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On Only Friends Oct 21, 2023
Title Only Friends
Did you all see first's tweet lmao? he tweeted "can boeing fly up into the clouds and never come back down" I LOVE THAT MAN
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Replying to loubug1012 Oct 21, 2023
Title Only Friends
I didnt see it that way. That was always Sands dream both Boeing and Ray decided to make it their dream as well.
Probably you are right but Ray will most likely feel less special now, he most likely had his mind set on being "their dream" which is not Sand's fault but still makes me sad to know it
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On Only Friends Oct 21, 2023
Title Only Friends
Another thing that infuriated me was Sand's dream of attending music festivals, which initially began with Boeing. I perceived it as a unique aspiration that Sand wanted Ray to be part of. However, hearing Boeing say that it's their dream literally pissed me off and ray heard all of that!! oh god
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Replying to Jungarden Oct 21, 2023
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Ikr I was a bit shook when he told Ray to leave instead of putting Boeing in his place after his ex legit asked…
It is the first time I am actually mad at sand, this plot with boeing was stupidly added out of nowhere and if I was ray I would put both boeing and sand in their places because what the fuck if you are my boyfriend and you tell me to go home so you can spend time with you ex I would be hella mad
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Replying to LexiB97 Oct 21, 2023
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It's the first time (episode) that I'm so mad at Sand. His behavior around Boeing is not okay. You have a boyfriend…
Yeah, this situation is quite chaotic and complicated. It's true that Ray has also done some very bad things to Sand, but Sand's intense and suspicious gaze towards Boeing makes me question if he still harbors feelings of love for him.
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On Only Friends Oct 21, 2023
Title Only Friends
The ongoing drama involving Boeing seems to be dragging on for longer than necessary. On one hand, Sand tells Ray not to be jealous, but then asks him to leave so that he can have a private conversation with Boeing. This inconsistency in Sand's actions is perplexing and does not make much sense. Furthermore, it is evident that Boeing desires a deeper connection with Sand, yet Sand dismisses Ray in front of Boeing when Ray offers to take him home. This kind of behavior is not only confusing but also disrespectful. (imo) This storyline would have been more suitable for earlier episodes, but the characters are now in a committed relationship, this should not happen. I agree with Ray's frustration and his ultimatum, either sand ends it or Ray kills boeing LMAO
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Replying to loubug1012 Oct 21, 2023
Title Only Friends
He was crazy in love with Boeing. Sand clearly has issues cutting out people who are not good for him. I dont…
Not an ex who wants them back, I think that is disrespectful personally.
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Replying to Luna Jen Oct 21, 2023
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He was also distracted when he first saw him. I think there is still something unfinished there. His ongoing hatred…
God damn it I need a happy ending :((
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Replying to loubug1012 Oct 21, 2023
Title Only Friends
He was crazy in love with Boeing. Sand clearly has issues cutting out people who are not good for him. I dont…
I understand that some people may see the situation in a different light, but for me, it is not acceptable at all. It is clear that Boeing wants Sand back, and he has even communicated this to him directly. If ray would have not showed up, I am sure Sand would have let boeing go home with him
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On Only Friends Oct 21, 2023
Title Only Friends
How did sand go from being utterly in love with ray to suddently neglating him and telling him to go home only so he could be with boeing? ugh
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Replying to Kidnap Oct 21, 2023
Title Kidnap
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I need the admins of mdl to do their job and kick that one out of this site smh
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Replying to marcia Oct 21, 2023
Title Kidnap
I feel like he was just done with nanon
It is quite astonishing to witness the audacity with which you dare to appear on mdl. Allow me to remind you that your actions clearly indicate a desire for harm towards others, and I do ponder the consequences if you were to be reported to the authorities for engaging in such online bullying. 🙂 I find it difficult to extend any form of respect towards you, as you have proven yourself unworthy of even being allowed to speak. Furthermore, you are mistaken in your claims, as it was never stated by ohm; rather, it was a mere misinterpretation that has been clarified by several Thai individuals. It would be wise for you to cease your words now for someone who wishes death upon people, keep at it and someday someone will take legal action for the shit you are pulling online

Also proof of your bullying 🤡

https://mydramalist.com/profile/Boyslove71255/feeds/pblVZhP
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On Kidnap Oct 21, 2023
Title Kidnap
This doesn't have anything to do with the show but it is a warning about the person below"GoodRicky" I advise against interacting with them, particularly if one is struggling mentally. This cautionary advice stems from the fact that "GoodRicky" has been known to send death threats or wishes to numerous individuals on mdl including a friend of mine. Don't click on the link if you get triggered by this


https://mydramalist.com/profile/Boyslove71255/feeds/pblVZhP
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On Only Friends Oct 20, 2023
Title Only Friends
Few points I noticed changing in Ray during the last ep

Ray's relationship with Sand. They had entered into a romantic relationship, and this had a profound impact on Ray's overall demeanor. He started to smile more frequently and appeared to be more receptive to the idea of seeking rehabilitation. Having Sand by his side provided Ray with the much-needed support to confront his personal struggles. Witnessing Ray embrace his newfound happiness was truly heartwarming, and I couldn't be more thrilled for him.

A second thing that impressed me was that instead of pressuring Sand, Ray simply wanted to encourage him to open up to his father but not force him. It was truly heartwarming to witness this display of affection and care from Ray towards Sand. It exemplified the qualities of a loving boyfriend, as he genuinely cherished Sand and prioritized his well-being above anything else. Ray had come to the realization that his past actions had caused Sand a great deal of pain, and he was determined to make amends and ensure that Sand did not suffer any further due to his own selfishness.

