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Barth: I’m not God’s favored son.
Tanrak: I’m not God’s favored son, either.

What devastates me about this scene isn’t just the kisses. It’s the theology underneath them. It’s that quiet, almost throwaway line: “I’m not God’s favorite son.” You only say something like that after years of listening, really listening, to what your community says about people like you, even when they don’t realize you’re one of them.

Barth’s confession isn’t just about desire. It’s about where he believes he stands in the moral universe. When he says he’s not the favored son, he’s telling us he has already put himself on trial and come back with a verdict of guilty. He has absorbed a hierarchy of worth in which someone else, somewhere, is the good son, the one who fits the mold: straight, obedient, properly blessed. By the time he admits “I like men, I like you,” the real sin, in his own mind, has already been committed. He believes he has fallen out of divine favor. The desire is just the evidence.

What pierces me is that he fully expects this to be the moment Tanrak steps back and agrees with that verdict. He is waiting for someone to confirm it: yes, you are outside. Yes, you are the son God does not choose. The question “Are you angry?” is heartbreaking because it carries the full weight of every time a religious space has met vulnerability with doctrine first and compassion second, if at all.

And then Tanrak answers with the only thing that can actually meet that kind of shame: solidarity. “I’m not God’s favorite son either.” He doesn’t offer a correction or a Bible verse or a carefully worded argument about how Barth is still loved and chosen. He doesn’t position himself as the morally upright one who magnanimously extends acceptance. Instead, he steps down off the pedestal entirely and stands beside him. He admits that he, too, has been living as someone exiled from the center of the story, whether because of his desires, his choices, his failures, or simply the way he has always been taught to see himself.

From a Christian perspective, that line troubles me in all the right ways. The faith I was raised in insists there are no favorite sons, that God does not play favorites, that grace levels the ground beneath everyone’s feet equally. But the lived reality inside so many churches tells a different story. We signal, sometimes subtly and sometimes not subtly at all, who belongs in the light and who ought to stay in the shadows. So when two men in a bathhouse find each other in that shared conviction of not being chosen, not being blessed in the official sense, it is devastatingly easy to believe them.

What moves me most is that the bathhouse, of all places, becomes the site of something sacramental. Not a clean, authorized sacrament with a liturgy and a pastor and a silver tray, but something provisional and human and achingly tender. Under harsh lights and the smell of chlorine, two people who have each internalized a theology of exclusion choose each other anyway. They don’t solve the question of God’s favor. They don’t even try. The line “I’m not God’s favorite son” still hangs in the air, heavy and unresolved. What they do instead is refuse to let that sentence be the final word about their worth to one another.

For me, as a straight Christian woman watching this, the scene functions almost like a mirror held up to the church. It asks, quietly but without flinching: How many people have walked through our sanctuary doors already convinced they are not the favored ones? How many of them had to go somewhere else, somewhere the church would call less holy, just to find a moment of kindness that let them breathe again?

I’m not interested in romanticizing the bathhouse or the secrecy or the fear. Those are symptoms of something broken. But the tenderness, the care, the simple fact that Barth’s confession is met not with condemnation but with a “me too” and a kiss, that feels like something the church should have been able to offer in the open, in broad daylight, without anyone having to lie awake at night wondering whether heaven could possibly make room for their heart.

I didn’t catch I Feel You Linger in the Air while it was airing, but I made up for it last year! 🥹 You’re so right about the similar vibes. And honestly the Bright-Nonkul pairing has its own special magic. Khun Yai’s pain hit me hard too.

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Ahh thank you for confirming!

I was never a historical BL person, and then DMD came along and completely changed that for me, in the best possible way. It started with Khemjira in 2025, then Love Upon a Time in 2026, and now I’m the one refreshing news feeds, waiting to see whatever Thai historical BL they do next.

What DMD does exceptionally well is intimacy. There’s a real sense of taste and intention in how those scenes are handled, especially toward the end. In both series, the NC scenes appear in the final episode, and they land differently because they feel earned. They read as the culmination of everything that came before, not something inserted for shock value.

Love Upon a Time also truly sticks the landing. The ending feels clear and complete, without the rushed, careless energy so many dramas fall into. Genuine narrative closure is rarer than it should be, and it makes a noticeable difference.

The director’s cameo was a delightful surprise, and his English was impressively crisp. I already admired him after Khemjira, and this only deepened that respect.

I’ve written over 7,000 comments on MDL, and this is the first time I’ve ever felt compelled to praise a production company by name. The level of care and craftsmanship DMD brings to their work deserves recognition. That final episode made me laugh, made me cry, and left me sitting there genuinely grateful that television like this still exists.

There was a parody of Battle of Angels in episode 3.

