Sirry Usly - Thank you so much for your response! It helps a lot!
Sirry Usly:
XL describes GongGong as being delusional and I think that is the point. He and his fellow army members/comrades are holding on to a lost dream. And atp in the story, they have probably watched so many of their fellow soldiers, etc. die and fought for so long that letting go would be more painful than giving themselves false hope.
Wow. That's a particularly great point. It's sad. I have heard that war can become more about fighting for your fellow brothers than the cause. But, in this case, they did have a cause originally. So, apparently, they lost the forest through the trees at some point. War doesn’t require people to fight to their certain deaths with no other option. A normal response would have been to be happy that their people were living in a better world and to go back to live with them. Then, XL would automatically have been free to pursue XY.
Tong Hua does seem to like the concept of undying loyalty to an army. XL did this for his rebel army. In the prequel, XY’s father did this for his army too. It made XY’s parents enemies on the battlefield and caused them both to “die” in the same battle. Come to think of it, there are other parallels between XL’s situation and XY’s father’s situation too that caused them to be undyingly loyal.
It took me the longest time to figure out that XL would never have pursued a relationship with XY, because of his commitment to his army. I was also slow to realize that XL knew that he would be fighting to his certain death. For example, XL could have asked ZX for anything to save XY’s life. He could have asked him to leave the rebel army alone. But, he didn’t. He asked for a burial place. Why? So, his fellow soldiers could die honorably on the battlefield? But, is it really honorable to die in this case? I would say that it’s more sad than honorable.
The concept of being filial to elders in ancient Chinese culture can be strong too. TSJ pushed back hard against his grandmother. But, he ultimately lost to her on every count. XY readily understood every time he lost too. (I think you’re right about XY.) XL probably didn’t even have an opportunity to push back against Gong Gong, because he had become delusional. So, XL was stuck too.
Please feel free to add to the discussion! I’m probably not the only one interested in your thoughts. Thanks again for helping me think about this stuff!