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CLASSIC FIRST LOVE STORY

A Love So Beautiful

Shen Yue = Chen Xiao Xi
Hu Yitian = Jiang Chen

The start of this drama was so cute. It was youthful, showing their school moments starting off with the time when Jiang Chen ignored Chen Xiao Xi. He was the grumpy neighbor that doesn’t talk, but scores really well on tests. She was the talkative neighbor who had a crush on Jiang Chen and struggled a little bit in school. It is one of the most classic kind of enemies/friends to lovers.

Episode 1: I love how Jiang Chen was ready to stand up for Chen Xiao Xi no matter if he was acting like he’s always annoyed by her. He catches the comments made in school about her, he was going to help her in the fight, he helped her stand up to the principal reading her own personal love letters, and he was able to connect the dots with the accidental love letter he received. Also, that little snippet at the end where we get his gentle side that morning that Chen Xiao Xi woke up really early to see him. From that point on, he also started to actually wait on her in the mornings, showing his compassion. He is def one of those like characters that appear morally gray, but actually care a lot about Chen Xiao Xi.

Episode 3: Jiang Chen just takes a while to warm up. At the end, he realizes that Xiao Xi is a pretty genuine person when it comes to her actions. Yes, she can be goofy, but she also knows what’s right from what’s wrong. She still owned up to her mistakes with the class money. Also, he says he doesn’t care and she isn’t fit to be the class leader material, but he still tries to help her find the money back. If it wasn’t for him, Chen Xiao Xi would be in way bigger trouble and her family would have to make up the 1000 dollars. And then at the end, with him riding his bike and laughing with her. He’s definitely warming up.

Episode 4: I have no clue why I never noticed how tall Hu Yitian is. He’s like double Shen Yue’s height. He had to fully bend down 90 degrees for her to reach his head. Anyway, like we’ve noticed Jiang Chen just takes a while to warm up. He didn’t help her practice hurdles until he found out she was doing it for him. He was so proud after she ran too. I kind of feel bad for Wu Bosong though. These past couple episodes it’s been so clear he likes Chen Xiao Xi. He’s done so much for her but she only sees him as a friend.

Episode 5: Jiang Chen starting to get jealous of Chen Xiao Xi and Wu Bosong was so funny. Him teasing her with putting the book even higher😭 Holy, he is so much taller.

Episode 6: Aww Wu Bosong suffering so much because of his care for Chen Xiao Xi. He’s the one that got her out of her mood and fought with his dad. He defended her character to his dad. Jiang Chen is confusing me. I don’t like his actions and words spoken towards Chen Xiao Xi. But, he still did defend her against those men and was more worried when he found out her transferring schools was real. Jiang Chen came at just the right time. Him convincing her to stay and whispering that to her shows how much he cared and wants her to stay.

Episode 7: Jiang Chen’s jealous side coming out. Him denying the seat next to Chen Xiao Xi at first until someone else wanted to claim that seat. The classic friend group shouting. I always love that scene with all youth dramas. The way Jiang Chen’s face dropped when Wu Bosong pulled Chen Xiao Xi aside to say that she is his motivation.

Episode 8: Jiang Chen needs to hurry this process up. He’s so wishy-washy with Chen Xiao Xi even though he always ends up caring for and helping her. He just needs to confess bc he already knows that she likes him. Or else it’s gonna be too late and Wu Bosong is going to take her.

Episode 9: With the debate, even though Jiang Chen got jealous every time Wu Bosong is mentioned, he helped Chen Xiao Xi make a good point and not embarrass herself. He also helped her with some key words because he knows what helps her. However, I was touched by Wu Bosong and his reaction, he seemed so proud of her. Also, the fact he played off his love confession to lessen the stress on Chen Xiao Xi showed how much he cares for her. Idk man, right now, Wu Bosong is the better guy and Jiang Chen still needs to step it up a bit in his expression of ideas and his thoughts.

Episode 12: Ah! The infamous scene. Li Wei is really pissing me off bro. Jiang Chen has clearly shown that he isn’t interested in you and you still overstep your boundaries. Not only do you see Chen Xiao Xi crying, but then you go and try to kiss Jiang Chen in front of her? Like thats just messed up. Wu Bosong bro. He does so much for Chen Xiao Xi, he balances swim, pays for a bunch of stuff, and shows up for her when she needs it. Him covering her eyes and turning her away with that angry look on his face…they better stay friends forever and Wu Bosong better find someone for him. He’s really a good guy. I don’t think Jiang Chen is a bad guy either, but he’s more of that morally grey type of character rather than Wu Bosong’s golden retriever energy. Chen Xiao Xi is growing through stuff bro. Her long time crush is fading to her and I feel so bad because she’s still just a girl trying to navigate life. Her first love just got stolen away from her in her own eyes, so I understand the depression she’s feeling.

Episode 14: Finally, Jiang Chen is making a move. He took that “I love you” plant and put it in Chen Xiao Xi’s bag. I still need the verbal confession though. Aw, poor Lu Yang. Everyone was tricking him the entire time by not telling him that Lin Jingxiao liked Li Shu. Not only that, but that whole heart attack scare was really really unexpected. I really liked that scene because of the family and community that it demonstrated though. Li Shu being the person trying to save Lu Yang and all of his friends helping him. No matter what struggles they were going through, they all united in their love and care for Lu Yang. Lu Yang’s public annoucement and confession to Lin Jingxiao was so cute bro. It took guts and I loved how Wu Bosong and Jiang Chen helped him by holding off Director Zhang.

Episode 17/18: What the heck, that kiss from Jiang Chen came out of left field. I mean, it didn’t because we as the audience could see his thoughts. But he hasn’t even verbally confessed yet. And then they suddenly became gf and bf without showing us how that happened. He kind of just assumed and there was not any formal, “I like you” and “I like you too, be my gf?” type of thing. It felt very Jiang Chen and Chen Xiao Xi like. Very lowkey and almost a little bit weird.

Episode 20: I’m a little bit confused about the series of events that happened. Are you telling me that Jiang Chen and Chen Xiao Xi broke up for 3 years because he went abroad to study? Then, when he comes back and they meet at the hospital, her and Wu Bosong are acting like they’re a couple. But then, Jiang Chen brings a fake date to the bachelor party. BUT THEN, that same night, Jiang Chen and Chen Xiao Xi kiss and Chen Xiao Xi is the one apologizing to Jiang Chen. Like, I’m so confused about this timeline and how everything is happening so fast. Are they now dating again? Like what’s going on?

Episode 22: Wow, I think this is the latest confession that I’ve seen, at least verbal confession. We finally got Jiang Chen saying all of his feelings out loud, all 4 min and 23 seconds of it. Wu Bosong bro, he was the one that basically got them back together through having Chen Xiao Xi on the phone while he was talking to Jiang Chen. Wu Bosong is literally the best, I wish he got a love interest of his own.

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A little disappointing...but decent

Prisoner of Beauty

Liu Yuning - Wei Shao
Song Zuer - Qiao Man

Wow, I love the look of Wei Shao at the very beginning when we get introduced to him in the hood. I also love Qiao Man’s first impression because she’s sacrificing her future so that her sister can be happy. I can already tell she’s a mature FL and not one of those clueless FL’s in some dramas. Not only that, but I love how Liu Yuning acts with his eyes. When Wei Shao saw Manman for the first time, you could tell he was taken aback by her looks and beauty. But, there is so much tension built up between the families that it is going to start off at least as a classic enemies to lovers which I love.

Wow, episode 2 and I’m in love with this drama and dynamic already. Wei Shao putting on a show to gain the people’s trust with Manman lowk helping him. Him realizing she was helping and gave her an ointment for the tick he made on her neck. The tension in that scene with Manman acting it perfectly. But, still, they are at odds with each other so the drama hasn’t lost that enemies tension yet. And then the scene where Manman gives Wei Shao the pendant of the city and the sun hitting her hanfu perfectly. Wei Shao’s general look is also so fitting.

Episode 3 and Wei Shao finally realizes that Manman cares for the Wei people and doesnt want to see them innocently hurt by Liu Yan’s plans. He was wrong all along about eloping and now has his men on the hunt for her when she was helping him all along. I hope he gets there in time to save her from Liu Yan.

