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May we all find a love that stays — like Sunjae did for Sol, like Sol did for Sunjae.

I honestly didn’t know where to begin writing this. There were too many thoughts, too many emotions tangled together after finishing the series. Should I start with how Sol made me reflect on myself — how her choices forced me to ask, if I were in her place, would I have done the same? Or should I talk about Sunjae, and how his love made me realize that I want more than just the bare minimum? That kind of love — the kind that waits, that endures, that stays for more than a decade — is something that feels almost unreal, yet beautiful.

But as I sat with my thoughts, I realized this series wasn’t just about them. Somehow, it became about me too.

It made me look back on my own experiences with love — especially my first love. All the boys I liked before… maybe they did like me back, but not in the way I needed them to. Or maybe they never really did. And maybe I wasn’t right either. Because the truth is, we love the only way we know how. We love based on what we think is right, even when it isn’t. And maybe that’s why none of those relationships lasted — they were built on mismatched understandings of what love should be.

Watching this story brought back all the what ifs, the almosts, the maybes I thought I had already buried. It made me confront something I don’t usually admit. My first love wasn’t beautiful. It wasn’t soft or comforting or something I would ever want to relive. It was filled with more pain than happiness, more regrets than memories worth keeping.

So why am I talking about all of this in a review that’s supposed to be about a series?

Because this is what the series did to me.

It made me realize how deeply our first loves shape us — how they influence the way we see love, the way we give it, and even the way we accept it. Sol’s first love felt innocent, dreamy, and full of hope. It was the kind of love that blooms softly. But Sunjae’s love? It was something else entirely. It was sacrifice. It was choosing to stay even when it hurt. It was loving someone enough to let them be happy — even if that happiness didn’t include you.

And that contrast made me reflect on my own story even more.

First loves can be terrifying. Some people move on quickly, as if it never mattered. Some carry it with them for years, even decades. And some… never really let go. Not because they want to suffer, but because a part of them was shaped permanently by that experience.

But if there’s one thing this series taught me, it’s this. Love — whether it’s your first, your greatest, or your last — doesn’t define your entire story. Because one day, someone will come into your life who changes everything.

It’s like hating the rain your whole life, only to find yourself standing in a sudden downpour that doesn’t feel so cold anymore. Because this time, someone is there with you — choosing to stay, choosing to understand, choosing you. And in that moment, you realize that maybe the rain was never the problem. You just hadn’t met the person who would stand in it with you.

That’s what this story feels like.

A reminder that somewhere out there, there could be a Sol who would rewrite time just to save you, or a Sunjae who would love you across different versions of life. Maybe it will happen in this lifetime, maybe it won’t. But the possibility alone is enough to make you believe again — even just a little.

This review might feel all over the place, and maybe it is. But if I were to sum it all up in one line, it would be this.

I hope all of us find our Sunjae to our Sol. Because we all deserve a love that stays, a love that fights, and a love that feels like it was meant for us — no matter how long it takes to find it.

So if you hate the rain, if you don’t believe in fate, or if there’s someone in your mind right now that you would run to without thinking twice…

Go watch this series.

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