i am in shambles HELLO

i have wished for this day to come i have prayed for this day to come i have manifested as much as humanly possible for akira to be main lead somewhere but as the french say : on rigole, on rigole, mais on voit pas le fin du bol and i am NOT SEEING THE FOND DU BOL i am in absolute shambles thank you very much, akira takano you truly are the shojo boy you think you are. as io would say : you will forever be my oshi.