Episode 4…we get the classic running scene. All Wei Shao says is “Come here”, doesn’t make eye contact, and Manman still trusts him over Liu Yan. Not only that, but his running towards her when arrows started flying and protecting her by hugging her and covering her with his back shows his little bit of care towards her. And then she slaps him straight on the face after😭😭😭

Side note, I love Li Xueqin as a person and an actor. She’s the funniest ever on Hi6 and I didn’t know that she was an actor too. So, seeing her in this drama was amazing. She plays the character so well. Now it also adds up onto why she knows and is friends with Liu Yuning.

Awww episode 5, Wei Shao caught a lynx for Manman after most men can’t or won’t find it worth the effort to kill the lynx as a marriage gift. These wedding feels so melancholy though which builds the sort of arranged/forced marriage. The end of this episode gave me goosebumps. Li Xueqin’s acting was on point with begging the generals. Then, Wei Shao instantly going after Manman after learning she’s sick and was stuck outside for 2 whole days in the rain. His horse riding and fierce look while being concerned for Manman. Ughhhh, this scene was perfect. I also love how the generals were abt to help stop the carriage regardless if Wei Shao was coming.

I like how Wei Shao recognized the strength of Manman and doesn’t underestimate her. He even stands up for her when other ppl r talking bsf saying that she should only be used as a concubine. He made sure that everyone knew their place and she was an exception. Whether it was just for show, I know some of that had to be real.

Yes, we’re starting to get Wei Shao being a little bit more vulnerable with his emotions surrounding his family’s deaths and betrayal. Manman genuinely worried for Wei Shao and them hugging together in the rain on that cart. The genuine care that Manman had for Wei Shao despite all the political tensions shines through.

Episode 10: There’s no way that Wei Shao’s own mother drugged him just to forcefully make him take a concubine. That’s messed up on so many levels. But, we also got to see Manman slightly warming up and caring for Wei Shao. Yes, I love how Manman defends Wei Shao by not ruining his dignity and keeping that drugged night a secret as well as standing up to his mother.

Episode 12: I love how they’re starting to slowly trust each other a little bit more. The conversation with the tavern and the portrait was actually really mature. I particularly liked Wei Shao’s sentence: “I don’t trust everything my cousin says. Have you not considered that I’m also your husband? I want to hear both sides.” And then Wei Shao being protective over Manman as her husband.

Episode 14/15: I love the trust that is building between the two. Wei Shao rlly pulled through in believing her that she didn’t tamper with the seeds. He recognized all the help she’s given towards their city and the people. Not only that, but he decided to further investigate this issue to help clear her name and find the person who is trying to frame her. Also, Manman finally called Wei Shao “fujun” for the first time. His face when he heard that was priceless.

Episode 17: wow the tension. Wei Shao having to grab his knee tightly with his hands while she was massaging his head and then the noise he made. they’re both getting encapsulated with each other

Episode 22: Song Zuer acting drunk was really really cute. Her acting there just makes you want to hug her, she’s just like a teddy bear. I can feel their feelings start to ramp up. Wei Shao letting Manman literally cut him on his neck, but he’s still focusing on taking HER shoes off and feeding her water. Also, that forehead kiss, hello. They’re both gone. Fallen. Crushed. Done.

Episode 23: I do like the character development between Wei Shao and Manman. When Manman’s uncle did something evil, Wei Shao did not blame Manman for it. He is able to separate the Qiao clan from his wife, which shows the trust that he is building in her.

Episode 25: Wow, the love that Wei Shao has for Manman is so great that he gave Bogong’s spear to Qiao Ci for the duel. He did all of that to reassure Manman that Qiao Ci would be ok in the duel.

Episode 29: Wow, that episode was a rollercoaster. Their kiss was one of the most intense kisses that I’ve seen in historical dramas, I was actually super surprised. And then…they got interrupted and literally everything went downhill. Old tensions and plans resurfaced, old disbelief and doubt in each other started to resurface, and Wei Shao left to go to battle without having a proper talk with Manman. Still, Manman tried to show her support and love through the pounding of the drums and her wanting to go to Boya to help Wei Shao. She’s definitely an actions over words type of girl.

Im skipping to the last 2-3 episodes. I’m not going to lie, there is not a lot of episode reviews considering there is 36 whole episodes in this drama. I hate to say it, but I was just really bored when watching this drama until the last 2 episodes. I don’t know if it was because it’s a historical drama so it’s naturally more boring and more political, if I was too stressed out with school so I couldn’t enjoy it, or if this drama was too overhyped in my mind because my expectations were really high. I just could not be bothered to be interested for the good chunk of this drama.

HOWEVER, the last 2 episodes got me so hooked. The tension came back, the action, the suspense. I think if the whole drama was set up like the last 2, I would be so much more interested. I HATED HOW WEI LIANG DIED BRO. Like no one died in the first 34 episodes of this drama, but then WEI LIANG DIES, XIAOTAO IS LEFT WITH NO ONE, THEN THE OTHER GENERAL LOSES HIS ARM, BRO LIKE WHAT! THEN TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, FANFAN DIES TOO TO SAVE BI ZHI FROM THE CONTROL OF LIU YAN. Bi Zhi, you couldn’t have run a little bit faster. Not only that, but I did love how Shiyuan came back to reinforce Yujun and return to his true family regardless of blood. The whole storyline with Manman’s child was cool and all, but I didn’t feel that connected. I do love her and Wei Shao’s relationship though, it’s such a mature relationship compared to episode 1 and the pettiness that was left behind. I don’t know, I really enjoyed the last 2 episodes and I was super hooked, but besides that, this drama was kind of a bummer to me.

I do love Bi Zhi’s character though. Commander of Boya forces, he turned from a nobody into one of the most respected generals that helped Wei Shao kill Liu Yan. Even though Bi Zhi went and fought against Wei Shao, I don’t believe he was trying his best or else he could’ve overpowered Wei Shao. Now, he has to carry on Fanfan’s legacy with their child. Ugh. He was always so understanding and caring and loving towards Fanfan. Now, because of politics, she sacrificed herself and he has to take on that burden and guilt and despair all by himself. Him at the swing and the harp, just replaying all of their moments together with Liu Yuning’s OST in the back. Man. And then Wei Liang’s burial with Xiaotao coming and saying a couple words. His smile, I miss it. Him waving with the orchids, why did he have to die bro?

The last 10 minutes of Episode 36 was also so rushed though. We didn’t get to see Wei Shao coming back, his return with his daughter being born, or any final “oh my god, I missed you so much” between Wei Shao and Manman. We also didn’t get to see how Manman reacted to Fanfan’s death even though they were so close, regardless of petty fights they had. We didn’t see any jump in the future to Bi Zhi’s life with his child. I feel like that ending was very very rushed, like extremely rushed.

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game of true love review

Ok, so this is my first short drama that I’ve ever watched and I have to say, it is an adjustment. The dramatics of it all and the very like businessman, bossy CEO trope that is present with all short dramas is definitely a little bit cliche at times. Not to mention how the main relationship is always SO toxic. I gotta say, I do like the shorter episodes though. There’s something that just makes me seem so much more accomplished when I finish more episodes, even if the duration is shorter.

However, I have to say, I do love the connection between Xu Nuo and Shen Jiahe. Although they are so toxic for eachother and prob should never speak or interact with each other again for the mental sanity of both of them, they can’t stay apart. They know so much about the other and still really care for the other no matter what they try to say. So, I am rooting for them to stay together even despite all the millions of challenges that will come their way and I know of that. I love how Shen Jiahe can just read Xu Nuo so well and emotionally connect to her in a way no one else can. He always knows when she’s upset and knows how to calm her down or leave her alone. He is always there to protect her, from episode 1. Despite all the ups and downs, they are both always there for the other person and I am sure of that. That’s one of the things I love, is that no matter what, you can count on the other person.

You know what I don’t like though…Xu Mingli’s relationship with Bai Xia. That is just so weird. I can’t get over the age gap and the fact that Bai Xia doesn’t actually love him and likes Shen Jiahe, which is basically Mingli’s foster son. Like that whole dynamic is so weird. I hate Bai Xia’s character and it’s prob meant to make the audeince feel that way so good job. Bai Xia actually has no compassionate bone in her body and I hate how she always frames Xu Nuo to be the bad one, when she herself sets up most of the things that happens. Man, how obsessed can you be over money? And her mother is soooo annoying too. Like anytime I see her or Mingli with Bai Xia’s more intimate scenes, I inwardly cringe. Like it’s just weird I don’t like it. The fact that Mingli gives up his own relationship with his daughter and mother of his child just to be with Bai Xia is insane to me. Like there’s no way ur slapping your own daughter when you don’t know both sides of the story and just instantly take Bai Xia’s side. Like hello? How dense do you have to be?

