Lei Dear, wish you'll have time to go on a vacation soon! If possible take time for yourself! Even if you can't go on a vacation right now, maybe looking for a place you'd like to go for vacation, saving photos etc. Maybe that'll relief some of your stress! Soak in bathtub with wine ? and lit candles, create a wonderful environment for you to enjoy even if you can't go on a vacation right now! Or a romantic night out or a stroll in the park ?️ that sounds wonderful too! Take care and love yourself my dear! We do need me time! As for me, I'm going to enjoy my vacation as much as I can because in the future, with the triplets I don't know when I'll get a chance to go vacation! Sleepless night, diapers, breast feeding, pumping, that's what my future looks like! So I'm going to enjoy while I can! Making memories and all that! Plus we intend to stay outside of State because of Canadian Forest Fire! Only going back after all the hazardous air quality index improve greatly in NY!