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the more time passes the more annoyed i get cause what the actual f*ck was the point of this?!??? like tell me anyone that get's sexual assaulted & then goes back for more??? get turned on cause of some water-works & sob story, enough for them to want to repeat what they were forced into the night before - but now they hungry for it?? (cause the night before opened their apatite???) then get graped & stay the night??? to wake-up the next morning in the same house, on the same sofa he was graped on, to eat breakfast with the same person that graped him - brutally while calling him a b*tch, asking if he was enjoying it so much, that's why he was crying from the joy of it all?!?? like make this make sense????

1st off Jae Hun was owed money for his work & even if he shouldn't have reached into Jun Hyeok pocket to help himself, Jun Hyeok then demanding a BJ isn't exactly on the up & up - the sec those words came out of his mouth, Jae Hun could & should've threatened to call the cops himself, cause yeah he would be in trouble but so would Jun Hyeok. but lets go with the fact he was so terrified he would lose his only source of income & went through with it, when he got the text the next day (which was a black mail note - plain & simple) he still chose to go back - why??? Jun Hyeok assaulted him - which is a freakin crime & he for sure Jun Hyeok hold attempted robbery against Jae Hun, without getting in some hot water himself.

yet Jae Hun walks into the lions den & then even if u buy the sob story, he had so many opportunities to say no thank u & goodbye. yet he chose to sit & drink with someone he knew 1st hand got nasty when he was drunk - what???? & then for a straight man - heck i think even a gay man wouldn't be that happy to repeat what was forced on him the evening before, especially in a house where there was no where to escape. yet he wanted to comfort Jun Hyeok in-spite of what he did to him??? & not even that, he was that turned on by what he did the night before, he was hungry for it again??? & even when Jun Hyeok wanted more then his mouth, Jae Hun didn't say "stop or no" he for sure didn't fight him off, he said he hadn't ever done it before, that this would be his 1st time, that isn't a NO! - to me it seemed like he was saying, he wasn't ready or needed Jun Hyeok to take it slow. which given Jun Hyeok behavior to date, idk why Jae Hun thought he would be treated with care... i aint into victim blaming, but he kinda got what he came for - sorry not sorry & the fact he could sleep after.... in the same place/sofa/house he was assaulted in, to wake up the next morning like nothing happened, to sit civilly & eat what Jun Hyeok, even get in his car so he could drive him home - like sorry, but what the actual f*ck - this kinda reaffirms my conclusions to my assuming he wanted what he got.

idk if either is straight or gay & it really doesn't matter, cause this wasn't about sexuality. on Jun Hyeok's part his demanding a BJ or even graping Jae Hun wasn't a sexual act - it was an act of dominance, he was hurt & pissed at his wife & the pastor but couldn't hurt them. Jae Hun was someone powerless & submissive (cause of his position in life & the societal hierarchy), someone that could be used & abused without really suffering any consequence & Jun Hyeok did just that, used him to vent his rage, angry, the impotency he felt by being cheated on by the person that affirms his manliness. he used Jae Hun to get the power back.
the ending where he pleasures Jae Hun, IMO was a way to keep Jae Hun in his life - so he would keep coming back. not cause he suddenly turned gay. he just knew he couldn't keep blackmailing him about some money, not after everything he had done - which was way way worse. either way this was messed-up & it just annoyed me, cause i feel like what was done to Jae Hun - u r dealing with such heavy & sensitive subjects & making light of them or just disregarding them, cause Jun Hyeok was the receiver at the end, so they now a couple - put a stamp of happily ever after & the end - this just a different type of romance, that's messed-up...