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Xiao Yao said, "Ah Nian, I kicked her and punched her, it's even."



Jing's fingertips condensed spiritual energy and gently caressed the redness on Xiao Yao's face, Xiao Yao pushed his hand away, "Your mother's vision is good, Windproof Yi Ying will be a very good wife, you are a good match for her."



The blood colour on Jing's face faded a little, he hung his head and murmured, "I knew I was dreaming in the morning, I was happy for the whole day, when I saw you in the street in the afternoon, I thought you came to see me, I was really happy, really happy ......"



Jing sat dumbfounded and voiceless on the deck.



Xiaoyao remembered the seventeen who had just been rescued by her and returned to the medical centre, never making any noise, always lying wordlessly, accepting whatever Xiaoliu gave him, expressing neither pain, nor hunger or thirst. Sometimes Xiao Liu thought he was dead, and used his hand to touch his neck, until he felt his pulse, Xiao Liu would not believe that this person was still alive.



Xiao Yao only felt her heart churning and a wave of turning, so she busied herself by standing up and lying on the boat rail, and vomited with a wow.



Jing gently stroked her back, waiting for her to finish vomiting, and then handed her water to rinse her mouth.



Xiao Yao's head was heavy and her ears were ringing and her eyes were heavy, so Jing supported her and carefully sat her down.



As Jing tucked back the hair on her face, Xiao Yao suddenly hugged his waist and murmured, "I really went to see you this afternoon, if you don't believe me, go back and ask the servant at the gate. I went to look for you and didn't find you, so I went to wander the streets."



Jing hugged Xiao Yao tightly, his forehead resting against Xiao Yao's hair, only feeling that in just a short while, he had fallen into an abyss, and just when he thought that all would be lost, he flew up to the clouds again.



He felt Xiao Yao's body sliding straight down, and when he looked down at her, she was actually drunk and sleeping. Jing couldn't help but laugh, he adjusted his posture, letting Xiao Yao lie against him in his arms.



The sea breeze blew gently, the tide gently rocked the boat, he looked at the full moon in the sky and just wanted to spend the night like this.


Jing glanced at the wine altar beside him and placed one hand on it, only to see white smoke escaping from the altar, gradually enveloping the entire ship. From the outside, the entire ship looked like it had been swallowed by the sea, and nothing could be seen anymore.


Jing looked down at the sleeping Xiao Yao, his fingers gently stroked the scars on her face, and little by little, he traced her outline with his fingertips. He traced it over and over again until he could still see her clearly even though his eyes had been plucked out.


After an hour or so, Xiao Yao gently moved and murmured, "Seventeen." Confused, she opened her eyes.


Jing looked at her with a smile, and Xiao Yao said, "I seem to have slept."


"Hmm."


"They haven't come back yet?"


"No."


Xiao Yao sighed, "Usually one is more sophisticated and stable than the other, but I didn't realise that they are a bunch of crazy people."


Jing said to Xiao Yao, "I have no heart for Yi Ying, and Yi Ying has absolutely no love for me, after I go back this time, I will talk to Grandma about cancelling the engagement."


"Hmm? Well ......" Xiao Yao's brain is still dizzy, after a moment, only then reacted, "How do you know? She is so gentle and considerate to you ......"Jing interrupted her, "Xiao Yao, I once met quite a few women who were interested in me, and I understand the way a woman looks at a man when she's truly in love, no matter how gentle and considerate the intentional reflection gesture is, but I've never been looked at that way. Moreover, I now ......" Jing stroked Xiao Yao's temples, "I know what it feels like to long for someone. I won't judge wrongly!"


Xiao Yao lightly shushed, "That's good."


Jing was heartbroken, Xiao Yao hadn't seen with her own eyes, the way Yi Ying looked at him when no one was there in private, so Xiao Yao always didn't believe he was crippled, always didn't believe Yi Ying would dislike him, she thought he was the same in other people's eyes as he was in hers.


Xiao Yao suddenly thought of something and sat up excitedly. "Since she doesn't want you, come back and be my seventeen!" Her eyes glittered, "Didn't you say back then that you were worried that if you didn't go back, that madman Tushanhou would hurt me and Lao Mu and the others? But Min Xiao Liu has already disappeared, I am now the Gao Xin Wang Ji, Tushanhou can't hurt me, you can come to my side as Seventeen."


Jing gazed at Xiao Yao, silent, with sorrow in her eyes.


Xiao Yao gradually calmed down and said mockingly, "Did I say something stupid again?" Jing had already disappeared once, and if it happened again, not to mention instruciton, I'm afraid that the Dowager Lady of the Tushan family wouldn't stop until she saw the body.


Jing whispered, "You didn't say anything stupid, it's just that some things have changed. After I went back, I realised that big brother is bringing the Tushan family into danger, if I just leave, I'm afraid that he will destroy the entire Tushan clan. Xiaoyao, give me some time, okay? Let me figure out how to arrange everything." In fact, it wasn't just the safety of the entire clan, there were some words he had no way to say. If the person in front of him was still Min Xiao Liu, all he needed to do was to be Ye XVII, secluded in a small town, and they could be together for the rest of their lives, but she was the Gao Xin Wang Ji. When he saw that grand worship ceremony, he understood that neither of them could go back. The man who was qualified to keep by Xiao Yao's side would never be a man who hid his head, and if he wanted to be with Xiao Yao for a lifetime, he had to cancel the marriage contract and walk beside Xiao Yao in a dignified manner as Tushan Jing.


Xiao Yao smiled and whispered, "You have fifteen years. Jing, what are you going to do?""I don't know, but I know I'll definitely return to you because I promised to listen to you for the rest of my life, so ......" Jing's forehead rested against Xiaoyao's and he prayed devoutly, "Please keep your heart for me. "



Xiao Yao's fingers dug into his hair and laughed as she grabbed his hair, "I can already tell that you're a cunning person. Even if I want to forget, you will keep changing ways to remind me, saying that you don't dare to wish for it while never letting go."



Jing's voice was pained as he murmured, "I just ...... can't help it ...... I know you deserve better, but I can't help it ...... I'm sorry ......"



Xiao Yao hurriedly said, "I understand, I understand."



Jing whispered, "You don't understand."



Xiao Yao admitted honestly, "I don't understand, but I have to say something to comfort you!"



Jing laughed softly and sighed, "They're coming back."



Xiao Yao looked at the sky, "It's almost dawn, it's time to come back."



Jing looked at Xiao Yao for a while longer, and wanted to put the drapery hat on Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao grabbed his hand, not allowing him to put it on, biting her lip and closing her eyes.



Jing gently kissed Xiao Yao's forehead heart until he had to leave, then he raised his head and put the drapery hat on Xiao Yao.



Xiao Yao hid behind the cabin, arranging her hair and dress, when she heard Xin Yue, Zhuan, and Feng Long talking, Xiao Yao looked up, only to see that Jing's hair had just been messed up by her ten fingers plunging into it and scratching it. At this point, it was already too late to even remind Jing, let alone tidy up her hair, Xiao Yao's face changed.



However, she saw that Jing stood up while casually undoing the crown that bound his hair, and his head of green silk was like the Milky Way flowing into the sky, falling down on his back and drifting in the sea breeze. He was leaning on the rail of the boat, looking at the morning sunlight in the eastern sky in a somewhat lazy and casual manner.


Xiao Yao watched for a moment as her heart pounded like a deer. Zhuan Xu called out to her several times, but she didn't hear them, causing everyone to look at her.


Zhuan Xu pushed her, "What are you thinking about?"


Xiao Yao hurriedly said, "Ah, you guys are back." Her face instantly turned red, fortunately, no one could see it because of the veil covering it.


Jing, however, seemed to understand, and joy splashed in her eyes.


XinYue gabbled and complained, saying that they had misremembered the location of the boat and had searched for a long time before finding it, and worriedly said that they hadn't been able to run into YiYing and instu and hoped that nothing had happened to them.


As they were complaining, they saw YiYing swimming towards the boat, XinYue laughed out loud, ran to the side of the boat, and pulled YiYing up, "Did you also fail to find the boat?"


Yi Ying froze for a moment and laughed, "Yes."Jing said, "There is light porridge and small dishes in the cabin, if you guys are hungry, you should eat some first."


Several people who had swum all night went into the cabin, and Xiao Yao and Jing followed.


Feng Long asked Xiao Yao, "Would you like some light porridge?"


Xiao Yao busily said, "I'll help myself, you eat yours."


Zhuan Xu looked at her with a smirk, Xiao Yao glared at Zhuan: how dare you come to mock me?


Yi Ying and Xin Yue were not sure if it was because they were tired or sleepy, they were both very silent. Xiao Yao didn't want to talk either, and only heard Feng Long and Zhuan Xu conversing once in a while.


When a few people finished eating and the attendant was about to start the boat, Hou still hadn't come back.


Xinyue said worriedly, "Something won't happen to brother hou, right?"


Feng Long looked to Jing, who said, "With his ability, he should be fine, I'll have Little Fox go look for him." As Jing spoke, a nine-tailed fox that looked like smoke condensed ran out from his sleeve, but the nine-tailed fox didn't leave, instead, it barked in one direction and shrank back into Jing's sleeve, disappearing.


Jing said, "Hou is coming back."


A short while later, he saw hou speeding in from the distance, with a ferocious big fish under his feet. His upper body was naked, revealing tight bronze skin, his clothes were torn into strands and made into a halter, strangling the head of the big fish like a bridle, he pulled the halter with both hands and drove the big fish through the sea. The sunrise rose behind him, and hou exuded the purest masculine charm of men all over his body.


Xinyue and Yiying both turned their heads, pretending to be attracted by the scenery elsewhere, but Xiao Yao looked at hou with rapt attention, and with a little bit of envy, she raised her voice and asked, "Is it obedient?"

Hou smiled and did not say anything, just steering the big fish, nimbly circling the boat. Xiao Yao couldn't help but applaud and applaud, laughing, "This is fun, in the future I'll find a mount like this, so I don't have to swim hard."


Zhuan Xu scoffed, "Don't dream, with your spiritual power you can still subdue this kind of fish monster? It's more like it's making a snack out of you."Xiao Yao sighed.


Hou held the reins in one hand, and with one hand, he punched down towards a certain part of the fish's body, and his hand probed inside the fish's belly, pulling out a blood-red gemstone as big as a pigeon's egg, and with the seawater, he washed off the blood stains, and leapt onto the boat.


The blood-red gem was crystal clear, emitting a brilliant light in the sunlight. XinYue's eyes lit up and said to hou, "Brother hou, can you transfer it to me?" Although she said transfer, it was rare for her to ask for something, and with instu's temperament, she would definitely just give it to her.


However, XinYue didn't expect that, instu smiled apologetically and said, "This piece of Fish Danhong is useful to me, I'll have someone find it for you again later."


XinYue smiled reluctantly and said nothing, walking over to YiYing's side and looking out at the sea under the rising sun with her piece by piece.


The people had arrived, and the tinkling of gems ordered the boat to sail, and the boat headed towards the pier in Yingzhou.


Hou went into the cabin to wash and change, and Xiaoyao asked Fenglong, "What kind of gem is that?"


Feng Long laughed, "There are people from the Tushan family on this ship, I wouldn't dare to talk about gems." He raised his voice and called Jing, who was standing at the stern of the boat, "Jing, Xiaoyao wants to know what kind of gemstone the Fish Danhong that Instructor hunted is."



Jing walked to Xiao Yao's side and explained, "In fact, that is the inner dan of deep sea fish monsters, the inner dan of fish monsters is brightly coloured, people call it fish dan red, fish dan purple based on their most dominant colours ...... Fish dan red is the most common type of fish dan, but pure to the point that there is not a single hint of miscellaneous colours like this one, but it is extremely rare The red colour of Yu Dan is the most common colour of Yu Dan. Fish Dan can be made into jewellery, ornaments, but also can be used as medicine. If it's a good grade fish dan, refined into a treasure weapon and held in the mouth, it can prolong one's time underwater."


Originally, Xiao Yao was lost in thought when Jing spoke, but when she heard the last sentence, she suddenly became interested, "What counts as good grade? Is the piece just now considered?"


"The purer the colour, the better the grade, the piece just now is considered the best fish dan."Feng Long said to Xiao Yao: "This kind of thing can be found but not sought, if you want it, I will go back and ask grandpa."



Xiao Yao busy said, "I just look good, casually ask."



The sea under the sunrise was like sprinkled with gold dust, shining with ten thousand points of golden light, a flock of white seabirds circled on the sea surface, swiftly coming and going.



For a while, the three of them all gazed out at the magnificent and beautiful sea, silent.



Xiaoyao, relying on the cover of her drapery hat, sneaked a look at Jing.



Jing quickly noticed and lowered his eyes, his lips pursed in a smile. Xiao Yao also smiled, although they couldn't say a word, or even stand too close to each other, they felt close and connected.



The boat docked and everyone got off the boat.



Feng Long and Jing and their attendants had already packed their luggage and transported it to the Chishui family's large ship, they only needed to board the ship again to return to the Central Plains by water.



Zhuan Xu led Xiaoyao to bid farewell to all of them one by one. With the long-sleeved and articulate tinkling of gems around, Xiaoyao only needed to salute, say thank you, and say goodbye.


When she said goodbye to Fenglong and Xinyue, Xinyue's eyes were a little red, and she and her brother boarded the boat while looking back at Zhuan . When he said goodbye to hou, hou gave a spontaneous hug and turned around to get on the boat. When they said goodbye to Jing and Yiying, the two articulate ones, Zhuan  and Yiying, said their goodbyes, while Jing and Xinyue were silent.



Jing walked onto the boat and stood by the railing, watching Xiao Yao.



As the boat sailed, the tinkling of gems waved to them, but Xiao Yao just stood quietly, the sea breeze blowing her veil against her face, revealing a vague outline, a gardenia-yellow dress, standing upright, like a gardenia blooming in the wind under the sunrise.



Jing had been gazing at her until she disappeared between the sea and sky, and only then did he slowly close his eyes. Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao ......



A moment and Zhuan Xu, and Xiaoyao took the cloud carriage back to Cheng En Palace.



Zhuan took Xiao Yao's drapery off, shaking his head and sighing, "You were actually slapped by Ah Nian? I have to go and see what kind of beating she got from you."



Xiao Yao said, "The problem between me and her is basically solved, as for what will happen in the future, it depends on the chance between the two."


Zhuan Xu contained a silky smile and said, "I just asked the attendant on the ship, he actually told me that he fell asleep last night, did you have a good time with Jing?"


Xiao Yao looked at Zhuan  and asked, "Someone jumped into the sea without even risking his life, did you have a good time?"


The moment of Zhuan Xu said unconcernedly, "If I were just an ordinary son of the Green Dragon Ministry, she would only be teasing me even if she was moved. If I don't move, I'm ungrateful, if I move, I'm delusional, it's all fun for her to relieve her boredom anyway, now that she wants to play for real, let's wait and see!"


Xiao Yao asked in confusion, "How do you men tell if a woman is sincere or not? Even if it's genuine, how do you know which kind of genuine it is? To know the true heart is also divided into many kinds, some of the true heart to be no twists and turns; some of the true heart can go through eighty difficulties, eighty-one difficulties will not work; some of the true heart can only share the poor and lowly; some of the true heart can only share the rich; some of the true heart can not usually see, but the great difficulty is obvious; some of the true heart usually respect each other and protect each other, the great difficulty is the birds of prey to throw themselves into the forest. Many men and women in this world who grow old together are not really single-minded and indestructible, they just haven't encountered the test."


Zhuan Xu laughed, "This string of words of yours is making my head hurt. If you want to ask me exactly how to judge, I don't have much to say, but it's just a feeling. A cold heart, a pair of cold eyes, after experiencing more, I can naturally see clearly."


Xiao Yao asked, "What if I see it wrong? What if you mistake a true heart that can only go through eighty-one difficulties for one that will remain unchanged through a hundred folds and a thousand dangers?"


Zhuan  said gently, "The way to ensure that no mistakes will be made you know, is a cold heart."

Xiao Yao laughs and wrinkles her nose, "I thought you had a good method!""I don't, I don't think even our grandfather who is so shrewd and calm that he is feared has the means to truly see through the heart."


Xiao Yao smiled helplessly and faintly, "King Xuanyuan!"

Zhuan Xu said, "The graves of grandmother, father, mother, aunt, as well as eldest and second uncles have not been worshipped for too many years, and I don't know what kind of desolation they've become. Next year, on the anniversary of my aunt's death, I will stand on Chaoyun Peak."


Hidden tears surfaced in Xiao Yao's eyes and she nodded her head, "Good!"

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Chapter 14 Thai Version Translated by Me 

This Love Has No Way For Withdrawal 

Part 1

Xiao Yao didn't know how much time had actually passed. She only knew when her hand touched a hard object. She instinctively grabbed it tight. The vision in her eyes recovered a little.
It was clearly a rock. Xiao Yao's body instantly collapsed. She was slumped on the rocks. She could see that in the distance,there was a dark figure at the rocks nearby. A dark figure stood proudly.
At this time, the sky began to glow dimly with the cold of the morning The tall, slender figure seemed to have merged with the rocks. between heaven and earth. It turned into waiting until the end of time.
Xiao Yao didn't know if it was because she was tired  or  happy? Her throat was stiff and she couldn't make a sound. She raised her hand weakly. It's like waving her hand. But she didn't move an inch.
Finally, the person standing on the rock saw her. He didn't care to walk along the shore. But he flew and jumped off the cliff into the sea, swimming to Xiao Yao's side with with all his strength and picked her up. Both were soaked in water. Xiao Yao was exhausted. her body trembled non-stop. But Jing didn't know why his body also trembled non-stop as well.

Both of them were trembling until they could not speak. Xiao Yao heard the sound of her upper and lower teeth clicking against each other. She felt both sad and funny. She concentrated on getting dressed. She never thought that she would appeared  such the most miserable state.

Xiao Yao said, her voice shaking because of the cold. "Don't...don't...in the water." As she had already immersed in the sea for one night, she really didn't want to continue soaking.

Jing picked her up and climbed onto the rock. But he staggered a few steps. His foot slipped and fell.  He was afraid that Xiao Yao would be get hurt, therefore he used his back to protect her as he hit the ground with a loud thud. It probably hurt quite a bit. Xiao Yao laughed. "Yo....you...fox......stupid...." Finally reaching the shore, Jing carried Xiao Yao and walked to a rocky ridge that could shelter him from the wind.

Xiao Yao's face was white. Her lips were dark green. Jing placed his one hand on the back of her heart. His other hand held her hand, slowly conveying his magic power into her so that it circulated within her body. After several rounds, Xiao Yao's body stop trembling. At this time, the sky outside was already very bright, but in this small niche under the ridge, obscured by rocks and shadows from trees, was still dim.

 Jing saw that Xiao Yao's body was already warm. So he removed his hand from behind her and felt that he should let go of his hand on hers. But he couldn't give up, so he just loosen his grip but then hold it tight again. Xiao Yao looked at him and said teasingly. “Before you were so bold, now you've repented?" Jing let go of his hand.
"Before and now are not the same."
Jing looked at her briefly and his eyes went down.

Xiao Yao rubbed her damp and disheveled hair. and squeezed his own cheek gently She assumed that her facial expression would not look very good. She felt sad and decided to return. "I'll have to teach A Nian a hard lesson once and for all. "  
Xiao Yao stood up and said. “I am going back.”

