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About Voodoo Bugs

This is from drama where Xiang Liu learn abou

t these lovers bugs. It is not from the novel but drama. He knew more about the bugs than Xiao Liu but he did not let her know about yet accept to share it with her, who knew nothing much. Yet also make her promise to do one thing for him. For me personally it sounds like a bit of cheating. 

 I am thinking about this love bugs curse on love less connection that it can lead to unless troubles and that the couple could not live together if there is no love. Even worse the couple could be killed by poisonous bugs. Is the bugs connection blessing or a curse? I hope to uncover more in upcoming chapters.

Chapter 7 People Become Far Away and the Road Becomes Long

(my comments are in blue)

XY and TSJ on their journey to Forever never Parting

A- [The cold Winter left and the warm Spring arrived. Ma Zi’s second daughter was turning one and Xiao Liu went out to buy some snacks for the family banquet.
He forgot to bring money and was about to borrow some from Xuan when Jing walked over and paid for him.
Xiao Liu shoved the snacks in his arms “You paid for it, you eat it!” He turned and left but Xuan saw them and called out “Xiao Liu, Shi Qi.”
Xiao Liu had no choice but to walk into the wine shop. There was no one there and Xuan was drinking alone and playing with a chess board. Xiao Liu sat down and Jing followed and sat down as well.
Xuan asked “One match?” Xiao Liu recently learned chess from Xuan so he was itching to play.
“I’m not talking to you, I’m asking him.” Xuan pointed at Jing.
Xiao Liu was a lousy chess player, making moves slow and would even renege and take a move back. Xuan played a few times with him and vowed never to do it again.
Xiao Liu was insulted “You’re looking down on me!”
“I am looking down on you!” Xuan didn’t try to hide his disgust towards Xiao Liu’s chess playing but then very courteously asked Shi Qi “What of it? One match? I’ve heard you excel at all the artistic disciplines from painting, chess, books, and music.”
Jing lowered his head and asked Xiao Liu “Shall I play with him?”
“You’re the one playing, what does it have to do with me?” “I listen to you, if you say for me to play, I’ll play. If you say no, then I won’t.” Xiao Liu wanted to get angry but his lips curled upward and he didn’t say anything. Jing stared intently at Xiao Liu.
Xuan rapped the table a few times “Hey, hey….I know you two are close, but…..”
Xiao Liu angrily huffed “Who’s close with him?” while at the same time Jing said “We’re close, and it doesn’t concern you.” Both of them stared at Xuan, with Xiao Liu looking furious while Jing looked very calm.
Xuan laughed at Xiao Liu “Doesn’t matter if you guys are close or not, he listens to you. Have him play with me. I’ve heard of his famous reputation for so long but never had a chance.”
Xiao Liu’s eyes twirled “I want to play, too.” Xuan sighed “Fine, you place the pieces, he calls the moves.”
Xiao Liu picked up a piece and Jing would softly give a move and Xiao Liu would place the piece. Xuan smiled and followed suit. After some time, Xuan understood that Jing’s reputation wasn’t unwarranted.
People came to buy wine but Xuan wasn’t interested. He put a servant at the counter and told no one was to come bother him.
Piece after piece, Xuan slowly stopped laughing and stared at the chess board. People say its hard to meet a kindred spirit and to meet a true chess playing equal is a very happy occurrence. Xuan’s chess was taught by the Yellow Emperor and the people he practiced with were the great generals of the Xuan Yuan Kingdom. Nowadays when Xuan played chess he usually only put a third of an effort into it. Today he was putting 100% of his effort into this match. Xuan put a piece down and felt it was a good move.
He was excitedly waiting for Jing to make the counter and heard him say something to Xiao Liu. But Xiao Liu shook his head and pointed elsewhere “I think it should be placed here.” Jing smiled and didn’t object “Fine, then place it there.”
Xiao Liu happily placed the piece but Xuan hollered “I allow you to renege on a move. Make a different move!” Xiao Liu replied “I’ve decided, it’s going there.” Xuan pleaded with Jing “Please reconsider.”........
.....................Xuan exhaled as the frustration was lifted, like seeing the hole being in a place that can’t be seen so the outfit was still good. Xuan thought and placed a piece. Jing said something to Xiao Liu but he shook his head “Your idea is bad, I want it there.”
“Fine, that’s a good place.” Jing still smiled and complimented Xiao Liu as if Xiao Liu’s chess skill was exemplary and every move was brilliant, as opposed to completely and utterly crap.
Xiao Liu happily placed the piece and Xuan felt like he found a second mouse eaten hole in his clothes. He said “I highly suggest you change your move.” Xiao Liu glared at him “No!”.
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Jing lowered his head but Xiao Liu shook his head and said “There.” “Okay.” Xiao Liu put the piece down and by now Xuan had given up and was only curious to see how Jing continued to transform the worst moves into a save. After an hour the chess match was over and Jing lost. Xuan won but didn’t feel happy whereas Jing lost and was smiling.
Xiao Liu asked Jing “Was it because of my moves that you lost?” “No, your moves were great, it was my moves that were bad.” Xiao Liu happily giggled while Xuan wearily clasped his head.
Xiao Liu saw that it was almost dark and laughed “Winner treats! Heard there was a new roasted meat restaurant in town. Let’s go try it.”
“Sure.” Jing answered so quickly that Xuan wondered if perhaps Jing did not know the word “no” when he was talking to Xiao Liu. Xuan pointed to himself “I didn’t say yes yet.” Jing looked at him “Loser will treat.” Xuan controlled his laugh and glanced at Xiao Liu “Sure!”
The three of them left the shop and walked down the street. It was Xiao Liu and Xuan bickering with each other while Jing listened quietly. Xiao Liu was happy so Jing’s eyes reflected that happiness.]