What the heck? How could they ever be siblings? What is going on with this family? Xu Mingli is actually so toxic and manipulative. Same with Bai Xia. When Jiahe had to break the news to Xu Nuo, he still did what was best for her. It broke both of them, but he didn’t want her burdened with the truth that he was her biological brother (although don’t know if that’s true completely). The actor did a rlly good job with that scene though. The way u could see the physical pain on his face for having to treat Xu Nuo that way. There’s no way Xu Mingli basically “ra…” Jiahe’s mom bro. Ok they’re actually so toxic tho. The slapping and the hurting each other with words. It’s like two children fighting. But then, the making up and the locking in the house. Like, come on. Let’s be adults huh?

I'm glad it was a happy ending, but man was that a rollercoaster. There were so many plot twists that it started to become too much and like too unbelievable. But, the ending was nice. I'm glad that Chi Ye isn't hated on by Xu Nuo and Shen Jiahe because all he wanted to do was gain revenge for his family and keep his relationship with Xu Nuo. But, at the end, I think he realized there was literally no turning back. So, he ended up making the decision to end his own life. However, Xu Nuo and Jiahe still understood his reason behind it, so I liked when they went back to the place his ashes were thrown in the ocean to honor him. The little child at the end is so cute too, although, I wish we got to see more of their process becoming parents.

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THOUGHTS!

When Destiny Brings the Demon

The thing I love most about all of these fantasy dramas is the use of magic, yes. But, the setting, the outfits, and the whole world building is so beautiful. It’s actually so majestic how the cinematography completely raises this drama to the next level.

I love love love the music, setting, and costumes in this drama. Especially at the end with Tingyan in that red feathery outfit, that was so cool. The setting is also beautiful and the outfits of Sima Jiao was also really pretty in terms of a male costume. I loved the environment and surrounding of his old house with all the different architectural elements.

I always feel bad for those characters that experience childhood trauma or have like something where they are forced to deal with it from childhood on. So, even though Sima Jiao was supposed to be painted to be ruthless, I felt really sympathetic for him. He had so much pain to go through when he was a child and he finally found one person who can at least calm the pain. I like the dynmaic between Sima Jiao and Liao Ting Yan. It’s lke Liao Ting Yan is one of the most innocent people who don’t know anything about this world, while Sima Jiao has lost trust in humanity so he questions everything. He still helps her though. He spares her life multiple times, cures her poison, and treats her differently. I also love the snake in this drama, it’s like one of those pets that make things funny.

There was so much tension in that scene where Sima Jiao realized that Liao Ting Yan can help him ease the pain from the Spirit Fire and pulled her close so that they were touching forehead to forehead. I also love how Sima Jiao is giving Liao Ting Yan the chance to prove herself. When she was going against those two girls at the mountain, he waited to make sure she was ok but also gave her the chance to fight back on her own. Then, when she couldn’t, he helped her.

Sima Jiao has so much aura bro in that fight against the elders in episode 5. He has so much power that is contained, even when he is at his weakest. I also love how he is putting so much trust in Ting Yan even if he doesn’t realize it, letting her go on all the adventures with him. When he was carrying her, I could picture them 2 ruling the world together. Not only that, but the intimate look with him repeating “if I don’t let you die, you won’t die.” That’s such a protective and reassuring sentence to me, even if it’s meant to be threatening.

AHHH..We got our first reveal of Sima Jiao’s feelings. “I cherish you so much that I don’t want you to be harmed in the slightest.” Anyone with eyes can see that everything he’s doing with Tingyan is to protect her and make sure her life is good, happy, and prosperous. Especially given his track record with handling other people, he is completely different with Tingyan.

Episodes 12 and 13 really showed their devotion to each other. Sima Jiao knew that Tingyan wanted to live and if he sacrificed himself, she would die too. He replayed that conversation where she said she just wanted to live a carefree life. Then, he decided to choose her and use everything in his power to make her live. She also showed so much loyalty and devotion by staying with Sima Jiao. He gave her the choices to kill him, leave, or run but she picked none of the above.

Wow, Sima Jiao defied literal heaven and the universe to save Tingyan. He took that lightning and completely smashed it to pieces. Tingyan wouldn’t have been able to handle it otherwise. Sima Jiao is truly the most powerful immortal no questions asked. Now, he even has Tingyan to stand by his side and defy the universe and thunder together.

Ok, I really do not like the whole memory lost/amnesia trope that a lot of these fantasy dramas have. It just demotivates me from watching because they have to basically rebuild their relationship again. However, in this drama, I actually did not mind it because it showed a side of Sima Jiao that people wouldn’t expect. I love love love how he didn’t force her to reveal anything and he promised her he wouldn’t use his mind tricks on her. Furthermore, he even went as to always keep on protecting her even when she is meant to kill him because she thinks they are enemies. Like, this whole amnesia/reborn trope really shows you how deep and genuine Sima Jiao’s love is for Tingyan.

When Sima Jiao was willing to give up his life so that Tingyan could live and get rid of her demon core, his convo with Nian Jiu was heartbreaking. Nian Jiu breaking down and hugging Sima Jiao with Sima Jiao’s shaky hands comforting him. Then Sima Jiao saying “If she lives, I live.” Basically, saying that she will carry his name and honor with her. But if she doesn’t live, he can’t either.

Ok, this drama is extremely captivating and interesting but I’ve gotta say, it is also pretty hard to follow. There are so many different plot points and almost plot twists that the screenwriter laid out that it is almost too hard to follow at times. Like that last plot point where Sima Jiao wasn’t actually dead and his spirit is in the mortal realm, like that was a reintroduction of like everything we knew and that happened in the last like 3 episodes. So, sometimes, this drama is too messy and includes too much stuff that it is hard to keep up with. Also, I’m going to say again, I don’t like any like amnesia/forgotten memory trope because you’re basically starting at ground 0.

At the very end, how Sima Jiao regains his memory is very um anti-climatic is what I would say. Just a spell cast on a hat. However, I did really like their last scene together in the fantasy world. The working together and Tingyan completing her “mission” was a good revolution. I knew that the classic reuniting in the modern world was going to happen but I wish we got more. We didn’t even see if her proposal was accepted or even heard and we never got that part where “Sima Jiao” realizes who she is, so we never know if he remembers the “dream” either. Idk, I wish the ending was a little bit longer and we just got to see more of their story because that would make the ending feel more complete.

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CAPTIVATING!

Alice in Borderland Season 1

Right off the bat, this is just reminding me of a Japanese version of Squid game. It’s super captivating though, like I just want to keep on watching and the episodes are a perfect length.

When Arisu figured out the first game, I could already tell he would be like a wizard. Really good at puzzles.

Bro, at the end of Episode 3 when Karube and Chota sacrificed themselves in order to save Arisu. I can’t. Why the heck did they die so early? Chota hugging the person he ended up loving and experiencing life with. Karube holding onto the ring of his loved one and reflecting. Them both not letting Arisu find them in order to keep him alive. Then, Karube at the last 5 seconds letting Arisu know where he was but not looking at him to make sure that Ariso is the one that survives. Man. That was a lot in like 5 minutes for episode 3 out of 8 for just the first season. I did love how Chota and Karube decided to accept that there is no way out and the only person who would survive is the wolf. They reflected on all their good times together. “When I’m with you two, my worries wash away.” Even if on surface level, their friendship seems shallow, in fact, it means more to all of them than they would ever admit.

Aguni dying in the last episode got me choked up for some reason. All he wanted was the pureness and genuine freedom in the world that he is living in, so he stopped what he thought was the craze of killing from his best friend who’s been with him since day 1. And then when he found out that the gun had no bullets in the chamber and Aguni shot him for nothing, that I think is the moment when he replayed that that he decided to sacrifice himself for the greater good. He withstood idek how many bullets, but a lot, just to make sure that the game is able to be complete and no more innocent people die than they already have. Not to mention, he saved Arisu. Wow, the plot twist at the end got me so like…I was hanging off my seat.