Jing hurriedly got up and pulled her arm. But he immediately let go of his hand, as if he had been electrocuted and his face felt was burning. Gao Xin's clothes were light and flowing. The wet dress was so attached to the body. When Xiao Yao was sitting curled up so she could not feel it. Now standing up when looking at it, the waist was a waist, the chest was a chest, it's very clearly visible.

Xiao Yao saw the expression on his face. She looked down and looked at herself. Then she immediately lowered herself to sit down. Her two hands hugging her knees covering herself completely. Jing sat down opposite to her and said in a low voice: “Can you go back after a moment? Just a moment." Xiao Yao didn't answer.
“I waited for you all night. I thought you wouldn't come."
Xiao Yao asked angrily. “Since you thought I wasn't coming. Why are you still waiting?”

Jing didn't know how to answer. If she really didn't come, he didn't know where he could go. In the deepest bottom of this place, he had had the happiest and sweetest moments before. But the person who gave him that sweet happiness was Xiao Liu. This was not the girl in front of him. If she took it back He could all understand.

Xiao Yao walked in front of him. Her eyes were filled with anger and hurt. “You thought you had been waiting all night is difficult, right? You have a fiancé!  You and her go out together lots of times.

You use various methods to remind me of the promise I made to you at all times. Since you don't believe in me Why must I keep a promise?"

I would like to tell you. Last night to keep the promise I made to you, I almost die!” Xiao Yao pushed hard. “I won't play anymore. I'd like to take back my promise! You  go back to Qing Qiu quickly and marry  Fangfeng Yiying!”

Jing didn't dare to respond. But he was stubborn and refused to give up. “I will not marry her. In fact, she does not love me. Probably not agreeing to marry me", Xiao Yao stopped pushing. “I don't believe it! Why wouldn't she love you?”

“My leg is crippled. I could see that she was both shocked and disappointed. One time, she saw the scars on my body and was so shocked that..." The truth was that telling  "shocked" was a roundabout way of speaking. At that time, her face was white. Her facial expressions was that of shock and fear. She didn't dare look at him even for a moment. Since then, when the two of them were alone together she would keep her distance from him.

Xiao Yao felt very sorry. She knew that his legs were uncomfortable. She knew that the scars on that his body were somewhat frightening. But this should not be the reason to disgust, so she said, “You two have been engaged for many decades. Would she still pay attention to these outside things?”

“In fact, before meeting each other in Qingshui District, I never knew what she looked like. Because we had never met each other before. She was the person mother had chosen. At that time, mother was sick.
I don't want Mother to be worried about my marriage. So I immediately agreed to accept. After getting engaged, I had to take care of mother, and still have to clean up the mess in the family that there is no time to retreat.  I didn't even think about it again. Instead, it was the elder brother who quietly secretly went to look at Fang Feng Yi Yang. After returning, he laughed and said to me, "Congratulations, she is a beautiful young woman with a smart and intelligent appearance as expected."

When mother passed away I had to face Big Brother who dissoluted and dissipated because of sadness. So I don't have the heart to think about the love between a man and woman.

After Grandma revealed the secret of eldest Brother's birth. I didn't even have the heart to think about it any more. Until everything became fine. Grandma said that I should get married. Then I realized that I still had a fiancé. Grandma was already very old.

The elder sister-in-law was like she didn't exist. Tushan family really needs the head lady to help lighten the burden for Grandma. After Grandma consulted with the elders, the wedding date was set. I did not even think that, before getting married, I was already imprisoned by Big Brother."

In fact, the meeting at Qingshui District was even the first meeting between him and Fang Feng Yi Yang  Then it was not strange that Fang Feng Yi Yang will be disappointed.  In her heart, Xiao Yao formed many flavors/feelings. There was some bitterness and sadness, and there was some joy. She herself did not know what she was really thinking.

Xiao Yao said softly, “Young Miss Fangfeng has a beautiful appearance and also talented, so she would be picky. It's normal. Don't you take it to heart.”
 “You are...the most beautiful.” As soon as he finished speaking, he immediately lowered his head.
“Even though it's like this right now?” 

"um"

 Xiao Yao burst out laughing.


 “Finally I know why Zhuan Xu's sweet words were used with girls has always been effective. Even though I know that what you said is not true , but I still like to listen to it."

“What I said is true, Xiao Yao. I never expected you to be like this. If I had known that you would be like this even in a dark prison, I would not have the courage to speak out my unreachable desires…” Jing's back straightened up like paintbrush, but his head got bow down, like plants growing in the midst of darkness all year that hadn't seen the moonlight or the sunshine.
" My body, my voice.....Do you know why even though I know I can heal my leg, I refuse to heal it?
Because I know that even though it will be healed, the real wound will still be inside the body. Because it's the wound that no medicine can cure. I can wear clothes to hide the ugly wound on my body. I can use good medicine to get my leg healed. I also can speak less to disguise my own bad voice. I can deceive all the people that I was still the same majestic Young Master Qingqiu that towered over people. But I cannot deceive myself. Xiao Yao... I'm not worthy of you! In this world, there are many strong, smart, and handsome young men…"
“Jing, look up!" Tushan Jing, raised your head." Jing raised his head slowly. Xiao Yao brought her face closer to his. She muttered softly, “Last night a man forced me to kiss him. Now all I can think about is wanting to kiss you.” Her lips placed a soft kiss on his lips. Jing's body shook for once. Instantly, he fell backwards to escape Xiao Yao. “Don't...Xiao Yao" Xiao Yao closed her eyes and looked up, both cheeks were blushed. Her body trembled. “Jing...Jing....”
Xiao Yao's soft voice was shaking that almost incomprehensible. Jing felt like he was trembling. His kiss touched the light red spot in the center of Xiao Yao's forehead. It was as if a group of flames were burning from the middle of Xiao Yao's forehead towards his heart, warmed up his ice-cold heart. Maybe, sooner or later, there will come a day when the hidden wound inside his body, which has no way to cure, could be able to restore as good as before.
Jing hugged Xiao Yao tightly. His head rested in the crook of her neck. He was happy like it was a dream. It made him just think about hugging Xiao Yao and not letting go forever. Xiao Yao moaned. "You are choking me until I couldn't breathe."
Jing immediately released her. His face was red. Xiao Yao chuckled, resting her head on Jing's forearm. She looked at him.
 Jing felt embarrassed, so he turned his head away slightly. "Just now you said that last night you almost died. You also said.... " Xiao Yao waved his hand like not interested. “I said this in anger to frighten you.”

Jing looked towards Xiao Yao. Jing felt suspicious. But he knew that Xiao Yao didn't want to mention it again. Xiao Yao smiled and asked. “Why not here?” She pointed to her lips.

So he said in a low voice: "It's not time yet." 

“When is that possible?”

 Xiao Yao half closed her eyes. She covered her face with her hands to conceal embarrassment.
Jing couldn't answer. Because that had to be decided by Xiao Yao, not him. It's not that he didn't want to. But it was...he wanted to receive her love. He didn't want her to do it just because she felt sorry for him. Xiao Yao had given him a lot. It's already too much. He didn't want to take advantage of her kindness any longer.

Xiao Yao secretly looked at him from between her fingers. “I think when men saw  women, they almost rushed to take them to bed and take off all the clothes…” Xiao Yao could not go on anymore. Since returning to female form, subconsciously, she could no longer speak as shamelessly as Xiao Liu. Especially now she almost swallowed the words she had said a moment ago.

 Jing maybe proper and had always strived to protect himself. However, he was the one who held power in the family. He went in and out of entertainment venues until it became normal. Moreover, it was rare for young members of a large family to not have some fun from time to time. Jing was a man. He knew all about men matters. In the business field,  let alone the words that were more explicit, he had even seen the more obscene matters. But then he did not feel anything. He could just talk and laugh normally.  With Xiao Yao, he was feeling restless as if being licked by the burning fire. He make a concise excuse: "I... am not like that." Both of them were silent. In the awkwardness, there were streaks of embarrassment. And in that shyness there was some happiness mixing up.

“Xiao Yao...Xiao Yao...”, the sound of Zhuan Xu's calling voice was coming over. The two were so shocked that they immediately pulled away from each other as if they had done something wrong. Xiao Yao put her hand to his mouth and gestured to Jing not to make a sound and then went to hide.

Xiao Yao casually combed her hair. Then she ducked into the grove of trees. She walked around the rocks and waved at Zhuan Xu, "here." Zhuan Xu ran over quickly. “Why do you have such a pitiful appearance?” he said, quickly taking off his outer robe and covering it on Xiao Yao's body.
Xiao Yao said. “Why did I become like this? Is it not because of your good sister? When I get back, I have to deal with Ah Nian.”
Zhuan Xuu called the cloud carriage over. He helped Xiao Yao to get into the carriage “I still thought you would be patient forever.”

Xiao Yao glanced towards the cliff for a moment while getting into the carriage “If I don't teach her, next time, I'm afraid she'll do something that will cause father and you to have heartache.”
"What did she really do?"
 Xiao Yue smiled slyly.
“This is a secret between us sisters, don't interfere.” If Zhuan Xu knew that Ah Nian even dared to conspire with Xiang Liu to harm her, Zhuan Xu must be deadly angry.
Zhuan Xu asked, “Have you met Jing?”
“I have met him”
“What did you guys discussed about?"
 “We just kept talking. Hmm... He talked about matters on him and Fang Feng Yi Yang a little and some other subjects a little  Zhuan Xu said with  half-smile and half sullen , “You talked continously until morning and did not returned to the palace?”

Xiao Yao asked back in a reasonable manner. “ You look at my appearance like this. Does this look like someone who has been playing around happily all night? If it weren't for your good sister, I would have gone back to the palace and sleep long time ago."

Zhuan Xu picked up her hair. He saw both seaweed and sand in her hair. So he shook his head, smiled and said. “Your suffering  must be not low. You have finally got defeated by Ah Nian for once. Stop saying that she's my good sister. If we counted according to level of closeness, that's your sister!”

Xiao Yao lowered her head and sighed, then she suddenly remembered something, so she asked: “That Tushan Hou. What do you think about him?
 “Not bad”
Xiaoyao seemed interested. Zhuan just explained it in details. " He is a very knowledgeable person. Compared to Jing He was even stronger and more decisive. I heard that many years ago Jing disappeared. A lot matters in the Tushan Family were all handled by him. He did well. Not at all bad. It's a pity that when Jing came back, he had to retreat. I was very surprised. They are twin brothers. Hou is the eldest brother. His knowledge and abilities were not inferior to Jing's. Ideally, according to position he should be more important.

But it's strange that Tushan family sees Jing is more important. The group of Feng Long doesn't seem to see the importance of Hou.
 Fenglong in particular looked like he was considerate and polite. But that considerate and polite manner comparing to impolite close friendliness he had for Jing, it is truthfully making it feels very difficult to tolerate. In the circle of descendants of noble families. It looks complicated and difficult to access, but also very simple.”

“The attitude of a few important key people would be able to judge everything. As such in their circle, Fenglong and Jing made it clear that they value me, the others will naturally have to respect me in many ways. As for  Hou, it was a little bad. Even though  Feng Long accepted him because he is a member of the Tushan family, it was clear that he didn't really accept him. However, I have a feeling that Hou must not be a person who will always be under the authority of others. He was just being patient. I can see  ambition in his eyes.”

Xiao Yao nodded his head. “I feel like your impression of him is not bad at all.” Zhuan Xu laughed sneeringly. “Because my circumstances and his have some similarities. We are both being patient.  We are waiting for an opportunity to attack and kill the opponent in one go. We all want to prove ourselves to everyone.”

Xiao Yao's expression turned grave, Zhuan said, “Don't worry. If Jing doesn't have any skills, Feng Long probably won't care and believe in him that much. The truth is that if only Jing consent, he will be able to take action and get rid of Hou beforehand. But I don't know what he is thinking. Jing is delaying and doesn't take action."
Zhuan Su lightly patted her shoulder, laughing, he said “For the sake of you being the one to help bring back this lifetime of Jing, I only wish that Jing would not do you any wrong. I'll keep an eye on Hou. Moreover I also wonder...” Zhuan Xu narrowed his eyes and smiled coldly. “ if Hou conspires with Royal Uncle together.”

Xiao Yao became convinced mostly(for many parts). She frowned and asked, “Has the Fang Feng family involved with Royal Uncle already?”
“By looking at Fang Feng Yiying's actions, it probably is. Otherwise, how will Fang Feng family dare to kill me again and again? In this world, people who want me dead aren't just our few elderly relatives?"

Xiao Yao sighed and said. “I truly respect you all. This one person among you think of killing that another person, yet doesn't feel shameful and can hang out, talk and laugh altogether."
Zhuan Xu smiled narrowly and said: “Or don't you feel that this is also a part of the fun?” Xiao Yao laughed loudly, “So true!”



Chapter 14 Thai Version Translated by Me 

This Love Has No Way For Withdrawal 

Part 2

The cloud carriage stopped, and Xiao Yao jumped out of the carriage. But she didn't think of returning to the palace, and ordering the maid, “Go pick up any torn clothes for me" . The maid run over and picked up one of the clothes that A Nian destroyed and gave it to Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao threw Zhuan Xu's outer robe back to him and wrapped the torn clothes around her body, and was ready to walk out

Zhuan Xu called out. “Aren't you going to change your clothes before going to settle matters with A Nian?”
Xiao Yao turned around. Shaking the seaweed and sand from her head, she said, "What I want is this condition." Zhuan Xu laughed, “Then I won't have anything to do with you guys. But I will go find Feng Long and Xing Yue. They will be gone tomorrow.”

Xiao Yao walked over and waved her hand. “You go find your fun, I go find my fun.”

Xiao Yao raised her foot and kicked the door of the A Nian residence place, and walked inside, guessing that A Nian must have something on her mind last night, probably wouldn't sleep well. She probably hadn't woken up yet. The maids blocked Xiao Yao. “Elder Princess The second princess was still asleep and hadn't woken up. If your majesty has business...". Xiao Yao used both her hands and feet tingle at the same time. She squeezed and pushed them until they fell to the ground. Hai Tang blocked in front of the door. Xiao Yao said, “Why? Are you planning to attack me?”

Hai Tang knelt down. "I(servant) don't dare to." , but refusing to get away.
 Xiaoyao opened her mouth and cursed loudly, “A Nian, if you have guts, you dare to do it, you have to accept it! Hiding behind a servant is what kind of creature? You are just useless."
A Nian yanked the door open. She said to Little, “You leave now. I really want to see what she dares to do. If she really dares kill me today so I can respect her!”

Many maids warned .. “Elder Princess, Second Princess, all of you…” Xiao Yao and A Nian shouted together, “Get out!”
The maids hurriedly pulled Hai Tang aside. Xiao Yao said to A Nian: “If you are brave enough,  invite me in. Look what I will do to you.” A Nian made a cold noise, then get out of the way. Xiao Yao walked in, opened the door handle, pointing to herself and said, “You cooperated with another to attack me until I fell into this situation. Are you satisfied yet?”

A Nian sat down slowly lifting water to drink “It is considered satisfied.”
 Xiao Yao picked up the kettle on the table and splashed the entire kettle of water on her face. “You brainless person!”
 ---
 Ah Nian jumped up. “You...you...today if I don't beat you to near death, I am not Gao Xing Yi.” She waved her hand, but found that her magical powers had disappeared.

Let alone the ice baton, even fragments of ice couldn't be conjured out. Xiao Yao wagged her finger to call her and said. "Don't be only good at talking and could not do it"
A Nian picked up a piece of Ruyi jade. It was like swinging a baton and hitting Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao picked up the Huang zither and fought with her. Ru Yi's jade broke. Anian picked up the water glass with lotus pattern wrapped in gold plated branches, approximately half a person's height. She threw it hard at Xiao Yao, causing the newly Huang zither to be broken into pieces.

Xiao Yao grabbed a pile of cosmetic boxes, throwing them at A Nian, while also evading for the time being. “A skittish cow like you still have some strength." Xiao Yao jumped onto the table. A Nian smashed the table until it was shattered. Xiao Yao ducked to the side of the floor. Then she picked up a vase and a book and threw them at A Nian. A Nian used the glass to sweep until the floor fell over.

Xiao Yao retreated to the bedside. A Nian walked in and squeezed in. “I'll see where else you run off to?” A Nian was so consumed by his anger that he forgot how heavy he was. She used the mirror and smashed it hard at Xiao Yao. She only thought of letting this person disappear from her world.

Xiao Yao jumped up like a langur monkey, hung on the bed, and evaded a deadly attack. When she jumped down also exerted force to pull down veil cloth nets.  Several layers of veil  nets lightly fell onto A Nian's body.
If these cloths, that water and fire could not penetrate, woven by the work of mermaids, it was a cloth woven from spider webs that a sword could not cut. A Nian pulled hard for a long time. But only she could not pull it off,  instead it made herself squeezed even tighter.

Xiao Yao kicked into A Nian's little abdomen. A Nian fell to the ground. The back of her neck hit the ground hard. It hurt until herface turned green. Xiao Yao straddled her body, “Gao Xing Yi, it's you! When losing special power, you can't do anything! When you lose your status, you nothing at all.”

A Nian's tears overflowed. "You think you're a lot better than me? If your mother wasn't Princess Xuan Yuan, would Zhuan Xu be interested in you. if you weren't (Yellow Emperer)Huang Di's granddaughter? Will others think you are superior to me?  Besides have a higher bloodline than me, is there any anything that is superior to me? At least I did some difficult asceticism myself. My magical power is superior to yours. And you?You are said to be a disciple of that Goddess Wang Mu (Royal Mother), you can't fight even ordinary demons. If it weren't for your status, would father have held such a grand ceremony for you? Or do you think that all the guests from all over Da Huang came because they wanted to see you? I tell you, no, they came because your father is (Grand Emperor) Sun Di, your mother is Princess Xuan Yuan. Your grandfather is (Yellow Emperor) Wang Di. Your teacher is Goddess Wang Mu (Royal Mother). Without these statuses, in truth, you are nothing more than me.”

In fact, this is A Nian's feeling of disappointment. Xiao Yao pondered for a moment, then said, “You are actually resentful of your mother's humble origins!”

A Nian roared as if losing her mind, “I won't! I'm not! My mother is the best mother in the world. I forbid you from saying this to my mother...."

 A Nian thought about struggling to get up. Xiao Yao punched her in the nose. She punched her until A Nian had tears and snot flowing out, did not move and struggle again. Xiao Yao crushed her breasts. Said, “You still don't dare admit it? Aren't you angry because of your mother? Even though you are superior to me in everything. But because of your mother was only a lowly woman. Not only just humble, but both deaf and mute.  Therefore, it makes you look inferior to me in every way. You're thinking that or not? if you were a disciple of Goddess Wang Mu (Royal Mother) how high your magical power will be?

Are you thinking? If you are the granddaughter of Huang Di (Yellow Emperor),surely you must have a love that is as irresistible as I am?"
 A Nian cried. Xiao Yao lightly patted her cheek and said, “Do you dare to cruelly swear that you really never thought of it like this?" A Nian's cries became louder and louder. She never admitted that she blamed Mother. But she had really used to have such thoughts. She was not inferior to Xiao Yao even a little bit , but everyone sees the importance of Xiao Yao more. Or wasn't that because of Xiao Yao's mother?
If Xiao Yao's mother wasn't the princess Xuan Yuan, if Xiao Yao's mother were a woman of low status like her mother, would Xiao Yao be able to make everyone treat her differently? Would Xiao Yao be able to astonish the entire Da Huang? A Nian thought in panic. Or did she really hate Mother's position? No, no! Mother was so gentle. And how pathetic it was that she and her father were all that her mother had. She definitely wouldn't mind Mother's status!