Third, him accepting he has a drinking problem. We have seen Mew's attempts to prevent Ray from excessive drinking and they were not effective, but Sand's intervention made a significant difference. Ray initially resisted the idea of rehab, but his desire to fulfill Sand's wishes motivated him to seek help. This decision was a testament to Ray's love for Sand and his realization of the pain he had caused him.

I also noticed Ray is primarily driven by a deep fear of being left alone, which lead him to constantly manipulate Sand in order to maintain control over him. He employs a combination of gestures in an attempt to make Sand dependent on him. Although Ray may not be fully aware of his actions, he subconsciously viewed Sand as a commodity rather than an individual, his fixation on the fear of abandonment prevented him from forming a healthy and genuine connection with him but in episode 10 we can see progress, we see ray starting to let go of that fear and beginning to trust sand, when he said "Can I be addicted to you my entire life?" it was basically him asking "You are not going to leave me right?"

An other progress he made was in the last scene. Ray always held onto the belief that love would somehow rescue him, but he never truly contemplated what it would rescue him from or how it would do so. This particular moment in the story is when he finally realizes the truth, and it carries both a sense of salvation and an immense burden. Every word he utters reflects the weight of his realization, as he confronts the depth of his pain without succumbing to thoughts of self-destruction. Simultaneously, he discovers a profound happiness that he never thought possible. Although there is a possibility that this newfound happiness aka Sand could be fleeting, the focus of this scene is not on that uncertainty. Instead, it centers on the revelation of this happiness and the gratitude he feels for its existence. It is a paradoxical experience, both terrible and magnificent, as he finally embraces his true self. This scene marks a significant turning point for Ray, as he begins to truly understand himself and that he needs Sand.

Now about the fight scene in episode 10, I know alot of people are mad at ray but here is my perspective -- WARNING IM A RAY DEFENDER DONT COME AT ME lmao

It is obvious Ray's actions are driven by a deep-seated need for control and validation. He shamelessly uses his wealth to acquire friends and allies, believing that this will protect him from being manipulated by others. However, this behavior ultimately leads to his own downfall. By portraying himself as an arrogant and wealthy individual, Ray believes that he can manipulate and control any situation. This twisted perspective is a reflection of his emotional turmoil and the dark path he has chosen for himself. PLUS He is haunted by the memory of his mother dying into alcoholism and believes that it is only fitting for him to meet the same fate.

Sand's arrival had a profound impact on Ray's life. Prior to Sand's presence, Ray had been cautious and guarded, always on the lookout for potential threats. However, Sand managed to break down Ray's defenses, causing him to let his guard down. It was not because Sand had managed to win Ray over or manipulate him in any way; rather, Ray simply stopped trying to resist Sand's influence. Ray made a conscious decision to distance himself from his usual habit of getting drunk with Sand, recognizing that he could no longer use intoxication as an excuse for his own foolish actions. As a result, Ray found himself vulnerable and exposed, with all of his emotional walls torn down. It was in this vulnerable state that Ray witnessed the exchange of money between his father, and Sand, the person he had come to know as happiness. This single event shattered Ray's entire world, as it symbolized the collision of his past and present, and the realization that the person he trusted and admired was intertwined with the source of his pain. I know many people view him as the antagonist in this situation, the one who didn't listen and exaggerated the situation. But I understand ray, this was the end of his world. It wasn't a matter of not trusting Sand, but rather trusting him too much. Ray's trust was shattered, and his world was turned upside down.
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Replying to Luciddd Oct 20, 2023
Title Only Friends
Is that in the preview for ep 11?
It is wrong but i would not be mad at it if its done to atom he should get a taste of his own medicine lmao
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Replying to Luciddd Oct 20, 2023
Title Only Friends
Is that in the preview for ep 11?
Hope he does tbh, Atom is my most hated character right now lmao I can not stand him after the lies he pulled in the last ep
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Replying to Luciddd Oct 20, 2023
Title Only Friends
Is that in the preview for ep 11?
Not really a preview they posted it today but yes for ep 11
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On Only Friends Oct 20, 2023
Title Only Friends
OH HELL NAH did y'all see the little peek on episode 11 that was posted by gmmtv? ATOM IS STIRRING SHIT WITH NICK AND BOSTON
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On Dangerous Romance Oct 20, 2023
This episode has definitely become my favorite so far, and it's all thanks to Perth's incredible acting. I can't stress enough how amazing he is in this role. Now of course the writing ruins it, what was that bioplar scene where he had to go from "im here for you" to "get out of my house" towards sailom, that was so stupid and abruptly writting yet perth still managed to make it smooth.

I won't dwell too much on the intimate scenes because, by now, it's clear that there's no chemistry coming from Chimon. However, I do want to give credit to Chimon for his performance during the scene where he visited his brother. He did an amazing job portraying the emotions and complexities of their relationship. If he were to be cast in a bromance show, he would definitely excel because he has a talent for conveying brotherly love, just not romantic chemistry.

Lastly, I have to mention how incredibly attractive Perth was in the last scene. When he gets angry, it's like he has this magnetic presence that captivates me. It's hard to explain, but there's just something about his anger that really gets to me.
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Replying to luneify Oct 20, 2023
Title Only Friends
There's literally nothing going on we r chilling lmfao what fight are you witnessing
I have never seen a fight in here? Disagreements yes but not fights idk am I blind lmao
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