 We see in  the beginning that Jing paid for what Xiao L wanted  to purchase but his good intention got the wrong effect as  Xiao Liu rejected his gesture.   This shows Jing desires to treat Xiao L Xiao Liu refusal show he does not want to have any further relationship with Jing as he previously stated in previous chapters.  They are them both called by Xuan for game of chess as he would like to  take this opportunity to play against Jing 's renown skills.   Jin would like to spend time with Xiao L  and take this opportunity to remind him that he listen to him and  thus want him to have the final word in Jing staying  to play or  not.  This pleases Xiao Liu a lot.

- "Jing lowered his head and asked Xiao Liu “Shall I play with him?”
“You’re the one playing, what does it have to do with me?” “I listen to you, if you say for me to play, I’ll play. If you say no, then I won’t.” Xiao Liu wanted to get angry but his lips curled upward and he didn’t say anything. Jing stared intently at Xiao Liu. "

We see that even Xuan knows that Jing listens  to Xiao Liu. Jing politely asking Xuan can do mind his own business and not involve himself in his affair regarding Xiao.

-"Xuan rapped the table a few times “Hey, hey….I know you two are close, but…..”
Xiao Liu angrily huffed “Who’s close with him?” while at the same time Jing said “We’re close, and it doesn’t concern you.” Both of them stared at Xuan, with Xiao Liu looking furious while Jing looked very calm.
Xuan laughed at Xiao Liu “Doesn’t matter if you guys are close or not, he listens to you.

During  the match Jing took the opportunity to treat Xiao Liu delicately. They played as partners and he let her be in control of  the game under his guidance whilst also making sure that Xuan has the chance to experience his expertise  even if a little. Jing ended up loosing due to Xiao liu. He graciously blamed  himself  to keep Xiao liu in a good mood.  In order to still be able to treat  and please his Xiao Liu to the new road meat restaurant she wanted to try,  Jing quickly agreed to her request and  assertively told  Xuan "Loser will treat."  These showcase  how smart Jing is  and   his tactics to please his Xiao Liu and spend some time with her.

[The second Jing saw the carriage the laughter disappeared from his eyes. He lowered his eyes and stood frozen in place. Xiao Liu asked “Who was that? That was awesome!” Xuan shot a glance at Jing and said nothing.

Xiao Liu asked “Why was there a bow and arrow embroidered on the window curtain?”
Xuan explained “That is the emblem of the Fang Feng family. The Fang Feng family are all archers, and legend has it their ancestor could shoot down the stars. Not every family member has the right to embroider the emblem, and the size also matters. Based on that, the person in that carriage must be an extraordinary archer.”
Xiao Liu whistled “No wonder everyone stopped and stared in fear.” Xiao Liu thought the Fang Feng name sounded familiar and looked at Jing. The way Jing looked suddenly made Xiao Liu remember the connection. He turned his head away.

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The carriage passed and people started moving again but the three of them remained standing there. Xiao Liu laughed at Jing “Since your fiancee is here, we won’t bother your reunion. Bye!” Xiao Liu dragged Xuan off, leaving Jing standing there watching them disappear around the corner.................................

Jing eyes reflected his sadness but he wordlessly walked back.]

We see that the "get together "being put to an end by the arrival of  FFYY coming to town.  Jing reaction b. tells us  that not all is perfect between him and his fiancée.  `Xiao Liu reacted ton this by dismissing Jing and urging him to attend ton his fiancee. We all know that he is hurt.

[These days, everyone was talking about Miss Fang Feng and the Tu Shan second lord. Xiao Liu decided not to leave the house but couldn’t even escape it at home........................

Xiao Liu put his bowl down “I’m full, you guys eat. I’m going out for a walk.”
Xiao Liu walked along the river and sat down on a rock with his mind in a daze. He plucked a flower and pulled off its petals, tossing it in the river. Suddenly a white condor called and before Xiao Liu could even gasp he was wrenched onto the back of the condor by Xiang Liu.
Xiao Liu waved with a smile “Long time no see. How’ve you been?”


We can see that everywhere  Xiao Liu went, he could hear talk about Jing and his fiancee and it is  not easy for him even though he has been trying to distance himself from Jing which is suppose to diminish  the feeling  of longing he has for him.   He thinks about the situation , he is feeling confused and is not able to think clearly about all this. Distraction present itself in the form of XL who takes Xiao Liu away.