Xiao Yao scolded and said: “When you dare to think like that. You must dare to accept it. Besides crying What else are you doing?"
 A Nian continued to cry loudly. Xiao Yao took out a small amount of medicinal powder and sprinkled it on top of veil cloth net. Several thin streams of smoke rose up. A cloth that fire cannot penetrate and a sword cannot destroy, but instead, it was rotted into many small holes. Xiao Yao holding powdered medicine and said to A Nian: “If you cry again I will blow gently on one spot, causing the powdered medicine to float towards your face.”

Xiao Yao said while scattering A little more powder fell onto the cloth, and some smoke rose up. A Nian hurriedly bit his lip tightly. Xiao Yao had to be alarmed. Tears still flowed out. But she didn't dare to cry out again. Xiao Yao kept back the powdered medicine." So it's easier to talk a little like this! "

"Since I know your secret I will tell you one of my secrets. The fact that you blame your mother's status is no big deal. Because what I feel about my mother's position is resentment.” Xiao Yao glanced at A Nian for a moment. "Don't you believe it? Look, our father is very talented. Let me tell you!

Do you know why there is no one so brave on Five Gods Mountain? In all these years, no one had dared to open their long bad mouthing in front of you about my mother? That's because my mother divorced our father!” A Nian forgot to cry. He looked at him in amazement. In this world, there were women who dared to abandon Sun Di (Grand Emperor)?

Xiao Yao said. “After Mother divorced our father. He took me to live at Chao Yu in the Xuan Yuan Mountain. If the story ends here, so be it. Yes, but she did it for the morality of the nation and the land. She led the army to war She took me to Ah Yu Shan(Jade Moutain), the residence of Goddess Wang Mu (Royal Mother). I want you to go play in Yushan. After a while, she'll come back to pick me up finally...she's gone and she's not coming back. Fight until you die!

Ah Yu Shan(Jade Mountain), that crazy place. It is not a place where normal people can live. The maids were all mute. Goddess Wang Mu(Royal Mother), if she spoke ten sentences a month, it would be considered as saying a lot. Everyday, I waited. Waiting for mother to come pick me up. Waited for her for seventy years, but she..." Xiao Yao laughed coldly. “This is where my mother said she would come to pick me up in a while." Xiao Yao fell down and seriously said to Anian: “Let's be honest. If heaven allows a person to choose their mother I will choose your mother. Your mother is delicate and gentle. She faithfully saw her father as her heaven. Her whole life and soul were filled with him. She was just a weak woman. She can't do anything. She don't have to bear the burden of any great morals. He can stay and watch over my daughter until she grows up.

Whenever you need her she was there waiting for you. When all the people under the heavens abandoned you. She will remain with you unchanged." A Nian was stunned. Xiao Yao lightly patted her cheek. “Would you agree to exchange mother and me?” A Nian hurriedly shouted, “No, absolutely not! My mother is mine.” She acted like she was actually going to compete with her.

Xiao Yao stood up from A Nian's body. One side helped her unravel the veil net from her body. On the other side she said “Whether you agree or not. However, now I have appeared in your world, so you have only two paths to choose from.”
Xiao Yao did not dare to become a shackle for An Nian at all. Just when her face be showed up, Xiao Yao savagely pushed A Nian, giving Ah Nian sat up. Then she crouched down and sat down in front of A Nian. “The first path is the path we walk now. We don't have to be friends. You never cease to find trouble with me, even willing to cooperate with outsiders to attack me. Have you ever thought about it in detail? What will be the conclusion of this road?

A Nian didn't speak. Xiao Yao said. “You will cause Father pain. You will lose Zhuan Xu.” A Nian glared at Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao said: “For you, Father, you and I are like the palm of a hand and the back of a hand. The palm of the hand is the back of the hand. No matter how hurt you are or I hurt? His father felt pain. If Father is hurt the sky of your mother will change color. Your mother will be in pain too!
If your parents are hurt, I don't believe you, the daughter, will be happy! As for Zhuan Xu, you may not accept it. But I know that in your heart you understand. So you tried to prove it again and again. I am not Father and Zhuan Xu. I won't use lies to comfort you. Zhuan Xu and I are related by blood. Will it be safe or dangerous, we are dependant on each other!

We are each other's only refuge in this world. If you really hurt me, he will definitely not forgive you!"

Xiao Yao paused for a moment. Then she continued, “The second path is a completely different path from the first path. We live together in peace. You don't roll your eyes at us. What I said about  living together peacefully, doesn't mean living together in love and harmony! The thing about living together peacefully is that the pond water doesn't interfere with the canal. Chen An Residence was enormous. So big that even with me, another person was addesn. I just wish you don't think about it. Throughout the year we were able to not see each other. You can carefully consider the conclusion of this path. Father will be happy. Zhuan will still love you and protect you. Your mother will continue to live in peace.”

A Nian snorted coldly, “Or are there only these two roads?” Xiao Yao smiled and said. “In fact, there is a third road. We live together in love and harmony. From now on, you will not only have a father and brother to love. But there will also be another older sister who will love you.”
 “Heh, dream on!”
 Xiao Yao held out her hand and said nonchalantly, “I knew it was a fantasy so I didn't mention it.”

A Nian lowered her head and quietly thinking. Xiao Yao didn't say anything else. The room was quiet. The sound from outside became deafening. The maids cried while shouting to each other, “Princess, Princess, don't quarrel! I beg of you, please don't argue with each other... Your Majesty, have you not already sent someone to inform Your Majesty? Why hasn't His Majesty sent anyone yet?"

Then after a big break, Yao saw that A Nian's expression had calmed down a lot. Therefore began to unravel the things that were entwined on the A Nian's body, and removed A Nian's hand. A Nian slapped Xiao Yao's face very hard one time. Xiao Yao pushed her and rolled on the ground. She raised her fist and said, “Do you still want to fight? So let's continue fighting."
 A Nian said angrily. “You kicked my stomach first and punch to my face first. I slapped you in the face one time. It is considered . even.From now on, the pond won't interfere with the canal water!"

Xiao Yao thought for a moment. She took back the punch, "Okay." Xiao Yao got up and pick up the torn coat on the floor wrapped up. As she was about to pull the door latch, she turned around and said “The matter of you and Xiang Liu, it's only you and me who know it. I won't tell Zhuan Xu. You also keep your mouth shut."  
Xiao Yao opened the door. The maids looked at her stupidly.

When Xiao Yao walked back to Ming Ze residence, the maids looked at her stupidly again. Shan Hu, who was a bit bolder, stammered out a question. “Princess Who slapped you?”

Xiao Yao walked in front of the water mirror. There was a prominent palm print on the left cheek. When Xiao Yao thought of the bruises on An Nian's face, she smiled and said. “In this palace, aside from another princess, Will anyone still dare to slap me? However, I didn't give her the advantage. If you want to go see it, hurry up."

The maids still stood and dumb founded. Xiao Yao said: “If you don't want to go see help me prepare water to take a shower. The fishy smell of the sea on me really stinks to the point of being unbearable." At that time the maids regained their senses and hurry and prepare water and supplies.

Shan Hu also hurried to get some medicine to tend the wound. Xiao Yao took a shower, applied medicine, and ate food a little. Then she ordered the maid, "I'm going to sleep for a couple of hours. Remember the time to don't forget to wake me up." Xiao Yao slept sweetly. In the early morning, after waking up she got the maids prepare he clothes to wear outside.

Xiao Yao ordered. "Please bring something comfortable to wear." When dhe finished ordering, she stopped and thought for a moment, then added another sentence: “And it must be worth watching too. Both comfortable and attractive to wear." The maids bowed their heads and secretly laughed. Shan Hu picked up a gardenia yellow skirt and said, “This clothing has to be tight at the waist. Just don't tighten it like a formal gown. In fact, it feels very comfortable wearing.

"Princess, did you find the dress you wore last night uncomfortable?"
“A little annoyed. But I don't feel uncomfortable,” Xiao Yao smiled and said. “Then let's take this outfit after putting on the clothes. Xiao Yao looked at herself in front of the mirror. Then I sighed sadly. A Nian's five fingerprints were printed on the face. It really made her dressing up in vain! Shan Hu had already prepared a hood that matched her clothes.

Xiao Yao wore a hat, took a cloud ride out of the palace Xhuan Xu said that Fenglong would be leaving tomorrow. I think that tomorrow Jing will probably leave early in the morning as well. This time apart, she didn't know when we'll meet again. Therefore, Xiao Yao wanted to see him one more time before he left. When she arrived to  the Tushan Family's residence at Ying Zhou Hill, servant in front the door reported that “Young Master Jing has gone out to buy things on the street…It is probably because he is about to pass leave, so he thought of buying some of the local things as souvenirs from Five Gods Mountains."

Xiao Yao thought that Jing would rest. She couldn't imagine that he had gone out with the Zhuan Xu. It seemed like he didn't want people to know that he didn't sleep all night. Thinking about his two strange fox-tailed man dolls, if he has a mind to hide, it is difficult for an outsider to know his tracks when he cannot be found. Xiao Yao suddenly felt depressed and discouraged. But she did not think she want to rush back. So she could only wander around on Ying Zhou Island, feeling bored.

Last time when she walked around Ying Zhou Island, was when she was still a child. which is very different from the now Ying Zhou Island. At that time was only it was inhabited by the Divine Clan.  It was beautiful but lifeless. Now there were many human races living there. Sometimes the demon tribes roaming around could be seen. It was very lively, and everyone lived peacefully and contentedly. Therefore, gestures and actions were  naturally well-behaved and beautiful.

Xiao Yao couldn't help to be proud of her father. After returning, it may be because she has grown up. She could sense that Father was unhappy, but  Father said that he used everything he had in exchange for everything he wanted. This must be what Father wanted. Xiao Yao saw a set of women's storage coral boxes. From small to large, there are about twelve pieces in total. Small box Can be used to put flour cinnabar and eyebrow powder. The large size can be used to hold barrettes and accessories.

Xiao Yao thought of the maid named Shan Hu, and thought that if the price was not too expensive. It would be nice to buy it back and gave it to Shanhu. She walked in and picked up one of the boxes. The craft skill was not bad at all, so he asked, "How much does it cost?"
The shop owner hadn't responded yet. The woman on the side picked up a storage box and took a quick look at it, then said, “This is what I want now. Wrap it up.”
It's not that Xiao Yao must take it,  it just felt like the girl on the side was being too assertive to pay attention. She just talked to the shopkeeper, "I look at this thing first and ask the price first. If I don't say I don't want it, you probably won't be able to sell it to anyone else."

The shop owner apologized to the young woman. "That's exactly what buying and selling goods is like." The young woman said immediately. "No matter how much money she gives, I will give you double the amount.” Another young woman said. “The craft is acceptable. But the coral texture is not good. Sister, if you want something like this. When we go back and I will order Gui's coral craftsman to carve a set especially for you.”

Xiao Yao listened to their voices and feel familiar, so she turned to look. It was Xing Yue and Yi Ying. Group of Feng Long and Zhuan Xu were walking over. Behind him were several servants carrying things. Xing Yue said to one of the servants. “Take up the box to put in this set of corals.” She also turned her head to hammer Xiao Yao once, then said to Yi Ying, “I am not a woman who has never seen anything good before. Who would be satisfied with a toy like this? I just saw that it has a brand new style. So I'll buy it back as a reward for my servant."

Xiao Yao was not good at using sarcasm to push people like Xing Yue away. At this time, Xiao Yao really wanted Ah Nian and Hai Tang to be here as well. thinking about times Hai Tang told Xing Yue's maid that she needed a special Fushan wood. Xiao Yao couldn't help but laughed. She said to Xing Yue: “If you lady like it, take it."

Zhuan Xu said, “Xiao Yao? It's really you! Why are you coming out here to buy things?”
 Xiao Yao said, “I feel bored. So I went out for a walk.” As she spoke, he secretly looked towards Jing for a moment. I saw that his blue-eyed eyes were filled with joy. Xiaoyao couldn't help but pursed her lips and smile.

Although it's just a few sentences of normal conversation, it shows the extreme closeness between Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao. Xing Yue stared at Xiao Yao cautiously for a moment. She said to Zhuan Xu with a half-smile, “Number of your ladies, lovers are not low just after take a little walk, we already find one person.” Feng Long and Hou both burst out laughing. Zhuan Xu lightly cleared his throat and introduced everyone. “Didn't you all urge me to meet my younger sister last night? This person is my younger sister.”

Feng Long suddenly didn't laugh anymore. Everyone's expressions became more composed. Feng Long saluted Xiao Yao as he raised his head. He also looked at Xiao Yao carefully for a moment. Unfortunately, the satin cloth hid her face, making it impossible to see.
Xiao Yao saluted and answered everyone. She secretly observed Tushan Hou She initially thought that although such a person would have an attractive face, his personality must have been low, but she didn't think that he was handsome beyond expectations, with his eyebrows and eyes. His and Jing had five to six similar parts. But he's stronger. It radiated a fierce and barbaric aura in many parts. The corner of the mouth had a thin line  of scar,making even when smile , there was still some hidden aggression.

Xing Yue picked up the set of coral boxes and handed them to Xiao Yao. She smiled and said “I'm really sorry. Because tomorrow I am travellig back. It's hard to see a set of beautiful gifts that make me impatient Please accept this box. Just think that this is a souvenir for our unknowningly harressing!!"

Xiao Yao was secretly praising in her heart. "It was no wonder that she was a descendant who had been cultivated by two large families." She looked at Zhuan Xu. Zhuan Xu smiled a little, so Yao smiled and accepted it, "Thank you."


Chapter 14 Thai Version Translated by Me 

This Love Has No Way For Withdrawal 

Part 3

Xiao Yao was secretly praising in her heart. "It was no wonder that she was a descendant who had been cultivated by two large families." She looked at Zhuan Xu. Zhuan Xu smiled a little, so Yao smiled and accepted it, "Thank you."
Xing Yue said happily. "The more people there are, the more joyful it becomes walking around the market." Don't fight with us, come with us."

“Sure!” Xiao Yao promised. They walked around while chatting. Xiao Yao didn't talk much. But everyone took good care of her. Therefore, the entire group could stay altogether. Xing Yue and Feng Long also bought quite a lot of things. All the servants, that accompanied,  had their hands full to the point of overflowing.

"Don't laugh at us.  Our parents both come from large families. When arriving at Five Gods Mountain, if we don't have anything in our hand, It won't look good, but if we give it to one person, we have to give it to others as well.” Hou said: “We are not laughing. We are just admiring." 

Xing Yue laughed.

Xiao Yao's mind was thinking about how Xing Yue was nice toHou no less. Her expression was not noticeably different from how she treated Jing. Xing Yue said, “I can't take it anymore, I can't continue walking. Let's find a place to rest." Zhuan Xu smiled and said. “I know that you will not be able to take it. On that side there was a liquor store. The cooking is not bad. Anyway, it is almost time to eat dinner. We go there to drink and eat. Let's consider it a farewell party for all of you."

Zhuan Xu led everyone into the liquor store. The owner of the liquor store probably knows Zhuan Xu. So he came out to welcome them himself and lead them to sit in the main courtyard.

The central courtyard was surrounded by two-story buildings on all four sides. The second floor had quite a few Teng Luo flowering plants, but the old master(shopkeeper),  didn't let Teng Luo (wiesteria) flowers to twist themselves and fell down but let them dangle to the ground, drooping, like a curtain of green pearls. Some Teng Luo trees beared bright red fruit. Some have small purple flowers, some were yellow, in the middle of the storefront, so that dazzling of bright green would be seen. It's like sitting in the middle of a forest.
Xing Yue looked at Zhuan Xu and smiled as she complimented him. “It's a very nice place.”

The old master invited everyone to sit. On the large stand was a large, low, rectangular table. Two people can sit on one side. Xiao Yao didn't know that what was Zhuan Xu's plan. While she was hesitating, Xing Yue pressed her to sit next to Feng Long. Xing Yue sat down on Xiao Yao's left side together with Zhuan Xu. On one side, Jing and Yi Ying happened to be sitting across from Xiao Yao and Feng Long. Hou sat alone on the other side, opposite from Zhuan Xu.

The old master(t่he owner) four or five kinds of alcoholic beverages. There were both a strong flavor and a thin refreshing flavor like honey. Then he brought out seven or eight plates of exquisite snacks, along with melons and other many fruits for everyone to choose from. As the old man saw Zhuan Xu nodde his head as to show satisfactory showing that he was satisfied, he immediately retreated. Feng Long smiled and said: “Look at this expression. You are not like a guest, but like an owner.”

Zhuan Xu smiled and said. “I don't dare to deceive with you. I can truly be considered the owner of this place. I like to brew alcohol. But drinking alcohol alone feels helpless, so I opened many shops." Xing Yue became interested, so she kept asking. Yi Yang and Hou also interjected with questions from time to time. They talked very cheerfully.

Feng Long used clean chopsticks to pick up the jade melon  and putting it on a small plate for Xiao Yao, and said in a low voice, “Just now, I saw you eat this first. I think it might be something you like. But you continue to eat very little. If it feels too far I'll help you pick it up.” Xiao Yao glanced at Jing for a moment. The she slipped a piece of jade melon into her mouth said to Feng Long, "Thank you"
After Feng Long had tasted the various kinds of liquor,  he poured the sweet liquor, refreshing fermented from fruit" for Xiao Yao "You try this one." Xiao Yao received it and said in a low voice. “Please talk with them, don't bother taking care of me.”
Xing Yue had a sharp ear, so she interjected and said, “My brother is normally not like this. Someone else has to take care of him. And he still doesn't see the value, not even to mention taking care of others. I see he looks a bit strangely today. Even to me he has never paid such careful attention like this.”

Feng Long's voice slowly said, "Don't talk nonsense!"
 Xing Yue made a cheeky face and said to him, “Brother Jing, you are close to your brother, do you think my words are nonsense?"
 Jing smiled slightly, "You are't talking nonsense." Fenglong was dissatisfied. Therefore he pointed the finger at Jing and said to Yi Yang that “Excellent sister-in-law. Hurry up and help me block his mouth.” Yi Yang was so embarrassed that her face was red. She swept her eyes to look at Hou for a moment while her mouth was saying “Don't go calling haphazardly!” But her attitude was very enthusiastic, helping to pick up   snacks that are far away, and also helped to get the liquor for Jing. Feng Long shook his head, smiling, he said "Isn't this helping to keep his mouth shut?"
Zhuan Xu and Xing Yue both laughed loudly. Yi Ying was didn't care. Both hands lifted a goblet of liquor and brought it to Jing's lips. She said in a gentle voice, "Drink it"

Jing sat frozen in the place, not moving, his face adorned with a forced smile. Everyone laughed loudly. Feng Long said, “Eh? Normally, I've never seen him shake things up. Today this already is happening.”
Jing lowered his eyes and drank the entire goblet from Yi Yang. Zhuan Xu and Feng Long's hands clapping their hands while laughing. Feng Long praised: “Still a considerate sister-in-law!” Hou clapped his hands and laughed loudly. Yi Ying was stunned and cried one time with a beautiful smile blooms like a flower.