Also, the last boss’s story also got me pretty emotional. He wanted to redefine his world and this world of games was the only one where he finally felt free and able to be himself. Him sitting in the fire at the end knowing that he is going to die and accepting it just shows you how much he’s come to terms with the life he lived. He got so much out of this land of games that he’s ready for it all to come to an end.

Chishiya also has so much aura, omg. He is insane. His intelligence is just on another level, I’ve never seen him actually like panic over anything. Wow. Captivating is the best word to describe this season.

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General Thoughts

I'm not going to lie, I have seen the cover of this show so many times on Netflix and just skipped over it because I saw it was a movie. I literally said in my head, how can a 2hr long movie capture emotional depth, humor, and romance in the way that dramas do? Well, today, I decided to sit down and just watch it. Boy, let me tell you, was I impressed. Now, was this the best thing I've ever watched? No. But was it good enough that it left an impact and I'm glad I watched it, yes.

Because it's 2 hours long, there are not many big comments I have, but first off, I just love the male lead. He is such a green flag and always supported the female lead from the first day that they met. I love how relatable this movie is regarding our childhood and youth. There are going to be ups and downs with school, family, and friends. This movie encompasses many struggles that we may go through, but also the good times that we all go through as well. I loved how the symbol of her hair being something that restricted her freedom and beauty turned into a symbol of her personality, boldness, and character. That is all due to the ML. He never once made her feel uncomfortable or feel like she has to change her hair for him. That is the best part about him, he just makes her feel at ease. A lot of the times, we romanticize relationships into being something so exciting and heartthrobbing. Now, don't get me wrong, it can be, however it can also be something so simple. This is exactly how Love Untangled portrayed relationships and I loved it. There was no miscommunication, just simple navigation through the early stages of a first love.

Side note, another symbol that I resonated with a lot was the paper cranes. At first, the FL made them for someone else she liked and the ML helped her with that. However, once the big confession came, the ML ended up making a whole jar for the FL herself. That kind of exchange truly shows the understanding and comfort that they bring each other. Also, I'm a little bit impartial because I love making paper stars, so hey, maybe one day.

No, but the only critique that I have to add is that the ending did feel a little rushed. I wished we would've got to see more depth into the struggles with the ML and his family. Then, all the time that he was gone, we got none of those scenes. Only when he came back, did we understand that they ended up together.

Last side note, I realized that like all youth dramas will have some type of beach scene with some type of friend group. Is this like a common symbol or setting used in all dramas or is it just one big coincidence? And for some reason, the beach scene usually happens to be in the winter which is kind of counterintuitive.

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The Romance of Tiger and Rose

It’s actually really cool to go back and watch this drama because it was first made in 2020, so quite a long time ago. Ding Yuxi and Zhao Lusi looked so young back then and you can really see how they have progressed as actors/actresses and just their overall development.

Overall, my thoughts are conflicted. The last like 5 episodes were great and I binged them all in 1 day, like I couldn’t stop. But, the first like 15 episodes were dragging on for me. I mean, there were definitely some good and cute and funny parts, but overall, there was nothing really interesting in those parts for me so I struggled to get into it a little bit. I think I realized that for historical dramas, I need some action. I really like fantasy genres, wuxia, xianxia, but I need more action than what this drama gave. To be fair, there were some fighting scenes and everything but I wanted more. It was ok - final opinion.

First impressions of this drama are very conflicted. What the heck was I watching was a question that came through my mind? How the heck did she get transported into her own script? I did not expect it to be like this. It was a lot more dramatic and comedic than I thought. I don't know how I feel about it yet, but I've only finished episode 1 at the time that I'm typing this so, hopefully the story gets deeper and more emotional as we get to see the characters’ true feelings. I’m not gonna lie, after episode 2, I’m still like super bored. I hope that this drama picks up and more exciting things start to happen. It’s still just comedic for the most part and sometimes, even a little bit cringey or like I get second-hand embarrasment.

I did love when Qianqian showed her strength though. The lengths that she will go to in order to protect her family. She got whipped 27 times in order to help her sister work hard and rehabilitate her legs. She would not give up until she either drew or won, she will not accept defeat. Also, that scene just showed how Han Shuo understands the real Qianqian. He knew her wish wasn’t to give up because she’s hurting, but it was to fight all the way.

Really? It took Qianqian 13 episodes to realize what a good man Han Shuo was and that she probably likes him back. After all, she did write the character, so shouldn’t she realize this sooner? Does the sister truly want him or is this a power play to make Qianqian realize how lucky she is to have him? Because it’s so clear that Han Shuo likes Qianqian and not the second princess. I mean, he confessed already. I loved the scene where Han Shuo fought the drug and didn’t violate Qianqian’s privacy. Instead, he hurt himself to keep himself grounded through pain and didn’t do anything that Qianqian felt uncomfortable with.

It’s already episode 15 and I still don’t like QianQian’s character. She keeps on thinking about herself only and her situation, not taking Han Shuo’s feelings or emotions into account. He withstood so much pain for her from that iron hot bracelet, but she turned him down and didn’t even let him explain what he felt. She’s so dismissive and almost egotistical so far and I really feel bad for Han Shuo because she doesn’t deserve his kindness and good grace. I lied, she realized her mistake like 20 minutes after I wrote this out. The fireworks were so cute and I loved how Han Shuo realized the importance of her mother to her and killing the mother would not help Qianqian and his relationship. Finally, everyone had started to accept them as a real couple.

Bro when they started actually dating, tell me why I got so much secondhand embarrassment from their clingy-ness. I felt like I was watching some kindergartners.

Han Shuo is willing to give Qianqian his life, his own safety, and everything he has to make her feel better about her position within her own city, while leaving himself vulenrable. Meanwhile, Qianqian is planning to get rid of Han Shuo in this story to “keep him safe.” She’s making plans without telling him which is exactly what she said she wouldn’t do. Although idk if she really has a choice, cus she can’t explain to him how she’s the scriptwriter and not the actual person. Like, it’s such a unique situation to explain. Ultimately, though, Han Shuo is the more understanding and reliable one in this relationship definitely.

Bro episode 18 broke me. Why the heck was Qianqian so mean? She broke their ink pad and got rid of any meaning that their relationship had. When she broke the ink pad and their moments were passing by and recollected, I felt so bad for Han Shuo. He even tore off the bracelet despite the pain. “I thought you were a rose with thorns and wanted to put you on. Now looks like you’re jsut a thorn.”🌹🥀 awww…he’s so disappointed. His face of betrayal. I know she had good intentions too, trying to save him, but it’s always better to talk things through instead of making plans alone. She caused way too much pain necessary for what she was trying to accomplish. Why is everything crashing and burning this episode? Su Mu having to leave his love too, her being able to stand up and walk to try to stop him, but ultimately, he left.

Even after Han Shuo besieged the city and said he wanted to take his revenge on Qianqian, I can still see the love he has. He is still caring and compassionate for her at the end of the day. Even if he didn’t say it, you can tell that he is still very reserved and not bringing any harm to her.

What the heck is happening? How is Qianqian dead at episode 21? What is going to happen for the rest of the drama? Although this was the first time that I truly saw Qianqian’s devotion for Han Shuo the way he was toward her. She gave herself up for her and ended up killing herself in his place. The screams when she killed herself were devastating though. Bro, she can’t actually be dead. I’m predicting she’s either going to be reborn in her past life and get with Han Shuo’s actor that way or she had some trick and staged her own death. I KNEW IT. 5 MINUTES LATER AND SHE IS ALIVE AGAIN. This drama is actually so comedic bro.

WHAT. NO. EPISODE 26. ALL OF THAT FOR HAN SHUO TO DIE IN THE SAME WAY AS THE ORIGINAL STORY WHILE CHUCHU GETS TO LIVE!? Oh nevermind, bro this drama is giving me a headache. It made it seem like he was dead bro. Ig now he’s alive but actively dying. I’m so confused how this drama is going to end. Still, at the end though it’s Han Shuo that gives up what he has for her. He struggles and makes it so that everyone knows that Qianqian is the one that is supposed to rule. That way, she can return to her old life even if it means giving her up in this one. He’s the selfless one in this drama time after time again. I really hope they show them 2 meeting in the modern life though and getting married happily ever after. Aw, the ending was cute. I wouldnt have guessed that Han Shuo came back too and its the same dude. I wanted to see more of them in the end though, like 1 more episode of the modern world.