Back in the day, that lakorn was genuinely controversial, drawing condemnation from the Thai Airways union and even a lawsuit against the author. So now I’m wondering if history is about to repeat itself with GMMTV.

This is my first time staring at the screen, completely unable to tell if those product placements were real ads… or if I accidentally licked a hallucinogenic frog right before pressing play. 😂

First time in my life questioning whether Toto was speaking actual French or just casting Harry Potter spells with a questionable baguette accent. 🤣

First time genuinely worried that Thai Airways’ legal team is already drafting a defamation lawsuit against GMMTV as we speak. 🤣

The only thing I know for sure is that I laughed so hard my skull filed a formal complaint.

Thank you for this perspective! I haven’t read the novels, so it’s really interesting to hear what’s being left out. The fact that Daotok and Tiger have much darker layers in the source material honestly makes me even more curious about them now. I can see how knowing the full depth of the characters would make the adaptation feel thinner by comparison.

That’s a fair point about each couple needing 12 episodes too. With this many storylines sharing one season, something was bound to get compressed. Maybe that’s part of why S2 works better for me as an drama-only viewer, since I’m not aware of what’s missing. I just get what’s on screen, and on its own it lands really well.

Now you’ve got me tempted to pick up the novels after the season ends!

Glad I’m not the only one! S1 had so much heart, but seeing what this team can do now makes me wish those couples got the same treatment. And cheers to loving these stories at any age!

Fake Fact Lips episode 8 really comes alive through the dynamic between Yotsuya, Shito, and Futami. Their relationship is so delicately balanced that it becomes the emotional core of the story.

Yotsuya has been in love with Shito for years. After all that time, they finally move beyond their intense workplace rivalry and begin seeing each other in secret. But Yotsuya is far from secure. Once Futami transfers back to the Tokyo headquarters, that insecurity becomes impossible to ignore.

Futami is outgoing and disarmingly direct, with that distinct Kansai bluntness and a habit of teasing. He has known Yotsuya since college, respects him deeply, and still carries the impact of the advice Yotsuya gave him back then. But in Yotsuya’s eyes, the only true rival has always been Shito, and that creates a quiet frustration in Futami. If he cannot surpass Shito at work, he will never be someone Yotsuya truly recognizes. So from the moment he returns, he sets his sights on Shito.

Shito, competitive to his core, cannot ignore the easy closeness between Futami and Yotsuya. There is an undercurrent of jealousy there, whether he admits it or not. That tension quickly escalates into open conflict, and the two clash head-on at work like natural enemies.

Caught in the middle is Yotsuya. He worries that Shito’s attention is drifting toward Futami, and that fear quietly eats at him. He cannot bring himself to say it out loud, which only makes his vulnerability and fragile confidence more visible.

Futami, for his part, may simply be a straightforward, slightly provocative, competitive guy who means no real harm. He likely has no romantic feelings toward either of them. And yet his presence alone is enough to destabilize the balance between Yotsuya and Shito. Ironically, that disruption is exactly what pushes their relationship forward. That is what makes this BL so compelling. The so-called outsider becomes the catalyst for emotional growth.

I have so many feelings about this episode. I honestly didn’t expect Fourever Season 2 to pull me in like this, but now I’m thoroughly invested. What I love most is how distinct each storyline feels. TonfahTyphoon, ArthitDaotok, and TigerDueannao each have their own emotional texture, and somehow the writing just keeps getting better.

That last line in Episode 21 wrecked me. When Tiger says, “What about me, Nao? I like you too,” it hits so much harder than a typical confession. It feels like he’s finally stepping out of the background and claiming his place in the story. And the wordplay with “Nao” meaning “cold” in Thai just twists the knife. Tiger is all heat and intensity, while Nao is genuinely oblivious to his feelings, to the point of giving a girl a chance after her confession. That emotional gap is exactly why the confession lands in such a bittersweet way.

And then Tiger says he would die for Nao. I know that kind of line can sound over the top, but here I believe him completely. The show has built him up as someone who acts first and never holds back, especially when it comes to Nao. So when he goes up against Chet and his crew alone, it’s not bravado. It’s just who he is. The farewell letter before that confrontation pushed me right over the edge. It leans into the classic tragic romance setup, but it works because the emotional groundwork is already there.

I also loved that Nao’s twin brother figures everything out. It gives us an outside perspective that validates Tiger’s feelings, almost like the story itself is saying this love is real, even if Nao hasn’t faced it yet. It makes Nao’s innocence stand out even more.

I’m well past 30, but the part of me that loves intense, all-in romance is alive and well. Characters like Tiger remind me why that kind of storytelling still works. It’s not about age. It’s about whether a character truly earns that level of devotion, and Tiger absolutely does.

