I saw this interview with Yang Zi on Tencent video. I used Google translate to translate what she said about XY and Jing.
She saw Tu Shanjing
She didn't want to save him
It’s just that Ye Shiqi has become like that
Still working hard
In fact, I want to live
She wants to save this person
It's because she saw her former self
Then Ye Shiqi gave it to her
Warmth and love like never before
Tu Shanjing let her touch warmth for the first time
So she would feel like saying.
She really wants to love someone
It seems like this person
Will never leave her
It really transformed her from Xiaoliu to Xiaotian
And then really
Let her change from Xiaoliu to Xiaotian
It's family affection
Deciding to go out is a matter of family affection
She actually doesn't want to leave Qingshui Town.
She wants to be a carefree Xiaoliu forever
But she still stood in the vortex in the end
Xiang Liu taught her how to protect herself
These three people are actually in her life experience
They all play different roles
The three boys surrounding her
Why did she choose Tu Shanjing in the end?
I think first of all she is in love with Tu Shanjing
Otherwise, she wouldn't have said she would choose him.
In fact, Xiaotian many times
It can’t be done right?
She did it on purpose
Want to see
Do you, Tu Shanjing, really never leave me?
She would tell herself psychologically:
I try once
This man is gone
Ok
Then I tell myself in my heart
Never possible
That's all it takes for him to leave
As a result she discovered
Every time she tests Tu Shanjing
It will always be Tu Shanjing who will never leave her
Then slowly opened her heart
So she will feel
Tu Shanjing is a person who can hold on to eternal life
She is willing to stick with this person forever