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Crash Landing On You

I JUST FOUND OUT THESE ACTORS ARE MARRIED IN REAL LIFE. THAT IS ONE OF MY SAVING GRACES, THE FACT THAT THIS DRAMA AND THE SHOOTING OF IT AFFECTED THE LEADS SO MUCH THAT THEY DEVELOPED REAL FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER. I SAW THEM AT THE AWARDS AND THEM BOTH WINNING ACTOR OF THE YEAR OF SOMETHING, THEY ARE SO CUTE TOGETHER. UGHHH, IM SO HAPPY THEY GOT THEIR PERFECTLY HAPPY ENDING IN REAL LIFE. Now, on to the review.

I don’t know why, but all the k-dramas that I’ve watched have been so much harder to get through than c-dramas. I think it’s because of the long episode length that I can’t stay focused for that long at a time. I like to space out my watching to 1 episode at a time, but with these hour long episodes, it feels like it is dragging on and on. Bro, when I saw the last episdoe was 2 hours long, I did not know how I was going to sit through that.

That being said, this is my 2nd favorite k-drama ever watched, under twenty five twenty one. Twenty five twenty one just left such a mark on me with its themes about nostalgia. But, these kdrama was more romance based and heavy with crime, revenge, sacrifice, and guilt. The emotions were so deep in this kdrama. I have to say, the first half of the drama was pretty hard to get through for me, but episodes 13-16 just flew by. I couldn’t stop watching at the end because the episodes would be left on such good cliffhangers. The ending of kdramas though are so much less anti-climactic than cdramas. I get that the only reasonable way for this drama to end was Se-ri and Jeong-hyeok living separately due to their different backgrounds and the fact that they both have family in their respective countries. However, it just didn’t feel like closing to me in a sense. I wanted a better ending in terms of resolutions.

Se-ri is such a powerful woman. From the very start, she didn’t take any disrespect from anyone and even when going through something unimaginable, she still has self respect. I HATED most of her family though. How are you going to wish for your sister to die just so you can take over a company? Se-ri is the most genuine one of them all and only the mom was trying to fight for her. Whether this was out of guilt or love, she still tried to be hopeful for Se-ri.

This was a very like lowkey enemies to lovers trope with the 2 of them, as they literally HATED each other. I thought the North and South Korea dynamic was also super interesting as there is such a big contrast.

Ri Jeong-hyeok is like your classic cold male that later opens up. I loved how he was so protective in the beginning even when he supposedly hated her. The candle he went and bought along with all the shampoo and conditioner was really sweet. The scene where they jumped off a cliff together was so funny. Ri Jeong-hyeok didn’t even have a harness but he was just hugging Se-ri. By episode 4 bro, he’s already done for. Ri Jeong-hyeok is in love with Se-ri whether he admits it or not. Awww…him buying her a scented candle to help find her in the market and take her away from her childhood trauma. He’s very observant and always remembers everything that Se-ri tells him. He’s such a gentle, kind person that only shows that side of him for her.

I also lowk feel for the dad that has a 10 year old son and is simply working for the state to make money. He had emotional connections with Ri Jeong-hyeok’s late brother and he seems like a genuine person that is just forced to do wrong things.

I always love tropes with some found family aspect and the fellow soldiers and comrades have such a good dynamic with Se-ri. It’s like a brother sister dynamic where you’re protective but can also fool around and have fun.

Even when Ri Jeong-hyeok’s real fiancée came to their town, he wasn’t afraid to show his care for Se-ri. He even let her stay at his house for the night in front of his fiancée.😭 But, you can tell at that moment that Se-ri was devastated. Her bubble popped because she realized that she likes him a lot more than she thought and he’s “taken”. They even watched the first snow together. If that’s not the hint that they’re gonna end up together, idk what is. So, this better be a happy ending.

He literally took a bullet for her in the back and we’re only halfway through the show. It’s not that he didn’t want to see her off, but he needed to prioritize protecting her instead. “I made a promise to her that any time she’s in my sight, I will always protect her.” And he has lived up to that promise since.

Through watching all of the extra clips that we get at the end of each episode, you can see that Ri Jeong-hyeok and Yoon Se-ri have actually met before by coincidence. When she was at the lowest point of her life in Switzerland, he happened to be traveling too. She was about to jump off of a bridge when Ri Jeong-hyeok saw her for the first time and started secretly taking pics of her. Then, he made up an excuse for her to help him take pictures so that she wouldn’t get the chance to jump off the bridge. So, Ri Jeong-hyeok has been saving Se-ri’s life since then. Not only that, but when she was at Switzerland, the piano melody that she heard that helped her with all of her struggles was actually played by Ri Jeong-hyeok while he was going through the hardest time of his life as well, just having lost his brother.

Even when Se-ri told Ri Jeong-hyeok that she was marrying someone else and leaving him, he still comforted her. He risked his life and his job so many times to try to get her back to South Korea. When Se-ri had to lie and say it wouldn’t ever work out and she jsut wants to go home, she started crying. Ri Jeong-hyeok hates to see her cry so he said that he understands and it’s ok, so she doesn’t have to cry anymore. If that’s not selflessness and love, then idk what is.

OMG…the full circle moment with the piano music and the song that Ri Jeong-hyeok wrote for his late brother. He also never played piano after that until he met Se-ri. He decided to play that song for her to remind her of their actual first meeting. This is literally so fateful. As a pianist myself, this song is so beautiful too.

When they were separating from each other yet again, Ri Jeong-hyeok said a line that shows jsut how mature he is. “You can date men and hang out with other people as if nothing had happened. Just don’t be lonely again. Don’t ever think about disappearing at a scenic place. You have me. I won’t be by your side, but I will always hope that you won’t be lonely. Be happy until the end of your life.” THE HECK!!! Stop this poetry bro. This shows how he truly wants the best for Se-Ri even if it means giving her up again. But the way he was still delaying seeing her go and pretending that he forgot the way.

QUEEN QUEEN QUEEN. AURA AURA AURA. When she first returned to South Korea in that white suit and making that speech in front of her memorial, that was literally boss behavior. I love how she is such a confident woman and not deterred by anything or anyone. I love the found family that was created in this drama too though. When she saw her fellow comrades in South Korea, the hug she gave them, and how much they all missed each other was beautiful. Not only that, but her birthday scene where they all showed up with gifts even though she thought that they all left. How could they ever leave her on her birthday? She just realized then how much she needed all of them.

The end of episode 13 was so thrilling to watch. The whole gang coming and and helping Ri Jeong-hyeok fight everyone. Se-ri coming at the end and saving him through driving her car directly in the path of the gunshot wound. And Ri-Jeong-hyeok shooting someone for the first time in this drama for Se-ri because he supposedly shot at her, i dont really know. I loved the dad and the courage he gained. BUT WHY DIDN’T HE KILL THAT DUDE? HOW IS HE STILL ALIVE BRO!? Why was Ri Jeong-hyeok just cradling her in his arms? Call an ambulance bro or block the wound from bleeding out. She can’t be dead yet. The couples ring on both their hands too as well as the replay of memories between the 2 of them. “I still have more to say. This can’t be the end. There’s something I haven’t told you. I love you. I love you, Se-ri.” OMG, until this episode, I hadn’t relaized that Se-ri said I love you to him but he hadn’t said it back yet. Aww…and the whole gang swearing to protect Se-ri with their lives but at the end of it, they all ran out and saw her bleeding out in Ri Jeong Hyeok’s arms. How shocked and in disbelief they all were.

AWWWW. The way that Se-ri woke up and calling Ri Jeong-hyeok telling him that she missed him and she wants him to come back to her room and see her. I loved the deep emotion that they were both feeling. Not only that, but both of them crying and their teary eyes. Ri Jeong-hyeok literally sprinting to go see Se-ri. And obviously, him blaming himself a little bit for putting her in that dnagerous situation. But, what he doesnt understand is that she would die for him just as he would for her.