WXL-XL

[Xiao Liu was stunned and could only grab onto Xiang Liu with a tentacled creature grasp. The wind whistled past and Xiang Liu stared coldly “Shall I use you as a cushion?” Xiao Liu violently shook his head with his eyes full of pleading but Xiang Liu didn’t appear moved. They were descending so fast as if they were going to be smashed to smithereens. Right at the moment before impacting the water, Xiang Liu suddenly turned and flipped Xiao Liu on top.
With a giant plop, the two of them entered the water and a giant wave rose up. Even though Xiang Liu absorbed the brunt of the impact, Xiao Liu was still rocked by the waves and his head was spinning and his entire body ached. Because his limbs were in such pain, he couldn’t grab onto Xiang Liu and his body sunk into the depths.
Xiang Liu floated in the water staring as he sunk towards the bottom of the lake. Xiao Liu tried to reach out but could grab nothing and his eyes were gradually seeing black. Just as he was about to take his last breath, he felt Xiang Liu embrace him and a pair of cold lips pressed to his and passed air to him.
Xiang Liu held him and they rocketed towards the surface like an arrow. Xiao Liu sprawled on Xiang Liu’s shoulder and violently coughed and took loud deep breathes. His nose and eyes were all filled with water. After some time, Xiao Liu finally asked “If you want to kill me, do it faster.”
Xiang Liu’s body fell backward and he laid down on the water’s surface. Xiao Liu’s entire body was still aching so he couldn’t move and could only lay on top of him. Xiang Liu pulled Xiao Liu’s arm “Does it hurt?”
“He will hurt a lot.”

Xiang Liu laughed “This voodoo bug is decent but not good enough.”
“If it was a life-linked voodoo bug, you wouldn’t even hesitate and would kill me, right?”
“Yup, too bad it just shares pain.” Xiang Liu’s voice shared his regret.
Xiao Liu closed his eyes and felt them rocking on the waves. The water supported everything so there was no need to use any strength and it was quite relaxing.
Xiang Liu asked “Since he’s so precious to you, why not remove the bug?”.....................

Xiang Liu thought about it “If you don’t want to die, then don’t try calling it back. The only solution is to find a way to transfer the bug to another person.”
Xiao Liu sincerely said “The only person I want to make miserable is you.”
Xiang Liu softly laughed “Then put the bug inside me.” Xiao Liu scoffed “Like you would be so nice.” ..........................  What I loathe is that when they discuss me, they look down on me as strange and weird. I let you discuss it because……” Xiang Liu turned to the side and propped his arm under his head and looked at Xiao Liu “you may laugh at me but deep down inside you don’t think a nine-headed demon is strange.”
Xiao Liu smiled “That’s because I used to be even more weird than you.”
“So you hid in the mountains and refused to see anyone?”
“Yup.”
Xiang Liu lightly stroked Xiao Liu’s head and he stared on shock back at Xiang Liu

 XL took Xiao L  flying and jump into the water from high in then sky. This  had to effect to cause  Xiao Liu physical pain  XL then let him  nearly drown . When  Xiao Liu is about to take his last breath, XL finally help by giving him air via the mouth. It is important to take notice of the writer word here  -  cold lips pressed to his and passed air to him. Nothing romantic is implied by  the writer. The word used  imply as much : cold lips,  passed air.  Xiao Liu had by that time lost consciousness,  therefore felt nothing:"his eyes were gradually seeing black.

When Xiao Liu had finally regained consciousness,  he was still experiencing physical pain. XL did not ask if Xiao Liu was alright, but rather if what he did to Xiao Liu  hurt  to which Xiao L replied :'he aka XC will hurt.'

By Xiao Liu reply, we can conclude that he does not know much about this bug, only that it provide a share pain.  It is important to notice Xiang Liu is the one to suggest that Xiao Liu remove the bug from XC his enemy and to put it inside him  -" Then put the bug inside me" . Xiao Liu sincerely only wanted to transfer the bug into XL because he wants him ton suffer - Xiao Liu sincerely said “The only person I want to make miserable is you.”. Again nothing romantic  from him towards XL.   as their conversation  progressed we see a change XL behaviour different to how he acted in previous chapter. By Xiao L reaction, this never happened before.  We can conclude that XL cares about Xiao Liu. - "Xiang Liu lightly stroked Xiao Liu’s head and he stared on shock back at Xiang Liu. This change started in chapter 6 ( see  previous analysis of this  chapter ).

Xiao L and Xuan:

[Xuan introduced the doctor Wu Cheng, a famous physician in town who specialized in external injuries. Xiao Liu looked at Xuan’s injury, a chest wound that wasn’t very big but the bleeding wouldn’t stop. Wu Cheng explained “Last night an assassin came. The guards protected the young master but suddenly an arrow came from the sky when the young master was also suddenly struck with extreme pain. Thank god a servant pushed him aside so the arrow didn’t hit a critical organ. The problem is that it won’t stop bleeding.”.......

Xiao Liu asked Xuan “What did you feel when the arrow pierced you?” Xuan closed his eyes “In that moment, my body hurt, my chest was in pain, and cold….I felt a cold enter my body.”]

 Here we see that the assassin was extremely skilled and that the effect of what XL did to Xiao L  earlier, disabled Xuan. He could not protect himself from the arrow aimed at him. Xuan experience what Xiao L body did and  the effect of  XL cold lips.

 Xiao Liu and Jing :


[“The ice crystal from the North plus the extraordinary archery skills, it must be the Fang Feng family!” Wu Cheng yelled anxiously “I’ll go find them, they made the arrow, they will know how to stop the bleeding.”...........Wu Cheng thought about it and dejectedly lowered his head. If it was the Fang Feng family, then it had to be the best archer Miss Fang Feng........................