Honestly, this season just shows how much potential the earlier couples had. I wish Season 1 could be remade with this level of writing and emotional depth. I know plenty of people loved it as it was, but to me it feels like a missed opportunity compared to what we’re getting now.

I have so many feelings about this episode. I honestly didn’t expect Fourever Season 2 to pull me in like this, but now I’m thoroughly invested. What I love most is how distinct each storyline feels. TonfahTyphoon, ArthitDaotok, and TigerDueannao each have their own emotional texture, and somehow the writing just keeps getting better.

That last line in Episode 21 wrecked me. When Tiger says, “What about me, Nao? I like you too,” it hits so much harder than a typical confession. It feels like he’s finally stepping out of the background and claiming his place in the story. And the wordplay with “Nao” meaning “cold” in Thai just twists the knife. Tiger is all heat and intensity, while Nao is genuinely oblivious to his feelings, to the point of giving a girl a chance after her confession. That emotional gap is exactly why the confession lands in such a bittersweet way.

And then Tiger says he would die for Nao. I know that kind of line can sound over the top, but here I believe him completely. The show has built him up as someone who acts first and never holds back, especially when it comes to Nao. So when he goes up against Chet and his crew alone, it’s not bravado. It’s just who he is. The farewell letter before that confrontation pushed me right over the edge. It leans into the classic tragic romance setup, but it works because the emotional groundwork is already there.

I also loved that Nao’s twin brother figures everything out. It gives us an outside perspective that validates Tiger’s feelings, almost like the story itself is saying this love is real, even if Nao hasn’t faced it yet. It makes Nao’s innocence stand out even more.

I’m well past 30, but the part of me that loves intense, all-in romance is alive and well. Characters like Tiger remind me why that kind of storytelling still works. It’s not about age. It’s about whether a character truly earns that level of devotion, and Tiger absolutely does.

Honestly, this season just shows how much potential the earlier couples had. I wish Season 1 could be remade with this level of writing and emotional depth. I know plenty of people loved it as it was, but to me it feels like a missed opportunity compared to what we’re getting now.

After episode 5 aired, it only made it up to number 4 on Thailand’s trending chart on X. My guess is that viewers raised on the really sugary kind of BL found this one a little too subtle for their taste.

Meanwhile, I loved it so much I could have screamed into a pillow. The youth of it all, the first love, the ensemble energy. Watching these five boys goof around makes me feel ten years younger.

A lot of people say they don’t believe Ko001, that there’s no way he didn’t actually kiss Ko002 on the boat that day. They refuse to accept that it was just clever camera work. Honestly, though, that interpretation feels truer to me.

It’s that conversation with August that plants the seed, the first moment Ko001 really starts to wonder whether he’s fallen for Ko002.

My favorite moment from the previous episode was Ko001 convincing himself that Ko002 went to the bookstore to meet a girl. He trails him there, then gets all passive-aggressive about it, heading to school early just so he won’t have to ride with him. That fumbling, ambiguous teenage way of handling feelings you can’t quite name yet is exactly what I find so captivating. And realistically, I just don’t see their first kiss happening somewhere that public and exposed.

The cinematography, color grading, and editing are so polished that I half suspected they’d quietly swapped directors. As someone who’s been burned more than once by Director New starting strong and stumbling at the finish, I’ve decided to give him one more chance.

Okay “their greatest weapon is subtlety” is going straight on my gravestone, that’s the whole thing right there. They just glance at each other and it lands harder than a full confession scene from anyone else. And the doomed part really got me because we’re so deep in it now, my watchlist used to look promising and now everything else feels like it’s visibly straining to do what these two pull off by accident. Guess this is who we are now 😭

I’m terrified too, honestly. Like… how are we supposed to pretend other pairs are doing something when these two just casually invented “baseline wizard-level bromance” and walked away?

Wu performs its quietest sleight of hand by letting two men generate such unbothered, narrative-defining chemistry that every painstakingly engineered BL ship starts to feel a little… over-rehearsed.

Life in Smokey Blue is a BL drama about two men who already burned out once: an ex‑pharma rep and his old rival who’s now a translator. They’re trying to figure out if they can love again without torching themselves a second time. I came out of it thinking about why it stuck.

Nothing gets easier. Work stays precarious, parents keep aging, the hospital stays indifferent, love does nothing for burnout. The show won’t lie about that.

What it gives you is smaller. You’re allowed to stop sprinting. You can want something even when wanting it scares you. You can admit you were a coward and still try again. And a freezing night with your head on someone’s shoulder can be, no qualifier, the best thing that happened all day.