Xiao Yao felt uncomfortable and her ears shrank. She kept eating the jade melon in one sitting until the dish was finished. Feng Long hurriedly helped her with another plate. Yi Yang said, “Xiao Yao, there are no outsiders here. Wearing a hat would be quite uncomfortable. Take off your hat.” Xin Yue supported, “Yes, that is right.”
Xiao Yao apologized. “It's not that I don't want to take off my hat. But it was because I didn't know what I was eating and suddenly a rash appeared on my face, I can't really show it in front of people.”

Yi Ying and Xing Yue both sighed regretfully. Xing Yue let out a long sigh, and said to her brother, “Don't blame your sister for not helping you. It is because heaven will not help you.” The old master brought two maids to collect the cold food, and ready to serve hot food with many more liquors. Xing Yue took a bite. Then she said to Zhuan Su, “Not bad.”

Zhuan Xu smiled and said. "Receiving  praise from you like this, when we leave, I have to reward the chef handsomely.”
Everyone changed the topic, discussing the various clans and families in Da Haung, which descendants had outstanding achievements in these decades, and their personal preferences. You say many things, I say many words.They looked like they were just talking randomly. But every word had hidden with a deep plan. Jing had always been quiet, drinking alcohol in silence. Everyone must have gotten used to his behavior like this. Therefore neither of them were surprised, but he seemed to be staring blankly. But everytime Feng Long or Zhuan Xu suddenly spoke to him, he always responded correctly and accurately, showing that he knew clearly what was happening around him.

Xiao Yao grabbed a jar of strong liquor and drank it one by one. Her bones gradually got and body softened  like a cat.Her head was leaning on one hand.  The other hand held up a goblet of liquor. Feng Long looked at her in surprise, didn't speak, picked up a jar of liquor to drink as her companion. He waited for her to finish one cup, then he poured another one for her. He himself drank  one cup too. The two of them looked like they were having a drinking competition. Zhuan Xu saw this and smiled and said, “Fenglong, you shouldn't be drunkening my sister.”

Fenglong sighed and said. "Who drunken who? I don't know for sure." Zhuan Xu knew the amount of Xiao Yao's drinking, so he just smiled and didn't say anything else until the end. Feng Long was actually the one who got drunk first, and the others drank until they were drunk. Everyone was intoxicated. No one knew who offered to go out to sea, which everyone did not object to. Not far from the tavern was a port. Zhuan Xu sent someone to prepare the boat.
Everyone actually took a boat with sailed out to sea.
When they got on the boat and were blown by the sea breeze, everyone's consciousness  gained a lot more clearer . Maybe it was because they would be parting tomorrow or maybe it was because they were so young, and parting was just an excuse for the young people to take advantage of the opportunity to have fun. The whole group bursted into cheers. One salute another for a glass of liquor. Another will pay homage to a glass of liquor and keep drinking.

Yi Ying drank until she was drunk and then pulled Xing Yue up to dance on the deck of the ship. Fenglong saw a large fish swimming past. He said that he would go into the sea to catch fish. and jumped into the sea and Zhuan Xu was surprised. Xing Yue smiled and shouted, “Don't worry! He was from the Shui family. When he see water, he goes crazy for it! Who else is drowning? who is afraid of drowning and die, but he will never be drown!”

Zhuan Xu was not fully convinced about it no matter what. He thought about calling one of the servants to follow him down. But the only servant who was following them was steering the boat. Hou raised the goblet of liquor and said, “I will go catch fish to accompany him.” With that, he jumped into the sea and Zhuan Xu stood looking at the bow of the boat. Yi Ying sat on the bow of the boat, letting her feet to the air, she smiled and said, “Don't worry. Since he was young to grown up he had hunted countless of wild animals in the sea. I'm only afraid that in a moment he will brought back many fishes." The effects of the alcohol increased until Zhuan Xu started to have a headache.

Yi Ying laughed and asked Xing Yue: “I will go grab the moon. Are you going or not?” Xing Yue shook her head, pointing at Yi Ying, she said: “You really are drunk. " Suddenly, there was a sound of a loud boom. Yi Ying had jumped into the water. Xing Yue laughed and Zhuan Su said weakly: “I should not be worried anymore, should I?”

“I don't know. I don't know exactly her abilities in water  will know when try going down" She pulled Zhuan Xu. so Zhuan Xu said. "I can't swim, you know." “I know you can't swim.” Xing Yue's eyes flashed brightly, just like the brightest star. She said to Zhuan Xu teasingly: “Jump after me!”

Zhuan Xu didn't speak, but just looked at Xing Yue with a half-smiling, half-scowling. Xing Yue looked up and laughed. Her eyes were beautiful and soft like silk. “Do you dare to entrust your life to me?” With that, she was still and staring at Zhuan Xu. As she walked back to the bow of the ship, step by step. Then she fell on her back and threw herself into the sea.

Zhuan Xu smiled a little, and walked slowly , and then resolutely jumped in after her without delay.
 Xiao Yao picked up cup of liquor, collapsed on the ship's side, smiling. She drank another sip. If it weren't for last night, she was forced to be soaked in the sea for a whole night by Xiang Liu, the devil who deserved to die, she wanted to jump down as well.
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Chapter 14 Thai Version Translated by Me 

This Love Has No Way For Withdrawal 

Part 4

Jing walked quietly behind her. Xiao Yao turned over and slipped to sit down on the ship deck, and sarcastically said “Do you dare to come near to me now?”

Jing didn't make a sound. Xiao Yao held up the empty liquor cup, so Jing picked up a kettle of liquor and helped pour a cup for her. Xiao Yao handed him a cup of liquor. Jing took it, thinking of letting him drink it. When he about to drink it, Xiao Yao instead lifted the veil halfway over her lips.

Jing aimed the cup of liquor at Xiao Yao's mouth. Xiao Yao slowly drink it all according to feeding of his hand. The effects of the liquor rose. Xiaoyao's head was heavy. Both temples throbbed. in the stomach turmoil She knew that she was really drunk. So she pushed Jing's hand away.

She closed her eyes and leaned to the bow of the boat, waiting for the painful feeling to pass. Jing picked up a small bag of herbs, pointed it at Xiao Yao's nose, giving her a sharp edge. Xiao Yao said. “You haven't forgotten what I taught you.”
 "Forever, never to be forgotten"

“You saw Feng Long are very good to me. Do you feel torture in your heart?
 “Torture” was silent for a moment. Then he said to me, "It's very painful."
 Xiao Yao laughed out. “I heard that you were suffering, it makes me feel very good.”
Jing's fingers touched lightly on her cheek, “Who slapped you?” Xiao Yao said, “A Nian, I kicked her once. Punch her with once. It's considered equal"

Jing gathered magical energy at his fingertips and gently stroked Xiao Yao's red, swollen cheek. Xiao Yao pushed his hand away. “Your mother's eyesight is sharp. Fang Yi Ying will be a good wife to you. You and her are very suitable for each other.” The rosy blood on Jing's face gradually faded. He lowered his head and muttered, “I know, what happened this morning was just a dream. I was happy all day. In the afternoon when I saw you on the road I still think you came to see me. I'm really happy, really, really happy..."

Jing sat dumbly on the deck, making no sound at all. Xiao Yao thought of Shi Qi when he had just been helped taken back to the hospital. He never made a sound, just lay there and didn't speak. Whatever Xiao Liu gave, he took it. He didn't show any signs of pain, and never shows that he was hungry or thirsty. Sometimes, Xiao Liu felt like he was dead,so he used his hand to hold his throat, and felt his pulse. Then Xiao Liu slowly believed that he was still alive. Xiao Yao only felt that in her heart she was extremely uncomfortable. Suddenly she felt a stir inside her, turbulent like waves. She hurriedly stood up, collapsed on the bow of the boat, and vomited.

Jing gently rubbed her back, waited until she finished vomiting, then gave her water to gargle with.

Xiao Yao's head was heavy, his feet were light, his ears were ringing, his eyes were blurry, so he helped her to sit down. Carefully Jing grabbed the hair that was loose in her face and pulled it back. Xiao Yao suddenly hugged Jing's waist. Then she muttered, “This afternoon today, I actually went to see you. If you don't believe me, you can go back and ask the guard at the door. I went to look for you, but I couldn't find you, so I wandered around on the street."

Jing hugged Xiao Yao tightly. He pressed his forehead onto Xiao Yao's hair. Just felt that within a short period of time He fell into the abyss. Just as he was thinking that he had no chance of recovering, he suddenly soared up into the sky.

He felt Xiao Yao's body was slipping down. Jing lowered his head to look at her. She was drunk and had fallen asleep. Jing couldn't help but smile. He adjusted her position so that she was leaning on him in his arms.

The sea breeze blew gently. The sea waves caused the boat to roll back and forth a little. He looked at the full moon in the sky. All he thought was that he wanted to stay like this all night long.

Jing looked at the liquor jar at his side for a moment. He put one hand on the liquor jar, he saw white smoke rising from the liquor jar, slowly covering the whole boat. If looking from the outside,  It looked like the entire ship had been swallowed up by the sea and couldn't see anything anymore.

Jing lowered his head and looked at Xiao Yao who was fast asleep. His fingers gently traced the marks on her face. Then he used your fingertips to draw the outline of her face little by little, round and round again. Even if he had both eyes gouged out, he would still be able to see her clearly.
More than an hour has passed. Xiao Yao slowly moved a little, muttering, “Shi Qi.” She was startled and opened her eyes. Jing smiled looking at her. Xiao Yao said. "I seem to have fallen asleep for a while."
"yeah"
"They haven't returned yet?"
 "Not yet"
Xiao Yao sighed. “Usually I see each person as strong and older than their age. I couldn't imagine that it would be a bunch of crazy people.”

Jing said to Xiao Yao: “I don't have feelings for Yi Ying. Yi Ying definitely doesn't have kindness for me. This time after getting back, I will talk to Grandma to cancel it. I will talk to her to break marriage contract."
 “Uh huh…” Xiao Yao's brain was still dazed for a moment, then she slowly replied. “How do you know? She is so gentle and pleasing you so much..."

Jing cut off her words and said, “Xiao Yao, I have seen many women who have feelings for me. So I know clearly that when a woman truly has feelings for a man, how she will look at the man, with what kind of eyes? No matter how Yi Ying's actions gentle and pleasing, but she never looked at me with those eyes. Besides, right now I..." Jing stroked my sideburns of Xiao Yao, gently, “I know the feeling of wanting someone so intensely. I am surely not wrong in telling the difference!”

Xiao Yao let out a soft sigh, “Then it is excellence.”
 Jing felt very sad. Xiao Yao did not know how Yi Ying glanced at him when there was no one around. Therefore, Xiao Yao did not believe that he was defective, did not believe that Yi  Ying would hate him. She thought that he in the eyes of others would be the same as him in her eyes.

Xiao Yao suddenly thought of something, so she sat up happily and said, “Since she doesn't need you, You can come back and be my Shi Qi!” Her eyes shone brightly. “At that time, you were worried that if you didn't go back, that crazed Tushan Hou is going to hurt me, Luo Mu and other, weren't you? But Wen Xiao Liu had already disappeared. Now that I am princess of Gao Xing,  Tushan Hou cannot harm me. You can be with me as Shi Qi at my side.”

Jing watched Xiao Yao quietly and did not speak. In his eyes there was sadness and sorrow. Xiao Yao, who had gradually calmed down, sarcastically said to herself: “I said something stupid again, right?” Jing had disappeared once before. If it happened again, it wouldn't be only Hou, but the Madam of Tushan clam definitely wouldn't give up until the corpse was found.  

Jing said in a low voice. “You didn't say anything stupid. Only some things have changed. After I had gone back, I discovered that the elder brother was leading the family Tushan going into danger. If I leave like this I'm afraid that he will destroy the entire Tushan family. Xiao Yao, can give me a little time? Let me think of a way to put everything in the right state.”

The truth was that it was not only the survival of the entire family. But there were some things that he couldn't say. If the person in front of him was still Wen Xiao Liu, then he could be Ye Shi Qi. That was enough. They could hid and lived in a small village. They could live together for a lifetime. But she was Gao Xin's princess. When he saw the grand worshipig ceremony, he immediately understood. They couldn't go back to the way they were before. An eligible man to protect Xiao Yao by his side would definitely not be a shrink. If he wanted to be beside Xiao Yao for the rest of his life, he must cancel the marriage contract. He needed to be using Tushan's status walking majestically to Xiao Yao's side.

Xiao Yao smiled slightly and said in a soft voice: “You have fifteen years, Jing, how do you plan to handle it?”

“I don't know, but I know that I will definitely return to your side. Because I had promised to listen to you words for the rest of my life, so…”

Jing's forehead pressed against Xiao Yao's forehead. Jing sincerely pray that “Please guard your heart for me.” Xiao Yao's fingers slipped into his hair, smiling, and grabbed his hair. “I can see. You are a very crafty person. Even if I forget you will always find a way to remind me. One side says that you don't dare to hope. On the other hand, you absolutely refuses to let go.”

Jing's voice was extremely painful. He mumbled “I just... There's no way...I know you deserve someone better. But I can't...sorry..." Xiao Yao hurriedly said, “I understand, I understand. Jing said in a low voice: "You don't understand." Xiao Yao honestly admitted, “Yes, I don't understand.” But I should give you some comforting words!”

Jing laughed softly. He sighed and said, “They are coming back.” Xiao Yao looked at the sky. “The sky is almost clear. They should come back.” Jing looked at Xiao Yao for a bit longer. He prepared to take the hat and put it back on to Xiao Yao. But Xiao Yao held his hand. She didn't let him put it. She bit her lip and then close her eyes.

Jing gently kissed the center of Xiao Yao's forehead, until he could not be able stay away Jing raised his head and put the hat on Xiao Yao after Xiao Yao ducked into the boat and styled her clothes and hair. She heard Xing Yue's speaking, Zhuan Xu and Feng Long. Xiao Yao raised her head. She saw Jing's hair, which she had just inserted her ten fingers into, which twisted into a mess.

At this time she could not even warned Jing, not even mention styling hair and clothes. Xiao Yao saw Jing standing up at one side. On the other side, he removed the hair crown. His long, raven-black hair flowed down like a heavenly stream descending from the nine levels of sky, covering his back, blowing in the wind . He turned a side and leaned against the bow of the boat, looking lazy, relaxed, and was looking at the dawn that has just revealed itself in the eastern sky.

In the blink of an eye, Xiao Yao watched until her heart couldn't stop pounding. Zhuan Xu called her many times. She couldn't hear at all. This caused everyone to look at her. Zhuan Xu pushed her one time. “What are you thinking?
Xiao Yao hurriedly said, “Ah, you guys have returned.” In the blink of an eye, her face was red. Luckily there was a cover, making no one saw it.

Jing seemed to understand. His eyes filled with joyfulness.as if he understood.
 Xing Yue complained nonstop, saying they had not remembered the location of the boat. Ony after searching round and round a lot, they found it. Then she said worriedly that all the time they did not see Hou and Yi Yang.  She hoped nothing happened to them. While she was complaining, she saw Yi Yang swimming towards the boat. Xing Yue laughed loudly. Run to the side of the boat and pulled Yi Yang up. "You also can't find the boat right?"

Yi Yiag was slightly stunned. Then she smiled and said: “Yes,”
Jing said. “In the boat there was porridge (without anything added) and rice. If you are hungry Let's eat first." The people who had been swimming all night entered the boat. Xiao Yao and Jing followed. Feng Long asked Xiao Yao: “Are you going to have porridge?

Xiao Yao hurriedly said. “I will handle it myself. You go eat yours.” Zhuan Xu glanced at her as if he was smiling, yet not smiling. Xiao Yao glared at Juan Su. “You still dare to laugh at me?"
Probably because of tiredness or sleepiness, Yi Yang and Xing Yue were quiet. Xiao Yao also didn't want to talk, so she just listen to Feng Long and Zhuan Xu talk to each other, from time to time.
After waiting until everyone is finished eating. the servant prepared to set sail. Hou had not come back. Xing Yue said worriedly. “Brother Hou, nothing is happening to him right?” Feng Long looked at Jing, Jing said, “With his ability, nothing will  happen. I will have Xiao Hu ( the little fox) go look for him.” While Jing was speaking. On his sleeve, a nine-tailed fox  appeared like gathered from a cloud of smoke rushed out.
The Nine-Tailed Fox didn't leave. Instead, he turned his head in a certain direction and let out a cry. Then it shrank and disappeared into Jing's sleeve. Jing said, “Hou is coming back.”
Not long after, Hou was seen soaring quickly from a distance. Under his feet, he stepped on a very large and fierce fish. He was bare upper body, revealing the skin, like copper-colored flesh that is firm and well build. His clothes were torn into pieces, making a large rope like a bridle to hold the head of a large fish. He pulled the rope with both hands and ride the fish, soaring quickly on the sea. The sun gradually fades emerging from the water behind him. Hou's entire body was filled with the strong aura and charm of a masculine man.

Xing Yue and Yi Yang turned their heads. pretending to be attracted by other scenery. But Xiao Yao looked at Hou with admiration, shouting, “Is it obedient?”

Hou smiled and said nothing,  only  controling big fish, and quickly go round the ship once. Xiao Yao couldn't help but clap her hands and cheerully, smiling, she said, “Something like that. This should be fun. In the future, I will find some vehicles like this.  So I won't have to deal with the trouble of swimming."
 Zhuan Xu sneered and said. “Don't dream. With your magical powers, can you test this strange fish? It would rather eat you as a snack.”

Hou, one hand swang the rope, the other hand attacked the fish with one punch. His hsnd inserted into fish's belly. He pulled out a piece of blood-red gem the size of a pigeon's egg, came out. Then he used sea water to wash away the blood stains until it's clean. Then he jumped on the boat.

The blood-red gem was so shiny it could be seen through. It's shining brightly in the sunlight. Xing Yue's eyes suddenly lit up. She said to Hou, “Brother Hou, are you willing to sell it to me?” Even though she used the words "would sell it to her", but she had a hard time saying what she wanted. With the personality of Hou,  he would definitely give it to her.

But Xing Yue didn't think  Hoja smiled and apologized to her and said: “I still need to use this Fish Red Crystal. When I get back, I will have someone find it again for you again.”
 Xing Yue forced a smile and didn't say anything else, and walked to Yi Yang's side, looking at the sea and watched the morning light with her. After everyone had arrived, Zhuan Xu gave orders to set sail. The ship sailed towards Ying Zhou Port.

Hou washed up and changed clothes on the boat. Xiao Yao asked Feng Long. “What kind of gem is that? "
Feng Long smiled and said, “On this ship there are people from the Tushan family. I don't dare talk about gems.” He called out to Jing, who was standing at the stern of the boat.

“Jing, Xiaoyao wants to know what kind of gem is he Fish Red Crystal that Hou had obtained ” Jing walked to Xiaoyao's side and explained, “Actually, that is the crystal from the soul of a strange fish in the deep sea. These marbles are brightly colored and shiny. Therefore, people often refer to its main color as the crystal. Purple fish beads...Red fish beads are the most common type of fish beads. But those that are pure in color, with no other colors mixed in like this one, are very rare. Fish crystal beads can be made into jewelry and medicine. If it were a crystal is high quality of fish, after fused it into a magical item, whe put it into yourmouth, and you can prolong your breathing underwater."

