaks havoc on everyone that walked all over him & treated him like sh*t???

lol... it's for me too 🤦‍♀️that's why i have been putting this off, waiting for it to get completed so i can binge & fast-forward parts that make me cringe or see red 🤷‍♀️so seeing ur comment made me laugh, maybe i too will give up after an ep 😅✌will wait & see....

the ages of the actors is getting younger & younger, guess this so they can be thrown under the bus when something needs covering up, like it's been done with Justin from GMMTV.
but hey there will always be a need for fodder for this hungry beast = whether it be the "fans" or the rotten entertainment industry & anyone not even raising an eye brow & questioning WTF is going on, let alone voicing concern for these young kids needs their head checked....✌

lol... well i get angry when i get sad & i found this ep more depressing & infuriating so maybe there should've been some angry crying 😫🖐

even i was blinded cause i was focused on the chemistry & the interpersonal relationships of the character's i liked, like Kajorn , Sky & Sun's bonding. that i didn't notice we almost at the end, but nothing in the "revenge" plan really materialized into anything but a lot of talk - i.e basically mentioning the words "revenge" but there was zero planning into the actual revenge 🤷‍♀️

i think both Jay & Sun did nothing but "yap" & even if i agree (& was equally annoyed when i saw Two-0 just stand there without a care, filming) i can't not be mad at Sun! cause whether he sent him back or not - after Sunny informed him about Two-0's fate (cause he got caught) what does Sun do???? go about his day as if someone he knew, wasn't getting sexually tortured to death - like WTF

but the more i think about this ep, the madder i get. but i guess i am at fault. cause the way every ep until now was structured it was more like this was a 16 or 20 ep BL & not a 10 ep BL. so not shocking both leads acted like they've got all the time in the world - & i am fault for expecting miracles in the last ep.🤦‍♀️

well the changes made r moronic then - as i am so angry (still) that nothing Sun did or does will be ok, given how much (even character's i didn't know) suffering i saw.
& Sun came off like a bumping idiot - & whether Two-0 did it on his own or cause of Sun - end result was, that he was suffering (as Sunny informed Sun) & Sun was just out & about, going to the club to talk to Jay's Uncle, getting help from the old dude Jay assigned to him & sitting down to eat - like r u kidding me? it's like Two-0 got caught, well that's out of my hands... so i just go about my day - like r u kidding me? who thought this was good writing?!?

OMG but i am seeing RED, as is this ep was brutal & very very freakin hard to sit through, but what the f*ck is wrong with Sun?!? does he believe he is f*ckin superman that he can take on thugs that r bigger, meaner & harder then him?!??? & he keeps endangering people & sorry not sorry but Two-O let alone Sky's blood is on his hands! if they don't survive this sh*t.

as is from the start his idea for revenge sound moronic & childish to me, but i thought that maybe the author had some grand scheme & that i wasn't seeing the 'big picture' that would get reveled as this BL progressed. so far both leads talk & act big, but r in above their heads. the fact that Sun even at this stage didn't see fit to clue Sky or Kajorn in on how dangerous Songphon, let alone Sunny & Kongkit r is mindboggling to me.
& after what Two-O was put through, he basically told him to go back into the lions den??? for f*ckin revenge - like r u serious?!???? i am so so angry & ironically i am angry at the good-guy's cause they r so stupid. how many people r dead that they know off, cause of the bad-guys? yet they think that they r the ones that gonna get what - justice / "revenge"?!? cause they got power? smarts? more money?!? what??? in which world this seem logical??? to both the pea brained leads OMG.

i am f*ckin furious.... don't think there is anything salvageable given how this ep went, there is nothing that will make me happy - not even if for ep 10, the majority of the ep i see Kongkit, Sunny, Wave, Songphon & all his thugs go up in flames, hear them scream & beg for mercy - i wont be happy cause it wont make up for the suffering of so many that i had to witness - i am seeing red & if i had known this would get this dark, i would've avoided this BL like the plague! this is why sometimes i wait for sh*t to get completed, so i know more & can decide if i should watch it or not ugh. 🤦‍♀️

i had to stop the ep - i don't want to victim blame & i aint, cause what was done to Two-O was despicable & i hope he gets justice for what was done to him!!!.
But(!) him telling Sun that Wave tricked him?!? sorry what???? he was in the same room when Wave did the same to Sun. he didn't learn from that day???? he knew exactly what Wave & Sunny were up to with the sponsors & he thought what? that cause he was buddy buddy with them, they wouldn't offer him up??? the 1st chance they got??? really - why?!??

that aint tricking, unless he is talking about deluding himself into believing that would never happen to him, while he kept their company. sorry but he can't put the blame on Wave 🤷‍♀️blame the industry, the company even the sponsors but Wave will do anything to survive in that hell-hole, same as Sunny - they didn't make the rules they just play by it. & yeah they despicable & gross for selling unsuspecting wanna-be actors out, but when ur in it & u see what's going on, u gotta do better to save ur own ass, then blindly follow anyone just cause they smile & r friendly with u.