A must-watch for angst-lovers and hopeless romantics!

I went into this drama without any expectations, but it ended up blowing a massive hole in my heart.

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At first, it seemed to be a typical high school romance. In many ways, it is -- it has many of the same clichés that we always see in modern c-dramas (namely, the cold/genius ML, programming/compsci, time-skip/separation, the struggle to start a business, etc.)

What makes this drama stand out, though, is the chemistry between the leads.

It's the type of chemistry that truly makes you believe that the actors are in love. In every gesture and every glance, Chen Feiyu and Zhang Jingyi are able to communicate exactly how much the characters care for each other. Often, it's without saying a word. Some might find the ML to be too cold, but in my opinion, as long as you look closely, his feelings are apparent. He's a man of actions, not of words; besides, his coldness becomes very comprehensible once you learn of his tragic backstory. The FL, on the other hand, wears her heart on her sleeve. I found her to be endearing, strong, and intelligent; she's a good example of how you can be a 'clingy' FL without being annoying. She IS independent, but knows how to rely on others. The two complement each other perfectly. Perhaps it's not a 'new' dynamic (it's similar to bad boy/good girl), but it DOES feel special. Also, the transition from high school acting to workplace acting is very well-executed and natural; you can clearly see a jump in the characters' maturity. (Zhuyun's wardrobe change certainly helps with that, too!)

Meanwhile, the plot - though far from perfect - IS a perfect driver for the good kind of heart-tugging angst. There is jealousy involved, but no full-fledged love triangles. There are misunderstandings, but they are mostly cleared quite quickly due to the level of trust and love that Zhuyun and Lixun have for one another. Problems largely stem from external forces, so it's more about how they back each other up. Basically, you won't feel like the leads ever really betray their love for each other (even though there are some very heartbreaking moments.)

Is it perfect? No, definitely not. If I were to give it a 10/10, that would be based purely on my own enjoyment of the show. Realistically, there are some areas that either didn't quite work, or didn't quite make sense. (By this I mean that some of the side plots pertaining to side characters are seriously disjointed and rushed, and the ending, while happy and satisfying enough, doesn't resolve several plot points properly.) But because I'm a hopeless romantic and an absolute sucker for angst, this drama has become one of my all-time favourites.

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I thought I'd just vent about some of plot-related problems here, if anyone else has seen the drama already and is reading this.

I adored Lixun and Zhuyun together. But at the end, after they slept together, did he really just say with a straight face that he would have gotten back together with her if she'd just brought it up? Firstly, that's not very romantic of him. Secondly, it's not even true! He pushed her away so many times and even outright said that the past is the past when she asked if them being a couple was even possible anymore. I'm okay with him being cold and a bit emotionally stunted, but that was a bit ridiculous. We'll forgive him though, because the poor boy is not exactly very good with all of this emotional stuff.

The villains of the story are really well acted, but the writing doesn't do them justice. How does Gao Jianhong just flip like that? We can all see his mounting dissatisfaction, but I feel like a step is missing between him being sick of living in Lixun's shadow and him becoming a sort of comically exaggerated Entity of Evil. His reconciliation with Xu Lina at the end? Also not very convincing.

Then there's the matter with Fang Zhijing. So his eye got gouged out by Lixun, right? Literally can't tell at all. I mean, I know that prosthetic/glass eyes exist, but come on... it feels like the eye thing just got thrown in to extend Lixun's prison sentence.

Also, what on earth was Rendi and her boyfriend's subplot towards the end? It was so rushed, so random, and lowkey just existed so that the producers could pad out the episodes and so that the audience could watch two hot actors making out.

Anyway, what a watch. I haven't rewatched it yet, but I can imagine it has great rewatch value.

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