Initially when Jing was speaking Xiao Yao was already distraught. But after hearing the last sentence she suddenly became interested, “How can it be considered  the highest quality?  The one like this just now right?” “The more pure color is very pure, the better quality. The one from earlier was considered to be the highest quality fish crystal bead.”
 Feng Long said to Xiao Yao, “Whether to possess this thing or not depends on luck. If you think you want it I'll try asking Grandpa when I go back."

Xiao Yao hurriedly said. “I just think it's worth watching. So I just ask.”
 Under the dawn, the sea was sprinkled with gold dust. A shimmering golden light appeared. Thr flocks of white seabirds circled over the sea. At that time, the three of them looked into the distance, at the beautiful and vast sea that kept quiet and did not speak.

Xiao Yao had a hood covering her face, so she secretly peaked over Jing. He quickly sensed it and closed his eyes, smiling. Xiao Yao also smiled.
  Although  a single sentence could not be uttered, and still unable to stand close together. However, they could felt that their hearts could communicate with each other, extremely close

The ship had docked. Everyone got off the ship. Feng Long and Jing's servants had originally packed up their belongings and transported them onto the Shi Chui family's large ship, were just wait for them to get on the boat, and then they could immediately leave for Zhong Yuan.

 Zhuan Xu led Xiao Yao to bid farewell to everyone. Zhuan Xu was  a talkative and versatile person, so Xiao Yao only saluted. She just said thanks and said goodbye.

When bidding farewell to Fenglong and Xing Yue, Xing Yue's eyes were slightly red. One side she boarded the boat with her brother. On the other hand, she turned her head and looked at Zhuan Xu without stopping. When bidding farewell to Hou, Hou clasped his hands in open salute. Then he turned and walked up to the boat. When  Yi Yang  and Zhuan Xu were saying goodbye, it's like two talkative people, bid each other a mournful farewell. Jing and Xiao Yao were silent.

Jing walked onto the boat. He was standing next to the boat railing. He looked at Xiao Yao. The boat had left and Zhuan Xu waved at them. Xiao Yao instead just stood still. The sea breeze blew her veil close to her face. Revealing the facial structure of a young woman in a yellow gardenia dress, standing out like gardenia blossoming in the breeze under the dawn light. All the while, Jing was silent, staring at her. Until she disappeared into the horizon and the sea. So he slowly closed his eyes. Xiao Yao ....Xiao Yao

Zhuan Xu and Xiao Yao rode the cloud carriage back to Cheng Palace. Zhuan Xu took out Xiaoyao's hat. Shaking his head, he sighed and said, “So you were slapped once by A Nian? I must go and see what form she has been beaten by you.” Xiao Yao said. “The basic problem between me and her has been resolved, but what will the future hold, will have to look at the destiny of the two of us.

Zhuan Xu smiled slightly and said, “I just asked the servant on the ship just now. Instead, he said that he slept last night. Did you and Jing have fun running around together?”
Xiao He smiled slyly at Zhuan Xu while asking back, “Some people even don't want life and jump into the sea Was it a lot of fun playing together?"

Juan Su said nonchalantly. “If I were just a normal descendant of the Xiheng Clan, Even if she has feelings for me, she will just have fun with me. If I am not shaken. That is, I don't know it's good or bad. If I'm shaken. That is, I'm dreaming and dreaming. Either way, it was all entertainment to relieve her boredom. Now that she was playing seriously. So let's wait and see!”

Xiao Yao asked curiously. “How do men like you distinguish between women who are sincere or fake? Even if it's sincere, how can you know what kind of sincerity this is? You must know that sincerity can be divided into many types. Some sincerity must not have obstacles at all. Some sincerities can pass eighty obstacles. But by the eighty one time, she had given up and couldn't continue. Some sincerities can only share in suffering. Some sincerity can only be shared in happiness. Some sincerities are normally invisible, but when there is danger, they show clearly. Some sincerity in normal times can be respected and protected. But when danger comes, everyone is different. In this world there are many men and women who live together until old age. The truth may not be that they love each other with one heart..
. A love that cannot be broken but just haven't found any proof."

Zhuan Xu laughed, "Your long words are hurting my brain. You ask me how to make specific distinctions. There's nothing to tell. It's just a feeling. A cold heart. A pair of cold eyes. When you've had a lot of experience, you'll see. It's clearly visible.”
Xiao Yao asked. “What if it is wrong? If it looked at it wrong, there is the sincerity of being able to overcome obstacles only eighty-one times. It's sincerity that over a hundred obstacles, remains unchangable. Thousands of dangers cannot ties?”
Zhuan Xu said gently. “How to guarantee that you will definitely not go wrong, you already know. That is one cold heart.”
Xiao Yao smiled and wrinkled her nose. “I still think you have a better way!”
“I don't have one, and I think even that our grandfather, who are so coldly intelligent and scared people of ours doesn't have the means to truly see people's hearts.”

Xiao Yao smiled dully, not knowing what to do. “Xuan Yuan Huang Di (Yellow Emperor)!” Zhuan Xu said, “The tombs of Grandma, Father, Mother and Uncle. There are also graves of Eldest Uncle and Second Uncle. It's been many years since anyone went to pay respects. I don't know. How desolate it will be. Next year, the anniversary of my uncle's death. I must stand on the mountain of Chao Un." Xiao Yao's eyes flashed with tears. She nodded her head and said, “Excellent.”

End of Chapter 14

Chapter 14...

Analysis Part 1


Their First Meeting As Tushan Jing and Xiao Yao

Xiao Yao had been swimming all night long.
Her tiredness was so clear she did not want be in the water anymore. But her emotion was a little lighter with day light was likely coming soon. She finally met with her Tushan Jing, who just flew and dive down to save her. And yep...I really like the little details when Jing carried Xiao Yao, he was as trembling as her and also when he was likely  to fall down, he made sure that his Wen Xiao Liu/Xiao Yao did not get hurt. I know Xiao Yao was very pleased with it.

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Both of them were trembling until they could not speak. Xiao Yao heard the sound of her upper and lower teeth clicking against each other. She felt both sad and funny. She concentrated on getting dressed. She never thought that she would appeared such the most miserable state.

Xiao Yao said, her voice shaking because of the cold. "Don't...don't...in the water." As she had already immersed in the sea for one night, she really didn't want to continue soaking.

Jing picked her up and climbed onto the rock. But he staggered a few steps. His foot slipped and fell.  He was afraid that Xiao Yao would be get hurt, therefore he used his back to protect her as he hit the ground with a loud thud. It probably hurt quite a bit. Xiao Yao laughed. "Yo....you...fox......stupid...." Finally reaching the shore, Jing carried Xiao Yao and walked to a rocky ridge that could shelter him from the wind.



It is totally different from how she was treated in previous scene. And I also like Xiao Yao' humor in hearing the clicking sound of her upper teeth and lower teeth, and also her disappointment her pretty dress getting ruined for this date. 

Emotional and Physical Attraction
This was the first time Jing got to near his Wen Xiao Liu in female body. In previous chapter, we had already seen him went awe with her beauty. 

Abstract 

She felt sad and decided to return. "I'll have to teach A Nian a hard lesson once and for all. "  
Xiao Yao stood up and said. “I am going back.”

Jing hurriedly got up and pulled her arm. But he immediately let go of his hand, as if he had been electrocuted and his face felt was burning. Gao Xin's clothes were light and flowing. The wet dress was so attached to the body. When Xiao Yao was sitting curled up so she could not feel it. Now standing up when looking at it, the waist was a waist, the chest was a chest, it's very clearly visible.

Xiao Yao saw the expression on his face. She looked down and looked at herself. Then she immediately lowered herself to sit down. 

In here, we clearly seen him go all burning or red with getting to near her and saw the total picture of her body. In previous chapter Jing was already moved by Wen Xiao Liu. But I guess Xiao Yao takes him to another level of attraction.

The Mentioning of Feng Fang Yi Yang

Xiao Yao's mind was on A Nian again. Since this date was sort of probably not beautiful as she expected, I guess that her protected nature for her family came back. But Jing definetly wanted spend more time with her as much as chance gave him. He was just so direct in telling how he waited for her. This angered her.

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Xiao Yao walked in front of him. Her eyes were filled with anger and hurt. “You thought you had been waiting all night is difficult, right? You have a fiancé!  You and her go out together lots of times.

You use various methods to remind me of the promise I made to you at all times. Since you don't believe in me Why must I keep a promise?"

I would like to tell you. Last night to keep the promise I made to you, I almost die!” Xiao Yao pushed hard. “I won't play anymore. I'd like to take back my promise! You  go back to Qing Qiu quickly and marry  Fangfeng Yiying!”

Jing didn't dare to respond. But he was stubborn and refused to give up. “I will not marry her. In fact, she does not love me. Probably not agreeing to marry me", Xiao Yao stopped pushing. “I don't believe it! Why wouldn't she love you?”

“My leg is crippled. I could see that she was both shocked and disappointed. One time, she saw the scars on my body and was so shocked that..." The truth was that telling  "shocked" was a roundabout way of speaking. At that time, her face was white. Her facial expressions was that of shock and fear. She didn't dare look at him even for a moment. Since then, when the two of them were alone together she would keep her distance from him.

When I first read it I wondered why she was this angry. Was she really because of thinking he blame her to take chance or is it because there was some emotional insecurity in her? Her mentioning of Feng Fang Yi Yang(telling him straight to go with Feng Fang Yi Yang..although its sort of he sarcastic action) is the answer. I think she felt that insecurity as well as jealousy . I do not think she was happy to make him wait all night. But at the same time there is this feeling of wanting him to feel pain, and insecurity that he might not care enough for her. Because she was giving a chance to a man with a tie. For a woman, even if she had confidence the man truly loves but still their love was something that could be opened to aurrounding. I am feeling she probably this a bit low comparing with Feng Fang Yi Yang. Yet she's not able to let go of him. She cares about him and craves for the affection he's giving her. 

The mentioning of Fang Feng Yi Yang not only provoke insecurity in Xiao Yao but also Jing, because it reminded him of her disgust for his scars. 

Xiao Yao is Bold
Xiao Yao' anger actually provokes Jing's insecurity. We can actually see that it's sincere because it's in his thinking. And if she wanted to go, he will definetly let her. And to Xiao Yao, Jing's scars are not at all unattractive. In truth she did not to take back this 15 years promise in which she sealed it with her kiss.  The act definetly shows Xiao Yao definetly choose Tushan Jing. But his refusal to her was a disappointment. I like how she let out explicit things even before her feminie mind realized it.

Abstract 

Scene 1

“Jing, look up!" Tushan Jing, raised your head." Jing raised his head slowly. Xiao Yao brought her face closer to his. She muttered softly, “Last night a man forced me to kiss him. Now all I can think about is wanting to kiss you.” Her lips placed a soft kiss on his lips. Jing's body shook for once. Instantly, he fell backwards to escape Xiao Yao. “Don't...Xiao Yao" Xiao Yao closed her eyes and looked up, both cheeks were blushed. Her body trembled. “Jing...Jing....”
Xiao Yao's soft voice was shaking that almost incomprehensible. Jing felt like he was trembling. His kiss touched the light red spot in the center of Xiao Yao's forehead. It was as if a group of flames were burning from the middle of Xiao Yao's forehead towards his heart, warmed up his ice-cold heart.


Scene 2

Xiao Yao secretly looked at him from between her fingers. “I think when men saw  women, they almost rushed to take them to bed and take off all the clothes…” Xiao Yao could not go on anymore. Since returning to female form, subconsciously, she could no longer speak as shamelessly as Xiao Liu. Especially now she almost swallowed the words she had said a moment ago.

 In scene 2, it's also showing her female hormone was more gentler than the more free spirited Wen Xiao Liu. But Xiao Yao is bold enough to initiate on her man. And I have a feeling it all comes to her naturally.

The Passionate Gentleman
In this scene, we especially learnt of Tushan Jing's past and his experiences on female and male matters. Definetly, we know the man had values and protected himself.

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 Jing maybe proper and had always strived to protect himself. However, he was the one who held power in the family. He went in and out of entertainment venues until it became normal. Moreover, it was rare for young members of a large family to not have some fun from time to time. Jing was a man. He knew all about men matters. In the business field,  let alone the words that were more explicit, he had even seen the more obscene matters. But then he did not feel anything. He could just talk and laugh normally.  With Xiao Yao, he was feeling restless as if being licked by the burning fire. He make a concise excuse: "I... am not like that." 

 It is clear Wen Xiao Liu aka Xiao Yao is his first love and the context explained about his desire with but concealed it. He was all refined and acting gentleman, but deep down he had this passion in desire of Xiao Yao. This is probably his first time experience this kind of desire. It sometimes does not have to do with how much he know about the stuffs.   

His Insecurity and Refusal to Kiss Her
Despite his desire, he still refuses to kiss her on the lips. According to the context, he did not want her to do that because he thought she pities him. What he does not know is that his refusal actually caused some insecurities in Xiao Yao. 

Abstract 

So he said in a low voice: "It's not time yet." “When is that possible?” Xiao Yao half closed her eyes. She covered her face with her hands to conceal embarrassment.
Jing couldn't answer. Because that had to be decided by Xiao Yao, not him. It's not that he didn't want to. But it was...he wanted to receive her love. He didn't want her to do it just because she felt sorry for him. Xiao Yao had given him a lot. It's already too much. He didn't want
 to take advantage of her kindness any longer

According to this passage, it's clear Jing must have this feeling that whether if he was taking advantage of her, probably he thought she was just feeling sorry at times. (However with Jing's intelligence he could already had guessed Xiao Yao's attraction toward him since chapter 1 which made him knew she's a female.). According to my opinion, all these insecurity came from his scars of being tortured. He had this fear of losing her at any times. But yep as times went by he would be able to confidence on Xiao Yao's affaction for him.

The Promised is Sealed Again 
Even with the insecurities, both Xiao Yao and Jing seal their promise, in their original status, again.  This scene is fun to read. It's like the couple who experienced attraction and yet try to hide their passion, especially Jing.
The background scenery is also meaningful. It was still dim, they were in front of dragon bone prison. The light had not much arrive to them yet. It totally gives the vibe of their love was still hidden under the dark. And its not shown into the world yet. But even in the dark, being together gives them happiness.  

Chapter 14

Analysis Part 2

Zhuan Xu Take On Tushan Hou and Tushan Jing

In this particular scene of the book,  we could come to see how Zhuan Xu views and attitudes according to what he said about the two Tushan brothers. I have no doubts about how smart Zhuan Xu could be. He definitely read the two men that is Hou and Jing quite well. But then his point of view is as his point of view which might not be true for everyone. I will try to explain it.
Despite probably knowing what Hou had done to Jing or their situation, and he also probably doubt that Hou was also allaying his royal uncle, his enemy, he still understood .and sympathized for what the guy was doing, and plight Hou was suffering. 

Abstract

Zhuan just explained it in details. " He is a very knowledgeable person. Compared to Jing He was even stronger and more decisive. I heard that many years ago Jing disappeared. A lot matters in the Tushan Family were all handled by him. He did well. Not at all bad. It's a pity that when Jing came back, he had to retreat. I was very surprised. They are twin brothers. Hou is the eldest brother. His knowledge and abilities were not inferior to Jing's. Ideally, according to position he should be more important.

But it's strange that Tushan family sees Jing is more important. The group of Feng Long doesn't seem to see the importance of Hou.
 Fenglong in particular looked like he was considerate and polite. But that considerate and polite manner comparing to impolite close friendliness he had for Jing, it is truthfully making it feels very difficult to tolerate.

According to Zhuan Xu, he sympathized with Hou on the fact that the guy seemed to bullied or belittle by the society because of his status (as the maid's son). Even Tushan Clan did not accept Hou as he should be. Even Feng Long and Xing Yue did not accepted Hou by heart. They were polite to him because he is from Tushan family. Moreover, Zhuan Xu definetly admire (mixed with sympathy) Hou for the guy's ambitions and intelligence. 

At the same time, he could not fully understand Jing, especially in matter of not getting back at Hou. (I guess that this was something Zhuan Xu was missing big time as the plot develops futher). If Jing wanted to it's not hard to get rid of Hou. Definitely I guess that Zhuan Xu had no good impression of Jing for not having the heart to getting rid of enemy.
But he did promise not to let Jing get harmed because Jing's life is the one Xiao Yao had given as long as Jing did no wrong to Xiao Yao.

“For the sake of you being the one to help bring back this lifetime of Jing, I only wish that Jing would not do you any wrong. I'll keep an eye on Hou.."

But

 yepp...how much promises could be kept is a wonder.
Nevertheless, this particular scene is showing, despite his doubtful feelings toward Jing, the guy still have that ability of seeing each person's strength to useful for overall picture of good for the world regardless of any birth status. He had this feeling that any being should be able to represents their strength. And he himself understood about high society and the importance of connection he was getting from Jing and Fenglong. 

Abstract 

"In the circle of descendants of noble families. It looks complicated and difficult to access, but also very simple.”

“The attitude of a few important key people would be able to judge everything. As such in their circle, Fenglong and Jing made it clear that they value me, the others will naturally have to respect me in many ways. As for  Hou, it was a little bad. Even though  Feng Long accepted him because he is a member of the Tushan family, it was clear that he didn't really accept him. However, I have a feeling that Hou must not be a person who will always be under the authority of others. He was just being patient. I can see  ambition in his eyes.”

Assumption of Zhuan Xu knowing on Hou Being Life Threat to Jing  

In previous 13 chapters, there had not been much hint on how Zhuan Xu knew about Hou being responsible to Jing's near death situation. But in chapter 14, he definetly knew according to this abstract. 

The truth is that if only Jing consent, he will be able to take action and get rid of Hou beforehand. But I don't know what he is thinking. Jing is delaying and doesn't take action."
Zhuan Su lightly patted her shoulder, laughing, he said “For the sake of you being the one to help bring back this lifetime of Jing, I only wish that Jing would not do you any wrong. I'll keep an eye on Hou.

For some reason, it was not a surprise that he knew. Because Zhuan Xu was probably used to see this domestic scheming. So its not surprised he could all put all about Tushan brothers matters as such in a very short times.

A Nian's Plight

Reading up to chapter 14, I have never had any feeling that Xiao Yao was any fond of A Nian. But she was enduring A Nian's bully up till now. Even now Xiao Yao protected A Nian. In the context, it is said she was doing it all for the two people she care about, Grand Emperor and Zhuan Xu. But most of A Nian is one of her family member. In here, we can see how much Xiao Yao was family oriented. Especially not telling about A Nian's involvement with Xiang Liu, to her father and brother, shows she was protective of A Nian than angry, because she considered A Nian, her family member.
In the scene of chapter 14, the fight between Xiao Yao and A Nian was fun and funny to read. A Nian was all bratty and angry. Xiao Yao was also using all her strength to tame A Nian.
One thing it was clearly stated, while A Nian was all in anger, jealousy and probably saw Xiao Yao something lower than her, was likely to steal the affection from Grand Emperor and Zhuan Xu, or felt like Xiao Yao was coming back to claim what she was having. With all Xiao Yao's parental status and her own mother, A Nian might be having all the insecurities about her birth status sounding lower than Xiao Yao.

