Romance isn't for the faint of heart [Becareful w/ a cleaver]

There was a lot of growing going on here but there was a lot of lying too from both ends. Actually, there was far more lying than anything else. I don't think it wasn't until NuKeau was about to become physically hurt did NK really share his FEARS & ANXIETY with HL.That's all I needed. I think that's what HL needed to see humanity. He already knew the secrets, of course, he'll want to hear them out loud, but it's the fear & anxiety to take the doll out of the body in front of him. I think that was the first time he SAW NK as an ADULT. Then the flood gates happened at the end. Of course, a catalyst had to cause all that drama - thanks to kitchen tools.

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Five Stars

For fucks sake... This episode tried so hard to unalive me, I think it actually succeeded for a few seconds here and there... DAMN!Let's just talk about it following a "chronological" (?!) order, because if I start screaming about the last scene now, I'll never be able to talk about anything other than that!The episode starts exactly where the previous one left us, and Kuea make it pretty clear to Nuer that he is not really interested in his flirt attempt.But little nuisance apparently exists to create problems on purpose, so he just insert himself in his work group!He is making Syn loose his shit and I'm enjoying it so much, I know I shouldn't but I really want to witness the moment things between Nuer and Syn will start! 👀I think they will try to kill each other before that moment happens, so it is going to be an experience!It was fun to watch Kuea getting "abducted" by his friends to go talk about Nuer somewhere else. They are all such good friends, the moment in which they tried to help Kuea with Lian was so funny I had to stop multiple times not to die of laughter, nearly lost a lung! PUHAHAHAHAThey are such a mess, but they all love each other ao dearly it is cute! Lian and Foei were so damn amused.Well... Speaking of those two... That scene were Lian is in office and remembered the kiss he gave to Kuea and touched his lips and generally being in such a good mood, was so sweet! Foei adding his craziness to the moment made it even more special, I couldn't stop laughing and experience tender feelings!Another thing that made me feel so tender was the scene between Diao and Yi! That's the only scene we see of them together in this episode, but it was so sweet. Diao is ok with not cutting Yi out of his life, but he wants something in return. He wants Yi to be more present in his life, he was a little of his time, which seems pretty reasonable.Yi does not take it so well, considering the fact that next time we see him, he is drunk at Pentagon... We see a little more of his and Lian's friendship. I really loved to see that! I'm scared to know all the true about what happened between him and Diao, but I also want to know so bad, it has been inted a few times now, but I don't know how much it will take them to reveal it!Between Lian and Kuea things started going a little better every time they see them together, it was a crescendo!An amazing crescendo, that found its climax in the final scene.I watched that scene 3 times now and I think I will watch it at least another time before going to sleep!It starts so lovely with Lian's preparing breakfast and Kuea wanting to help him, so domestic and cute and then Kuea messes up which, as a person who doesn't know how to cook, understandable! And Lian's being tge mess that he is yells at him out of preoccupations alone, no anger or anything. He is just part of that percentage of the population of the world that yells at you when they are scared for your safety which, (again) as part of that percentage too, understandable!Kuea obviously read it wrongly because he doesn't have the right information to read Lian's behavior, as it is clear from the start of the story, and think he messed up and that he is not perfect enough and shows all his insecurities in vulnerability, using Diao's technique. He start crying and sais that now he gets why Lian does not love him, which we perfectly know is not the true, not at all.Lian panic! He is the one who thinks he messed up now, and react in the way we've already seen him react once when Kuea sais he doesn't love him, which is kiss him.He has no idea how to properly express himself with words, so he lets actions speak for him. I've seen that kiss scene 3 times amd for 3 times I cried, I will probably cry every time I'll watch it. It is just too perfect. I've seen many analysis om Tumblr that explains how important it is much better than I feel I would be able to express right now, so I will leave you to them until I get enough rational to talk about it with the right eyes and words!I'm so excited for next episode to air!

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