fujoshisan

the music generally has main character vibes ;-) bcos it is too loud...bgm should a little less loud, i feel.....i mean, it i really good but just too loud in some scenes even while the dialogue is being spoken....can be quite annoying....

oh right!! headslap :-D

that part where mxy was being sarcastic was so sad....like his heart was breaking bcos now he knows his legs were not her first priority, it was getting that kidnapping gang caught.....poor mxy...he's so in love with her....and she's so nuts 🥺🥺

she's like an all star....nothing she can't do....i love how the nephew says that she plays chess like a monster 😁😁

yes...in ep. 13 that scene is shown where ye li's mother is begging her father to return the edict...how her father got the edict is a mystery still but possibly her father is on the side of the evil muyang or more realistically afraid of the dowager empress....my thinking is that xiuwen (mxy's brother) received the edict and gave it to the headmaster of lishan (again dunno now or why) who told his daughter who was at lishan then to give it to the dowager empress who is her friend.....probably in the expectation that she travelling alone will reach faster than an army....and this may have been the plan bcos armies are not allowed to enter the capital....but somehow ye li's father found out about the edict and did not allow her mother to take it to the empress.....and she says that if he does that the mxy family will get destroyed but he doesn't listen.....and this anger and guilt kills ye li's mother....and also that's why xiuwen was not angry with ye li when she meets him at the execution ground because he trusted the lishan people and knew they would not have betrayed him...phew!!! and now mxy is guilty bcos if he had stayed with his brother, he would have been the one bringing the edict and none of the rest would have happened....

aaaah!! ok....hmmm

the opening scene of ep. 13 💞💞💞💞💞💞💞😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 but mostly in mxy ...our poor girl is just checking things off a list...."make you stand up"...."make you live happily"....these are the promises she made to his brother....

the build up to that desire was just amazing.....the way they have deconstructed desire....verrrrrryyyyyy nice....gemfourth have got to be the bl pair of the year....they've really done an amazing job already, just in these 3 episodes.....better even then billkin and ppkrit, who were my favourites till now....

wow!! awesome idea....they should totally make a movie out of this series...

oh!!! ok....

p'aof and p' best have done such a neautifull job of writing the characters and their words.....in ep 2 and 3 (till befoe they reach the end) i was so annoyed with barth for keeping on pushing tan to feel something that he obviously didn't want to....i am getting really angry at barth....and tan was played with such precision - going back and forth between joining barth in his misdeeds and alsno not fully joining in.....maaaan....but that end.....undeniable....

i am really loving father anon's character here.....such a good priest.....and also tan's former best friend....i hope he doesn't end up losing his way 😣🥺

by watching the three episodes and expecially ep. 3 a hundred times more 😁😁😍😍

screaming from happiness 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

i would give it a 10....i can't find a single thing to complain about!💞💞💞💞💞💞💞

they showed the ending already in the beginning....barth comes to the church after a long time to see tan get ordained as a priest...and father anon greets him....i think the rest of the episodes are going to be about barth and tan discovering what love truly is and how small an aspect of it, lust is.....can't wait....

wasn't it just brilliant....i kept thinking that tan will continue to deny barth....but then barth said "i am not gao'd favourite" so beautifully, it really broke my heart and apparently tan's too....he loves god so much that he can't accept that god will deny barth and not him....soo it is almost like his question to god "will you still love me as much, even if i am gay".....so subtle but so powerful...because you can see he goes to barth with full conviction...there is no fear or doubt.....that scene really a work of art from all perspectives...writing, acting, directing....

times a million.....just beautiful.....i couldn't ttake my eyes off the screen for even a second....everybody has done their part well....big or small....

eh?!?! did gemini and fourth get into a fight?

not at all.....they;ve done this so well.....it is a beautiful story but also it is a very in-depth exploration of desire and love....love the spiritual angle.....and gemini has really improved sssssssssssooooooooooooo much.....till now i always thought he was a little non-expressive especially because fourth is so good.....but in this when he is really going head-to-head with fourth.....despite the story being so subtle....