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A Nian's tears overflowed. "You think you're a lot better than me? If your mother wasn't Princess Xuan Yuan, would Zhuan Xu be interested in you. if you weren't (Yellow Emperer)Huang Di's granddaughter? Will others think you are superior to me?  Besides have a higher bloodline than me, is there any anything that is superior to me? At least I did some difficult asceticism myself. My magical power is superior to yours. And you?You are said to be a disciple of that Goddess Wang Mu (Royal Mother), you can't fight even ordinary demons. If it weren't for your status, would father have held such a grand ceremony for you? Or do you think that all the guests from all over Da Huang came because they wanted to see you? I tell you, no, they came because your father is (Grand Emperor) Sun Di, your mother is Princess Xuan Yuan. Your grandfather is (Yellow Emperor) Wang Di. Your teacher is Goddess Wang Mu (Royal Mother). Without these statuses, in truth, you are nothing more than me.”


As the two talked further, it also becomes that Xiao Yao was still hurting inside about her mother leaving her for war. And also another thing that maybe bothering her subconsciously is whether her mother evolved with another man. To be clear, it bothered her whether her mother commit adultary or not. Xiao Yao said it clear that she prefer family oriented woman than the country heroine. 

Abstract 

Xiao Yao laughed coldly. “This is where my mother said she would come to pick me up in a while." Xiao Yao fell down and seriously said to Anian: “Let's be honest. If heaven allows a person to choose their mother I will choose your mother. Your mother is delicate and gentle. She faithfully saw her father as her heaven. Her whole life and soul were filled with him. She was just a weak woman. She can't do anything. She don't have to bear the burden of any great morals. He can stay and watch over my daughter until she grows up.

Whenever you need her she was there waiting for you. When all the people under the heavens abandoned you. She will remain with you unchanged."

All in all, Xiao Yao was successful in taming A Nian. A Nian finally agreed to accept Xiao Yao. I have to say she accepted her  because with A Nian's bratty nature, if she did not reall accepted by heart, she would not be that calmed in the scene. 

Chapter 14...Addition scenes or scenes that are different in the drama

I really like this additional scenes of Xiao Yao exausted and beginning to drown.  She thought of grand emperor ....after all she had followed A Nian because of him, she also counted A Nian as her family member. She really loves Grand Emperor

 

And then Jing came to help her....as if he was sent by Grand Emperor for this mission...


And then the gang, Cang Xuan, Jing, Hou, Fenglong, Xing Yue and Feng Fang Yi Yang were all having meal on the boat, not at the Gao Xing/Haoling restuatrant. 

And at their meal table ... Feng Long was stunned by Xiao Yao's beauty.

And then Jing throw eyes at Feng Long. His mood of jealousy is more obvious.

Cang Xuan witnessed Jing and Xiao Yao together .

Then he dived together with Xing Yue.

And yep the relationship between Hou and Yi Yang was shown clearly. 


Other than that, Hou killed the fish already in the water unlike in novel he kill it in front of everyone and get red crystal from it. 

 

Chapter 14

 Analysis Part 3


Being in the seawater for the whole night, Xiao Yao no longer stand fishy smelly in her dress. After washing and getting medicine from her servant girl, Shan Hu. She still got a sweet night sleep. I just can't help thinking that she felt so happy about her meeting with Jing earlier. 

Abstract 

Shan Hu also hurried to get some medicine to tend the wound. Xiao Yao took a shower, applied medicine, and ate food a little. Then she ordered the maid, "I'm going to sleep for a couple of hours. Remember the time to don't forget to wake me up." Xiao Yao slept sweetly. In the early morning, after waking up she got the maids prepare he clothes to wear outside.

But when she went to see him the next day, he was not at his staying residence, a disappointment to Xiao Yao that she could meet him he left Gao Xing. But he was not there know to leave with his friends to buy gifts. Xiao Yao also went around the market place there. Xiao Yao saw how the business was doing great there with regardless different species there, gods, human and demon. Xiao Yao was very proud of Grand Emperor.
As much as Xiao Yao was sick of sea but she still found the lady coral box selling at the market interesting. She thought about giving it her maid, Shan Hu, as she did not really needed it. 

Xing Yue's Interruption
Even before Xiao Yao could buy it she was interrupted by another woman, who determined that the box should be hers. Xiao Yao thought it was rude, but knew that she's no match in such unnecessary rudeness. She just let it go.

Abstract 

Xiao Yao saw a set of women's storage coral boxes. From small to large, there are about twelve pieces in total. Small box Can be used to put flour cinnabar and eyebrow powder. The large size can be used to hold barrettes and accessories.

Xiao Yao thought of the maid named Shan Hu, and thought that if the price was not too expensive. It would be nice to buy it back and gave it to Shanhu. She walked in and picked up one of the boxes. The craft skill was not bad at all, so he asked, "How much does it cost?"
The shop owner hadn't responded yet. The woman on the side picked up a storage box and took a quick look at it, then said, “This is what I want now. Wrap it up.”
It's not that Xiao Yao must take it,  it just felt like the girl on the side was being too assertive to pay attention. She just talked to the shopkeeper, "I look at this thing first and ask the price first. If I don't say I don't want it, you probably won't be able to sell it to anyone else."

......

Xiao Yao was not good at using sarcasm to push people like Xing Yue away. At this time, Xiao Yao really wanted Ah Nian and Hai Tang to be here as well. thinking about times Hai Tang told Xing Yue's maid that she needed a special Fushan wood. Xiao Yao couldn't help but laughed. She said to Xing Yue: “If you lady like it, take it."

 But it happened Zhuan Xu heard her voice and she joined the team. There were Xing Yue, Feng Fang Yi Yang, Feng Long, Tushan Hou, Zhuan Xu and Tushan Jing. By the way Xiao Yao was wearing a hat with hood to cover the slapped that A Nian gave her.

 

In this scene I love how Xiao Yao gives secretly peeking in to Jing was sweet.

“I feel bored. So I went out for a walk.” As she spoke, she secretly looked towards Jing for a moment. She saw that his blue-eyed eyes were filled with joy. Xiao Yao couldn't help but pursed her lips and smile.
 
Yes they were happy.

According to Xiao Yao there were 5 or 6 parts in facial features between Hou and Jing. It's only Hou looks tough and Jing looks softer.

Abstract 

 She secretly observed Tushan Hou She initially thought that although such a person would have an attractive face, his personality must have been low, but she didn't think that he was handsome beyond expectations, with his eyebrows and eyes. His and Jing had five to six similar parts. But he's stronger. It radiated a fierce and barbaric aura in many parts. The corner of the mouth had a thin line  of scar,making even when smile , there was still some hidden aggression.

At the resturant, Feng Long started to take care of Xiao Yao about food. And Xing Yue started to teased which caused Feng Long to make Yi Yang took care of Jing. It made both Xiao Yao and Jing not so easy. Xiao Yao kept drinking liquor because of it.

Abstract 

Feng Long used clean chopsticks to pick up the jade melon  and putting it on a small plate for Xiao Yao, and said in a low voice, “Just now, I saw you eat this first. I think it might be something you like. But you continue to eat very little. If it feels too far I'll help you pick it up.” Xiao Yao glanced at Jing for a moment. The she slipped a piece of jade melon into her mouth said to Feng Long, "Thank you"
After Feng Long had tasted the various kinds of liquor,  he poured the sweet liquor, refreshing fermented from fruit" for Xiao Yao "You try this one." Xiao Yao received it and said in a low voice. “Please talk with them, don't bother taking care of me.”

.........

Feng Long shook his head, smiling, he said "Isn't this helping to keep his mouth shut?"
Zhuan Xu and Xing Yue both laughed loudly. Yi Ying was didn't care. Both hands lifted a goblet of liquor and brought it to Jing's lips. She said in a gentle voice, "Drink it"

Jing sat frozen in the place, not moving, his face adorned with a forced smile. Everyone laughed loudly. Feng Long said, “Eh? Normally, I've never seen him shake things up. Today this already is happening.”
Jing lowered his eyes and drank the entire goblet from Yi Yang. Zhuan Xu and Feng Long's hands clapping their hands while laughing. Feng Long praised: “Still a considerate sister-in-law!” Hou clapped his hands and laughed loudly. Yi Ying was stunned and cried one time with a beautiful smile blooms like a flower.

Xiao Yao felt uncomfortable and her ears shrank. She kept eating the jade melon in one sitting until the dish was finished

The resturant scene is fun. It shows Zhuan Xu getting so much friendly with Xing Yue, Feng Long and the Tushan. And our YaoJing was unease at having other look after them. 

And with decoration of the resturant countyard is beautiful with wiesteria. It is all pleasant scenery indeed. 

 Abstract 

The central courtyard was surrounded by two-story buildings on all four sides. The second floor had quite a few Teng Luo flowering plants, but the old master(shopkeeper),  didn't let Teng Luo (wiesteria) flowers to twist themselves and fell down but let them dangle to the ground, drooping, like a curtain of green pearls. Some Teng Luo trees beared bright red fruit. Some have small purple flowers, some were yellow, in the middle of the storefront, so that dazzling of bright green would be seen. It's like sitting in the middle of a forest.


The Boat Trip and Xiao Yao's Trauma of Water

After having the meal Zhuan Xu took the group of friends for the boat trip. The context implied to it as young people wanted to have fun rather than feeling sad about parting soon.

After Feng Long claimed to go hunt the fish and Tushan Hou jumped into water too. 

Xing Yue and Yi Yang also jumped down. We could see Xing Yue flirting Zhuan Xu all along. And he went down into sea with her. Everyone was having fun. Xiao Yao felt sad about it. She could not dive down to the sea. She loved water and she was a good swimmer. Her trauma of being in the sea whole night haunted her. Of course she swore at Xiang Liu should die, for doing this to her. I took such an act as her getting abused by Xiang Liu. 

Abstract 

 Xiao Yao picked up cup of liquor, collapsed on the ship's side, smiling. She drank another sip. If it weren't for last night, she was forced to be soaked in the sea for a whole night by Xiang Liu, the devil who deserved to die, she wanted to jump down as well.

But anyway, Xiao Yao and Jing were now alone on the boat. Of course there was also a servant to drive the boat.

Xiao Yao's Jealousy and Jing's Commitment
Xiao Yao was clearly jealous of Jing being with Feng Fang Yi Yang. I would say she was. I like how she was satisfied that Jing was hurt to see Feng Long took care of her. It is womanly feeling low when seeing another woman seemed to have more authority.

Abstract

“You saw Feng Long are very good to me. Do you feel torture in your heart?
 “Torture” was silent for a moment. Then he said to me, "It's very painful."
 Xiao Yao laughed out. “I heard that you were suffering, it makes me feel very good.”


Jing also felt unease with it. He knew there was no love between him and Yi Yang.

She made him fed her a drink....

The way she looks at him is priceless. 

 And then Xiao Yao told him to back as Ye Shi Qi again. This might not be very wise saying. However, we could see she want her Shi Qi with her. 

Abstract

Xiao Yao suddenly thought of something, so she sat up happily and said, “Since she doesn't need you, You can come back and be my Shi Qi!” Her eyes shone brightly. “At that time, you were worried that if you didn't go back, that crazed Tushan Hou is going to hurt me, Luo Mu and other, weren't you? But Wen Xiao Liu had already disappeared. Now that I am princess of Gao Xing,  Tushan Hou cannot harm me. You can be with me as Shi Qi at my side.”

Jing's life goal was to be with Xiao Yao honorably. This is one of the big reason why he could not give up Tushan title. 

This particular passage tells all of his feelings, situation and goal.

"The truth was that it was not only the survival of the entire family. But there were some things that he couldn't say. If the person in front of him was still Wen Xiao Liu, then he could be Ye Shi Qi. That was enough. They could hid and lived in a small village. They could live together for a lifetime. But she was Gao Xin's princess. When he saw the grand worshipig ceremony, he immediately understood. They couldn't go back to the way they were before. An eligible man to protect Xiao Yao by his side would definitely not be a shrink. If he wanted to be beside Xiao Yao for the rest of his life, he must cancel the marriage contract. He needed to be using Tushan's status walking majestically to Xiao Yao's side."

Xiao Yao and Jing wanted each other. But there are differenties that they had to pass through.

In drama version I like how it has turned into their conversation but in drama.

Chapter 14

Analysis part 4


Xiao Yao's Affections For Jing 

Xiao Yao's jealousy at Jing being with Yi Yang definetly indicates her wanting Jing for herself. And then when she was speaking, sarcastically that Jing should be Feng Fang Yi Yang, Jing was all quiet and not responding anything at all. At that, Xiao Yao was reminded of Shi Qi(Jing when injured), not responding her at all. Only when, she checked his throat that she was sure he was still alive. That thought made her really uncomfortable at heart and she vomited. In here, I do not really think it's the effect only from liquor or headache from the boat trip. I think it's her subconsciouness of worrying on Jing being near dead situation again. Sometimes such connections are hard to explain indeed. But surely, Xiao Yao did not want Jing to get hurt again. I love how Xiao Yao did not hide her affection. She did not let him put on hat on her until he kissed her forehead.
Abstract 
Jing looked at Xiao Yao for a bit longer. He prepared to take the hat and put it back on to Xiao Yao. But Xiao Yao held his hand. She didn't let him put it. She bit her lip and then close her eyes. 

Jing gently kissed the center of Xiao Yao's forehead, until he could not be able stay away Jing raised his head and put the hat on Xiao Yao after Xiao Yao ducked into the boat and styled her clothes and hair.

I just love how we get two forehead kiss in this chapter.

Jing's  Time Cheating
In previous meeting, Jing had waited the whole night to see Xiao Yao. After a brief moment Zhuan Xu took her home. As Jing was departing Gao Xing, and was not sure when he would be able to meet Xiao Yao again. I really like how he hid the boat from sight.
Abstract 

The sea breeze blew gently. The sea waves caused the boat to roll back and forth a little. He looked at the full moon in the sky. All he thought was that he wanted to stay like this all night long.

Jing looked at the liquor jar at his side for a moment. He put one hand on the liquor jar, he saw white smoke rising from the liquor jar, slowly covering the whole boat. If looking from the outside,  It looked like the entire ship had been swallowed up by the sea and couldn't see anything anymore.

Although, one could say he was a bit cunning, no one actually hurt. (Zhuan Xu and Xing Yue got to spend more times even if she complained) Ying sounded fine and Hou got to ride on a fish..and they still had god's power). 

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Xing Yue complained nonstop, saying they had not remembered the location of the boat. Ony after searching round and round a lot, they found it. Then she said worriedly that all the time they did not see Hou and Yi Yang.  She hoped nothing happened to them. While she was complaining, she saw Yi Yang swimming towards the boat. Xing Yue laughed loudly. Run to the side of the boat and pulled Yi Yang up. "You also can't find the boat right?"

Yi Yang was slightly stunned. Then she smiled and said: “Yes,” 

Moreover, Jing's passion and devotion for Xiao Yao is something to root. I am especially touched by this abstract.

Jing lowered his head and looked at Xiao Yao who was fast asleep. His fingers gently traced the marks on her face. Then he used your fingertips to draw the outline of her face little by little, round and round again. Even if he had both eyes gouged out, he would still be able to see her clearly.

It's clear it is passionate love.

Tushan Hou's Masculinity and The Red Fish Crystal 

Not long after, Hou was seen soaring quickly from a distance. Under his feet, he stepped on a very large and fierce fish. He was bare upper body, revealing the skin, like copper-colored flesh that is firm and well build. His clothes were torn into pieces, making a large rope like a bridle to hold the head of a large fish. He pulled the rope with both hands and ride the fish, soaring quickly on the sea. The sun gradually fades emerging from the water behind him. Hou's entire body was filled with the strong aura and charm of a masculine man.

Tushan Hou display his masculinity in front of everyone. Xing Yue and Yi Yang acted as they were not actually charmed by him. Xiao Yao admired his strength at taming the big fish but she was more interested in the quality of red crystal got from from the fish, which Jing explained that it could be used to dive in the water longer.  But then she was not all serious about it.

Xing Yue was sure that Hou would give it to her when he asked. But he didn't. 

This scene shows off vibe on Tushan Hou being wild, advanturous and rough. It seems he was especially showing off his masculinity. But the Hou did not give this treasure, the fish red crystal to anyone.It is something to wonder about on how Hou would be making use of this.

Jing and Xiao Yao's Hearts Connection and
Their Longing

Chapter 14 is all about Xiao Yao and Jing  pledging their love. We know their passion had grown now. 

The way the context shows the way they long for each other is such heart pounding. 

Xiao Yao's longing for Jing
Abstract 

Xiao Yao saw Jing standing up at one side. On the other side, he removed the hair crown. His long, raven-black hair flowed down like a heavenly stream descending from the nine levels of sky, covering his back, blowing in the wind . He turned a side and leaned against the bow of the boat, looking lazy, relaxed, and was looking at the dawn that has just revealed itself in the eastern sky.

In the blink of an eye, Xiao Yao watched until her heart couldn't stop pounding.

Just a simple scene such as hair blowing in the wind can make Xiao Yao's heart beat so hard. Definetly she is just attracted to this man whole heartedly.

Jing's longing for Xiao Yao
Abstract 

Jing walked onto the boat. He was standing next to the boat railing. He looked at Xiao Yao. The boat had left and Zhuan Xu waved at them. Xiao Yao instead just stood still. The sea breeze blew her veil close to her face. Revealing the facial structure of a young woman in a yellow gardenia dress, standing out like gardenia blossoming in the breeze under the dawn light. All the while, Jing was silent, staring at her. Until she disappeared into the horizon and the sea. So he slowly closed his eyes. Xiao Yao ....Xiao Yao

Jing loves her no matter she is Wen Xiao Liu or Xiao Yao. But definitely her female blooming was attracting him and made him longing more. 


Their Hearts Communicate
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Xiao Yao had a hood covering her face, so she secretly peaked over Jing. He quickly sensed it and closed his eyes, smiling. Xiao Yao also smiled.
  Although  a single sentence could not be uttered, and still unable to stand close together. However, they could felt that their hearts could communicate with each other, extremely close.

All in all Xiao Yao and Jing's love for each other connects their hearts together rawly and naturally. This is truely saying that true love does not need any voodoo lover bugs to involve. 

The way they look at each other before parting ..in drama version..

He gave off comforting smile when she looked quite down.

Xing Yue and Zhuan Xu's Relationship


Abstract 
She pulled Zhuan Xu. so Zhuan Xu said. "I can't swim, you know." “I know you can't swim.” Xing Yue's eyes flashed brightly, just like the brightest star. She said to Zhuan Xu teasingly: “Jump after me!”

Zhuan Xu didn't speak, but just looked at Xing Yue with a half-smiling, half-scowling. Xing Yue looked up and laughed. Her eyes were beautiful and soft like silk. “Do you dare to entrust your life to me?” With that, she was still and staring at Zhuan Xu. As she walked back to the bow of the ship, step by step. Then she fell on her back and threw herself into the sea.

Zhuan Xu smiled a little, and walked slowly , and then resolutely jumped in after her without delay.

Xing Yue was all getting flirty with Zhuan Xu. For now I genuinely thought she was very fond of him...and quite smitten by him. She seemed to long for him to when parted. As for Zhuan Xu, he insisted their relationship was a play.
Abstract 

Zhuan Su said nonchalantly. “If I were just a normal descendant of the Xiheng Clan, Even if she has feelings for me, she will just have fun with me. If I am not shaken. That is, I don't know it's good or bad. If I'm shaken. That is, I'm dreaming and dreaming. Either way, it was all entertainment to relieve her boredom. Now that she was playing seriously. So let's wait and see!”