"Xiao Liu bowed “My lady please get up.” When she got up, he looked at Miss Fang Feng, and even using the most critical eye, he had no choice but to admit she was one elegant, well-mannered, gentle lady. She made one feel like taking care of her.
Xiao Liu wondered “Did she really shoot that arrow into Xuan?” If it was her, why kill Xuan? What was her relationship with Xuan? Xiao Liu thought but his expression betrayed nothing ..........
Miss Fang Feng led Xiao Liu inside to the residence where Xiao Liu once rested to heal from his injuries. Jing had just stepped out and was heading towards them. He saw Xiao Liu with Fang Feng Yi Yang, the two of them smiling and chatting, and that image made his eyes tense up.

Xiao Liu finally meet the fiancee and Jing is not please to see the both of them chatting .

["Just as Xiao Liu was trying to find a way to ask Jing for it without alerting Miss Fang Feng, suddenly he heard Jing say “Yi Yang, why don’t you go back. I have something to say to Xiao Liu.” Xiao Liu thought that Yi Yang was a very pretty name. Miss Fang Feng’s smile froze on her face]  There is no  trust between `Jing and FF YY.

['Jing gently asked “What are you looking for?”
Xiao Liu tested the waters “I want something from you.” Jing didn’t hesitate “Sure.”
“Anything I want?”
“If I have it, you can have it. If I don’t have it, I’ll find it for you.”
Xiao Liu looked up “I want two ice crystal wind chimes.” Jing immediately called Jing Ye over and gave her an order and she rushed off. Jing didn’t ask what Xiao Liu needed the wind chimes for, only silently staring at him. His eyes were like black warm jade, sparkling with happiness, happy that Xiao Liu came to ask him for something.
Xuan warned Xiao Liu not to trust Jing, but Xiao Liu couldn’t believe Jing would kill anyone so he got up his courage “I….I….I want…..”.....................Jing leaned forward to hear what Xiao Liu was saying and the medicinal herb scent he was wearing enveloped Xiao Liu who wanted to back up but Jing grabbed his hand “What do you want?” Xiao Liu lowered his head and stared at his feet before mumbling “I want to ask you, under any circumstances, to never hurt Xuan.”
Jing softly sighed as if he was disappointed yet also happy “Fine.”
Xiao Liu raised his head in shock “You agree?”
Jing nodded “I promised to listen to whatever you want.”..............Xiao Liu thought now that assassinating Xuan must be the sole idea of Fang Feng Yi Yang. Jing appeared to know nothing about what Fang Feng Yi Yang was up to. She did something so big and never told him?
Xiao Liu wanted to say something to warn Jing, but Fang Feng Yi Yang was Jing’s fiancee. To speak about her behind her back in front of Jing was a very dastardly thing to do. Xiao Liu didn’t care to do that so swallowed his words.
Xiao Liu tried to pull his hand back but Jing wouldn’t let go.]

Here we have a nice but also sad  moment between Jing and Xiao Liu.   Xiao Lui  due to  her gege life threatening injury,  i went to ask Jing for help when she  previously made it clear that she did not want anything fromm him. She again try to test Jing commitment to his previous words. Jing being true to his words,  agreed to Xiao L demands without even asking Why?

Xiao L realised that `Jing his wearing the medicine herb she made for him.. This should have  actually made her realised that as a engaged man Jing should not have been wearing it. This simple act by Jing should have made Xiao L realise that things are not rosy between Jing  and his fiancee FFYY.

Jing promised Xiao Liu that he will never harm Xuan without asking  the Why off such a request from Xioa L. . We see Jing demonstration of  his commitment to `Xiao Liu.   Xiao Liu on the other hand fail for the 1rst time YSQ/ Jing trust.  As someone who has been longing for Jing/ YSQ,   she  failed  to tell him about the action of  his fiancee FFYY.  She could have  share even her suspicions ate least  This is rather sad considering what Jing did for her - providing  the  ice crystals needed to heal her dear gege Xuan.- and all  the promises he just made to her.    Any good friend would have shared what had transpired with FFYY  with Jing,  let alone some who claimed  long deeply to be with him.  