Episode 15 and the North Koreans are stuck in investigation bro. The way that Ri Jeong-hyeok is still trying to save Se-ri and take the blame all by himself, but he does not realize how much Se-ri would give up for him too. She already got shot for him, so taking a testimony of the truth is nothing. I just know it hurt him so much to say those hurtful things to her face to face, saying some bullcrap about him “using her” the entire time. Not only that, but the way that Se-ri was so unwell but still travelled all that way for a face-to-face. And she literally collapsed after from blood poisoning. Once Ri Jeong-hyeok heard that, he ran and saw her being carried away for medical help. The grief and guilt on his face just increased ten-fold after seeing that as well. The second time when she was placed under critical condition was even more moving. He sprinted and watched her through the ICU unit to see her and make sure she was ok.

I also loved the end of episode 15 for the second lead couple. Gu Seung-jun and Seo Dan are lowk cute together and they met by chance but fell for eachother instantly. He came in that barn and shot everyone up with that fun. Not only that, but he literally gave up his plane ticket home and his safety. He got shot twice saving her when he is not trained in any sort of conflict. “I was wrong. When I die, there is someone that is crying for me. The fact that you are that person makes me sad and happy.” HE BETTER NOT DIE BRO. ALL OF THAT JUST TO DIE AT THE END. PLEASE. BOTH OF THEM SURVIVE. Se-ri and Gu Seung-jun don’t give up. (after I finished this drama, spolier: the main character obv lives, SO WHY DOES GU SEUNG-JUN DIE!!! UGHHHHH)

The parallels when Se-ri was almost dead. She would choose to relive everything 100 times over even if it is dangerous because it would allow her to meet Ri Jeong-hyeok again. But, Ri Jeong-hyeok said that if he had a choice to turn back him, he wouldn’t meet her. He doesn’t want her to put herself in danger for him ever again. So, he would never meet her in the first place. Se-ri and Ri Jeong-hyeok are literally meant for each other, trying to do anything for the other no matter what. The dramatics at the end of episode 15 got me, I have to say. The acting is insane. The facial expressions. The music. UGH.

Episode 16: I love the mom. Making sure that Se-ri and Ri Jeong-hyeok and everyone get to meet one last time. She knew that for both of their sanity, they needed it. Oh my goodness. Him recrossing the demaracation line to be with her and make sure that she is ok after trying to run after nearly dying. The hug. Everyone with their guns out. That moment was beautiful even if it wasn’t supposed to be played out like that. The concern in his eyes. The last “I love yous.” They both knew it was probably the end of their dream. Aww..her found family is ripped from her just like that. Ri Jeong-hyeok’s dads AURA holy. The other guy was shivering in his pants and his dad executed and killed him just like that. Holy. The comrades were shocked and amazed and glad all at the same time. AWWW…Ri Jeong-hyeok did the bookshelf thing too. Aw, Se-ri made products for the village ladies that she met when she was in South Korea. She’s such a genorous and compassionate person, knowing that they don’t get recognition or luxury products often. “She wasn’t here for very long, but she never forgot about us.” I truly think being in north korea shaped Se-ri as a person and made her a better one. It showed her different perspectives of the world. I feel so bad for Seo Dan, she lost her true love in this life and decided to face what she truly wants, which isnt Jeong-hyeok. “They love each other more than their lives and I can’t do anything about it.” The 2 moms talking about their own children, having loves that are unattainable for different reasons but still holding on to that love. The whole theme of this drama is you have to love, no matter what. Despite any challenge thrown at you, it is always worth it to just love. He literally spent the time to send Se-ri a whole year of reserved messages ahead of time, so she would have a message from him every single day. He’s actually so thoughtful. YES! Ri Jeong-hyeok gets his dream back of playing piano. Hopefully, this means he can meet Se-ri more often. And then they met in Switzerland, full circle, down to the detail of Se-ri being on a paragliding adventure and crashing.

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SPOILERS!!! THOUGHTS!!!

Overall, this drama was good. It was interesting at times, but also a little hard to follow. I loved the characters and the growth in them, but it just didn’t captivate me. I wanted more action scenes and emotional scenes. I don’t think there was enough. But, it was really good at the end. I loved the ending the most.

Zhao Jinmai is really really naturally pretty. When she was wearing the Persian outfits, GORGEOUS. Her acting is always very stable and she can convey emotions so well. Zhang Linghe’s acting was also really really good in this drama. But, this wasn’t my favorite characters for either of them. I think their characters in other dramas fit them more.

I like the plot of this cdrama. It’s unique to everything else that I’ve watched before. The enemies to lovers start and then the rediscovering was really well done. Especially since both of them have the chance to rewrite their fate and story.

From episode 2, u can tell that Li Rong and Pei Wenxuan have love and care in their hearts for each other. It may be buried very deep down but they are constantly and instinctively protecting each other. They are able to tell from the style of gameplay that they both lived 20 extra years. I think Li Rong was just hurt because of Pei Wenxuan’s childhood best friend and she assumed that meant he loved her so she shut down her emotions. Once that happened, Pei Wenxuan was hurt as well, so they both built emotional walls. But, still, they both always care about each other, so I don’t know what was going on in end of their future lives. My prediction is that it is a big misunderstanding though. (I was right)

I love their bickering with each other very early on. It shows their familiarity but also that like married couple type of fighting that occurs. They’re both so sarcastic with each other and try to hide their love, so it’s very interesting to watch.

Why am I distressed in the beginning and confused? I know that Su Rongqing is probably a bad guy in the end, but their chemistry with each other in the beginning was strong too. Especially in that closet scene. But I also love Li Rong and Pei Wenxuan, their chemistry just comes naturally. It flows like a married couple.

Nevermind, I’m on team Pei Wenxuan and Li Rong. His confession in the rain was so emotionally moving. “When she was sad, I became nervous. When she smiled, it felt like every day was a good day. If she fancied a hairpin, I’d make sure to remember what it was like. If the weather changed, I’d be worried if she was soaked in the rain. If she left home for a few days, I would pine for her. I wanted to write her a letter daily to tell her how much I missed her. I’d wonder how many kids we would have. I’d also wonder if we would grow old together. If I do have regrets, they’ll only be about you. The one I loved and lost was only you, Li Rong.”😢😢

I love Li Chuan and Li Rong’s relationship at the beginning especially. They have so much care for each other and are always trying to get the other out of trouble. Li Rong is such a strong FL, who isn’t afraid to go against their own mother for Li Chuan’s good and wishes. It’s sad to see the flashbacks of how their relationship deteriorates, but I hope it changes this time around.

“Let’s live in the present and not give up important things for fear of future uncertainties.” That is one of the best quotes I’ve ever heard from any drama ever. This is what one should live by to live their life to its fullest. Courage, honesty, and passion is what stems from this piece of advice.

“As your husband, no one can do anything to you unless they step over my dead body. As your ally, I’ll stand in front of you even if everyone wants to kill you. So whether we are a couple or allies, our fates have been long tied together. Just choose a path you like.” The words of affirmation from Pei Wenxuan is actually super sweet. Especially for Li Rong, when she’s contemplating a big decision. “I would always die for you without hesitation.” Whether they admit it or not, Pei Wenxuan and Li Rong would give up their own lives for the other. No questions asked.

Episode 20 and Li Rong still needs to figure out how to be vulnerable with her emotions. Pei Wenxuan’s attempt at romance with the buttercup flowers, Li Rong’s favorite outfit, and his favorite guqin. Everything was thought out so carefully for Li Rong but at the end, she didn’t catch on to the hint. Ugh the misunderstanding happening between them. Pei Wenxuan openly expresses his love while Li Rong has to figure out how to openly express her love for him. She does it through protecting and defending him against enemies, but still needs to work on admitting it.

Pei Wenxuan willing to wait for Li Rong to figure out her feelings really struck me at the heart. He said “10 years, 20 years or even longer if you need I will always be here. Because I like you and I will always wait for you.” He’s so understanding even when emotionally hurt and dejected. He still tries to put in his best effort emotionally to help Li Rong and give her space and freedom to figure out her own feelings.

Pei Wenxuan is able to read Li Rong so well and her actions/emotions. He always knows when she needs help or what help she needs. He’s always there for her and knows how to make Li Rong the most comfortable and live her best life. Their deep bond is just different in an unexplainable way.

