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just a few thought on ending... oh my heart.. happy yet sad, cause i won't go through a goddman rollercoaster every night but also no nothing new at all...

hahahaha....bro take your time... don't rush at all. cause soon you'll go like-W.T.F. every 10 min of it in all the remaining episodes

just watch it, i can't really put a number on when they are "officially together as a bf -gf", it's not their thing... it just them being them, just loving e/o, being there for e/o in times of needs, when the world is too cruel for them they are always for e/o, but that doesn't mean it's always flowers and sunshine in their relationship, they fight, misunderstand but don't leave it hanging for long at all, they talk it out, give & take time for e/o. honestly, what i am writing can't even be an explanation of what they have,
what they have is weirdly beautiful should i say??!!

i felt the ending was rushed, i mean they could have given us at least 2 more proper episode, to wrap up everything uk... like how are they gonna live now?? it was more like open ending, like you can make up your own stories in your head how their future is built...

i mean it was clearly understandable/visible that she was gonna set up her work in her hometown after CMD helped a lil; in bringing the some main people for meeting without her knowing, ofc because he loves her so damn much, he wiling to try and give anything to make it work, so that she is happy, so that she doesn't have to give up neither her job or her love for him(their marriage).

we all knew he wasn't gonna leave her or break their engagement, he was just angry that she wasn't open/honest with him about her leaving for her opportunities, it's not like was gonna go against her dream. and don't defend her saying she really missed the timing every time she wanted to talk about it with him, cause as a human being too knows, that when you want to talk about smth seriously, and it's imp, that it involves another persons pov's & conversation I NEED TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM AND GET DONE WITH IT, I need to say it out loud no matter what, cause if don't today it will bring no joy just distraught the other day, then again it's just me. that how i am, i can't expect everyone to be like me but still have some consciousness girllllll {ZJ} ???!!!

CMD is the dream guy man, so mature so reasonable and the list goes on.. i respect the author who wrote his character and i respect and praise Li Xian for his acting.
ZJ you are worth the trouble for, your are worth fighting for, you are a good person, no one can be perfect, everyone has flaws, i understand you have your own values, your own commitments i respect that.
lastly, i'd like to say..in a relationship one of the two needs to be more understanding, more mature, more forgiving and more loving... and it was CMD for this one, our girl ZJ here in return gives him pain but loves him x100000 times more it seems... that's why they work uk, it's somehow balanced...
wait...they MADE it WORK!!!

DON'T WATCH THE TEASER OF EP 19- 21, wait for the episodes and then directly watch them, i am telling y'all this for your own mental stability?!!!!
CAUSE I WANNA K.M.S.!!!!!! i watched them, and now i have to wait idk HOW LONG??!!!!

7 more hours?? even though i have shit load of work to do, while doing that i wouldn't even know it's midnight but i don't even wanna do anything, i just wanna rewatch the whole thing and get new episodes asap🫠🫠

yeh well we all died in ep 15 and were revived by ep 16 end...

the drama is so fuckin UNPREDICTABLE!!! i love it!!!!

i hope you are ready for the worst and best rollercoaster of your drama life!!
best of luck.

i have never cried (in ep 15btw) while watching a C-DRAMA, but ZJ made me cry, it was because of the situation she put him in after... dude i don't even wanna talk about it!!!!! near 22:20 mins smth, i didn't wanna hit the play button man! cause i knew that what was gonna happen next, knew that she was gonna blame him, leave him, hurt him F.U.C.K.I.N.G. A.G.A.I.N.
That make out session was just out of anger, angst, guilt and whatnot?? just because of the convo she had with her mother, it made me so angry when she said " why are you forcing me???!!!!!!!" if i could i would go inside my screen and slap right on cheeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND YOU KNOW THE MOST FUCKED UP THING ABOUT THEM AND ME(MYSELF) is that when they cleared up the misunderstanding {only because our CMD is the most green flag and understanding man EVER!!!} is that i was actually smiling.. as in happy for them all of sudden..uk like getting butterflies because of their chemistry should i say???
the script writers(novel writer) really worked hard for their salaries, meaning worth their minds and money to put the audience through rollercoaster of emotions throughout THE WHOLE SHOW, EPIODE, EACH 5 MINUTES!!!
DO I EVEN NEED TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT THEIR ACTING??? give them all the big and main awards already!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will never get tired of venting and praising (fuckin vicious cycle) about EVERYTHING about this drama.n

finally someone who understands this side of her, she is not "leading him on" he know very well that she was gonna leave from day 1, heck she has said that to him everytime them met, but they both have that fire, that type of love for e/o that is worth giving time, even if it's short lived.

but i wanna say one thing, whenever they have troubles outside of their relationship, they calm, soothe and understand e/o so much.
like in 14th ep near @18:00 he looked so peaceful in her arms, their soft convos pull my heartstrings!!

a small child, especially a cheeky or mischievous one

This is "one of the most bittersweet feelings has to be when you realize how much you are going to miss a moment while you are still living it" type of thing/drama.

I bet the next 4 episodes are going to be so heartbreaking, did you guys see the preview for 15&16th ep... he was day drinking dude!!!! and that "sleeping" misunderstanding,
her fainting on the road after their heated conversation on new years, her mother's in pain too, all pain and grief is rushing out now together, ep 7 is nothing in front of this...
CMD is the real deal man!!! he is so understanding and transparent, and in a good way....
there is so much to talk about, those 40 mins are packed and lines so well, each scene with diff sides and story to look at...

the kdrama??

the most recent ones, maybe last 3 episodes, 10,11,12??? I think those might be the most basic to put spoiler tag on.

well, that is in 12th and 13th ep, yeah she some what opposes their relationship, I mean she likes the guy(ml) but doesn't see him as a son in law... and we all don't know how she is gonna act cause the episodes are not released.

of course it's unrealistic because it's a drama, it's fiction, it's scripted. secondly there was a time skip of 1 month and for a big surgery that much time is kinda okay. third, the only complication was her memory loss & that was the one and only major side effect. have you not watch the previous episode where he said everything is perfect and she can be cured but only has one side effect which is the fucking memory loss.

dude not magically cured, BHW tried so hard to find a way, remember when they went Germany and it was 90 sure she won't be able to get treatment, WBC low what not, then all the pain she had to go through, they came till here through thick n thin.