Xiao L, XL and Bugs

[Xiang Liu asked “What you are thinking?”
“How to remove that voodoo bug. Xuan’s follower came by once to ask.” With Xuan’s real identity, that bug might not hurt him, but it was more likely one day it’ll kill Xiao Liu since so many people wanted to kill Xuan. Xiao Liu also didn’t want people to use him anymore against Xuan so was genuinely racking his brains for how to remove it.
Xiang Liu said “I told you, find another person and plant the bug there.”
‘”Who would be willing? Maybe one of Xuan’s men?”
Xiang Liu very casually said “It can’t be just any person.”
“Why?”
“You raised the bug, you don’t know?”
“I…..I don’t know.” Xiao Liu confessed.
“Where did you get the bug?”
“Many years ago, I met an old lady from the Jiu Li tribe.........She gave it to me as thanks.......... Later on, when I didn’t know how to deal with you, I suddenly remembered this walnut I carried with me for a long time. I used it to raise the two voodoo bugs according to the magic of Jiu Li. I fed it pieces of my own flesh and blood, then one bug chose me, and then other was meant for you but instead I planted it in Xuan.”
“How did you learn how to raise a voodoo bug?”
Xiao Liu’s eyes twirled “That old woman told me!” Xiang Liu coldly laughed “You’re full of shit. If she told you how to raise the bugs, how could she not have told you what the name of this particular voodoo bug was?”
Xiao Liu knew what he said was contradictory so just went with it “Why do you care how I know how to raise voodoo bugs. I just do.”
Xiang Liu said “The pair of voodoo bugs you have is very rare. If you want to remove it, the only way is to find another person and lure the bug into that person.”
“What are the requirements for that person?”
Xiang Liu said nothing, and after a moment, he stiffly barked “I don’t know!”
Xiao Liu didn’t believe him, yet he didn’t know why Xiang Liu wouldn’t come out and tell him. So he tried asking “Do you fit the requirement?”
Xiang Liu didn’t answer so Xiao Liu asked more “You are a nine-headed demon. Luring a voodoo bug into you, that can’t be a problem, right?”......Xiang Liu didn’t deny it so Xiao Liu took that as a tacit confirmation. Xiao Liu got all excited “You said with your nine-heads, even if my body hurt then it wouldn’t hurt you much, right? So can I lure the bug over into your body?”
Xiang Liu stood there with his hands behind his back, staring at the moon, saying nothing. After a few moments he said “I can help you lure the bug into me, but you have to promise that in the future you will do one thing for me. If I ask, you will do it.”
Xiao Liu thought about it “Other than killing Xuan.”
“Fine.”
“I also can’t kill Tu Shan Jing.”...........“If you break the promise, whatever you love will turn into pain, whatever you enjoy will turn into bitterness.”
Xiao Liu felt goosebumps run down his spine]

We see Xiao L lying  to XL about why she wants to remove the bug from Xuan. We learn about  how she acquired the bug and that she  has no clue about what  type of bugs they are and how to remove them.  XL  is the one informing Xiao Liu that the bugs are rare  and different to the other bugs. This implies that XL had done some research  on the bug but he is not  willing to share  all of his findings with Xiao Liu :  

 'how could she not have told you what the name of this particular voodoo bug was?”  ....The pair of voodoo bugs you have is very rare."  

XXL even lied about not knowing the requirements  the receiver of the bug had to fulfil.   and swiftly bark  that he does not know.  Xiao Liu is not fooled and is aware that XL is lying :

-“What are the requirements for that person?”
Xiang Liu said nothing, and after a moment, he stiffly barked “I don’t know!”
Xiao Liu didn’t believe him, yet he didn’t know why Xiang Liu wouldn’t come out and tell him. So he tried asking “Do you fit the requirement?”    

Xiang Liu didn’t deny it so Xiao Liu took that as a tacit confirmation.

By not providing a direct answer XL  is letting  Xiao L  to draw her own conclusion and take his lack of reply as a confirmation. They them T go and manage to remove the bug from  Xuan and transfer it into XL .

[Xiao Liu felt the fish pulling his lower body along so he could move with ease. He took out a blackened walnut and bit his own middle finger. He smeared the blood on the walnut and then handed it to Xiang Liu and indicated he do the same. Xiang Liu pierced his middle finger and smeared blood on the other half of the walnut and handed it back to Xiao Liu.
Xiao Liu indicated for Xiang Liu to raise the hand that was bloody and point it towards Five Gods Mountain. Xiao Liu said “You relax, and if possible, feel genuine happiness to welcome the bug to your body.”
Xiao Liu tightly clasped the walnut to his chest and started chanting, summoning the bug in his own body. After some time, Xiao Liu felt his own heart start to beat wildly, and incredibly he felt another heart beating as well. The two hearts were like friends who had not seen each other in a long time, beating wildly in joy to be together. Xiao Liu reached out his hand and pressed it on Xiang Liu’s chest, and it was indeed the sound of Xiang Liu’s heart.
Xiao Liu couldn’t believe it “The bug is planted into your body? That fast?”]

It is important to note the writer words used to describe  how of Xiao Liu and XL's hearts are feeling towards each other, after the  transfers of the bug has been conpleted. Tong Hua,  the writer,  refers to them  as FRIENDS. The hearts did not recognised each either as lovers at all. I't  is important to note that the writer here is describing   Xioa Liu  feelings she is receiving from her shared connection with XL's heart via the voodoo bugs.    Xiao L is surprised at how fast the but was planted into XL.

As the final stage of the bug transfer takes place we see this:

[“Eh” Xiao Liu felt something strange in his palm. He opened it to find the walnut glowing and then gradually melting into splashes of color. It was like little fireflies dancing around Xiao Liu and Xiang Liu. Half of each went into Xiao Liu and Xiang Liu’s palms and disappeared.
Xiao Liu couldn’t believe it and shook his hands a few times but it really just disappeared.
Xiao Liu’s expression grew dark and he said to Xiang Liu “I have a bad feeling about this. This bug is sooooo strange. It’s not as simple as I thought it was.”But then Xiao Liu didn’t feel anything weird in his body so asked Xiang Liu “How do you feel?”
Xiang Liu was very calm......................

Xiang Liu sat on the back of the condor and looked out over the vast cloud sea, his face as calm as a placid water surface without any joy or sorrow. After a long time, he looked down at Xiao Liu in blissful slumber and his hand slowly pressed on his own heart. A smile appeared on the corner of his lips before it swiftly passed.]