I spent years sure I was too tired for any of this. The show doesn’t argue. It just says being tired doesn’t disqualify you. You don’t have to run. You can walk next to someone and let that be enough.

Episode 8 wrecked me. I’ll admit I’m an easy crier, but this one earned it.

Somewhere in Episodes 7 and 8, the show stops being a clever premise and turns into a quietly devastating family drama. On the surface it still looks like slice of life. What makes it feel distinctly Thai is the way the big turning points keep barging into that ordinary texture. Japanese slice of life tends to stay quiet and let the meaning sit in what goes unsaid. The Thai version here would rather feel everything out loud, letting the sweetness and the grief and the irritation exist all at once.

On the romance side, Save finally realizes that what he feels for Guy is not admiration or confusion but the real thing. The realization is too big to sit on, so he kisses Guy on impulse. The moment is clumsy and completely sincere, exactly what this version of Save would do. Guy is in a harder spot. He has already been burned by betrayal once, and a single kiss does not reset that. His hesitation reads as honest rather than frustrating. He can care about Save and still not be ready to pick up where they left off.

Grandpa’s thread is peaking at the same time. The BL novel he started to chip away at the family’s old debts and keep the orphanage afloat begins to find readers, and his family is openly proud of him. Then, right as the good news lands, the show slips in a new worry. His eyesight is going, probably cataracts, and his vision keeps drifting in and out of focus. It’s handled gently, with no big dramatic scene, which is exactly what makes it sit so uneasily. He is successful again, finally, and his body is starting to quit on him.

My favorite thing in Episode 7 is the rhyme between Save and Grandpa. Save is feeling his way toward being honest about his sexuality. In the same stretch, Grandpa literally hides in a closet because he cannot bring himself to tell his old writer friends that he has switched to BL. The gag is funny and also pointed. He is scared his peers will think less of him, that the genre is beneath a “serious” novelist. Underneath the comedy is plain insecurity, the same fear of not being safe that keeps a lot of queer people from coming out. Two men a couple of generations apart, hiding from the same kind of judgment for different reasons.

Episode 8 adds another layer when we learn that Save’s uncle is gay, and that an old misunderstanding has kept him and Grandpa at a distance for years. The generous read on this family is that they are warm, durable, and people of conviction. The blunter read is that they are all stubborn, Grandpa most of all. Put those traits under one roof and a rift between the uncle and his father feels almost inevitable. The love is there. What gets in the way is pride, fixed beliefs, and a wound nobody wants to reopen, and together those make an honest conversation feel out of reach.

Being a Thai PBS production, the show refuses to stay purely in the feelings. It works in a very current problem: scams. Grandpa gets taken in by a scam operation and hands over the savings the family scraped together over weeks. Watching the money disappear is bad enough. What actually broke me was the aftermath. That night the whole family crowds into Grandpa’s room, not to lecture him but to keep him company while he lies down in his shame. They are worried and upset, and they choose to stay by him anyway. That was where I lost it (thank goodness I had barely any makeup on).

Add it all up, the fragile thing between Save and Guy, Grandpa’s secret career and failing eyes, the estranged uncle, the scam that empties the family account, and on paper it should collapse into soap opera. The show sidesteps that by staying in the small moments. An impulsive kiss. An old man quietly pulling a closet door shut behind him. A whole family packed into one bedroom so Grandpa does not have to sleep alone on the worst night he has had in a long while.

So I recommend it, with one caveat. Do not show up expecting a sugary BL built on fanservice. Watch it instead as a grounded family dramedy that happens to carry a BL thread through it, a show about love and pride and the daily work of staying afloat. That is what Thai PBS does better than almost anyone, and it is why a story this messy keeps landing exactly where it means to.

“The lost one has nothing to lose by always telling the truth” is going to stay with me. That is the cleanest version of the idea I have seen anyone put. And you saying it as someone who grew up in the church gives it a weight I cannot, because I was reading the riddle as metaphor and you lived the actual thing. Being gay and a Christian is not impossible, you are the proof standing right there, no matter what the institution has turned into. Thank you for trusting the thread with something that personal. It means a lot that the writing met you where you are.

The lie detail is such a good catch, and I think it actually fits the reading instead of breaking it. Tanrak covering for Barth, telling the teacher it was choir, is exactly the moment he stops being the “always tells the truth” believer the church wants. He picks loyalty over the rule. So maybe the riddle is less about who lies and more about who Tanrak decides to be honest toward, and it is not the institution. I love your point that Barth already knows what he wants while Tanrak has not even let himself ask the question yet. That gap is the whole tension. As for how openly any of this was discussed in a Thai school of that era, I would guess barely at all, which is sort of the point: the silence is the setting.