Who would’ve thought that Su Rongqing also came back from 20 years in the future? My question is how, because he didn’t die right? Only Pei Wenxuan and Li Rong did. I can lowk feel for Su Rongqing though. After his family met their horrible demise in every way, he’s filled with revenge and a want to protect his family in this 2nd chance at life.

Episode 25 with Pei Wenxuan brought me through so many emotions. When he forcefully pushed himself onto her, I was conflicted. I didn’t know whether to be mad at Pei Wenxuan or feel for him because I understand his feelings at the time. He cares so much for her and just wants a little bit of reciprocity back from Li Rong. But, I also get Li Rong as she was trying to make Pei Wenxuan’s life the best it could be, even if it means leaving her. She’s had to hide her vulnerable side and everybody misunderstands her “cold” temper.

Awww they’re so cute when they have to hide their relationship to convince everyone else they divorced. Their secret yearning and meet ups were so cute. Pei Wenxuan really becomes the baby in the relationship and Li Rong is like his guardian, keeping him in check.

I feel so bad for Su Ronghua. Him and Shangguan should be able to be together. I hope they figure it out. Politics are one thing, but the gentle love they have is another. Su Ronghua doesn’t care about power or the throne, he just wants to live comfortably. And I think it’s the same for Shangguan, she just has it harder cus she’s their only daughter.

Omg the plot twist in episode 33. So literally everyone Li Rong trusted besides Pei Wenxuan decided to tag team her and kill her. Who would’ve thought? Everything was just a big misunderstanding though. I really hope their fate can change in this life because that is such a depressing way to die, at the hands of a misunderstanding. Everyone was plotting against Li Rong, the betrayal runs deep let me tell you.

Ok episode 36 really confused me. The time jumping and recollection of events was a little hard to follow, so at the end, I didn’t even know what was happening at one time. But, when Su Ronghua and Shangguan Ya said goodbye, I was so maddd. The only reason they can’t be together is politics. The politics screwed them over bro.

Li Chuan I think truly loves Li Rong. When he gave her the sword to kill him before the future becomes like how it was in the past, his eyes held that little brother look in them. He looked so pitiful, you can’t help but feel bad. I truly truly don’t think he has any ill intentions. I really want Li Chuan to have a happy ending. Everyone should just have a happy ending….please.

Episode 40 with Su Rongqing’s end was so sadd. I know he’s supposed to be the enemy, but his motivation for everything came down to his love, either for Li Rong or his family. And when he gave the dragonfly and said congratulations for her being pregnant and having a child, I felt so sorry for him. The only he wanted was for Li Rong to be happy, and at the end, u can really see that.

But of course, I’m glad Pei Wenxuan and Li Rong ended up together. Now, their love is just undeniable from both sides. They are willing to die for each other time and time again.

I’m so glad everyone got a redo at life. Chuan ended up as a good person with time spent together with Qin Zhenzhen. Shangguan Ya and Su Ronghua were able to be happy. And ofc our main couple. Only Su Rongqing had a sad ending😔. “A happy farewell” is the last song he ever played for Li Rong and then ended up burning himself to death cus he has nothing to live for anymore. But he was still smiling at the end of it😭😭 This is like the first time I’ve wanted the villain to have a better ending.

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So, I started watching this after He Yu's role in Speed and Love. I just gotta say: his role and character is completely different in this drama. Here, he's the little golden retriever type of boy constantly trying to pursue the woman he loves. Hair theory is truly a thing though after I watched this drama. Not to say that he didn't look good here but I like his hair a lot better in Speed and Love. I do like that He Yu can play these very different roles, though. He masters both of them so well. This drama was very similar to Find Yourself in a way, which is why I wasn't amazed at it. I didn't like how the FL kept on pulling herself away and acting cold, when a wonderful man was right beside her. However, I do think this drama is better than Find Yourself in the pacing and length of drama. 29 episodes is good enough for this plot because any longer, it would start to drag on. I also noticed that even though I couldn't binge this whole drama, once I started watchig a few episodes at a time, I couldn't stop. So, I watched this drama in like segments of like bingeing 3 episodes at a time. I don't know though. It wasn't like a drama that I was super invested in, I kind of played it in the background of doing other things, iykwim. The ending was great, overall, it was a decent watch. But, it wasn't like a drama that I will constantly think about every day.

Through just their 1st meeting, I can already see the comfort that Lu Zheng An gives Lin Yang. The minute they hugged, Lin Yang melted into his arms and started crying. "I care for him because he cares for me." "She is my bottom line." Even if they don't both admit it, they are each other's most important person and everyone can see that. In the back of their minds, they will always care about the wellbeing of the other person. Li Tian is actually one of the most annoying and delusional characters. Since the first episode bro, causing messes for no reason. I loved the scene after Li Tian and Lin Yang fought in the office and Lin Yang told Lu Zheng An that she wanted to walk alone, but he followed her always like 5 steps behind. I lied, take that back. Halfway through the drama, Li Tian actually becomes an understanding and respectful person. After admitting that there is no chance between her and Lu Zheng An, Li Tian became a likeable person.

Lu Zheng An is such a nice guy towards Lin Yang. When watching the drama, I sometimes forget that he's 7 years younger. He's a good caretaker. Knows how to cook, clean, and care for a person emotionally as well. But she keeps on pushing away. Ugh...I know why she's pushing but I wish she wouldn't. FINALLY!! Episode 14 and Lin Yang realized how important Lu Zheng An is to her and how much love and care he has for her. He even made his Moments private to share his thoughts throughout life all these years with Lin Yang only. All those posts and messages were directly for her only.

UGHHH...Their dating arc was so cuteeee. Lu Zheng An and Lin Yang having to hide it from the public, but Lu Zheng An not being discreet at all. I loved it, there were so many cute moments and sweet encounters between the two of them.

I think the reason that the age difference doesn't bother me in this drama is because I can't really see it. Lu Zheng An is so mature and knows how to care for Lin Yang perfectly. Although he may act goofy sometimes, he still helps her plenty. He cooks, cleans, cares for her when she's drunk, and emotionally helps her to open up. Not that only that, but he helps her friends too. He fully immerses himself in his life and tries to make it happier and easier for her, which is exactly what a bf should do. So, personally, the age gap isn't shown through their actions and it doesn't bother me at all.

HAHHAAHH!!! What a dirty mind they both have. When they were sitting on the couch in episode 20 and all the movies/shows that popped up on the TV reminded them of *that*. Like, even a rocket or like a dam that was pushing out water got them both flustered ash. And then after they did some not very sibling-like activities. I should have seen it coming. Although I gotta say, that scene was pretty graphic for a cdrama. Usually, they just cut it and skip to the after part, but it was pretty graphic is all I gotta say.

I love how they dealt with the public exposure and that whole conflict. Both of them have been so confident and secure in their relationship, always fighting for the other. Lin Yang and Lu Zheng An fufilled the promise of not giving up on each other. Ugh, I love Lu Zheng An's dad. He understands and has always supported their love and then giving his hard earned money to solve the issue. Aw...Lu Zheng An crying and then the dad saying "Bring my daughter-in-law back." I loved that sentence. I love the moms too later on, once they understand the whole relationship and start realizing how good of a situation this is. I'm so glad there wasn't a brbeak up or last minute misunderstanding. That would've actually made me crash out. Both of them are trying to protect the other and you can blatantly see it. Especially loved when both families agreed to their relationship and were even happy about it. Their families are the most important parts of their lives, so the fact that they all agree and hide nothing makes it so much less stressful.

Awww....I loved the ending of this drama. It was so reassuring and closing for everyone. Every single character grew into a better person and found their own path in life. I especially love the proposal scene with Lu Zheng An and the slideshow that was playing of all the people that he loved in his life. It was really wholesome and sweet. Also, I love the full circle moment with Lin Yang's child and Cao Ling's child as well. It's just like the same dynamic that Lu Zheng An and Lin Yang had, except those children are only 5 years apart. It makes it seem like this story is just beginning and never ending.

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MAJOR SPOILERS!! OVERALL THOUGHTS AS I WATCHED.

Overall, this was a good drama, but it didn't truly captivate my attention until the last 5 episodes. It was a good watch but I don't think it was exceptionaly. For some reason, I had a little bit of trouble following with all the time jumps and added future characters too. It felt like this drama was being a little bit too complex plot-wise.