These highlighted parts are showing us  that Xiao L is worried about the bug as she stated  having a bad feeling about this and that the voodoo is not has simple as she thought it was.

Since XL did  not reply to her worry and her body seems fine, she let it go.  This again cannot prevent us from  thinking what secret XL did refused to share with Xiao L regarding the bugs. The chapter end on  a strange note  as we see XL looking  at the sleeping Xiao L and he placing his own hand on his heart and smile. This clearly  showcase his satisfaction in having the bug inside his body, having a heart connection with Xiao Liu, and being the only one to know all regarding  this rare  voodoo bugs.

Here are my 2 cents

                      Further  CX-chess game attitude and possible further motives -notes :

C.Xuan's interest in the Tu Shan family is suggested in the passage through his inquiries and considerations regarding Jing's past and the family's influence. However, the nature of his interest is not explicitly detailed. Here are a few points to consider:

• Political and Strategic Interest:

  • Xuan's awareness of the Tu Shan family's businesses covering a vast wilderness and the potential impact of Jing's role on the Tu Shan clan suggests a political and strategic interest. The family's influence and connections could have broader implications in the narrative.

Quote: "Because the Tu Shan family’s businesses blanket the entire vast wilderness, and he represents the future of the clan and that will determine whether the Tu Shan clan is my friend or foe."

• Investigation into Jing's Past:

  • Xuan's attempts to investigate Jing's past and the secrecy surrounding Jing's unspoken history indicate a keen interest in understanding the dynamics within the Tu Shan family. Xuan's curiosity may be driven by a desire for information that could potentially benefit him or affect the larger political landscape.

Quote: "I did investigate, but you trained Chuan Zi and Ma Zi well, and they didn’t reveal anything."

Pragmatic Considerations:

• Xuan's pragmatic acknowledgment of the limitations of gratitude and his reliance on connections and background suggest a calculated approach to his interactions with Jing and, by extension, the Tu Shan family. His emphasis on the importance of time in developing connections implies a strategic mindset.

Quote: "But at least I have that, and that takes time to develop connections."

While the passage hints at Xuan's interest, the specific motivations behind his curiosity and potential plans remain ambiguous. Further developments in the story may shed light on Xuan's true intentions and the extent of his involvement with the Tu Shan family.

@Peng-Peng: That thing looks like it comes from furball.  

Oh yes :

 =>Ep.11 at (36:31) .

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Wondering if FFYY did not trespass the clan's rule by showing off her own emblem on the Tuqhan carriage? It seem inappropriate ...is she just making her own parade? making a signal? 

Transgressing Tushan Clan Rules:

FFYY might be flouting Tushan clan rules or traditions by using a different clan's emblem on the carriage, her family emblem.  This could hint at her disregard for established norms or her desire to exert dominance within the Tushan clan. (we know she will later refuse to cancell her engagement - married to jing   as his widow she would not be allowed to marry Hou but she would rule the clan thanks to her grasp on "Granny")

Parade of Venue or Public Display: 

FFYY may be purposefully showcasing her presence and authority within the Tushan clan, using her clan's emblem. This public display could serve various purposes, including garnering support   and showing her grasp on the clan. The emblem could still be a deliberate signal or message directed at Xiang Liu, possibly indicating a hidden alliance, a shared agenda, or a means of communication between FFYY and Xiang Liu. (wich happens in ep.11 with the furball ball reaching her with a "go" to the plan...)

                                                                    Xiao Liu - Humor touch 

Given the tone of the whole chapter/episode, I welcomed this short gag as a deep breath of incoming fresh air...Thank you Xiao Liu :D! 

Chapter 7-Novel and Drama exploration &analysis:

                                        Setting and Tone: A Blend of Atmosphere and Emotion

1. Atmospheric Setting:

   • Textual Evidence: "The cold Winter left and the warm Spring arrived." The seasonal transition symbolizes a broader change, establishing a tone of renewal and transformation.
   • Comparison: The symbolic transition mirrors the characters' internal shifts, setting the tone for a chapter where deeper layers of personalities are explored.
   • Contrast: Winter's coldness versus spring's warmth highlights the stark differences and potential conflicts within character relationships.

2. Character Relationships:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xuan sighed 'Fine, you place the pieces, he calls the moves.'" The chess match dynamics reveal a subtle power structure and hierarchy.
   • Comparison: The power dynamics in the chess match are mirrored in the relationships between Xuan, Xiao Liu, and Jing, showcasing control and influence.
   • Contrast: Xiao Liu's impatience contrasts with Jing's willingness to accommodate, emphasizing the nuances within their relationships.

3. Emotional Resonance:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xuan won but didn’t feel happy whereas Jing lost and was smiling." Emotional responses during the chess match provide insights into character personalities.
   • Comparison: The contrast between Xuan's dissatisfaction and Jing's contentment adds layers to their characters, showcasing the complexity of emotions.
   • Contrast: Xiao Liu's inner turmoil and jealousy provide a stark contrast, foreshadowing potential conflicts and challenges in his relationship with Jing.

4. Intrigue and Foreshadowing:

   • Textual Evidence: "That will determine whether the Tu Shan clan is my friend or foe." Xuan's interest in the Tu Shan family hints at larger political considerations.
   • Comparison: The foreshadowing of political intrigue is comparable to the chess match, both symbolizing strategic maneuvers within the narrative.
   • Contrast: The mysterious elements, political considerations, and personal histories create intrigue, contrasting with the seemingly mundane chess match.