How their relationship will grow is something we have to see in the upcoming chapters.

Xiao Yao's Question on Life Sincerity and True Love

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Xiao Yao asked curiously. “How do men like you distinguish between women who are sincere or fake? Even if it's sincere, how can you know what kind of sincerity this is? You must know that sincerity can be divided into many types. Some sincerity must not have obstacles at all. Some sincerities can pass eighty obstacles. But by the eighty one time, she had given up and couldn't continue. Some sincerities can only share in suffering. Some sincerity can only be shared in happiness. Some sincerities are normally invisible, but when there is danger, they show clearly. Some sincerity in normal times can be respected and protected. But when danger comes, everyone is different. In this world there are many men and women who live together until old age. The truth may not be that they love each other with one heart. A love that cannot be broken but just haven't found any proof."

Xiao Yao talked about sincerity between couples and how it can pass through times or failures. Could sincerity between couples endure both good times and bad times..even those old couple who lived together for whole life love each other or could be able to live with one another because of no ostacles...From this part context, what I actually get is that a couple can together for various reason but how much of it involves sincerity and love is in question. And can love really endure the obstacle?

 

 

Chapter 14


Wrap Up

This chapter to me is another development in bonding between Xiao Yao and our master fox, Tushan Jing. We know Tushan Jing/Ye Shiqi was deeply in love with Wen Xiao Liu. But facing her in her true, female, gender, we could all see his desire had shown more. Yet he acted all gentleman. Xiao Yao had initiated a kiss on his lips. But he gave her a kiss on her forehead instead. It was a respect for her. This was their first date as Nine Tailed Fox Tushan Jing and Goddess Princess Xiao Yao. And yep despite all his ties. Their love was still under the shadow. Both of them are still hold on to it. Because if we look at from their point of views, it will never be fair for Jing to marry a woman he did not love,  someone who loathe him.. It won't be fair for Xiao Yao to lose her one true love.

Zhuan Xu had now able to see conflict between Tushan Hou and Tushan Jing. He sympathized with Hou for not getting enough recognization, and for Jing who was  delaying getting rid, his enemy, Hou. 

Zhuan Xu was indeed now very friendly with Chui Shui brother. Especially in this chapter, Xing Yue was so flirty with Zhuan Xu. How much of her feelings were true and sincere? Only time can tell.

Feng Long was also very fond of Xiao Yaoo. is he in love with Xiao Yao?

Only time can tell...♥

This Feeling Has No Strategy To Remove(Koala)

There Is No Way Eliminate This Feeling(Chinese Google Translated)

This Love Has No Way To Withdraw(Thai)

These are the translation for the title of chapter 14. Whatever the words used all the titles have same meaning there is no strategy to eliminate this love. Romantic feelings are not something that could be controlled. So Jing and Yao just let it pledge.

 

Chapt 13-14 : Xiang Liu  meeting with Xiao Yao Vs Tu Shan Jing meeting Xiao Yao

Part 1


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Xiang Lu 1rst meeting with Xiao Yao : The true form he is interested in

1- "   Xiang Liu smiled “If she wasn’t around, you are still Gao Xing’s one and only Princess, your dad’s only daughter, your older brother’s only sister. But she randomly showed up and took everything from you. Don’t you want to seek revenge on her?”  

Xiang Liu had to resort to manipulate  Ah Nian  so he could get to see  Xiao Yao by force . He was extremely  pathetic here.  

 2- " She fell into the sea. He grabbed her hand with both hands, and she could only be pulled to the bottom of the sea by him. He took her to swim on the bottom of the sea. Xiao Yao felt that Xiang Liu could not want to kill her, but deliberately tortured her, but she could only endure it.
The last breath in her chest had been exhaled. Xiao Yao grabbed his hand and looked at him begging. He ignored her and still swam to the deeper bottom of the sea. Xiao Yao was as if her whole chest was about to explode. Her hands were out of strength."


Xiang Liu felt like Xiao Yao had lied to him and played him for a fool all  along so  she deserves his rage  and anger and  to be  punished.  Does she? Did  Xiao  Yao owe him a thing? her loyalty?  share her family  background with him? Hell no.   It is his fault he thought she would do so after some little trip to look at the moon, some drowning and some sensual bite and bug connection.  Again we see  him inflicting pain to Xiao Yao  because apparently she deserves it and he needs to takes his anger on her.  Xiang Liu here felt entitle to a truth he does not deserve, to an anger he that can only have himself to blame for.

3-  ooh the best moment for me  I am not going to lie. I love this part  so much.

" Xiang Liu wrapped around her waist and pointed to his lips with a smile. He said that if he wanted fresh air, she would suck it by herself. Xiaoyao shook her head. In the past, she was Wen Xiaoliu. She never regarded herself as a woman. it doesn't matter how, but now, she can't do it.The smile on Xiang Liu's lips disappeared, hugged Xiaoyao, and continued to sink.
He looked at Xiao Yao, and Xiao Yao looked at him. Xiang Liu accelerated to sink, and Xiao Yao began to understand that in the face of a nine-headed demon who didn't care about anything, Gao Xin princess identity could not protect her.
Xiang Liu sinks faster and faster, but the seemingly soft water produces terrible power.  Xiao Yao feel like it would rip her to pieces. Her chest was about to explode and Xiaoyao's whole body is in severe pain. Life and death, just a simple choice. The two faces were very close, so close that almost the tip of their noses touched the tip of their noses, Xiao Yao only needed to move forward a little bit to be able to stick to his lips. However, she couldn't! Xiao Yao felt that the sea water seemed to pour into her ears and nose, and his lips were so close, so close ...... Xiao Yao lost consciousness and fainted.
Xiang liu pressed her head hard and ruthlessly pressed her to his lips, bringing her upward."

Xiang Liu tried to get Xiao Yao- as a woman -1rst kiss  but he failed drastically. Xiao Yao is not having it she  refused. She rather die than give him her 1rst kiss.  We see that she said to herself  that, when she was WXL,  she  never regarded herself as a woman  but now she cannot do it. She refused to do it  because she is a woman now so it is not proper.  She knows what he want and she does not want it.  She rejected it. Death is better than this.  Xiang Liu  has been  rejected and  knew it so he get angry and ruthlessly press his lips on hers.  Let's be honest here I understand him. Xiao Yao rejected him. He was not given the right to taste her sweet lips. After all he got to her lips when she was unconscious   without  her consent.  There was no reaction, no feeling when their lips touched.   His male ego must have felt  bruised, he failed to control Xiao Yao hence why " ruthlessly presses her to his lips.  Xiang Liu has been rejected for the 2nd time by Xiao Yao. We remember very well when healing in the cave as WXL,  she rejected his advance when he was touching her. Xiang Liu  even gave her a sensual bite but she did not react to it.  Here Xiang Liu acted like a coward toward a young woman he has feelings for. We know he has.

 
Why would  Xiang Liu want to have her 1rst kiss? Was it because he believed that she lied to him hence wanted to punish her that way?   nope ! Xiang Liu has feelings for wxl, Xiao Yao. He had  told WXL in the cave when she rejected him the 1rst time  that he was not interested by his male form = he in interested by her true female form.  What he could not have before in the cave he tried to get it here now that she was a woman and by force, by tricking her. Also, he  has the voodoo bug inside him. He took it because he has feelings for WXL  but, he now via say bug,  knows that her heart is getting exited, moved  due to  the Tu Shan little fox.

I was glad that XiaoYao refused him.  I was so proud of her. Better die than give her 1st kiss to Xiang Liu.   Xiao Yao knows what she did not want. She was no compromising  herself to save her life.  Ouch this must have hurt him. We know it did. If Xiang Liu has acted differently to steal the kiss without all the pain he inflicted on her, after having a honest discussion with her,  I would not have minded. I was pleased  he got  unresponsive lips and tasted nothing at all hence why I LOVE this chapter 13.  I like Xiang Liu but not in this chapter.

4- Xiao Yao finally spoke, "Originally, I was planning to, when I see you in the future, pretend not to recognize you."
"I still have your bug in my body, do you want to rely on the oath you made?"
Xiao Yao said, "
Logically speaking, only I can sense you, you shouldn't be able to sense me, how do you know that I am Weng Xiao Liu?"
Xiang Liu raised his hand, ruffled all the wet hair on Xiao Yao's face to the back of her head, cupped her head, and looked at her face carefully, "This is your real face?" ...................... 
Xiang Liu s hand rested on her shoulder as if it was unintentional, his fingers lightly swept her neck, and he said in a gentle manner, "Which of the things you said are still false? Why don't you confess once and for all today, and I won't kill you."
"I told you long ago, I only speak nonsense, not lies." Xiao Yao spread her hands, "I like to talk because I'm afraid of loneliness, if I'm full of lies, I'll only get lonelier the more I talk."
Xiang Liu' s nails that had become a little sharp soundlessly returned to their original state, Xiao Yao was completely unaware that she had truly brushed shoulders with death in that instant just now"


Xiang Liu again  does not share with Xiao Yao this he can find her anywhere and no matter how she looks  like because of the bug.   I find it sad  that Xiao Yao does not even realise that  her original intention  was fatal since the moment  Xiang Liu took the bug in his body.  We saw Jing in other chapter telling WXL that he will not leave. This is the same thing Xiang Liu did with WXL without actually saying the words. He permanently  connected himself to Xiao Life.  She cannot get rid of him.

5 "Xiang Liu silently stared at the dark void, do not know what to think................ She suddenly remembered something, took out her wet purse, took out a small jade bottle, poured out a handful of colourful pills and spread them in her palm to show Xiang Liu, "Do you want to taste it?"...................."Well? This is something I purposely refined for you, consulting a lot of information and finding many rare herbs."
The coldness in Xiangliu's body suddenly faded, "It's just enough "


here they make peace thanks to Xiao Yao.  Xiang Liu is acting like a child lol. the poison is nice, ~xiao `Yao worked hard on it . Is giving a compliment too much? I mean Xiao `Yao admitted to to have lied to him.  We know Xiang Liu is conflicted since after ~Xiao `Yao is not a nobody.  He has linked himself to the princess of  Gao Xing , the grand daughter of his enemy, the cousin of his enemy. And to top it all he has feelings for her.

6- "Xiang Liu said, "I promise you won't tease your sister anymore, and you have to promise me something too."
"Can I say no?"
"Obviously not."
Xiao yao blinked at Xiang liu and posed as if she was all ears.
Xiang `liu said, "Keep making poisons for me."    "It's easy enough that Xiao `yao readily agrees"

Xiang Liu is again bargaining and again draw a d promise from Xiao Yao. and he of course agrees.  why was it necessary when Xiao Yao just gave him some poison  already which shows that she  did not need this promise again since any way the 1st one was still valid.  He is a friend who is not a friend. Xiao Yao here again is not asking him why he need the poisons.  This is fine because now making poisons   she is already making poison  thanks to Ah Nian so why not for him since he will eat them so nothing wasted.  It will occupy her days.

7 "Xiang Liu snorted coldly and suddenly asked, "Why?"
Xiao Yao understood that he was asking why he would rather die than kiss him, but deliberately pretended to be confused, "What why?"
Xiangliu holds her arm and sinks it down, Xiao Yao is busy exclaiming, "Oh, remember, remember."
Xiang Liu  stared at her and Xiao Yao said, "I'm scared."
"It would be worse than death?"
Xiaoyao thought for a moment before saying slowly, "My brother, who is Zhuan Xu, was laughing one night when we were talking, and he laughed at the fact that I was still a girl who could dream after all. Although just, just ...... but I'm afraid that if I'm not careful, you will walk into my dream, and you ......" Xiao Yao shook her head, "never suitable to appear in a girl's dream, that only really than death, It's even more terrifying." ...................................
Xiang Liu laughed softly, gradually, the more he laughed, the louder he laughed, he let go of Xiao Yao, his body drifted away into the distance. "

Here Xiang Liu learned the reason why Xiao Yao is refusing to kiss him even at the risk loosing her life. Xiao Yao want in a way to  "be safe than sorry".   She is admitting to him that if she is not careful their relationship could become more than what it is aka romantic ( dream=romance), but to her, Xiang Liu is not  suitable  to be  type o person a girl would dream of. .  Him Xiang liu is not suitable  to be the type of man a girl should  have romantic feelings for. We all know that one does never have control over what  one dreams of right? But `Xiao `Yao is telling Xiang Liu that she wants to be in control of just that as far as   she can and  she rather die than share a kiss with him. She rather die than taste his lips. Ouch.

Xiang Liu laughed it off,  but left her to  swim back alone all the way back.  From his reaction and words we see  that he must have felt hurt. Wen Xiao Liu, Xiao Yao has just  straight rejected him. The girl he took the voodoo bug for, the girl he connected his life to, actually told him straight that she rather die than kiss him because she does not find him suitable to dream about. bShe has admitted to him that it could happen if she is not careful hence she is making sure that she is careful to not allow such a thing to happen.   Xiang Liu could do nothing but laugh in the face of such rejection and make her pay for it in a typical Xl way.


This 1rs face to face meeting between Xiao Yao and Xiang Liu  is not beautiful at all for the both of them.  I could not help while reading this chapter 13, think of  her relationship with the 9 tails fox. Why you may ask well  because the 9 Tails fox taugh her a lot while also torturing her.   Is it not ironic that  images of Xiang Liu  are stored in the present the 9 fox tails gave to Xiao Yao?

Xiang Liu again did not answer Xiao Yao important question regarding the bug.  Their connection is based on a lie, an omission. He also does not tell her why he needs all the poison she can make for him and she also does not ask.  She is afterall developping her poison making skill. This is not what her father asked her to do it is also not what the Sheng Nong book of herbs seems to be about. Nothing good in the long run I believe could come out of this based on the foundation of their connection.

Xiang Liu  got rejected a 3rd time.  He could have made that meeting something better but he did not.  In the end he allowed Xiao ~Yao to go back alone to meet who  against all odd, she was suppose to : Tu Shan Jin

Chapt 13-14 : Xiang Liu  meeting with Xiao Yao Vs Tu Shan Jing meeting Xiao Yao
 

PART 2


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1 - Jing said, "Thank you. Please tell her that I'll wait for her outside the dragon bone prison at the bottom of the mountain.".....................

When she heard the servant report that "Shi Qi is waiting outside the dragon bone prison", Xiao Yao was a little happy, a little worried and a little nervous. She couldn't tell what it was like."....................................Another maid, Coral, said with a smile, "Wang Ji, we can't wear such clothes, because our waist is not thin enough and our legs are not long enough, so it doesn't look good to wear. You look so beautiful, why don't you wear it?
Xiao Yao asked, "Is it really good-looking?"
All the maidservants nodded together. Xiao Yao thought that this was the first time she had seen Jing with a woman's appearance, and decided to be good-looking or uncomfortable.
Xiao Yao picked a plain white dress, and the inside layer of the cuffs and skirt were embroidered with green rattan, which showed a little when walking, adding a little playful. The maidservant helped her loosen a bun again, and an emerald step on the hairpin swayed. When walking, the emerald swayed, which echoed the embroidery on the hem of the cuff skirt.

Xiaoyao took a few steps and felt burdensome, but the maidservants looked amazed and clapped their hands. "Wang Ji, go and meet the person you want to see.  We promise he will never forget you again."

Xiao Yao's face was a little burnt. "What are you talking about? I'm just going to meet an ordinary friend.
All the maidservants couldn't help laughing. It was ordinary, so ordinary that Wang Ji would take the time to dress up herself.............................
Bypassing a bush, Xiaoyao saw the man standing on the reef. He faced the sea and waited quietly, not knowing how long he had been waiting or how long he could wait.
It is Ye Shiqi who is waiting for her here.
The anger in Xiao Yao's heart gradually disappeared, with only joy and tension left."

We see here all the anxiety, worries,  joy Xiao Yao is experiencing as she is to meet Jing for the 1rst time as woman. This moment has been anticipated by both for some times now.  As we have seen in previous chapters Jing is the only one she is interested in finding out  his opinion of her as a woman.  She has selected an outfit that make her look good, pretty.  The location Jing has selected for their 1rst meeting is extremely important as it is indeed the place where they made  the 15 year promise. It is the place where Weng Xiao Liu/ Xiao Yao confessed that she would like to stay forever with Ye Shi Qui/ Tu Shan Jing and him as well.  It is the place where both were at peace with each other. It is the place where Jing had dared to open himself to his WXL. It is the place where Jing has promised to come back as WXL's YSQ after 15 years.  This is their place. 

Xiang Liu is  presented in this chapter 13  as the obstacle Xiao Yao must overcome in order to meet Jing. Xiao Yao did overcome  it and set up  boundaries in the form of rejections between them.  

Chapter 14

Xiao Yao didn't know exactly how long had passed, she only knew that her eyes regained a bit of vision when her hand touched a hard object and instinctively grasped it.
Seeing that it was a piece of reef
, Xiao Yao's entire body immediately went limp, and as she lay on her back, she saw a pitch-black silhouette standing stubbornly on the top of the reef rock in the distance.
At this time, the sky was already cloudy, in the cold morning sun, that long silhouette seemed to have fused with the reef, set between heaven and earth, becoming a waiting for the end of the world.
Xiao Yao also do not know whether it is tired, or joy, the throat is astringent, can not make a sound, she feebly raised her hand, as if in the wave, but all did not move.

Finally, the man on the rock wall saw her, not caring about the shore, he leapt off the rock wall, jumped into the sea, swam to Xiaoyao side, picked her up. The two were half immersed in the sea water, Xiao Yao's body was trembling because of her strength, but Jing didn't know why, his body was also trembling.
Both of them trembled so much that they couldn't speak, and Xiao Yao could hear her upper and lower teeth fighting. She felt funny and depressed, having made up carefully, she didn't expect to appear in the most lousy position.
Xiao Yao winced and said, "Don't, don't ...... go in the water." After soaking in seawater all night, she really didn't want to soak anymore.
Jing climbed up the reef with her in his arms, but after hobbling a few steps, he unexpectedly slipped and fell downwards. Jing was afraid of hurting Xiaoyao, and used his own back to land, thumping and falling.
Xiao Yao laughed, "You, you ...... also nine ...... fox ...... stupid ...... "

Finally arrived at the shore, Jing held Xiaoyao walked to the rock wall under the wind, Xiaoyao face pale, lips black, Jing placed his one hand on the back of her heart. His other hand held her hand, slowly conveying his magic power into her so that it circulated within her body. After several rounds, Xiao Yao's body stop trembling. At this time, the sky outside was already very bright, but this small niche under the ridge, obscured by rocks and shadows from trees, was still dim.

Here we see  here again the after math of what XY went through. she swam without seeing at some point and when she reached her destination her eyes regained some vision and when she touched the reef/ rock , she was able to finally give in as she made it.  touching the reef means she is finally safe.  it represent safety .   We see the silhouette  is standing there on the reef as well a stubbornly and even seems to have merged with the reef. waiting undefinetly as if for the world to end. This signified that this silhouette has been waiting for a long time  and will keeping doing so till the end of time.     When the man sees her he forget everything and jump in the sea to save her.   The man is Tu Shan Jin,  He has been waiting again the natural elements for her. His silhouette represent again  the reef/ rock = safety for Xiao Yao   Jing has been waiting  and would have been waiting for Xiao Yao/ Xiao Liu.  his  fox instinct knows that she is at the sea.   He is unwavering waiting for Xiao Yao to come to him. He is not giving up though he does not know if she will comeback at all.  This is extremely important as   we will see later on in their story that when Xiao Yao  looses Jing to death, she  will also wait for him never giving up  even though not knowing if he will come back to her.  Events in their life have paralleled in many ways and will keep doing so  as we will see as the story progresses.