I do have to say though that this drama's visuals are insane. I'm talking about face cards, actors, actresses, and sets. It is just so "pretty." Holy though, there are so many different couples and pairings throughout this drama.

The biggest thing I took away is that I love to see the found family that occurs from all their troubles. The love and protection they try to have over everyone in the Mask Group just shows this. Till the very end, everyone was willing to give up everything to save the others and their loved ones. Bro, this drama is my first c-trauma I think. Everyone basically died, so I don't even know how to collect my thoughts.

Woah, this drama has all the actors/actresses in it. Shen Yue, Hou Minghao, Ding Yuxi, Zhai Xiaowen, Zhang Ruonan, Meng Ziyi. I'm telling you, the 1st minute of this drama, when Hou Minghao appeared, it gave me high hopes. Aww...the 100 eyed Demon Lord just wanted to give back to his loved ones. He sacrificed himself for the good cause.

"Appearance comes from the heart." That line is so true, even though Huaizhu didn't know who the leader of the Mask Group was, through his actions and caring personality, she will find him physically attractive as well. I thought the scene where Qin Lan was talking bad about Hong Ye was so funny, because all of Hong Ye's people knew his true identity as the Mask Group leader but Huaizhu and her sister didn't.

"There's people that come from humble origins, but keep every promise they make, and are always kind to everyone." Xiaowu's death actually broke me. And then Chu Jing's sacrifice of himself and his demon core to make it snow one more time for Xiaowu. Xiaowu's last words to Yang Yan and even telling her not to hate her horrible family just shows the kindness in his heart that was lost. He was loyal until the very end.

After watching episode 8, I do believe that Hong Ye is a good person and he does things out of the goodness of his heart, but he has to hide behind the identity of the leader of his clan. He does have a duty to fufill, but later in the drama, I'm sure that he will end up doing things to help others (demons and humans) instead of gaining benefits for his clan. It's just a matter of time and I think that's when Huaizhu will end up falling for him too.

Why were Huaizhu and Hong Ye literally playing a stripping/gambling game!? Hong Ye fell in love in the 1st episode and literally has not stopped. He's folding, head over heels for Huaizhu. Why did we literally get a kiss with Yitan and Zui before Huaizhu even started liking Hong Ye.

Aww...I really like the 2nd couple in this drama. Yitan saying "When it comes to my life and Zui's life being in danger, I choose hers without question." Their relationship progress is moving along a lot faster than the main leads.

Seeing all of their fates in episode 15 made me actually really sad. They all died trying to protect each other and the good in the world. If that ending is how the drama ends, I won't be able to handle it. (I couldn't handle it)

I also love ig you would consider them the 3rd couple (Cuiyu and Mu Mie).

Episode 16 and 17 are the ones where the show starts to pick up and get exciting for me.

“If we can’t live together, then let’s die together.” Hong Ye is willing to give up everything, even his life to get Huaizhu back. He literally pledged to give up his life with the umbrella of purity to make sure the demonic side comes out of Huaizhu. I loved that whole episode with the Masked Group all fighting together and Hong Ye giving up everything for Huaizhu in the end. And then she came back and that is when she started realizing the good in Hong Ye’s heart and the devotion he had. That whole scene was so harmonious. And the hug they shared after with Huaizhu finally opening up emotionally. The kiss they shared was beautiful as well on the bridge.

Red Eyes gave up her own life for Mu Mie, when she was the one he loved this whole time. "Dummy, thank you for being the proof of me being alive and being loved." That confessino by Mu Mie and Red Eyes was so beautiful, but then it ended in the next 5 minutes. They deserved more screentime together, but it was too late.

Why does white hair look better on like every cdrama ML ever!? Also, here's another couple that I like better than the main leads: Zhang Zheng and Qing Muyuan. There's so much history and emotional connection between the 2.

"Two shoulders can hold more than 1 persons. In the future, let's both share your burdens." Even though the main couple is kind of boring to me, I do gotta say, they are always supportive towards each other.

Why was I lowkey kind of sad and moved when they showed the scene of Jia Lan fading away after trying to save Lord Jiuhuo. And the kiss that Jia Lan and Lord Jiuhuo shared after was actually kind of emotionally tugging. Why was I actually sad when Lord Jiuhuo died and asked Huaizhu and Hong Ye to "set Jia Lan free" by killing the Black Fox? All he wanted was a chance with Jia Lan again...

The start of episode 31 had me with a very unsettling feeling. Everyone was planning for the future with each other and it was their last get together with everyone. Some people of the masked group already have families to go back to. The father in the masked group better get to go back to his daughter. Also, Quzhou and Qin Lan better get the time to make a big confession. Please, I don't have a good feeling about the ending.

NOOOO...the first one is down. Why did Zhang Zheng have to die like that? In the hands of his loved one, yet he still reassured Muyuan and said that he doesn't blame her at all. Muyuan better go on her villain arc after this bruh. I spoke too soon, she died like 2 minutes later and accomplished nothing. Hey, at least they're reunited in the afterlife.

Quzhou and Zizai's last scene together broke me though. The life exchanging talisman being put into work by Zizai. "Quzhou, you still go on and protect this world. I'll still protect you." Zizai once gave up his hand to save his brother and now he gave up his life to save his brother. I did not expect that at all.

Holy, they're dropping like flies. Yitan killing both Qiyue and Zui will haunt him for the rest of his life. Honestly, the guilt even if he survives this battle will destroy him. It won't matter that he was being controlled, it is better for his sanity that he die in this battle too. Qiyue's death hurts in a different way though, because his daughter will never get her dad back. The way he already had a whole family, but will never get to see them again. I have a bad feeling about Zui because her mask was shown dropping too. Everyone's mask who has dropped has died so far. Then, Zui getting stabbed directly in the heart by one of the only people that loves her: Yitan. I just know it is going to cause some tears, because Yitan has never protected and loved anybody as much as Zui. The way Zui still protected Yitan after he stabbed her just shows how deep their love goes. Wait, I'm actually kind of sad that most of their future was not able to be changed. Yitan having to still pull out his clarivoyant eye to stop the Black Fox from predicting their moves. The line that every person is saying to their loved ones: "I'm coming." Basically, telling them that both their lives ended, but at least they're together in the afterlife.

Hongye's scene where he had all of the masks of the fallen members of the Mask Group was UNNEEDED. That was like the 100th stab of my heart in the last 5 episodes of this drama. The guilt he must face and then they started replaying the death scenes, like stop please.

Hongye and Huaizhu's wedding was supposed to be the best night of their lives, but it was the most depressing and disappointing. Episode 35 was actually so depressing, with none of their hearts being in the marraige. Hongye is so far and deeply affected by the battle that happened that he has lost sight of who he is, even though he still knows and has that instinct to protect Huaizhu.

But...the start of Episode 36, we got that feeling of the old Huaizhu and Hongye. I loved the burst of energy Hongye got when Huaizhu told him she's pregnant. You could still feel the love in that hug they shared and their tears.

Ok, I know I said that the main couple was not my fav, but I cried the most when their story ended. When Huaizhu told Hongye the truth after childbirth and then her last wish of them replaying their first meeting with the mask and everything. WHY DO THE PRODUCERS ALWAYS REPLAY EACH COUPLE'S MOMENTS!? STOP DOING THIS TO ME. "At least the heavens let me meet you." STOPPPP!! That child will grow up being so powerful, but never having any memory of his mother. Everyone was robbed of a happy ending.

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Awww....I love the way Lu Xingyan was willing to stay friends just to make Xingruo happy. "Relationships, phases, I don't think any of these things are as important as you. As long as you're happy, I think we're at the best stage. He's respecting her boundaries and that is the sweetest thing and most mature thing he could do at that moment. But then...what happens after that is the opposite of staying friends!! Lu Xingyan is so supportive for whatever Xingruo needs at all him. He understands her so well. Also, his confession on how he wanted to change his own perspective to tailor towards her was so thoughtful and mature. He Siyue and Shi Qin's relationship is not talked about enough. That lawyer was actually insane. The lengths she is going to for her own possessiveness actually scared me. Overall, I loved the way this drama ended, the proposal was so thoughtful and it really closed off their story. The overarching theme that I loved from Lu Xingyan and Shen Xingruo's story is that if people are meant to be, they will always find their way back to one another. Not only that, but constant growth and maturation from both partners will lead to an endless lifetime of support.

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