5. Power Dynamics and Symbols:

   • Textual Evidence: "Symbols like the chess pieces, family emblems, and the carriage serve as metaphors for deeper meanings." The symbols add layers to the narrative.
   • Comparison: The recurring motif of symbols is comparable to the recurring motif of chess, emphasizing their importance in understanding character relationships.
   • Contrast: The chess match symbolizes power dynamics, while family emblems and the carriage symbolize personal histories, creating a rich and complex narrative.

6. Xiao Liu and Tushan Jing as Pawns:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xiang Liu is using Xiao Liu as a pawn to assassinate Xuan." The strategic use of characters becomes evident.
   • Comparison: Xiao Liu's influence on Jing as a pawn for Xuan is comparable to Xiang Liu's manipulation, showcasing power struggles.
   • Contrast: Xiao Liu and Jing being pawns in different schemes highlight the complexity of their positions in the larger narrative.

7. Voodoo Bugs and Emotional Manipulation:

   • Textual Evidence: "Emotional turmoil becomes a weapon against Xuan, impacting decisions and alliances." Xiang Liu's manipulation is revealed.
   • Comparison: Emotional manipulation is comparable to the power dynamics in the chess match, emphasizing the use of emotions as strategic tools.
   • Contrast: The emotional turmoil becomes a weapon against Xuan, contrasting with the seemingly straightforward chess match.

8. Voodoo Bugs and Xiao Liu's Experience:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu’s expression grew dark and he said to Xiang Liu 'I have a bad feeling about this.'" The lover bug's recognition creates unease.
   • Comparison: Xiao Liu's unease is comparable to the broader sense of unease foreshadowed throughout the chapter, connecting personal experiences to larger narratives.
   • Contrast: Xiang Liu's silence and Xiao Liu's negative feelings contribute to the mystery and emotional burden, contrasting with the expected resolution of the chess match.

                                   Emotional Resonance: Xiao Liu's Inner Turmoil and Jealousy

1. Jealousy and Conflicting Emotions:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu's jealousy might stem from a mix of conflicting emotions."
   • Comparison: The conflicting emotions add depth to Xiao Liu's character, similar to the emotional responses revealed during the chess match,splashing herself,herb scent.
   • Contrast: Xiao Liu's conflicting emotions may create inner conflicts that set the stage for future developments in his relationship with Jing.

2. Unresolved Feelings:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu's precedent declaration that the girl who marries Jing would be happy might be an acknowledgment of Jing's positive qualities."
   • Comparison: The acknowledgment of Jing's positive qualities contrasts with Xiao Liu's inability to reconcile this with the current situation, suggesting unresolved feelings.
   • Contrast: The unresolved feelings contribute to the complexity of Xiao Liu's character and hint at potential challenges in accepting changes in relationships.

3. Self-Doubt and Insecurity:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu's self-admonishment and his shout at himself indicate a level of self-doubt and insecurity."
   • Comparison: The self-doubt and insecurity are comparable to the emotional responses during the chess match, revealing the psychological depth of the characters.
   • Contrast: Xiao Liu's struggle with self-doubt and insecurity may be a broader reflection of his resistance to change and uncertainties in his relationship with Jing.

4. Protectiveness and Sensitivity:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu's avoidance of discussions about the bride-to-be and his decision to go for a walk may reflect a protective instinct."
   • Comparison: The protective instinct adds layers to Xiao Liu's character, similar to the negotiation during the chess match that offered insights into power dynamics.
   • Contrast: Xiao Liu's protectiveness and sensitivity may become sources of tension and challenges as the narrative unfolds.

5. Personal Struggle with Change:

   • Textual Evidence: "Xiao Liu's struggle to accept the changes in Jing's life could be a representation of his difficulty adapting to evolving dynamics."
   • Comparison: The struggle with change is comparable to the broader theme of foreshadowing and intrigue in the chess match, suggesting larger conflicts and developments.
   • Contrast: Xiao Liu's personal struggle with change may contribute to the emotional undercurrent in his relationship with Jing, creating challenges that need resolution.

Navigating LINKS:

Prologue & Chapter 1: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?page=1

 Chapter 2: https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?page=2

Chapter 3 : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?page=2 &https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever-season-2/122339-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?p=2928519&page=3

Chapter 4 : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?page=3

Chapter 5 : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?p=2929973&page=4

Chapter 6 : https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?p=2931067&page=4 

Chapter 7 :https://mydramalist.com/discussions/lost-you-forever/122337-tong-hua-s-xiaojing-drama-novel-exploration-x1f49c?p=2932103&page=5

Chapter 8:

My Analysis Part 2

Prince Zhuan Xu of Xuan Yuan  

Abstract 

Someone walked into the yard and Xiao Liu covered his eyes and said in annoyance “I’m resting, don’t bother me!”

The person didn’t speak and just sat down on the pallet being so still that if it wasn’t that his body didn’t have the scent of medicinal herbs, Xiao Liu almost thought it was Jing who left and came back.

Xiao Liu moved his hands and squinted, then his eyed popped wide open. It was Xuan!

