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hi where can i watch pls 🥲

honestly dropped... this drama was so good but my heart just couldnt take zhang zhe and ning not being tgt.. i didnt think i'd love them this much it hurts my heart thinking abt them omg.. almost 30 eps in and she's still in love with him... there's no going back from this for me lol she did everything for him jumping in front of an arrow drowning a girl LITERALLY DYING in her past life are you kidding me. i could also feel why she was so in love with hım he was really such a good guy my heart ached as well i literally felt her love for him across the screen. their past life moments were soo good the empress x righteous minister i literally screamed. her stepping on his dress to force him to stay and him just ripping it and walking yet still risking his life for her.. her promising to be a better person😭 in second life when ZZ said "since you've been using me for so long, why dont you keep using me" and held her hand i threw myself from bed. it's sad bcz i loved ning in both lives i love morally grey women. i also just realized they give malthus x hilda from hilda furacao a bit too so its HARDER to move on.

lastly i wanna talk abt hua zhi. she is rlly a FL that will always be so special to me i understood and sympathazied with her every action.. she showed everyone what she and other women were capable of and got back on her feet again and again. she also grew a lot too from belittling her family to understanding and working with them as a team... when she had a breakdown i felt it to my bones rlly omg honestly she should've crashed out even sooner. her and yangxi's love was so genuine not all couples feel like they were in a relationship but they really did and felt so real i could feel their love LOL love their hugs. also a shoutout to zhang jingyi bcz i really cant imagine anyone else playing hua zhi she embodied this role so well lu yuxiao is my favourite actress but i just couldnt imagine anyone else as hua zhi. but she was also perfect as Shaoyao her and shen huan really got me kicking my feet lol just pure love😭😭 when she saved them both from the fire i screamed. Shaoyao best girl

also grandma wan and dowager empress's friendship broke me 😭😭 they were girls together.. i'll never forget them. and nobody talking abt rong my angel i liked her alot😭😭😭

i felt very empty bcz perfect match ended and wanted to watch another female-centric drama (having lu yuxiao was a bonus) and this is genuinely one of the best dramas i've ever seen... watching these women grow was so rewarding.. hua zhi saying "now i know they are not only wives and mothers, they all have their own talents it's just they've stayed at home for too long and those talents faded away in daily life" stuck with me a lot💗 watched in a site where i couldnt speed up and honestly loved every second. went from liking only FL to loving all of them.. esp JinE queen lmao didnt miss her husband at all as she should. Now i feel even more empty.. WOMEN😭💘