Jing body is trembling  for no reason. it looks like it is echoing what Xiao Yao body's is experiencing. their body are in synch.  in the passage TH is emphasising  their connection as one. their body tremble so much to gather at the same time,  Jing is the Reef / rock  Xiao Yao can relax on for support.  unwavering support.  when she was fighting for her life trying to make it to shore, Jing was waiting  all along wishing for her to come to him. Xiao Yao was not alone in her struggle.

Jing standing alone on the reef evokes a sense of isolation and solitude. Being surrounded by the vastness of the sea, Jing appears isolated and vulnerable.  This parallel Xiao Yao swimming alone, isolated and being vulnerable  in the vast sea. This underscores the challenges that the both will  face in their quest for happiness and connection.

Jing's silhouette positioned between heaven and earth  show a sense of solidity and rootedness. It conveys his unwavering resolve and determination to confront the challenges before him, symbolized by the reef. Despite the uncertainty of their circumstances, Jing stands firm and resolute, embodying a sense of groundness and  inner strength of  his love for Xiao Yao.  he will wait for Xiao Yao forever.

Jing while carrying her is extremely attentive and does not want her to be hurt so he protected her with is body when he accidentally slipped .   While  transferring his spiritual power to her  so she could gain some strength back, her body could heal as it was pale and her lips were black, TH show us where Jing hand is located : at the back of her heart.  This again is to show us their connection. Jing 's hand could have been anywhere on her back but unconsciously it  was  connected to her heart while trying to bring her comfort the best he could.   In contrast we had  earlier  in chapter 13 Xiang Liu   hand brushing Xiao Yao neck with a pretend  soft caress whilst   bringing his claw out waiting to kill her if the answer to his question was not to his liking.    In this scenes Jing's hand herald  comfort strong brought back  to Xiao Yao while Xiang Liu hand was heralding  the imminent  death of  Xiao Yao . Under Jing care, Xiao Yao body stoped trembling and as  the rescue of Xiao Yao  taking place, the sky has become not just bright but very bright.  The writer is showing  with this image that with Jing in her life and above all by her side,  they will have brighter future if they work together and support each other.  against the adversities, challenges   that are coming their way.

3- Jing looked at Xiao Yao's body warmed up,
 retracted the hand placed on her back heart, felt that he should also let go of the hand holding her hand, but couldn't let go, his hand was momentarily loosened and momentarily tightened. Xiao Yao looked at him and teased, "You used to be bold, but now you're even timid?"
Jing loosened his hand, "
Now is different from before."
"
What's different?".............................
Jing hurriedly stood up, pulling her arm, and immediately let go like an electric shock, face a little hot. 
Gao Xin's clothes were light and airy, and when they were soaked, they obediently stuck to her body, she didn't feel it when she sat shrunken just now, but when she stood up at this moment, all of a sudden, her waist was her waist, and her breasts were her breasts, and she could see it extraordinarily distinctly.
Seeing Jing's expression,
 Xiao Yao looked down at herself and immediately squatted down, clasping her hands around her knees and covering herself tightly.
Jing sat across from her, and after using his spiritual energy to help her dry her clothes
, he whispered, "Go back later, okay? Just for a while."
Xiao Yao didn't say anything.
"
I waited for you all night, thinking you wouldn't come."
Xiao Yao asked in exasperation, "If you thought I wouldn't come, why did you still wait?"
Jing didn't know how to answer, if she really didn't come, he didn't know where he could go, in the depths of this earth, he had the happiest and sweetest moments. But the person who gave him happiness and sweetness was Xiao Liu, not this young girl in front of him, if she took it back, he understood completely
.

At the beginning of this passage we see Jing retracting his hand from the back of her heart. This shows that Jing  is ready to give Xiao Yao up if he has to do this,  but he is also reluctant to do so to give up on her  and this is shown by him not ready to let go of her hand and tightening it at times.   We see that in finally having seen Xiao Liu true face, Jing is now feeling shy this is totally out of character from him and XY mention it. we see that Xiao Yao knows Jing best. Jing has always been bold in  his advance towards  her. Never shy. In this , Jing's approach to Xiao Yao's heart is different to is  to Xiang Liu. It is the total opposite of XL forced and deceitful approach  via used of the voodoo bug and forced controlled actions . Jing has become timid and is showing Xiao Yao the respect due to her station.  Xiang Liu became  fully agressive  and did not care about her station as we saw  earlier.  Jing goes as far as drying her clothes to protect her modesty and as such  restoring her dignity that was lost.  He is fixing what Xiang Liu has damaged.  

We see Jing  saying that he waited  thinking she would not come. This exasperate Xiao Yao as  what he is saying to her  does not make sense at all.   This come from his insecurity because we know he has been waiting for her  and would still have been if she did not show up. Did he think she would have stayed with XL? Maybe but he still waited for her to come because deep down he knew she would come .  It shows that Jing had not giving  up on Xiao Yao.  He is now trying to use her new appearance  that he had longed to finally see as an excuse to give the 15 years promise up as he is preparing himself  in case losses her .  We remember that the said to her that appearance was not important to him as long as he get to have her heart. Again Jing insecurity is doing the talking here. 

Part 3

4 - Xiao Yao kneeled down on both knees and knelt in front of him, her eyes full of annoyance and aggression, ''Do you think it's hard for you to wait all night? You have a fiancée! You go in and out with her, but you change your ways to remind me every moment that I made a promise to you. If you don't believe me, why do you want me to make a promise? Let me tell you, last night I almost died trying to keep my promise to you!" Xiao Yao pushed Jing fiercely, "I'm done, I take back my promise! You get the hell back to Qing Qiu and go marry  Fang Feng Yi Ying!".

Jing didn't dare to fight back, but he was also determined not to back off, "I won't marry her, she doesn't actually like me and shouldn't be willing to marry me."
Xiao Yao stopped shoving, "I don't believe it! Why would she not like you?"............................

I prefer the Thai version  in green) of the above passage : {  Xiao Yao walked in front of him. Her eyes were filled with anger and hurt. “You thought you had been waiting all night is difficult, right? You have a fiancé!  You and her go out together lots of times.
You use various methods to remind me of the promise I made to you at all times. Since you don't believe in me Why must I keep a promise?"
I would like to tell you. Last night to keep the promise I made to you, I almost die!
” Xiao Yao pushed hard. “I won't play anymore. I'd like to take back my promise! You  go back to Qing Qiu quickly and marry  Fangfeng Yiying!”

Jing didn't dare to respond. But he was stubborn and refused to give up. “I will not marry her. In fact, she does not love me. Probably not agreeing to marry me", Xiao Yao stopped pushing. “I don't believe it! Why wouldn't she love you?”}


"I have a crippled leg, and I can see she's surprised and disappointed. Once, she saw the scars on my body and was shocked ...... " In fact, saying shocked is a very subtle way of saying that Yi Ying was pale and scared, she didn't dare to look at him for a second, and since then, when the two of them were alone, Yi Ying would keep her distance from him....................................


It turned out that the meeting in Qing Shui Town was actually his first encounter with Fangfeng Yiying, then it is no wonder that Fangfeng Yiying would be disappointed ...... Xiao Yao s heart was mixed, some sour and difficult, and some happy, and she did not know what he was actually thinking.
..........................................."You, are the most beautiful." Jing said and immediately lowered her head.
"Even now?"
"Hmm."
Xiaoyao puffed out a laugh, 
"I finally understand why  Zhuan Xuan  flowery words are invincible to young girls, even though I know what you say isn't the truth, I still like to hear it."
"What I said is the truth. Xiao Yao, I didn't expect you to be like this,
 if I knew you were like this ...... even in the dark dungeon, I would never have had the courage to speak extravagantly ......" Jing's back was straight, but his head was hung low, as if he were a plant that My body, my voice ...... Do you know why I refused to heal my leg even though I knew it could be healed? Because I knew that even if it was healed, the real wound was still inside the body, and that no medicine could cure it. I can wear clothes to hide the ugly scars, I can use rare medicines to heal my leg, and I can speak as little as possible to hide my ugly voice. I can deceive everyone, I am still the magnificent and outstanding Qingqiu Gongzi, but I can t deceive myself ...... Xiao Yao, I don t deserve you! In this world, there are many healthy, intelligent and handsome men......"Jing, raise your head! Tushan Jing, raise your head."
Jing slowly raised his head, and Xiao Yao's face came up to the side of his face, murmuring and whispering, "Last night, a man forced me to kiss him, but now I just want to kiss you." Her lips gently landed on Jing's lips, Jing's body trembled dramatically and jerked back, avoiding Xiao Yao, "Don't ...... Xiao Yao."
Xiao Yao closed her eyes and tilted her head, her cheeks flushed, her body trembling lightly, "Jing ...... Jing ......"
Xiao Yao's voice trembled so much that it was almost impossible to hear what she was calling for, Jing felt as if he was trembling as well, his kiss fell on the scarlet on Xiao Yao's forehead, it was as if there was a ball of fire that burned all the way from Xiao Yao's forehead to his heart, warming his cold heart, perhaps sooner or later one day, those wounds that were hidden in his body and had no cure would also recover.

Jing hugged Xiao Yao tightly, his head buried in the middle of Xiao Yao's neck, as if he was dreaming of joy, making him just want to hold Xiao Yao forever and never let go.

Xiao Yao moaned, "You're about to strangle me to death."
Jing immediately let go of her,
 his face flushed red. Xiao Yao laughed softly and leaned her head on his arm, looking at him.
Jing was embarrassed and slightly inclined his head, "Just now you said you almost died last night, and said ......"Xiao Yao waved her hand unconcernedly, "
I scared you by talking in anger." Jing looked at Xiao Yao, puzzled in his heart, but knew that Xiao Yao did not want to mention it anymore.
Xiao Yao smiles and asks, "Why not here?" She pointed to her lips.

Jing whispered, "
It's not time yet."
"Then when will ...... it be okay." Xiao Yao half closed her eyes and covered her face with her hands to hide her shyness.
Jing couldn't answer, because 
that was up to her, not him. It wasn't that he didn't desire it, but - he wanted her love, he didn't want her to do it just out of pity, Xiao Yao  had already given him too much and he didn't want to keep taking advantage of her kindness.
Xiao Yao peeked at him through the cracks of her fingers, "I thought that when you men saw a woman, you all hated to immediately flip over to the couch and stripped naked ......," Xiao Yao couldn't go on, since she changed back to her female body, unknowingly she couldn't afford to be as unashamed and shameless as Xiao Liu.Especially now she almost swallowed the words she had said a moment ago.

Although Jing has always been clean, but after all, is in charge of a family of people, in and out of the sex places is common, and the children of the big families are inevitably some of the declaration of lust and indulgence, Jing naturally is a man should know all the things know. In the business world, not to mention more explicit words than this, or even more explicit things have seen, but did not have any feeling, talking and laughing as usual. But to Xiao Yao, only feel the fire burning uncomfortable, low voice defence: "I, not that."

Thai version {Jing maybe proper and had always strived to protect himself. However, he was the one who held power in the family. He went in and out of entertainment venues until it became normal. Moreover, it was rare for young members of a large family to not have some fun from time to time. Jing was a man. He knew all about men matters. In the business field,  let alone the words that were more explicit, he had even seen the more obscene matters. But then he did not feel anything. He could just talk and laugh normally.  With Xiao Yao, he was feeling restless as if being licked by the burning fire. He make a concise excuse: "I... am not like that." Both of them were silent. In the awkwardness, there were streaks of embarrassment. And in that shyness there was some happiness mixing}

Both of them are silent, 
there is a trace of shyness in the embarrassment, and there is a faint delight in the embarrassment.
"Xiao Yao ...... Xiao Yao ......," came the cry ofZhuan Xu. 
The two were startled like they were thieves and immediately separated. Xiao Yao made a shushing gesture to Jing, signalling him to keep quiet and hide.
Xiao Yao casually raked her hair, burrowed into the bushes, circled around to the reef, and waved at Zhuan Xu, "Here it is!

In this part, we see from all the highlighted parts that Xiao Yao is hurt by Jing word so much that she is cancelling her 15 years promise to him.  We see her  telling him to be with FFYY.  If Jing cannot believe in her, then what is the point of all this. And she is right, hence why she said that she has had enough she does not want to play anymore since Jing seems to be kind  of playing.  This shows that the 15 years promise was not taken lightly by her when she made it contrary to how she acted that day.   She is hurt and rightly so.  Now we see her telling Jing that she almost died in order to keep her promise to him.   I would say yes and no.  She nearly died because her did not want to kiss Xl and this had nothing to do with trying to keep her promise to Jing.  She did not think of him at that moment in chapter 13,  but she also nearly died trying to come to back. She is using reverse psychology to make Jing feel guilty about what happened to her. 

Xiao Yoa was in control of cancelling the 15 years promise. Jing did not force this on her again.  This is such a power fun  contrast to XL making the poison promise and making condition and telling her she cannot refuse it.  Xiao Yao is free to cancel the 15 years promise to Jing and she does it.

We see Jing refusing to let go of his affection and attachment to Xiao Yoa.  He is sincere in his confession regarding this relationship with FFYY and this makes XY happy  though she is also sad. She is happy that Jing is not in love  with FFYY.  

Jing is finally saying what Xiao Yao have been waiting to hear since she has returned to her / He tells her that she is THE MOST  beautiful.  This again is something that XL encounter did destroy.  Xiao Yao did make herself beautiful to meet Jing but even after this, Jing still find her the most beautiful. and Xiao Yao is pleased to hear this from him. She tells hims as much. 

 As Jing insecurity shows again, we  see  Xiao Yao taking the  control of what she wants and is acting accordingly:  

1- she confesses to him that another man kissed her against her will. she did not need to share this with Jing but she did in order to make her actions that follow and her words  sincere and truthful to him.

2- she kisses him on the lips. She has not been forced to do so. She does it because she wants to taste his lips.  She wants him. She did not want to taste Xl's  lips at all though she  does not remember them as she had fainted. This is a powerful declaration of her affection and want for Tu Shan Jing.  It is powerful because  it is Tu Shan Jing that she wants.  it is Jing that she is calling, begging to return her kiss to participate in her kiss.  Xiao Yao does not see him as separate from the man she longs for aka Ye Shi Qi.  it is one and the same after all j ust like she   WXL and XY are one and the same now in Jing eyes.   again this is such beautiful scene as we see her not being forced to do such and intimate act.  In chapter 13 she forcefully rejected Xiang Liu act and him as well.  Here Xiao Yao  is giving herself to Jing freely and all heartedly as the woman she  now is and has  longed to so so.

The scene with them kissing is like they are going to make  love.  Xiao  Yao. is into it so much. Jing reject her in a way  since he thought  that she might be pitying him.  In doing so Jing prevent  their relationship to be cemented by a true kiss. He prevented their relationship to move to the next level that Xiao Yao want.  He also made her feel kind of insecure as well.

Jing ended up kiss her forehead at exactly the place where  her flowers is,. By showing this the writer is showing us that Jing is unconsciously   respecting her parents  since, the flower on her head is the symbol of her parents protection. Thisis what Jing  has been in this chapter her haven after the chaos aka Xiang Liu.  we will see later on that Jing and Xiao Yao will find connection to places related to the blooming love and the passion that her parents have experienced as the story progresses.

"his kiss fell on the scarlet on Xiao Yao's forehead, it was as if there was a ball of fire that burned all the way from Xiao Yao's forehead to his heart, warming his cold heart, "

This is foreshadowing the blessing that later on will come for A Heng.  it also show how Xiao Yao is warming Jing's  heart.

The highlighted scene show so much contract to her scene with Xiang Liu in chapter 13 which was full of torture and control whereas chapter 14,  is full of healing , true connection, Jing being Xiao Yao  strength and her being his when  he may let her go, of Xiao Yao  taking and being in control  of her want and need.   By Initiating the kiss Xiao Yao is  putting the 15 year  promise back  on track .

" Xiao Yao smiles and asks, "Why not here?" She pointed to her lips.
Jing whispered, "It's not time yet."
"Then when will ...... it be okay." Xiao Yao half closed her eyes and covered her face with her hands to hide her shyness."  

This passage show it all. Xiao Yao want to know why Jing did not kiss her back on her lips.  she is not shying any from this she is direct in her question with the action of pointing to her lip unlike Xiang Liu who just ask " why". he could not even say all. ;  like for example " why did you refuse to take air from my mouth"

We  see Xiao Yao eagerness. She wants to know when it will be okay for them to kiss. not share air but KISS.  When she and Jing could share a reciprocated kiss.   Again to emphasise: Xiao Yao did not even want to share air with Xiang Liu but she wants to share a  full kiss with Tu Shan Jing the man she has been longing for since  chapter 1. 


In conclusion :  in chapter 14 Tu Shan Jing is presented as Xiang Liu antithesis  in his approached to meeting Xiao Liu and his way to knock on  her cold heart in chapter 13.  These 2 chapters are pivotal in the story of Xiao Yao with those 2 men.   TH is showing us and foreshadowing that nothing good  in the long run will come out of Xiao Yao relationship with Xiang Liu . Nothing deep. but, if Xiao Yao works with Jing together they will archive happiness and deep true connection.   We saw already that Xiao Yao by wanting to kiss Jing, is opening herself to him.  Xiao Yao is not soft character. she knows what she wants and is willing to get it hence why she  does not care about Fang Feng YY as long as Jing wants her and she wants him. She will fight to get her man.   

Without word but with a kiss initiated by herself Xiao Yao put the 15 years promise with Jing back on track.  In contrast,  promise of making poison was put back on track by Xiang Liu with no possibility for her to say no.  

As we can see in chapter 13 and 14. respectively :  

Xiang Liu = control,  destruction,  punishment,  lies, hurt   REJECTION  to enter Xiao Yao's dreams

Jing = respect and free will for Xiao Yao, strength and safe haven for Xiao Yao, healing each other . ACCEPTANCE  to enter Xiao Yao'sdreams.

I will finish with this beautiful moment  that show Xiao Yao in control of her want.

Jing, raise your head! Tushan Jing, raise your head."
Jing slowly raised his head, and Xiao Yao's face came up to the side of his face, murmuring and whispering, "Last night, a man forced me to kiss him, but now I just want to kiss you." Her lips gently landed on Jing's lips, Jing's body trembled dramatically and jerked back, avoiding Xiao Yao, "Don't ...... Xiao Yao."
Xiao Yao closed her eyes and tilted her head, her cheeks flushed, her body trembling lightly, "Jing ...... Jing ......"
Xiao Yao's voice trembled so much that it was almost impossible to hear what she was calling for, Jing felt as if he was trembling as well, his kiss fell on the scarlet on Xiao Yao's forehead, it was as if there was a ball of fire that burned all the way from Xiao Yao's forehead to his heart, warming his cold heart, perhaps sooner or later one day, those wounds that were hidden in his body and had no cure would also recover.


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