Xiao Liu stammered “You…what are you doing here? I already removed the bug. You ought to have been able to feel it. If you don’t believe me, I’ll prick myself right now.” Xiao Liu looked around for something to prick himself but Xuan stopped him with a smile.

“I know the bug has been removed. I’m here for another reason.”

“Another reason.”

“My Master wants to see you.”

Xiao Liu’s heart raced and his body weakened but he forced himself to smile “Why does your Master want to see me? And who says that if he wants to see me, I will go see him.”

Xuan stood up “My real name is Zhuan Xu. Xuan Yuan Zhuan Xu. I am the eldest grandson of the Yellow Emperor of the Xuan Yuan Kingdom. My Master is the Grand Emperor of the Gao Xing Kingdom.”

Xiao Liu didn’t know how to react so feigned fear “Such lofty personages! I am from Qing Shui Town and not a citizen of either Xuan Yuan or Gao Xing Kingdoms.”Xiao Liu griped “If I don’t go to Gao Xing in the first place, then I won’t need your protection.”
Xuan said “There are two more hours until sunset and I’ve give you until then to pack your bags and say farewells. We’ll leave before dark, and if you try anything….” Xuan waved his hand and the entire pallet shattered into smithereens and Xiao Liu fell on the floor.
Last time when Xuan was in Qing Shui Town, he always tried to use Xuan’s side to solve problems. This time he was here as Zhuan Xu, and he was a Xuan Yuan Prince. Xiao Liu stared at Zhuan Xu as he stood there with his hands behind his back, an unwavering authority in his eyes. Xiao Liu suddenly felt a sense of comfort. It was good that Zhuan Xu was like this 

Xuan said “When I was healing in Yang Valley, my Master came to see me. I told him about you and for some reason he was very interested and asked me to tell him every single detail about my interactions with you. After he heard it all, he asked to meet you. He specifically ordered me to come take you to Gao Xing to meet him.”

Xiao Liu immediately said “I’m not going!”

Xuan sighed “This is an Imperial Summons, you can’t refuse. Xiao Liu, don’t make it hard for me, I don’t want to hurt you.”

Xiao Liu immediately switched tactics and smiled “That’s fine, I’ll go with you to Gao Xing, but you have to give me half a day to pack and say my farewells.” Xuan knew Xiao Liu’s sneaky and slippery personality, and he also knew that a lot of people knew his real identity in Qing Shui Town so Xuan couldn’t stay long either.

Xiao Liu begged “I saved you twice. You are a Xuan Yuan Prince, how can you treat a savior this way?”

Xuan was too smart for that and laughed “The first time you saved me, it was after you plotted with Xiang Liu to ambush me. I let it go means I let you off the hook that time. If you didn’t plant a voodoo bug in me, then the second time wouldn’t have happened and there would be no need for you to save me. Ah Nian is the Gao Xing Princess, and you’ve insulted and shamed her multiple times. You know she is dying to kill you and I’ve been the one keeping her at bay. This time going to Gao Xing, if you fall into her hands and she tries to kill you, don’t you want me to protect you? Who is whose savior is not clear here. ”

Xiao Liu griped “If I don’t go to Gao Xing in the first place, then I won’t need your protection.”

Xuan said “There are two more hours until sunset and I’ve give you until then to pack your bags and say farewells. We’ll leave before dark, and if you try anything….” Xuan waved his hand and the entire pallet shattered into smithereens and Xiao Liu fell on the floor.

Last time when Xuan was in Qing Shui Town, he always tried to use Xuan’s side to solve problems. This time he was here as Zhuan Xu, and he was a Xuan Yuan Prince. Xiao Liu stared at Zhuan Xu as he stood there with his hands behind his back, an unwavering authority in his eyes. Xiao Liu suddenly felt a sense of comfort. It was good that Zhuan Xu was like this – at times warm and personable, but then able to flip a switch and be cold and ruthless. It was only this way that he could have survived in the precarious position he occupied.

Xiao Liu stood up and went into his room to pack but his mind was racing. There was no way he was going to see the Grand Emperor. He can fool Zhuan Xu, but there was no way he could fool the Grand Emperor. But how to escape when Zhuan Xu came specifically to get him and brought a lot of men. Plus he was under Gao Xing orders and could immediately call Gao Xing troops outside town. And if needs be, he can call on his identity as the Xuan Yuan Prince and use Xuan Yuan troops nearby as well.

Xuan had finally revealed his identity as grandson of Yellow Emperor of Xuan Yuan and disciple of Grand Emperor of Gao Xing.
His manners looked quite different than before. His command to Xiao Liu in such authority is intriguing. What I mean is he did not really care how Xiao Liu had saved him before. By his in here I felt like he could speak upside to get what he want. It appeared cold and ruthless indeed. But it  made sense on how Xiao Liu had sided with Xiang Liu before saving Xuan with life. Therefore it is not surprising how Xuan or now Prince Zhuang Xu might think Xiao Liu was shceming. However, for me is it looks too obvious on Xiao Liu sudden change on helping Xiang Liu to help Xuan. Xiao Liu understood Zhuang Xu although she was in fear. She understood the political matters and wars that there was no simplicity and scheming and intelligence were needed. So she was sort of proud of him on how he was coming. But it's not because she would go with him. Xiao Liu surely did not want to meet Grand Emperor, who would able to figure out who she is after all. So Xiao Liu was sort of running away from her past.